Chapter 101: Once a Past Love Became a Death

From beginning to end, Luo Haoning didn't want to get involved between Luo Haochen and Chu Mengyao, but the more he wanted to avoid something, the more difficult it was to stop the radicalization of his feelings, until finally the two confessed their feelings for each other.

"If it weren't for me, Meng Yao would have been walking with Haochen like that, instead of on her eighteenth birthday, she rejected Haochen's confession of love and turned around and chose me. ”

After listening to Luo Haoning's storytelling of the past, Yun Mengxue didn't speak for a long time, she saw guilt and self-blame in Luo Haoning's eyes, which was the truest expression of feelings in his heart, and it was also heavy pain and suffering.

On Chu Mengyao's eighteenth birthday, Luo Haochen's confession was rejected, perhaps he always thought in his heart that the words of the confession were just pushing the boat down the river, but he didn't expect that the person who really walked into Chu Mengyao's heart turned out to be Luo Haoning.

The emotional setback, coupled with the resentment he had for Luo Haoning's mother and son, and the departure of Chu Mengyao in the end, all became the root of Luo Haochen's hatred of Luo Haoning.

"Brother Haoning, emotional matters are reluctant, even if you don't appear, Chu Mengyao may not accept Luo Haochen's love. Because in her heart, Luo Haochen may always be able to exist like a brother, he is a friend and confidant, but not a lover. ”

Yun Mengxue's comforting words made Luo Haoning's deeply locked brows slightly soothed, and seeing that his expression was moved, Yun Mengxue smiled.

"Besides, Luo Haochen is not necessarily a person who is dead on the horns, he can let you be with Chu Mengyao, which means that he still cares about your brother, otherwise...... He may not let go even if he dies. ”

Speaking of Luo Haochen, the look between Yun Mengxue's eyebrows and eyes was slightly fluttering, and watching her expression change, Luo Haoning curled the corners of his mouth.

"Now, can you slowly understand Haochen's mind?"

"Huh?"

Yun Mengxue was taken aback, and a look of embarrassment quickly appeared on her cheeks.

"Brother Haoning, I'm ...... It's just a guess, but it's ...... I think my sixth sense is always accurate, trust me. ”

After saying that, Yun Mengxue smiled at the corners of her mouth with an unnatural expression, her recent thoughts were too obvious, and she didn't even show it in front of Luo Haoning, there was no restraint at all, but there was a tendency to open the gate and release water.

"Mengxue, I hope that one day, you can really enter Haochen's heart. ”

Luo Haoning looked at Yun Mengxue affectionately, especially her bright eyes, at this moment, Yun Mengxue no longer acted as surprised and uncomfortable as she did just now, she knew that she had misunderstood Luo Haoning's actions just now.

Just like Luo Haochen said, Yun Mengxue transplanted Chu Mengyao's cornea, her light originally belonged to Chu Mengyao, coupled with what Yun Mengxue and Luo Haoning said just now, Luo Haoning couldn't help but miss Chu Mengyao.

Luo Haoning's move of locking himself in this studio after the exhibition was also because he missed Chu Mengyao very much in his heart, and he pinned his thoughts, looking at the empty studio, not to mention his sadness, Yun Mengxue could empathize, she could understand it.

However, Yun Mengxue didn't say that she went to see the art exhibition yesterday, so it's unnecessary to say it, so let's not talk about it.

Recalling the attitude in Luo Haoning's memories, Yun Mengxue finally discovered that Luo Haoning, who had a slight hint of autism in his personality, was his true personality, and Luo Haochen's ruthlessness and cruelty deliberately showed were actually his biggest disguise.

Leaving Luo Haoning's studio, Yun Mengxue lowered her head and walked back silently.

"If Luo Haochen is the person who is as gentle as jade, hiding all the dissatisfaction and resentment in his heart, and Brother Haoning is a cold lover who doesn't care about anything and only loves art, then what will become of all this in front of him?"

Thinking of this, Yun Mengxue suddenly felt that Luo Haochen didn't seem to be so hateful, and even a little distressing and lovable.

Needless to say, Luo Haochen's feelings for Chu Mengyao, if he didn't love to the extreme, how could he be willing to give up to fulfill others? Such a deep but contradictory love, how to struggle and pay in his heart to finally be able to do it?

And for so many years, Luo Haochen has put on a false mask in the business world, and the hidden knife in his smile has been vividly interpreted in his eyes, creating one admirable achievement after another for Senya Group, and finally Luo Jingtian misunderstood his attempt, not being understood by his father and hating the past, what kind of tangled heart beats with pain every day?

This is the truth and the reality of the Luo family, how sad it is that the closest people are not trusted at all.

"No wonder the book says that the truth is often not beautiful, even with bloody cruelty, and sure enough. ”

Yun Mengxue smiled bitterly, cold tears slipped silently, and when she looked up, she had unconsciously walked back to the door of the room.

Yun Mengxue raised her hand to push open the door with a lonely expression, but unexpectedly faced Luo Haochen, he also stretched out his hand to open the door, as if he didn't expect Yun Mengxue to open the door and come back at this time.

"You ......"

Before Luo Haochen's words could be spoken, he saw the tears slowly flowing from Yun Mengxue's face, and he couldn't help frowning.

"What are you crying about? Who bullied you?"

"Huh?"

Yun Mengxue was stunned, she didn't realize that she was shedding tears, and hurriedly raised her hand to wipe it.

"No...... No, I ......"

How can we explain this kind of thing? Could it be that it is because I suddenly sympathize with Luo Haochen in my heart that I shed tears?

