Chapter 284: Excerpts from the Diary of Fanwai Cold Candy (3).

Continued from Part I:

Jiang Feng said to atone for sins and keep peace?

I have no fault, so why should I atone for my sins?

Besides, I've died once, and I'm still afraid of what to do!

Actually, I understand what Jiang Feng meant.

Because, in the eyes of everyone, that slut in Yilin was almost killed by my words, which is one of my original sins.

Thinking of this, I suddenly wanted to laugh, this woman turned out to be just a paper tiger!

I thought I was a kind person, but I really didn't have a good impression of this woman or her mother.

I will never forget the time when her mother, the shameless dancer, once insulted me in front of the Buddha.

Therefore, when she heard that this woman was in a hurry to lack the blood of the person who matched the blood type, although she was a little unbearable, it was her fate.

It's just that the god of fate favored her, and Jiang Feng went to participate in the blood donation under his father's order.

She was saved.

Maybe I'll feel guilty about her death, maybe I'll pray for her, but she's alive.

Later, I learned that it was not an accident.

So rare blood type.

Later, I heard Jiang Feng say that this slut next to Yilin turned out to be his half-sister!

I was stunned!

It also dawned on me!

No wonder Jiang Feng told me all the Zen sayings about not letting me have hatred in my heart.

So, I suddenly hated Jiang Feng!

I let him out of my sight!

That day I went to the ward to settle accounts with the slut's mother, and in fact, my idea was very simple.

I can't watch this disgusting mother and daughter live happily under my nose after losing my relationship and Ichirin.

However, I didn't expect that Yilin appeared at a very bad time, and he actually called the slut's mother "mother-in-law"!

What's more, just because I told the story of this dusty woman, and sent their mother and daughter at such a high price as a check for five million, he actually beat me.

This slap is enough to remember for the rest of my life!!

Yilin, I hate you, I really hate you!!

Although I fainted, I was not completely unconscious.

I didn't expect that Jiang Feng would appear at this moment.

I heard their quarrel, and I also heard Jiang Feng's panicked call.

Unfortunately, I couldn't open my eyes, my mind was messing around.

Actually, for me, the most ironic thing is that for the sake of the CHUNV body that Yilin has always maintained, I still handed it over to Jiang Feng in a daze, the man who wanted to get me by a despicable method many years ago and was beaten up by Yilin!

Throughout the ages, in the section where heroes save beauty, heroes and beauties will fall in love at first sight and grow old together.

Shangguan Yilin at that time was the hero in my heart who would not be surpassed in this life.

It's a pity that beauties have heroes, but heroes have no salt......

Is this the reincarnation of fate mentioned in Buddhist scriptures?

I've been thinking, if Jiang Feng had succeeded at that time, or if it wasn't Yilin who saved me, but another strange man, would the trajectory of my life change because of this?

The bits and pieces of the past ten years have finally converged into a sword through time, piercing my heart through the cold!

……

The heart is dead, but you still have to bear the embarrassing reality.

Even Jiang Feng said that I was deeply guilty, and I was really speechless.

I just loved it once according to my own heart.

As for the consequences, I don't want to think about it, and I don't have the ability to think about it.

Let them go......

Excerpt from Cold Candy's Diary: 20**year*month**day

Jiang Feng proposed to me!

I've been waiting for so many years for someone to propose to me.

Jiang Feng said that he would treat me well for the rest of his life.

Lifetime?

I looked at the shiny diamond ring, the limited edition diamond ring, and smiled.

Look, another fool who, like me, still believes in eternity.

I asked Jiang Feng, "How long is a lifetime?"

Jiang Feng smiled, "A lifetime is long and short, and when I say a lifetime, I mean when I am alive......"

I returned the ring to Jiang Feng and said coldly, "You go back, I don't have to be responsible for you, really." That night, I didn't take it seriously, you can take it as an accident. I also know that you have experienced a lot of ...... in such a night So, you don't need to be like that at all...... And, you should be glad I didn't pester you......"

My words smell like broken cans, but in fact, I just want to break cans.

What feelings, what eternity, all of them are lies.

Jiang Feng didn't retreat because of my words, but instead stepped forward, took my hand, and looked at me calmly, with such eyes, which made me panic.

I was annoyed and angry, "Jiang Feng, you don't need to look at me like this! I don't need you to pity me! What? I haven't seen enough of my jokes, have I?! I need you to give me your feelings?! Get out of here!!"

To my surprise, Jiang Feng did not obediently turn around and leave for fear of making me angry as before, but instead held my hand tightly in his arms, tightly, and then, tightly.

I'm confused!

Just as I was about to struggle, Jiang Feng hugged me and whispered in my ear, "Tang'er, I love you!"

I don't want to listen!

I struggled and couldn't move, so I let him hold him coldly, and after a long time, Jiang Feng spoke, and he was actually a little choked, "Tang'er, actually, I like you, I've always liked you...... I'll admit I was a bastard in the first place, and that's because I'm jealous that you're with him......"

Jiang Feng said a lot, and my mind was blank, so most of his words were invalid in my mind because of shock.

All I remember was his last words, "I'm going crazy with jealousy, but loving someone is bless her, so I gave up, because I just want you to be happy......"

Jiang Feng cried at the end.

It's the first time I've seen a man cry!

I cried too!

Because at that moment, I suddenly realized that I also seemed to understand Jiang Feng's good intentions.

But I can't lie to him, let alone myself!

With tears in my eyes, I accepted the diamond ring, "Jiang Feng, I'm a heartless person." You love me, it's not fair to you!"

Jiang Feng stretched out his fingers to wipe the tears from my face, smiled, and a dazzling light flashed with white teeth, "I don't mind...... Love, there is no absolute fairness, I do. ”

"Jiang Feng, love is too extravagant, I don't believe in love......"

Jiang Feng carefully held my face, his fingers rubbing lightly on my face, for the first time, I felt that this man's fingertips were so gentle.

"It's okay, just trust me. ”

I don't know if it's because I've watched too many soap operas, such clichéd words actually blurted out of my mouth, and Jiang Feng replied so amorously, of course, it was as cliché as my words.

I can't tell the difference between love and non-love now, and I don't want to tell the difference.

Yes, love is impotent!

Since I can no longer find someone I love in this life, what's so bad about being with someone who loves me?