Chapter 56 (I): Pandora's Box
107 Criteria for right and wrong
"Actually, after Xiuxiang lost her memory, I think it's very good, maybe you will hear in the future that something bad happened to Xiuxiang, so she is very sad. Cai Yue thought to herself, I don't know, how can I know, I haven't heard of anyone on campus who pays attention to anything.
But when she lost her memory, she was not sad. Han's mother lowered her head, closed the diary in her hand, and put it on the table.
Caiyue's eyes widened.
"His dad and I think it's a good thing that she's forgotten the sad things, don't you think? Xiao Caiyue, if the things that make you miserable disappear, you will be happy. yes, so I don't want her to go back in time. But his father still wants to work hard to heal her, worried that the lost memories will affect his life. Caiyue listened, as if she understood or not. Mother Han paused for a long time and didn't speak, rubbing those books, as if she was in deep thought, and seemed to be reluctant to stare at a certain place when she looked at the baby's eyes, but then she snapped shut like seeing a monster.
"Can you make an effort to understand Auntie's words?"
Cai Yue nodded vigorously.
"Well, you're a good boy, and I'm going to make her forget about her unhappy things, so I want to get rid of these things. Han's mother said, lowering her head, as if she was figuring out what to say.
Cai Yue doesn't know whether to oppose her - Auntie, this is not your thing, you have no right to deal with it, or should you approve of her - Auntie, as long as it is good for Xiuxiang, of course you can call the shots.
"Do you think it's a good thing to forget unhappy things like your aunt? Can you keep it a secret for me? Today you saw me taking these notebooks. ”
"This... Caiyue didn't know how to answer, her instinct told herself that she shouldn't betray Xiuxiang, "Me?"
"yes, aren't you a good friend of Hideka?"
"Yes, but we don't talk to each other anymore. ”
"Friendship can make up for it, you can come to my house often in the future, repairing friendship can make you both happy, but repairing memories will definitely make her unhappy, so should you repair memories?"
"I, I don't know. Cai Yue began to swallow and vomit, she felt that the question that Aunt Han asked her now was too strange, why? Why did she just come to play with Xiuxiang and answer such an incomprehensible question raised by Xiuxiang's mother?
But Han's mother's eyes were very scary, which made her feel that she should answer, she should think, only hiding from Xiuxiang is the right thing, the right thing should be done, she is helping Xiuxiang. And now it seems that a decision must be made, and there is no one to discuss, Caiyue had to bite her lip and say unwritten words, "This, I, I don't know, Auntie, I ••••••"
"Do you want to see Xiuxiang sad?" said Han's mother in a gentle tone.
"Not wanting. Cai Yue shook her head.
"But when Xiuxiang sees these diaries, if she remembers something she forgot, she will be sad, do you want such a thing to happen?"
"Don't want to, right?" Caiyue shook her head again.
"But if you tell Xiuxiang, she'll look for these diaries, and she'll be sad, should you tell her?"
"I think probably shouldn't. Cai Yue nodded, as if she had finally made up her mind, and said, "Okay, Auntie, I won't tell her." As she spoke, Cai Yue bit her lip tightly, and accidentally got a little blood, she sucked hard, and tasted the bitter fishy smell.
"But Auntie, I have one condition. Caiyue mustered up all the courage to say, she felt that no matter what her aunt said this time, she would not waver, although she felt that what her aunt said was the most correct, but she still had a sense of frustration of betraying her good friend.
"Well, you say, what conditions. There was a trace of anger in Han's mother's eyes, it seemed that she was regretting why she took out these things in front of the child to deal with them, she must have been busy and dizzy.
"Okay, uh, give me all these notebooks? I promise not to read them, and I won't tell Hideka, but I think it's a shame to throw them away, they are all written word by word. ”
"Oh, I see. All right. For the sake of you being so considerate of her, I'll give them to you, and I'm going to throw them away anyway. ”
Caiyue looked at the light green and light pink notebooks, and felt that they were like little wild cats on the side of the road, although the owner thought they were cute, but it was useless, and could only cause trouble to the owner, so she threw them on the side of the road, ignoring their staring gaze, and walked away.
"In that case, you can take it back first, and come back tomorrow, or later, okay? Saying that, Han's mother held a black bag in her hand, stuffed the notebook into it, and handed it to Cai Yue. Drove her out the door. Caiyue left Xiuxiang's house with a bag of notebooks and snacks to eat, she had never felt the weight of these things, and she never liked to carry things again, especially in a black plastic bag.