Chapter 285: Fan Wai Cold Sugar Chapter - In the Days of Suicide

"Candy, would you like to eat some more?"

Outside the door, there was a careful knock on the door of Leng Tang'er's mother.

There was no movement, so he knocked on the door and continued, more cautiously, "Tang'er, mom made your favorite glutinous rice cake......"

"Okay, Mom, I'm not hungry......" Leng Tang'er rolled over in the bed and tossed the magazine in her hand aside.

After receiving the answer, the mother outside the door seemed to breathe a sigh of relief and gently pushed the door open and came in.

"Candy," Mom put the tray in her hand on Leng Tang'er's bedside table after coming in, and then sat down on the edge of the bed with a smiling face, "Today, do you want to go out for a walk?" Mom heard that the red leaves of Xishan are red all over the mountain, and they are very beautiful......

Leng Sugar's moth frowned, and said impatiently, "Mom, what's so beautiful about the red leaves?

"Well, yes, then you can rest......" Mom got up and instructed carefully, "Eat the glutinous rice cake cold, don't burn it......"

Leng Tang'er covered her head and ignored her.

So, she sighed softly and walked out slowly.

After hearing the sound of the door closing, Leng Tang'er slowly stuck her head out of the quilt.

Her mother was really worried.

I'm always afraid that something is wrong with me, so I have to knock on the door every ten or eight minutes to find an excuse to come in and have a look.

Looking sideways at the steaming glutinous rice cake, he stretched out his hand, gently twisted a small piece, and put it in his mouth.

Suddenly, her heart was hot, like a glutinous rice cake in her mouth, and tears suddenly fell down.

With tears in her eyes, look out the window, it's autumn now, and she's been at home for so long.

It was the autumn of last year, she was also happy like a little swallow, and her favorite man shuttled and took pictures in the red leaves all over the mountains......

The scenery is still the same every year, but the people tonight are different.

Do you still think that today is yesterday?

When Leng Tang'er raised her hand to wipe away her tears, the shocking scar on her wrist was like a twisted earthworm.

This is the only memory left for her after her suicide.

Seeing this scar, she will also know that she did commit suicide that day, but she can't remember the specific scene.

After all, a whole bottle of sleeping pills can make her leave quietly.

She also didn't understand why she had to take advantage of the last shred of sobriety to cut her blood vessels after taking sleeping pills.

It seems that I am really tired of it.

Leng Tang'er wiped away her tears and smiled coldly.

Is it worth it for the sake of a negative person?

Countless people have repeated these words in her ears countless times, and she herself can't help but repeat them, but in her heart, it is not as free and easy as she said, and the original pain seems to have faded a little, but it is still painful, faintly painful.

Her youth, as brilliant as a flower, like the days in a fairy tale, I don't know what sorrow is, the only thing is the man, let her suffer from gains and losses.

Like a year of water, it slowly flowed in the feelings of such a little daughter, and I always thought that the destination was a matter of course, but I didn't expect there to be such a catastrophe......

Leng Tang'er gently rubbed the scar on her wrist, and for a long time, her lips curled slightly, and a strange smile floated.

Retribution! It turns out that he also has retribution!

Thinking about it like this, her heart finally felt a little more comfortable.

Lying down again, he reached out and picked up the magazine he had just thrown away, and an article in the magazine vaguely said that the heir of the Yuda Group had not appeared in public for a long time, and was probably still in love......

In fact, from Jiang Feng, she also knew some news about Shangguan Yilin, but because she had committed suicide and her mind was sensitive, she was afraid that she would be stimulated, and no one dared to mention this man in front of her.

The current report is undoubtedly satirizing Prince Shangguan Yilin, the heir of the Yuda Group, who did not marry Cinderella, but Cinderella to avoid the wealthy.

Leng Tang'er got up and was dizzy when she got up.

After staying at home for a few months, she has been lying in bed for a few months, and she really feels a little physically exhausted when she takes the initiative to get up and get down and want to move.

She held on to the head of the bed, finally straightened up, and after a few slow steps under the bed, she walked to the door and pulled it open.

Unexpectedly, this action startled the people outside the door.

Mom was a little embarrassed when she saw Leng Tang'er coming out unexpectedly, and hurriedly said, "Mom is planning to bring you water." ”

Leng Tang'er shook her head, "Mom, I want to go out for a walk." ”

"Oh oh oh ......" Mom was a little dumbfounded, more excited, "Okay, good ......"

After three "good" words in a row, the other words were said again, and when he turned his head, he was a little choked, and the child finally opened his mind......

Mother's haggard appearance made Leng Tang'er suddenly feel a little sad.

As a result, the resentment in my heart before was much less.

For the first time, Leng Tang'er ate two bowls of porridge and an omelette in the restaurant downstairs.

Such a good appetite makes the whole family the same as the New Year.

"Candy, where do you want to go?" asked his father cautiously.

Leng Tang'er took a bite of the fritters handed over by her mother, and said vaguely, "Dad, actually, you and your mother are very good......

“……”

Leng Tang'er's parents exchanged glances, not understanding what their daughter's words meant.

Leng Tang'er's mother rather understood that her daughter had forgiven her.

"Sugar," Leng Tang'er's mother smiled at her, "Let's go to Xishan for a while, shall we? The autumn leaves there are exceptionally beautiful today......

"Good ......" Leng Tang'er's eyes froze, and she nodded slightly.

When the two of them came to Xishan in the car, it was already overcrowded and the river was endless.

Leng Tang'er looked at the red Yanyan all over the mountain in a daze, and a word actually came to mind, "blood romance".

She sighed deeply, and when she lowered her eyes, a diamond ring shone on the slender ring finger of her left hand.

Walking slowly in the red leaf forest, occasionally raising his eyes to look out, deep and light red, layers of mountains, like red ribbons, touching the scene, more like the heart of cold sugar dripping blood at this moment.

However, she has to go on, even if her feet are full of thorns and her heart is bloody, she still has to go on.

Leng Tang'er's mother on the side, from time to time, glanced sideways at her daughter, who was as pale as snow, dressed in a white dress, like a butterfly that should be smart but lifeless in the red of the mountains.

When she turned the corner of the West Mountain, she sighed deeply when she looked at her daughter's thin back and disappeared into the depths of the autumn leaves.

This is a step that Cold Sugar must go through.

As long as Leng Tang'er can go from the starting point to the end, then she is relieved.

At the end of the trail, the boy named Jiang Feng was waiting for her with confidence......