Soon it will be Valentine's Day, and He Yiyang specially prepared a surprise team for me, and I was very happy this Valentine's Day.

It's just a little regret, I thought why Yiyang would propose to me in public at the Valentine's Day team, but he didn't, just promised in front of everyone that he would always love me so much.

After Valentine's Day, both of us started to get busy with our work. At the same time, we also agreed to spend the rest of the night at my house and his side for the rest of the night, except for two days on weekends.

The two of us had a full and happy life, and I thought we were going to go on like this forever and look forward to the day when he proposed. But one day a month later, I found out that something was wrong with He Yiyang.

When he came back in the evening, he began to lose his mind, from cooking to eating, he kept looking at his phone, intentionally or unintentionally. Because He Yiyang always likes to hide everything in his heart, I was worried about whether he encountered any hurdles or felt uncomfortable, so I tried to ask him: "Yiyang, what's wrong with you?

But He Yiyang immediately shook his head and denied it, and smiled and signed to me: "No, I'm fine." Maybe it's because I'm so tired these days that I always want to sleep. ”

"Really?" I was skeptical, for he would always say the same thing to me every time something was on his mind. If I hadn't pressed him to ask him or already knew what was going on and had a showdown with him, he would definitely not have told me.

Very unexpectedly, He Yiyang suddenly hugged me into his arms, and when he was tightly held and almost out of breath, he let go of me and lowered his head to kiss me on the mouth, and then still locked my waist and winked at me and shook his head with a smile.

Well, after being defeated by him, let's believe that he is really just tired.

"Then if you're tired, go take a shower and go to bed early, and I'll clean up the dishes later." I looked at He Yiyang's really tired face, and pulled his collar and kissed him on the face in distress.

He Yiyang also obediently went upstairs to take a shower and rest. When I returned to the room after tidying up, I saw that He Yiyang had already slept, so I tiptoed to bed.

But maybe dinner was too dry, and I was woken up by thirst after a while, and I was about to gently reach for the water on the bedside table when I suddenly heard He Yiyang's long sigh.

When I came back, I saw He Yiyang lying sideways, I had already closed my eyes and fell asleep, didn't he say that he was tired? Why did he sleep for so long and then wake up again?

I turned over and moved to He Yiyang's side, half-propped up, put my hand on his shoulder, patted him lightly, and called him softly: "Yiyang." ”

After I called him, I saw that his eyes were still blinking, but he didn't answer me, and kept his position quietly.

Seeing this, I leaned up again to look into his eyes, only to find that he had closed his eyes. My intuition told me that He Yiyang should not be asleep, but not only did he ignore my call to him, but he didn't even turn over to me all night.

I think He Yiyang must have something in his heart, but he refuses to say it, then I can only find out the truth by myself. At noon, I took advantage of the break to go to the gallery to see if I had any troubles at work.

But unfortunately, when I went, Yingying and He Yiyang were not there. I asked the others in the gallery if anything had happened lately, and the answer was the same----- "No." ”

I didn't find an answer, so I stayed for a while and didn't wait for the three to come back, so I went back first. However, it was not too late, and I knew that there was a nearby drink shop with delicious fresh juice, so I made a detour to buy a few glasses to share with my colleagues.

When I bought the juice and was about to get in the car to go back to work, I looked up and accidentally saw He Yiyang. He was sitting in a window seat in a restaurant across the street.

I was so excited to see him here, but when I stood outside the restaurant, I noticed a woman sitting across from him.

I saw that this woman was dressed very exquisitely, with long dark yellow curly hair and a small melon seed face, which looked quite exquisite.

I didn't take it seriously at first, I thought it should be He Yiyang's customer, so I was embarrassed to go in and disturb, but it wasn't too early, and I couldn't wait for He Yiyang to come out, so I was ready to turn around and leave.

But as soon as I was about to turn my head, I saw that the woman suddenly reached out and grabbed He Yiyang's hand, crying and begging He Yiyang for something.

It was noisy across the glass, so I couldn't hear what she was saying, but I could see the shape of her mouth that kept saying please.

And He Yiyang on the opposite side didn't immediately withdraw his hand after she grabbed his hand, but looked at the woman opposite and put his other hand on the back of the woman's hand with unbearable eyes, and then slowly took the woman's hand away from him.

