He Yiyang quickly cooked the meal, and we ate in harmony as before. He Yiyang always gave people the feeling that he had nothing to do, and everything was as usual.

In the end, I was successfully persuaded by his actions, and I believed that I should have thought too much, maybe the woman really just wanted to ask him for some help.

After watching the TV series I chased on the first day in the evening, I was about to get up and go back to the room, when He Yiyang suddenly ran over and hugged my princess.

"Well, what are you doing?" I was startled by his sudden move.

He Yiyang looked at me with a meaningful smile and told me with the shape of his mouth: "Carry you back to the room." ”

"Ahh "I kindly reminded him.

He Yiyang directly ignored my reminder, turned around and hugged me upstairs.

When I went upstairs, he carried me directly into the room and put me on the bed, and I was about to turn around and pull the quilt, but he was caught off guard and pounced on me and pressed me underneath.

"What do you want to do?" I asked, smiling sheepishly and tugging at his arm.

This guy always likes to tease me like this, and if I hadn't been determined, he would have eaten me a long time ago.

As soon as my words fell, He Yiyang blocked my mouth again. He began to slowly probe between my lips again, from shallow to deep, from light to heavy, and finally wantonly invaded every part of my lips and teeth.

I suddenly felt that his hand was starting to be dishonest, and he actually began to try to swim around my waist, and I immediately grabbed his dishonest hand with my backhand as soon as I tensed my nerves.

I was a little out of breath when I was kissed by him, but I still tried my best to hold him up with one hand, and couldn't help but smile and ask him, "What do you want to do?"

I saw that He Yiyang couldn't help but smile weakly, and suddenly collapsed on me. After a moment's pause, he suddenly jumped up and sat down beside me.

He Yiyang forcibly accepted his smile, pursed his mouth and began to sign to me, saying, "When will you be willing to give me a pass?"

"Pass, what pass?" I was a little shy, twisted my head to the side, and blushed and pretended to be stupid.

He Yiyang immediately jumped up from one side to the other side of me, "forced" me to look at him, and continued to sign language aggrievedly: "Still pretending to be stupid, what kind of pass do you say?"

Since that's the case, then I'll remind him by the way, we've been together for a year, shouldn't he also say something.

"Don't you think it seems like it's up to you when this pass will be issued?" I winked at He Yiyang quickly, giving him a suggestive look.

He Yiyang kept a smile, paused for half a second, then sat up solemnly, and said to me with a sign language: "Okay, I know, I'll do it as soon as possible." ”

He Yiyang told me so briskly that he would do it as soon as possible. The spark in my heart immediately ignited, I turned over and sat up, looked at him happily, and confirmed to him, "What you said is true?"

"Nature is true. He Yiyang nodded, winked and smiled at me.

Since He Yiyang told me that he would start as soon as possible, I began to look forward to and longed for the picture of him proposing to me. Because of his words, I felt very energetic to do anything for a few days.

On Friday, one of my authors who was about to sign a contract asked me to talk about revisions in a café near Ying Ying Gallery, so I rushed over early, thinking that I could stop by and sit at Ying Ying Gallery first.

Unfortunately, when I arrived at Ying Ying Gallery, He Yiyang was not there, and according to Ying Ying, she called him out with a lady who had been looking for He Yiyang recently.

Madame? I have been coming to He Yiyang a lot recently, and I immediately became curious and asked Yingying, "Who is it?" Do you know what you're looking for him for?"

Seeing that I was so nervous, Ying Ying made fun of me and said, "Look at you're nervous." Don't worry, He Yiyang said that the woman just wanted him to make a big painting, and he came to him these days to talk about the content of the painting. ”

I was immediately relieved, I thought it was the same woman I saw last time. The woman I saw last time didn't let He Yiyang paint at first glance, so I immediately drew a sign of inequality between the two.

After waiting for a while, I didn't wait for He Yiyang to come back. It's almost time, so I'll go to the author first. But the annoying thing is that after I arrived at the agreed place, the author actually called me and said that there was something to do temporarily and I couldn't come.

I immediately called Director Li and reminded him that an author like this who does not abide by the contract should think carefully before signing a contract.

I hung up the phone and was about to leave, but I didn't expect a familiar scene to appear in front of me again. Just across the road, I saw He Yiyang and the woman again.

This time, I saw He Yiyang hugging the woman, although He Yiyang didn't respond to hug her, he didn't resist, just stood there with his eyes closed.