"Isn't it? That's when you see me coming back, so you cry when you feel upset, right?"

Luo Haochen deliberately found fault with the same tone, which made Yun Mengxue have a sense of down-to-earth existence, and she wiped away her tears and smiled lightly.

"Perhaps, if Yun Mengxue is in a good mood when facing Luo Haochen, it will be the first wonder in the universe. ”

Deliberately pretending to be fine, Yun Mengxue pushed Luo Haochen away and walked into the room.

"You woman......"

Luo Haochen frowned and looked at Yun Mengxue's back, did he have a bad temper recently? Why is it like eating gunpowder when he speaks, and the person who wants to say that he is unhappy should be him, right?

"Are you the one you want to say upset?"

Yun Mengxue sat on the sofa and asked rhetorically as if she heard Luo Haochen's heart, Luo Haochen was surprised.

"Even if it's not happy, it's not for you, who made you have to marry me into the door, you have to bear it whether it's cool or not. ”

"Yun Mengxue!"

Luo Haochen couldn't help but shout at Yun Mengxue, in front of Yun Mengxue, Luo Haochen always had no way to restrain his emotions well, and Yun Mengxue had no scruples now, but used a red-hot iron hook to provoke his burning heart.

"Luo Haochen must be in a very bad mood now, you are in heartache, but you still have to pretend that you don't care, don't you feel hard?"

There were some words that Yun Mengxue wanted to hide in her heart and not say, but when she saw Luo Haochen, those words couldn't be controlled and went down like a torrent.

"What do you mean?"

Being asked by Yun Mengxue like this, Luo Haochen's face became a little gloomy.

Yun Mengxue looked at Luo Haochen fixedly, she didn't speak, she just looked at Luo Haochen like that.

On Chu Mengyao's eighteenth birthday, Luo Haochen's confession was rejected, and it was Chu Mengyao's birthday, Luo Haoning fulfilled his promise to paint all the paintings and hold an art exhibition, so Luo Haochen was not at home at this time, what does it need to say?

He's running away, and he's in a heartache!

Suddenly felt that Luo Haochen was so pitiful, Yun Mengxue felt entangled and uncomfortable in her heart, she didn't expect that Luo Haochen had returned to the room, and she saw her crying.

After arguing with Luo Jingtian like that, Luo Haochen fought with Yun Mengxue in the room as if nothing had happened, how many masks did he wear?

How can he not be tired? People can be ruthless unless they are grass and trees, Luo Haochen is also a mortal of flesh and blood, of course he will feel tired, otherwise how can he be hurt by emotional injuries.

"Forget it, looking at your tired face, you better rest, I won't bother you. ”

Yun Mengxue leaned back on the sofa and deliberately didn't look at Luo Haochen.

Seeing that Yun Mengxue didn't take himself seriously at all, Luo Haochen's mood was a little uneasy, but he hadn't slept all night, and he didn't bother to talk to Yun Mengxue about anything.

"I'm going to take a shower, don't peek. ”

Luo Haochen muttered, turned around and walked into the bathroom.

"Huh?"

When there was the sound of rushing water in the bathroom, Yun Mengxue realized what Luo Haochen had just said, and remembered that behind the door was Luo Haochen's naked body, her face couldn't help but turn red, and her teeth bit her lower lip.

"Phew, the ghost is going to peek at you!"

Yun Mengxue pursed her lips and simply lay on the sofa with her eyes closed, but the thoughts in her heart never stopped.

Luo Haochen actually joked, and his appearance made people not feel that he had been unhappy with Luo Jingtian before, how many secrets were hidden in his body? Why did he carry so many heavy guts, and deliberately pretend to be safe.

When Luo Haochen came out of the bathroom, Yun Mengxue was already lying on the sofa and falling asleep with thoughts in her heart, looking at her thin figure curled up, Luo Haochen frowned slightly, and looked at the quartz clock on the wall.

"It's only a few o'clock, didn't I just get up for a while and fell asleep again, I really love to sleep. ”

I wanted to take Yun Mengxue to the bed to sleep, but as soon as he took a step, Luo Haochen hesitated and stopped in place, his heart seemed to be a little entangled, and then he turned around and didn't hug Yun Mengxue.

Pretending not to care too much about Yun Mengxue, Luo Haochen lay on the bed by himself, but he couldn't help but turn his head to look at Yun Mengxue, including the words she just said, which also came to his heart, making Luo Haochen feel a little upset.

Yun Mengxue wouldn't know that when Luo Haochen returned to the room and found that she wasn't there, the light of expectation in his eyes suddenly became a little eager to see Yun Mengxue's expression suddenly changed, so he turned around to take a look outside.

However, before the door could be opened, Yun Mengxue happened to open the door from the outside, so there was an intersection of the eyes of the two people just now.

Thinking of this, Luo Haochen put one hand on his forehead and sighed heavily, in fact, Yun Mengxue was right, he really felt very tired, but even if he was tired, what could he do? Can he let go of the things in his hand? Or can he release the scream to soothe his mood?

Some pains and wounds seem to become habits after a long time, and they slowly heal in the passage of time and the passage of time, but the scars will remain in the heart forever and cannot be healed.

Those feelings of loneliness reminiscing about the past always inadvertently invade the nerves, dragging and pulling so painfully!

"What if it hurts? Not all pain can be screamed. ”

Luo Haochen muttered to himself, frowning and closing his eyes.

Tired......

It's really tiring.

After a while, Luo Haochen fell asleep deeply.