Later, one day, Yan Yuxuan said that he would take her out to meet a few friends. And that day she finally mustered up the courage to tell him that she could go out with him, but only once. He won't look for her again, and she won't see him again.

Yan Yuxuan just smiled, undeniable.

That day, everyone drank and played cards in Yan Yuxuan's villa in the suburbs, and had a lot of fun. At first, Xu Hailu just sat quietly on the side, drank some drinks and ate some snacks. But as the other accompanying female companions had drunk, Yan Yuxuan's face began to look bad after she refused a few times, and she hesitated. Thinking that he was usually good to him, this was the last time the two would see each other, so she took a few sips and was ready to leave immediately after drinking. She has been drinking okay since she was a child, but she never shows it, so she is still very confident in herself. She is also cautious, noting that her wine and everyone is poured out of a wine bottle. But no one could prevent it. But after two or two drinks, she felt a little delirious, and then fainted.

When she was a little more sober, she found herself lying on a big bed, she was not dressed, and Yan Yuxuan was not dressed. She wanted to push him away, but she didn't have the strength. Later, she felt something enter her body, and her tears flowed, and she heard it, and a voice in her heart said to her, you are finished Xu Hailu, you and Gao Ziming are finished.

The room was bright. She closed her eyes and didn't want to hear or feel, but after all, she had an affair, and her body still reacted. Then, she suddenly heard Yan Yuxuan on her body say thoughtlessly, You came at the right time. Her body stiffened, her mind was confused, and there were faint indescribable thoughts flashing in her mind, but before she could think about it carefully, intuitively, she turned her head to look to the right, and saw Gao Ziming standing by the door of the room, looking at them.

She burst into tears. I want to say something, but I don't know what to say!

His expression seemed unexpected, yet expected.

Then, she heard his cold voice say, "She's yours!"

And then he was gone.

Xu Hailu laughed like crazy! Su Yue lowered her head, at a loss. She hadn't encountered such a thing, and she didn't know how to comfort her.

Then Xu Hailu continued.

She came to him later, but he made it clear that they were no longer possible. He also talked about other girlfriends, and she was angry and retaliated against them, and he never spoke up, just looked at her with strange eyes like before. This made her think that he still had a love for her, and that they still had a chance.

After graduating from college, she could no longer find a trace of Gao Ziming. She had to go to Yan Yuxuan again.

At that time, he already had other beauties around him.

Yan Yuxuan told her where Gao Ziming had gone. He also talked about Gao Ziming's family background and told her that Gao Ziming knew a long time ago that she was going between two men at the same time.

"But why didn't he break up with you earlier?" Yan Yuxuan hugged his new girlfriend and laughed and left.

Xu Hailu's heart was like ashes, and Su Yue heard her say:

"Su Yue, you see, the debts owed have to be repaid, and now I have lost him forever, and I have no chance at all. ”

And the night before Gao Ziming got married, he suddenly dreamed of the past with Xu Hailu.

When I was a freshman in high school, my mother died, and my father married soon. His sadness at that time was indescribable.

He was raised by his mother since he was a child. His father was busy with business outside and didn't have time to take care of him. When he was older, his father came to control him, but he couldn't control it anymore. In the third year of junior high school, my mother was diagnosed with terminal cancer, and although my father spent more time at home than before, it was still pitiful, and even my mother's chemotherapy once a month could not necessarily catch up with it every time. Later, he finally knew that he didn't want to stay in this house because he had someone outside.

From then on, he hated him very much, and hated those vixen-like women even more.

He was at the age of rebellion at that time, so he fought all day long, and he was so happy that he could come.

Later, he sent it to his grandparents' house in the countryside, and borrowed it in a key high school there.

That day, as he walked, he threw the finished beer can on the ground when he heard a girl shouting and stop. He didn't think it was himself who was shouting, so he didn't stop, but he didn't expect the voice to sound again, and he stopped, and the boy in front of him was wearing black clothes and black pants, his hair was dyed yellow. He looked down, stopped, and looked, as if it were him. The voice also continued, yes, it's you, don't go.

When he turned around, he saw a girl with a ponytail holding a pamphlet pointing at him and saying, "One point will be deducted for littering; Dye your hair yellow and deduct one point—" Then she continued to search for Gao Ziming, and seemed to be still looking for deductions.

Gao Ziming originally didn't want to pay attention to her, but finally walked up to her generously and asked her to take a closer look and look carefully.

As a result, the girl's face turned a little red, and she took a step or two back before continuing: "Grade class name!"

Gao Ziming ignored her and walked away directly.

Girl: "......"

Gao Ziming later saw the girl again. and knew that she was in the 6th class of the first year of high school next door, named Xu Hailu, who was beautiful and had good grades, and was the darling of the teacher and a model for students. But it's also a commanding master.

