Chapter 45: The Past Is Not Traceable

For Zhang Yan, Su Yue was angry and mourned her misfortune, but she could only take turns with Zhang Qian to accompany her more, so as not to let her have any trouble. She believes that time heals everything.

However, it is not only Zhang Yan who has been sad because of her feelings recently, but also Xu Hailu.

Su Yue saw that she had been in a state of mind in the past few days, and she had made mistakes in her work one after another, and she had been called into the office several times by the leader.

The other colleagues in the office are speculating about what is wrong with her, her head is clamped in the door, or is there something wrong with her love life? But except for Gao Ziming, who has gone far, I haven't heard that she has a boyfriend!

Su Yue thought of this scene from the moment she heard Gao Ziming personally say that he was going to get married.

But what Su Yue didn't expect was that she would pull Xu Hailu to a bar to listen to her complaints. That bar was precisely because of Xu Hailu's whistleblowing that made her slap for the first time in her life. Half a year after the last incident, she actually listened to Xu Hailu recall her emotional entanglement with Gao Ziming.

To be honest, she really wanted to escape. Such a secret thing, with their friendship, I'm afraid it's not enough!

But Xu Hailu is really terrible when she starts to get drunk. What's more, her appearance has caused many pairs of eyes around her.

Su Yue could only listen to it.

It's an old love story. The innocent love in high school continues into college, and the two are even planning to graduate with a graduation certificate in one hand and a marriage certificate in the other.

It's just that college is a completely different place from high school. There are many temptations here, and there are too many comparisons. And I'm afraid of everything. I'm afraid to think too much about money in everything.

Xu Hailu and Gao Ziming were not in the same school when they were in college. Although the two universities are not far apart, the two schools have gone back and forth for half a day, not to mention that the two have to talk and do something, so the two of them meet once a week and get together for nearly two days to relieve the pain of lovesickness.

It was the happiest time. Xu Hailu's dizzy eyes were full of memories and nostalgia.

Even if she took the bus to Gao Ziming's school on a hot day, she took off the makeup she had carefully put on for a long time, she was wet with sweat when she wore her best clothes, and she was very uncomfortable on her body, looking embarrassed, Gao Ziming would never dislike her, and would hug her distressedly and tell her that she had made her suffer. He would take a hot towel to wipe her face little by little, wipe her sweat, and give her the iced green tea that he had bought for her earlier.

In addition to going to the study room to read books and do homework together, it is to go to the cinema to watch a movie, or buy some delicious snacks in the snack street opposite the main gate of the school, and go to the mall to shop for the latest electronic products, clothing, shoes and hats, etc., but only look at it and don't buy it, at most try it.

Gao Ziming saw her looking at those who could buy these things with admiring eyes, and always told her with guilt and swore that she would make a lot of money after graduating and working, and then the bank card was kept for her, and she could spend it as she wanted, and buy whatever she wanted.

Both were poor students at the time and didn't have much money. Gao Ziming has to pay for his own living expenses, and he often has to work part-time, which is very hard. But he would always spare Saturdays and Sundays to spend time with her. There has not been a single exception.

He never talked about his family, and Xu Hailu was sensible and never asked him. Only occasionally saw his extremely resentful expression after receiving some phone calls, but after seeing her, his face softened and smiled.

She loved passionately at that time, considerate and sensible, and she would digest any grievances by herself, and she could endure anything when she thought of his words.

She never let Gao Ziming come to her school. First, Gao Ziming is so handsome, she is afraid that those girls in the dormitory will covet him and snatch him. Because the real example happened once, the two used to be best friends, and now they are enemies.

Second, she also has vanity. She didn't want anyone to know that she had a boyfriend who was so poor. She couldn't tell the story of every time they got together, made love, and went to the cheap little hotel where the room was so small and smelly. There was also a moment when they were there to get entangled, wishing they were going to a better hotel than a place like this. But she knew it was just a vain.

They've been good and haven't had a fight, but there's always a first time for everything.

After class that afternoon, she returned to her dorm room and found the atmosphere strange. Several girls in the dormitory looked at her with strange expressions. Yao Shuyi and Yu Ziyue didn't look at each other each other since the boyfriend dispute, and they actually looked at her with their arms crossed and sneered that day.

Confused, she walked over to her desk and saw that the contents were messily arranged, and she opened the drawer, which was clearly touched. She asked them, "Who has touched my things?"

When she heard the sound of laughter, Zhang Yuxin stepped on her high heels and slowly walked three steps away from her, and said to her with a sneer: "I turned it over? I also turned over your closet? What's the matter? How do you know that you are actually a thief if I don't look through your things? Didn't you swear in the morning that you didn't know what my lipstick looked like? Why is it in your drawer!