Immediately afterwards, He Yiyang lowered his head and closed his eyes, and then raised his head again after a moment, and said to the woman opposite, "I'm sorry." I can't promise you. ”

But the woman on the other side didn't give up, and once again stretched out her two hands and grabbed He Yiyang's hand at the same time, and this time He Yiyang actually saw that the woman opposite had no ability to resist, so she simply let her clasp her hands tightly.

Seeing this scene, my heart was indescribably chaotic, I may have guessed the reason for He Yiyang's sudden abnormality, and the relationship between the woman in front of me and He Yiyang must be extraordinary.

The two of them chatted so devotedly, I was standing less than three meters outside the door, and He Yiyang didn't even notice my existence. If it had been before, I would have rushed in and asked me mercilessly.

But now I don't have that courage, because I've faced such a scene once, and I've even fallen into the mud and almost can't stand up.

I didn't want that to happen to me again, so I put up with patience and left there trembling all over.

In the afternoon, I tried to keep myself busy, and I didn't think about He Yiyang and the woman for a while. After getting off work at night, I originally went to He Yiyang's house as agreed, but I was very confused, so I went back to my house first after work.

If He Yiyang is usually at the point where I get off work, if he hasn't arrived home yet, he will always send a WeChat message to ask me if I have arrived home. However, this time I had been off work for a long time, and he had not heard any questions.

My heart hurt instantly, could it be that He Yiyang would really become the second Zhao Qi? I didn't go in during the day and directly questioned He Yiyang, not only because I was afraid of history repeating itself, but also because I wanted to believe in him and hope that the relationship between him and that woman was not what I imagined.

And even if there is really anything between He Yiyang and that woman, I hope that no matter whether it is good or bad, he can take the initiative to give me an explanation as soon as possible, I don't want to be taken as a fool, and I don't want to be wronged.

It's just that I really love He Yiyang too much, but I'm afraid of losing him, afraid that I'm too careful, and afraid that he will be disappointed in me, so even if I know sensibly that I must have self-esteem, I still don't want to take the initiative to confront him, because as long as I don't know the facts for a second, there is a second of hope. Hopefully, I'll see that the speculation is all my own crankiness.

I sat on the couch in a state of confusion, and my mind was a mess, not knowing what to do next. At this time, I suddenly heard someone opening the door, and when I looked up, I saw that He Yiyang had already opened the door and was standing at the door.

As soon as he saw me, he quickly strode over and squatted in front of me, with anxiety and worry on his face, and said to me in sign language: "Why don't you say a word to me when you go home, do you know that I didn't see you when I got home, and you didn't reply to send you a message, I'm almost worried to death." ”

He Yiyang said that he sent me a message, but I didn't hear the phone ring. When I picked up my phone to check it suspiciously, I realized that the phone had turned off without knowing when it was out of power.

It turned out that I was wrong to blame He Yiyang, and he still cared about me very much. Thinking of this, my heart feels a little better.

"Oh, I found out today, today that I can't find a USB flash drive, so, so I'll come back and see if I put it at home. "I was worried that he would see that I was lying, so I glanced at He Yiyang with a smile and quickly dodged his gaze.

"Did you find it?" He Yiyang asked again.

"Nope. I shook my head away from his gaze, "Maybe I really lost it." ”

"What should I do then?, is there anything important in it?" He Yiyang was still asking.

I was afraid that if I kept avoiding his gaze, it would arouse his suspicions, so I finally mustered up the courage to put my eyes on his face, looked into his eyes and pretended to reply easily: "It's okay, there is nothing important in it, it's just a USB flash drive I used to back up, just buy another one tomorrow." ”

He Yiyang finally stopped asking about the USB flash drive, and after reaching out to help me repeatedly spread the sideburns behind my ears, he smiled softly at me and said, "Then let's go back, I bought fish and made sweet and sour fish for you to eat at night." ”

He Yiyang squatted in front of me, whether it was looking at my eyes or the expression on his face when he was talking to me, he couldn't see anything wrong, which made me feel that maybe I was really too careful.

After He Yiyang finished speaking, before I nodded in agreement, he got up and took my hand, dragged me up and walked out. Although my heart was still struggling with whether to go back with him, my body had naturally and honestly followed him away.

When I returned to He Yiyang's house, he put me on the sofa as considerately as before, I watched TV first, and I was busy cooking.

I noticed that while he was cooking, he didn't always look for his phone like he had the night before, and everything seemed to be back to normal.

He Yiyang's inner monologue

Jingjing, since I have identified you, I will definitely not let you down.