During those days, he spent most of his time in Internet cafes, hardly going to school, and no one dared to pay attention to him. One day he stayed up until the next morning, walked out of the box, he went to the front desk to get a bowl of instant noodles to brew, and took a few tea eggs to turn around and leave, when he heard a familiar voice asking a little timidly: "Hey classmates, I want to ask, why did I listen to this headset for a long time without sound!"

The girl next to her was also wearing headphones and didn't hear it at all.

She obviously didn't know what to do, and after looking around the Internet café, she didn't know who to turn to.

At that time, Internet cafes were not popular in the countryside, and not many people came. And she's obviously not here many times, maybe even for the first time?

He didn't want to be nosy, so he walked in the direction of his box, but she found out, Gao Ziming saw her eyes light up, and called at him: "Eh, classmate, classmate, do me a favor?"

Xu Hailu saw him continue to walk forward, thinking that she hadn't heard, and her voice became louder: "Eh, that classmate in gray clothes and jeans with yellow hair, I am also from ** high school, do you remember the last time we met?"

Gao Ziming was stunned, and he found that he suddenly became the central figure. The boss Zhou Ming looked at him and smiled: "Classmate, go and help your classmate!"

Gao Ziming: "......"

As a result, he instantly found the key to the silence of her headphones: the little speaker was all silent.

And as long as you pay attention to someone, there is her shadow everywhere in your life.

On weekends in the town square, she and a group of girls of the same age wore graceful dresses and light makeup, and performed dances for everyone under the guidance of the teacher.

She followed a middle-aged woman, reluctant to say anything.

There was a bookstore on the right from the school gate, and she and the owner of the shop were bargaining.

On the anniversary of the school, she spoke on stage as a representative of outstanding student cadres, and applause rang out before the words came out!

……

And his next close encounter with her was shortly after the start of the sophomore year of high school. It was hot and cold, and some people wore thin coats and some skirts.

He went back to school that day to get something, and when he passed by the next class, he found that she hadn't left yet, and by that time it had been a long time since school, and most of them had gone home for dinner. He remembered that she was a day student and that her home was near the school.

When he took his things and passed by the banyan tree next to the classroom, he actually turned around in his heart and hid there to secretly watch her. At that time, the cleaning had just been completed, and the windows were wide open. She sat in her place and fought between heaven and man, and after a long time, she finally got up from her seat and slowly walked out. When she walked to the door of the classroom, she looked left and right, sneaky, as if she was afraid of being seen something. Her walking posture is also very strange, and Gao Ziming doesn't know how to describe it for a while. Until she found that there was no one, she turned around and ran quickly in the direction of the bathroom, and the white cropped pants behind her had an unconcealable redness, Gao Ziming suddenly understood.

He whistled and walked to the school gate, and saw that there were already stalls and vendors full of all kinds of snacks outside. Many students buy food here. Some of them have already been bought and are going to school.

He thought about it, then walked back, and sure enough, he saw Xu Hailu still sitting in his place. She lay on her desk and muttered, "What should I do? How can I go back?"

He knocked on her desk, and she looked up in horror. He put his coat on her desk, walked out of the classroom, and as he was leaving, he turned back to her and said, "Hurry up!"

Her face was as red as if it had been stained with a layer of red rouge.

She walked out of the classroom in the knee-length coat and followed him out of the school gate. At the fork in the road where the two were home, he nodded at her and left. He heard her shouting behind him, "Thank you." I'll wash it up and give it back to you. ”

The clothes were never returned to him that year, but became a token of their love.

He hadn't figured out what attracted him to her. It wasn't until later that he found out that she liked him, and it had nothing to do with his identity and background, just because he was him.

In school, he belongs to the outlier, to the kind of students who do not learn and do not know. It belongs to the students who make the teacher want to get rid of but can't get rid of it. The students there have good grades, and even if they don't study well, at least they have a good attitude and work hard. Unlike him, he didn't take a few classes, his grades were not good, and he drank and smoked, and everything was at his fingertips. But they didn't listen to anyone.

They can only be together on the sly.

At first they were fine, she didn't care about him, and he continued with his old way of life. But once, he was injured in a fight, received several stitches on his forehead, and dislocated his hand. She was scared. Slowly there was a change. Later, she often looked at him with a look of desire to speak, but in the end she said nothing.

It wasn't until near the end of his sophomore year of high school that he went out for several days before coming back, and he was injured again, and she quarreled with him for the first time.

She cried and asked him why he had to fight, and he knew that she was afraid of him, that something had happened to him. She asked him, why can't he study quietly in school like a student and work hard for the upcoming college entrance examination?