Chapter 30: The Sorrow of Powerlessness
Aunt Zhen and Lin Anqi took a bite of the iron pot, carefully poured the sand that Lin Anqi brought back from the beach like a baby into the iron pot, and also added condiments, took it to the stove, and lit the fire, Tang Junfeng suddenly looked at it, and his eyes widened in horror: Isn't this woman crazy?
Lin Anqi turned his head and saw the strange expression on his face.
"Kiki, why are you so happy? Hey, it's good you're back, it's been a long time since I've heard such laughter here. ”
Tom's gentle voice sounded at the staircase on the second floor.
Lin Anqi made a grimace at Tang Junfeng: "Mom is up." ”
Tang Junfeng hurriedly ran up the stairs, hugged his mother, and said solemnly: "Mom, your daughter-in-law bullied me and wanted to fry sand for me to eat." ”
Mother Tang laughed: "Ah Feng, what are you talking nonsense? They are trying to find a way to treat rheumatism and joint pain for my mother." ”
Tang Junfeng deliberately made a panicked appearance and tried his best to accuse: "Won't you?" Mom, how can sand cure diseases? Qiqi is just messing around, right? I saw that she also asked Aunt Zhen to add condiments in it...... You don't know, I misunderstood what she said, she said catch sand, I heard it like catching shrimp, I said if she could catch shrimp on the beach, I would eat it raw......"
Mother Tang couldn't hold it for a long time, and laughed: "Silly boy, what condiments? That's to add some old vinegar in the sand, fry it together, give me a leg to cook, Ah Feng, Mom found that you seem to have changed when you come back this time, such a child is Mom's favorite, your dad has been silent to me for a lifetime, I'm really worried that you will be like him, and you will live a gloomy life." ”
Tang Junfeng was unhappy: "Mom, are you saying that your son used to be gloomy?"
Mother Tang nodded: "Almost, you won't forget that you always liked to frown in the past, right? This time you came back with Kiki, and you were happy all day long, Mom saw that you didn't seem to frown once, and there were more naughty words, so you look like a normal young man." ”
Tang Junfeng smacked his lips: "Mom, are you praising your son? I don't seem to eat fireworks in the world, in fact, your daughter-in-law is the seven fairies who don't eat fireworks in the world, Mom, do you know what Anqi means? The foreign word is angel, and the Chinese word is the seven fairies, hahaha......
Mother Tang, who was walking slowly down with the support of her son, heard Tang Junfeng's words, and suddenly seemed to touch something, she stopped holding on to the handrail of the stairs, lowered her voice and said to Tang Junfeng: "Ah Feng, how long are you going to stay in your hometown......?" It's time to go see the quiet?"
Tang Junfeng also restrained the hippie smile on his face: "I was going to come back and have a good talk with my eldest sister, but it seems that my eldest sister won't forgive me for a while, no matter what, we have to get the certificate first...... Quiet, I'll go see her with Kiki. "Ya * Wen * Yan * Love * First * Fa"
Mother Tang's face, which had just been a little happier, suddenly became sad again: "I can't complain about this matter, and your eldest sister refuses to forgive you...... Mom doesn't want to say anything about you anymore, as long as you feel happy and happy. You, and Kiki, to see Quiet, is it appropriate? And Anya, I know what that Yan'er is thinking...... Hey, how can my mother rest assured that you ......?"
Tang Junfeng hurriedly grabbed his mother's arm and comforted: "Mom, don't worry, I will deal with the matter between me and my eldest sister, Qiqi is the most understanding, only considerate of me;
Mother Tang smiled helplessly: "Mom doesn't want to live happily, you don't know the situation of our family, fortunately there is your eldest sister to support her, and it is difficult for her, after all, it is not my and your father's biological daughter, our family is also better outside, I ...... in my heart It's heavy!"
Tang Junfeng hurriedly hugged his mother's shoulders and said comfortingly: "Mom, don't think so much, I know your suffering best, all these years, you have been worrying about this family, ruining your own body and ruining your life." ”
He looked at his mother and smiled: "My son has figured it out now, since I have even given up my marriage with Mi, I will simply be selfish to the end, and I will not repeat your mistakes, I will try my best to arrange them, but I will not even put my own life into it for them." ”
Tang Mu gently patted the back of Tang Junfeng's hand with her hand, nodded, sighed slightly, and didn't say anything more.
In the kitchen, Aunt Zhen listened to the sound of Lin Anqi turning over the sand in the iron pot with a shovel, and couldn't help but cover her ears with her hands.
Lin Anqi said with a smile: "Aunt Zhen, you go out to have a look first, Mom seems to be up to get up, Junfeng won't take care of it, I'll do it here." ”
Aunt Zhen hurriedly agreed, and muttered in her mouth: "Oh, this voice makes people panic in their hearts, Qiqi, don't you feel uncomfortable listening to it?"