This time I couldn't lie to myself anymore that I thought too much between them, and I didn't want to be pointed at anymore in front of the public, so I still chose to be patient, and left with a broken heart with a belly of anger and grievances.

So the woman who has been looking for He Yiyang these days is her, doesn't she just talk to He Yiyang about painting? Why did he lie to Yingying? Why is it her again, why is it really her, why is it still her?

At night, I couldn't bear it anymore and wanted to go to He Yiyang to make it clear, but I thought of Feifei at home. I didn't want to quarrel with He Yiyang in front of the children about things between adults, so I chose temporary patience and turned around and went home first.

As soon as I turned around and left the cultural park, there was thunder in the sky, and after a while, it began to rain heavily. It's just spring, and the leaves haven't even grown yet, so there was such a big thunderstorm.

I don't know if God is looking at me pitifully and holding grievances for me, or if he is bullying me with He Yiyang.

It was raining so heavily, and it wasn't too early, He Yiyang didn't even care if I got home safely, or when I got home.

But think about it, people have a new love, how can they take care of the old love, maybe they are busy exchanging love words with the new love at the moment. The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, the more aggrieved I became, and I couldn't help but pick up my phone and write in the WeChat dialog box with He Yiyang: "Let's break up!"

However, when I pressed the send button, I hesitated and quickly deleted the content back. I really hate who I am now, I can't afford to put it down, and I can see with my own eyes why I still don't give up.

I asked myself fiercely: Do you really have to wait for people like Zhao Qi to talk about marriage without telling you, are you willing? Isn't Zhao Qi teaching you enough lessons, do you have to try again?

No, I can't be fooled like this anymore, I have to be decisive, the longer it goes, the more I will hurt. So I wrote again in the dialog box, "Let's break up." ”

Just as I closed my eyes and gritted my teeth and was about to send it out, He Yiyang suddenly sent me a text message: "Big baby, are you home? It's raining outside and it's cold, remember to cover a thick quilt when you sleep at night, don't catch a cold." And don't be lazy when you're home alone, eat on time. ”

Big baby, what a new name, this is the first time I've called me that, and I'd be happy if it were usual, but now I find it very ironic.

He Yiyang either sent a message to the wrong place, and the big baby might be the woman, or he was a thief and deliberately flattered me.

Either of these two is enough to make my heart ache. In the end, I simply threw my phone aside and took out everything I could eat at home.

Didn't you tell me to eat on time? Well, I won't treat myself badly without you, am I really going to stop eating or drinking for the sake of you, a negative man?

Thinking about it, I began to eat in large gulps, I not only want to eat, but also drink happily, He Yiyang, don't you usually let me drink cold drinks? I just want to drink, why can't you drink if you don't let me drink.

After eating and drinking, I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, got up and went back to the room and got into the quilt. It was still thundering and raining outside, and listening to the sound of the rain falling, my mood that had obviously improved instantly became sad again, and finally I couldn't help but cry under the covers.

Crying and crying and getting tired, I fell asleep unconsciously. I didn't feel sad when I fell asleep, but my damn stomach woke me up in the middle of the night.

In the second half of the night, I couldn't sleep soundly, I went to the toilet I don't know how many times, I felt uncomfortable, not to mention, and now my body is about to be hollowed out.

I really regret it, why do I overeat, isn't this punishing myself for other people's mistakes?

It was only after dawn in the morning that I felt a little better, but my body no longer had the strength. I didn't have the strength to get up and I didn't have the appetite to eat, so I spent the day in bed this Saturday.

At night, I finally got a little energetic, and I reluctantly ordered a place to buy and eat, and then went to bed again. And throughout the day, He Yiyang didn't care about my words, my heart was really about to cool.

On Sunday, I was always at the bottom, and I really wanted to talk to someone, but I thought about the people around me: Yingying and her family must have gone out to play together on Sunday, Zhiye, she must be tired of Li Minghai, Yuan Xiaoyuan, and people also have boyfriends to accompany.

Thinking about it, it seems that the only place I can go is Sister Gu, the two of them are old husbands and wives, and they have children, so they definitely don't mind me going. And to tease the children, maybe you can not think about these messy things for a while.

On this day, I sent it to Sister Gu's house, and I didn't go home until late in the evening. And on this day, I still haven't received any information from He Yiyang.

The ups and downs of this week made me really have no information about He Yiyang, and my heart was finally cold. Maybe it's better to separate slowly and quietly.

Give me time to slowly accept, slowly die, and slowly come out.

He Yiyang's inner monologue

Quietly, I'm sorry I made you sad again.