Xu Hailu was shocked, and was about to say something, but Xu Yijia, the only person she could speak in the bedroom, took her hand and whispered to her: "What Zhang Yuxin said is true." We saw with our own eyes what she had found. Otherwise, you will admit it, and Zhang Yuxin in the same bedroom will not be good. Although her voice was small, the dormitory was so loud and quiet that everyone heard these words.

Xu Hailu glared at her fiercely, shook off her hand, and said in a loud voice: "I didn't steal, why should I admit that I stole it?" After speaking, he took a big step forward and walked in front of Zhang Yuxin: "Who do you think you are, you can search whoever you want! Who gives you the right! I said I haven't seen your lipstick, I just haven't seen it." You said that what you found in my drawer was what I took it? I said that you deliberately planted it for me!"

Zhang Yuxin was speechless by her momentum, and it took a long time to find her battlefield: "Why did I plant it for you if I had nothing to do? Who do you think you are! Just the little thing in your cabinet, I feel shabby to give it to me!"

Xu Hailu was so angry that her lips turned white. She doesn't like people turning over her things, and that's the main reason.

Zhang Yuxin continued: "Xu Hailu, you still have to admit it, if you admit it, I will give you lipstick, and I won't blame you, let's just forget about it, my boyfriend has money, and he can buy me a new one." ”

Xu Hailu pulled her and walked outside: "It's useless to talk more, let's go to the counselor." I still don't believe you can beat me up?"

Zhang Yuxin felt that she might really misunderstand her. But since you can't find the "murderer", you can ask the teacher for help. So she didn't resist and went out with her. Who knew that Xu Jiayi yelled in the dormitory: "Don't!"

The eyes of the other two girls in the bedroom suddenly turned to her, and Xu Hailu and Zhang Yuxin also stopped and looked back at her.

Xu Jiayi trembled her lips and said, "It's me...... I just took it to see, but I didn't expect her to come back suddenly, and I was scared and stuffed it into your drawer...... I'm not a thief. ”

There was silence in the dormitory.

The follow-up to this incident is that this incident did not get out, and everyone knew about it. But Xu Jiayi has been unable to raise her head in the bedroom since then, and Zhang Yuxin often seems to be unintentional but more like intentional: "Hey, this bottle of perfume is very good, but it is a little expensive, and some people can only look at it!"

"This bag of mine was given by my boyfriend, it's expensive!

……

Xu Hailu felt that they seemed to be talking about Xu Jiayi, but they seemed to be insinuating themselves. Because her cabinet drawers had nothing of value, they knew everything about it.

Since then, she has been particularly sensitive to the word money. And this sensitivity slowly manifested itself in the days when she and Gao Ziming got together. She doesn't like him to talk about which one is cheaper and which is more expensive, and she will be inexplicably irritable and lose her temper because she is always frugal. she

began to look forward to getting together with Gao Ziming so much, even if the two got together, they were not as happy and natural as before. Gao Ziming saw it in his eyes but was silent.

The real turning point was the New Year's Day party in my sophomore year. She danced a belly dance solo at the same time as the host of the party. She has a foundation, and she hasn't met Gao Ziming for nearly a month in order to prepare for this dance. And Gao Ziming didn't know what he was busy with, so he didn't call her to urge her.

The evening was a success. She attracts the attention of many people. Gao Ziming even accidentally visited her school and gave her a bouquet of fiery roses, and he also took her to the mall to buy the dress she had wanted for a long time. Although Xu Hailu tried his best to keep him, he left quickly because he had to work in a hurry, as if he had never been here.

At the same time, a senior brother named Yan Yuxuan began to pursue her. Every day he would give Xu Hailu a bouquet of bright roses, and he would send it to her whether Xu Hailu received it or not. When it's time to eat, he will pack the chef of the five-star hotel to eat the specialty dishes for her. Xu Hailu refused at first, but in the admiring eyes of the people around her, she slowly pushed and half-pushed. She would occasionally go to a meal with him. Only once did he accept the clothes he bought for her. But that's all.

Yan Yuxuan has always been a gentleman.

At first, she felt guilty when she received these favors. She felt that she was so sorry for Gao Ziming. But she later heard that many long-distance couples do it. She thought that she only had Gao Ziming in her heart, and she didn't have any excessive actions, so she was slowly relieved. She was even glad that she and Gao Ziming were not studying in the same school.

And the meeting with Gao Ziming resumed the previous once a week. Or did she go to his school to look for him. They still go to the same small hotel in the same places as before. At the beginning, it was all good, Gao Ziming spoiled her like before. But then, he smiled less and less, and he would often look at her with a strange gaze, which would make her flustered and frightened.

And when the two are intimate, no matter how much he can't help himself, he won't really enter her. Sometimes he kissed her fiercely, as if she were not his lover but an enemy he hated to the bone. She grew more and more afraid to see him.