Chapter 31: The Pain That Can't Be Touched

"Ah......h

Suddenly, a man's heart-rending howl came from a distant place in the iron gate, causing people to suddenly feel palpitations, and in an instant they could understand what kind of place this was.

Then there was a frenzied shouting and hysterical laughter, and it was impossible to distinguish whether it was a man or a woman.

Then someone reprimanded him loudly, probably because the caregiver was controlling the deranged patient.

Lin Anqi, who was standing behind Tang Junfeng, didn't see it, his face turned a little pale in an instant.

At this time, Tang Junfeng seemed to be pricked by a howl in broad daylight, and Lin Anqi saw that he seemed to take a staggering step back, and then, he turned his face and reached out to grab her hand.

"Kiki, we...... Don't go in......"

In an instant, Lin Anqi thought that Tang Junfeng wanted to encourage her, or to comfort her, so that she would not feel afraid, and then she realized that her idea was really wrong.

She saw Tang Junfeng's pale face, and his eyes that looked like pleading, and he already heard a little trembling.

God, he was clearly looking for support and help from her.

It's like a little boy who has no opinion, looking at her prayerfully.

Lin Anqi couldn't believe it: Tang Junfeng was so caught off guard and showed such a fragile and confused side to her.

Maybe no one can understand that quietness is the pain that Tang Junfeng can't touch in his life.

They used to be beautiful, but God cut them off so coldly and non-negotiably, the crazy one is not the happy one, and the sober one is inexplicable.

Quiet, it must have been when they were at their most emotional, so Tang Junfeng couldn't control himself.

In his heart, the former love affair was still at its most beautiful, so he didn't want to face the current quiet.

She also suddenly understood, and this was because it was a natural expression of his trust in her.

A mixture of shock and emotion surged in Lin Anqi's chest, and she forced herself to calm down quickly.

Lin Anqi showed a warm smile at Tang Junfeng: "Don't be like this, even if, I know, she used to be your favorite woman, but, after all, she is still alive, even if she can't feel anything now, you have to do the best you once loved her, don't you?"

She looked at Tang Junfeng encouragingly, then turned around and grabbed his somewhat cold hand and shook it tightly.

"Kiki......

Tang Junfeng's face was inexplicably sad and joyful, and he made no secret that he seemed to be very afraid to see the current quiet, and he was also very grateful to Lin Anqi for his understanding.

Lin Anqi was distressed for a while, she had never seen him so cowardly.

"Don't be like this, forget your past, now, I am the woman you love, don't worry, I will be by your side for the rest of my life, never to leave, quiet is our sister, come, let's go see her together, I think, if she knows, she will also bless us." ”

Lin Anqi looked at Tang Junfeng's sad and deep eyes and said softly.

Tang Junfeng suddenly hugged Lin Anqi tightly in his arms, as if hugging a support that could make him strong for life.

They were received by the quiet attending doctor, Director Chen.

"Mr. Tang, it seems that you haven't come to visit Miss An for two years, Miss An's condition is not very good, we ...... I also did my best, and I hope that the family will come to see her more often. ”

The middle-aged doctor with glasses looks indifferent, but his tone is slow, and the blame-all-witching language sounds like a comfort, making people feel that the doctor who treats mental illness seems to be different.

"Yes, thank you, Director Chen, for your reminder, I have been out for the past few years...... Hard-working, I didn't fulfill my responsibility to Quiet, thank you for the care and treatment of Quiet, in the future, we will come to see her more in the future. ”

Tang Junfeng had regained some composure a little, and Director Chen heard him say "we", so he deliberately glanced at Lin Anqi.

Lin Anqi was a little nervous in her heart, not knowing if she would be allowed to go and see Quiet.

"Alright, I'll take you to the ward to see the patient first. ”

Director Chen stood up first and said to Tang Junfeng and Lin Anqi.

Tang Junfeng hurriedly said: "Let's go by ourselves, Director Chen, if you have something, don't accompany us." ”

Director Chen still said a little coldly: "Miss An has been transferred to the ward, so I'll take you there." ”

Tang Junfeng was surprised: "What do you mean by transferring to the ward?"

Director Chen ignored Tang Junfeng's questioning, and walked out of his office first.

Tang Junfeng couldn't help but look at Lin Anqi, and the two of them had to quickly follow out of Director Chen's office.

In all fairness, the interior of the sanatorium is still very good, but the iron gates and bars that are more than the prison are very uncomfortable in the eyes of normal people.

Some doctors in white coats and medical staff in blue nursing uniforms kept nodding and greeting Director Chen, or asked a few words about work by the way, and some patients with mild conditions walked or were in a daze next to the green cedar bamboo under the care of nurses or escorts invited from their own homes.

