He Yiyang explained and continued

“...... I thought she would stop when she found out about my attitude, but she didn't expect to find a place where I worked, and began to come to the gallery every day to look for me, and from time to time to find opportunities to ask people about me.

I was afraid that Yingying would tell you when she found out that she was my ex-wife, so I lied to everyone that she was my client and wanted me to paint her.

Every day I waited for her to come with trepidation, and then carefully invited her out. She asked for the same thing every time, to remarry me.

When I didn't agree, she begged, cried, sympathized, talked about the past, and tried all sorts of ways to get me to agree to remarry, and on Friday she came to me again and told me why she wanted to remarry me.

She said that her husband in the United States divorced her because she could no longer have children and gave her a sum of money. Now she is alone in the United States, although she has money, but she has a very miserable life, so she remembers the time she used to be with me.

She said that the more she thought about it, the more she missed, the more she thought about it, the more she regretted it, and she began to miss her daughter like crazy, and felt sorry for me if she didn't take off, and she wanted to come back to make up for our parents.

Although I sympathized with her, I still told her sensibly that we really couldn't be together anymore, because I already had someone else in my heart.

Unexpectedly, she immediately asked your name and explained everything about you clearly. I was afraid that she would be bad for you, so I asked her what the hell she was going to do.

Then, she proposed to let her meet Feifei on the weekend, I didn't agree at first, but she blatantly threatened me and said that the reason why she couldn't have another child was because she had dystocia and hemorrhage when she gave birth to Feifei, so she would fall to this point, if she didn't agree to her, then if she was not happy, don't want others to live well.

I know her, she could have left Feifei who was still in swaddling clothes and walked away, and now it is possible to do anything, so I had no choice but to agree to her, but she became more and more excessive, and after seeing Feifei, she coaxed Feifei to pull me to the amusement park together.

In the evening, she even offered to accompany Feifei for a night, and I didn't agree, so she mentioned you to me again, saying that she wanted to meet you. I had to compromise again and let her sleep with Feifei all night.

The next day, she had to send Feifei to school together in the afternoon, I didn't want her to know where Feifei went to school, I was afraid that Feifei would be taken away by her, so I insisted on not agreeing to her request, telling her that if she didn't leave, I wouldn't send Feifei to school.

It was only after much deliberation by me that she reluctantly left in the afternoon. I was afraid that she would follow me to Feifei's school, so I specially asked Lao Qi to come over and help me send Feifei to school.

I knew she wouldn't give up, so she came to my house again in the evening and said that she had bought something delicious for Feifei and wanted to feed it to Feifei herself.

But when she knew that Feifei had been quietly sent back to school by me, she immediately threw her things on the ground in a fit of rage and threw her things away.

I really didn't know she was actually going to look for you today. I really didn't have anything with her, I didn't promise her, I didn't let her go to you, and I didn't think about breaking up with you.

I didn't explain to you, I didn't go to you in time to find you, I was wrong, I was not good, you insisted on me and blamed me, I have no opinion, but please believe me, I really never lightened your weight in my heart too much.

I didn't know you were sick, and I didn't know you were waiting for me, and if I knew, I would have found a way to find you anyway. ”

He Yiyang spoke so much to me in sign language at once, and he didn't say a word or sentence for fear that I wouldn't understand, so he explained it to me in the clearest expression.

Although most of the questions in his explanation were answered, there were still many knots in my heart. Because I don't think Qu Lingna, she insisted that He Yiyang still had her in her heart for no reason.

After reading a lot of his explanations, I lowered my head and digested them for a while, then I took a deep breath again, inhaled my nose, looked at him with a half-tilted head, and said to him very aggrievedly: "Okay, even if what you said is true, then how do you explain why she knows my phone number? Why did she say that you told her everything about my previous affairs, even how many of my ex-boyfriends she knew?"

I saw He Yiyang shake his head vigorously again, and after waving his hand back and forth in front of me a few times, he hurriedly signed to me: "I don't know, I really don't know." Not what I told her, really not me, I never mentioned anything about you in front of her.

Because I was scared from the beginning that she was going to get you in trouble, I never intended to tell her about you. I really just told her that I already had someone else in mind, but she already knew a lot of things about you at that time, and even I was stunned at the time. I don't really know how she found out and who told her. ”

He Yiyang was afraid that I wouldn't believe him, so he was so anxious that he almost bit his lower lip and bleed. But I do have reason to be skeptical of his words, I don't know, I don't know, many people use not knowing to try to get by.