Lin Anqi said happily while stirring the sand in the iron pot: "No, I helped my grandmother get it a few times when I was in my hometown, and I am used to it, so it doesn't matter if I listen to it a few more times." ”
Aunt Zhen nodded, and said with some sighs as she walked out: "What a good little girl, I can't complain that Ah Feng is so concerned." ”
Lin Anqi cooled the hot fine sand to a suitable temperature, put it in a cloth bag and spread it evenly, carefully applied it to the most painful parts of Tom's two legs, and then took the quilt and put it on it.
Tang Junfeng hurriedly helped on the side, and Aunt Zhen and Mother Tang laughed at each other from time to time.
When Lin Anqi went out to wash her hands, Aunt Zhen whispered to Mother Tang: "Sister, this is your real blessing." ”
Mother Tang looked at Tang Junfeng, smiling silently, with a look of enjoyment on her face.
Tang Junfeng sat on the edge of his mother's bed: "Mom, how are you feeling?"
Mother Tang reached out and patted her son's arm: "Son, do you want to hear the truth?"
Tang Junfeng suddenly became a little nervous, and said, "Mom...... Of course, what? Kiki isn't doing well enough? Mom, is your leg hurting even more when you put it on? Show me ......."
As he spoke, he was about to reach out to uncover the quilt that Lin Anqi had carefully covered on his mother's lap just now.
"What are you panicking ......about?
Mother Tom grabbed her son's hand and stopped.
"Mom, what do you want to tell the truth? Mom, don't scare me, okay?"
Although Tang Junfeng blamed his wife with such disgust in his mouth, he still stared at his mother's face with some uneasiness, wanting to see what kind of look she was?
Mother Tang pursed her lips and smiled: "Ah Feng, you are so unsettled, you are really concerned and chaotic, hey, seeing you treat Qiqi so well, I really feel comforted, what my mother wants to tell the truth is, I never dreamed that there would be a day when I would be taken care of by my daughter-in-law so carefully and considerately, it is really enough to make my mother satisfied." ”
Tang Junfeng looked at his mother with some surprise: "Mom, how can you have such thoughts? Isn't it normal for sons and daughters-in-law to take care of their mothers considerately? It is also worth saying such a solemn matter?"
Aunt Zhen also looked at Tang Junfeng and said with a smile: "Ah Feng, you now think that it is normal for you and your daughter-in-law to serve the eldest sister, let me ask you, what if it is the young lady of the Mi family who is married to you?" or ...... Quiet Anya sisters, is there such a possibility, on a cold day, which of them will personally go to the beach to retrieve the sand, personally take the iron pan to fry it, and personally put it on the eldest sister's legs?"
Tang Mu nodded: "Don't talk about the young lady of the Mi family, even if it is other little sisters, they may not be able to be so dedicated, Ah Feng, my mother is not like people born in your Tang family, she is cold and arrogant and self-righteous, she always likes to treat others highly, as if others should be good to him, it is all taken for granted, you have to remember that Qiqi is for a good girl, you must cherish it well." ”
Tang Junfeng opened his mouth and didn't say a word for a long time, and at the end, he nodded lightly at his mother and Aunt Zhen.
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The psychiatric center for quiet recuperation is on the outskirts of the city.
They took a taxi to visit the quiet.
Although Tang Junfeng deliberately understated when he said goodbye to his mother, Lin Anqi still felt that after getting into the car, he had been silent, and even his body seemed stiff, and Lin Anqi didn't dare to ask him anything, so he could only silently look at the scenery outside the car window.
Along the way, Lin Anqi saw that it was a rare good weather outside the car window, the sun in early winter was not very hot, and it faintly shone through the pedestrian streets and all kinds of prosperous scenes.
Lin Anqi was thinking about it again and again, not knowing what kind of quiet it was, a girl named Tang Junfeng who still can't let go.
She could almost feel the deep powerless sadness and even guilt of a man who was in love with his first love.
Although she thought so, her heart was very calm, and there was hardly a trace of jealousy.
Even, to put it bluntly, there is a natural compassion.
This compassion is reflected on her face, which is a kind of quiet and peaceful companionship.
Lin Anqi didn't know that her instinctive nature was exactly what Tang Junfeng needed most at the moment, not noisy, not wrong, just a kind of companionship.
It seems that they have been in the car for a long time to get to this psychiatric recuperatorium.
got out of the car, although it was in the sun, an early winter wind still carried the cold air to his face, Tang Junfeng put his hands in the pockets of his windbreaker, his expression was condensed, Lin Anqi carried the winter clothes and food quietly prepared by Aunt Zhen and Tang Junfeng's mother, and stood behind him like a little follower.
When a man is about to face his first love, which may be unconscious, as his current woman, Lin Anqi feels that he is still calm and strong.
Therefore, she tries her best to maintain physical independence, so as not to touch the bottom line of some people because they are immersed in some unrelieved emotions.
She quietly accompanied Tang Junfeng to stand in front of the huge and heavy iron door of the recuperation center, the iron door was quietly closed, and it actually seemed peaceful and peaceful.