Tang Junfeng and Lin Anqi silently followed Director Chen all the way to the depths of the sanatorium.

In front of a milky white independent building, the words "intensive care" come into view.

Tang Junfeng's facial expression was almost distorted, and he was thinking about the appearance of his quiet mother at the end.

At that time, although the parents took the strictest precautions, those precautions were only for a few little girls.

As the only boy with the most strength in the family, he was called over to witness it once.

The mother could not control the crazy woman: the beautiful woman, who had always been quiet and weak, because she had lost her senses, did not know the warmth and coldness of hunger, did not want to eat, drink, or dress and groom, and was silent but with amazing strength, she tore all her clothes and bedding, and was as thin as wood and unkempt......

A pair of sunken eyes glowed with the furious excitement of a beast.

It was precisely because of that personal witness that he felt that he could no longer overcome that terrible psychological barrier.

He always remembered the quiet onset of the sudden smashing of everything in the room and tearing up all his clothes......

Now, he realized that he had been trying to escape, and he really didn't want to witness the last moments of Quiet like her mother.

However, just like at the beginning, as the only powerful boy in the family, he had to be called by his parents to help.

Now, as the one who must be responsible for the final closure of the quiet, he must face it and witness it.

Probably all people feel that since he is a man, he should have a strong psychological capacity.

In fact, no one knows about his fragility except for Lin Anqi.

And Lin Anqi just discovered this man's fragility.

Lin Anqi imagined thousands of quiet appearances in her heart, but the only thing she didn't expect was that as Director Chen personally pushed open the door of a ward, what caught her eye was that on a single hospital bed, a skinny woman who couldn't tell her age was lying there silently.

"Miss An hasn't known how to eat for a long time, and now she relies on drips to sustain her life, and we have also asked Ms. Tang for her opinion, whether to give up treatment or continue to maintain, Ms. Tang can't bear to give up, and Miss An's sister also strongly wants to maintain her sister's life, so we set up a special treatment ward. ”

Director Chen still looked indifferent, as if he was stating a commonplace routine.

Lin Anqi has already seen the thrill.

She couldn't believe it, for she saw that in her quiet and bone-like hand, she was still clutching a wilted and black-gray wreath that she could no longer tell what branches were weaving.

In an instant, she understood many, many things.

She remembered that in Xi'an, she remembered Tang Junfeng's weirdness when Brother Hou's subordinates gave her plastic cherry blossom garlands.

When she raised her head and looked at Tang Junfeng, Tang Junfeng was already in tears.

He didn't take any further steps towards the quiet hospital bed, but silently stared at the unconscious silence on the hospital bed with tears in his eyes, and Director Chen seemed to shake his head and retreated first.

"Can you still ...... Wake her up?"

Lin Anqi asked in a low voice that was a little unbearable.

She saw that Quiet seemed to be undressed, as if she was naked ** wrapped in a thin hospital quilt.

Although it was already early winter, it seemed that the sanatorium had not yet started heating, and Lin Anqi couldn't bear to think about it, I don't know if it will feel cold when it is quiet?

"Do we want that quilt?"

Tang Junfeng raised his hand to wipe the tears on his face and shook his head.

"If she can't wake up, the hospital may have added a lot of tranquilizers to the drip she injected, otherwise, she would not be able to lie silently like this...... Oh, why did God want her to suffer such a sin? She's only 26 years old......"

Tang Junfeng choked up, snorting heavily, and Lin Anqi held his arm.

"That wreath was woven for her with cherry blossoms in Zhongshan Park, that year, she was only 16 years old, although the original wreath was long gone, I promised her that every year, I would use the most beautiful cherry blossoms to weave a wreath for her, in recent years, the only thing she knows what to do here is to keep weaving wreaths...... I'm a man with a bad heart, she remembers, but I've long forgotten about it......"

"You don't know, quiet, how beautiful she used to be, how much she loved beauty, her clothes, all white, even if it was a hairpin, it had to be the most delicate ......"

Tang Junfeng twisted his face to Lin Anqi and couldn't cry.

"Junfeng, you don't, I know, you haven't forgotten your promise to be quiet, it's the old man who is jealous, I don't want you to be together, I don't blame you, I don't blame you for being quiet, in the eyes of those who love her, she will always be the most beautiful, Junfeng, don't be too sad, I will definitely ...... Cherish you well for Sister Quiet, and accompany you well for her. ”

Lin Anqi threw down the things he was carrying, grabbed Tang Junfeng's two arms, and comforted him a little incoherently.

Suddenly, the silence in the hospital bed seemed to move.