"Well, you don't know. What does 0315 mean? Why does she know that your phone's screen opening password is 0315, and why is your screen opening password so coincidentally 0315?

Don't tell me you made it up randomly, I remember vividly when I asked you why you were the four numbers, and you told me explicit because it was a memorable day.

But I never imagined that this memorable day would be your ex-wife's birthday. You use your ex-wife's birthday as your mobile phone password, and you dare to tell me that you don't have any nostalgia for your ex-wife?"

As soon as I thought of this, I couldn't control my anger and grievances again, and yelled at him with a crying voice.

He Yiyang looked at me with a stunned expression, shook his head at me and said in denial: "That's not the case, I didn't know that 315 was her birthday." ”

"You're still trying to lie to me!"

If he had confessed, I might not have been disappointed in him, but he denied it, and even used the same reason "I don't know", saying that he didn't know his ex-wife's birthday, and I am afraid that even he could not believe it.

But He Yiyang insisted on shaking his head, and continued to sign to me with an innocent face: "I didn't, I didn't lie to you, I really didn't know that her birthday was 315."

When she was with me, I only gave her a lunar birthday, and even if it was a lunar birthday, I almost forgot about it. I say 0315 is a day to remember because I was truly with you on that day.

Have you forgotten? The day we really revealed our hearts to each other and decided to be together was March 15 last year, because that day happened to be 315 Consumer Rights Protection Day, so I remember it very clearly.

I didn't even tell Feifei this password, only you know, but I really didn't expect it to be so coincidental, it turned out to be her birthday. ”

So according to what He Yiyang is saying now, it's either that he doesn't know, or it's just a coincidence, and I really can't remember whether this coincidence is true or not for a while.

How could I have accepted such a result immediately? I'm really scared, and I don't want Zhao Qi's history to repeat itself again, so I need time to think about it.

"He Yiyang. After reading his explanation, I closed my eyes and calmed down for a few seconds, then lowered my head and sighed, "You give me some time, my mind is very messy." You made me think about it calmly, and you were calm and calm. Let's give each other some time, let's not see each other recently!"

The pimple in my heart is not only that I can't understand what He Yiyang thinks in his heart, but also Feifei. Feifei's mother is back, and if Feifei is given a choice between me and Qu Lingna, I am not sure that she will stand by my side without hesitation.

Therefore, if Qu Lingna and Feifei stand together and let He Yiyang choose between me and them, he may not necessarily choose me.

"Jing, don't you be like this, okay?" He Yiyang showed fear again, looking at me like a weak and helpless child, and signed to me, "Please believe me, believe me, okay? Don't do this. I really don't know the bottom of what you're doing. I don't want any time to be calm, I don't need to be calm, I know exactly what I want in my heart, I just want you. ”

"You just want me?" I looked up at He Yiyang with a half-tilted face and let out a sarcastic laugh, "He Yiyang, let me ask you, if one day Qu Lingna uses Feifei to force you to remarry her, can you choose to ignore Feifei's feelings?

"I ......" He Yiyang raised his hand in mid-air, not knowing how to say it. I also know it in my heart, so can I still trust him without any worries?

I can't, I don't dare, I really don't want to hurt again.

"Hmph. I laughed coldly, then got up to leave.

But He Yiyang got up again and hugged me from behind, and this time I didn't struggle anymore, just let him hook his chin on my collarbone, and let his fiery tears slide down my neck.

"He Yiyang, can you let me go and let me be alone? I need time now, you give me a few days, okay? I promise you, I won't hide, I won't reply to your messages, okay?"

I know that He Yiyang has me in his heart, and I can feel his fear, I don't want him to be as excited as he was just now, so I tried to discuss with him in a gentle tone.

Finally, He Yiyang finally let go of me slowly.

I glanced back at He Yiyang, who was sad with his head down, closed his eyes and gritted his teeth and left He Yiyang's house.

Sitting on the sofa at night, watching TV blankly, his mind was thinking about what He Yiyang and Qu Lingna said. I tried to make sense of the interweaving of their words.

I thought of 0315 first, and he said that was the day we confirmed our relationship, and I reminisced about that day. Remembering that I came out of the hospital that day, there must have been time in the case book.

I threw the vacator and immediately flipped through the day's case book.

He Yiyang's inner monologue

Quietly, the moment you turned to leave, my heart was empty all of a sudden, there was no bottom, I was really afraid that you would leave me suddenly.