Chapter 286: Song Xi's Extras 25
Song Xi stared at his back, and his back always looked particularly dazzling in the crowd.
Sometimes, Song Xi really didn't want Xiao Bai to be so eye-catching, and the light that leaked out of his body couldn't be hidden. No matter where he goes, as long as he stands in the crowd, he is the most conspicuous one.
That feeling made Song Xi feel that he was really far away from Xiao Bai, so far away.
When will we be able to catch up with Xiao Bai's footsteps?
It's not that she doesn't work hard enough, and it's not that she deliberately wants to fall behind, even if Xiao Bai leads her, Song Xi's footsteps will always be spent running.
Because he would never slow down for her. Even now that she's sick and a little exhausted, it's still the same. Xiao Bai has never stopped, never.
Song Xi's feet were a little sore, and he suddenly didn't want to continue walking. She stopped, but her eyes were still firmly fixed on the tall man in front of her with medicine in one hand and medical records in the other.
Until the figure became farther and farther away, smaller and smaller, and finally it was no longer possible to see clearly, no longer clearly.
She finally squatted down a little helplessly, it seems that this man really doesn't care about himself in his heart, no...... can't say that, he still has his own in his heart, otherwise he wouldn't have brought himself to the hospital.
It's just that this man's heart is not the only one that belongs to him, there are others in his heart. This person is a person who cannot be compared to himself.
Song Xi lowered his gloomy eyes and stared at the crowd of people coming and going, and suddenly remembered the scene he had seen in the hospital parking lot this afternoon.
It turns out that there is no golden boy and girl in the world, but the role of the golden boy and girl is not himself. Looking at Xiao Bai and Ma Sisi snuggling together, she only understood at this moment why there was a ten-year gap between herself and Xiao Bai.
What a wonderful man Xiao Bai is, he has the conditions to meet the fantasies of all girls facing Prince Charming. But Song Xi forgot one thing, she is not Cinderella.
Even if she were Cinderella, there weren't so many fairy tales in this world, and didn't Cinderella take the prince's side with a pumpkin cart?
She thought that the good memories she could have with Xiao Bai were enough.
In the past, she was too stupid and naïve to believe that there were fairy tales in the world, and Xiao Bai was her own prince charming, until she saw Xiao Bai snuggling up with other women, and Song Xi suddenly woke up.
When Xiao Bai walked to the door of the hospital, he found that Song Xi had lost it. He was just in a hurry to take Song Xi back to take medicine, and then take a good rest, but he forgot to hold Song Xi's hand.
He had known that Song Xi was very slow when he walked, and if he didn't hold her hand, it wouldn't be long before the little woman would be lost by himself. I was so flustered just now that I forgot about it.
It seems that things have been too busy lately, and all the bad things have come together.
He rubbed the corners of his forehead vigorously, turned around, and strode back anxiously.
He was already walking fast, but now he still needs to run, as fast as a gust of wind, which has caused many passers-by to look sideways. When Song Xi raised his head again, he saw that Xiao Bai had already appeared in front of his eyes.
Seeing Xiao Bai running in front of her, because of nervousness, there was a slight sweat on her forehead, and the moment she saw herself, her eyes showed concern, her emotions suddenly got out of control, she flattened her mouth, and tears finally fell uncontrollably.
She was like a loner lost in a field at night, and her tears were falling uncontrollably. She didn't know what she could do now, and she couldn't express her deep sadness except crying.
Xiao Bai didn't know why she was crying, he subconsciously frowned, bent down, he squatted down and looked at her eyes, his tone was surprisingly gentle, with a light coaxing: "Xiaoxi, isn't it uncomfortable? If you don't want to walk, I'll take you back?"
Song Xi shook his head and shook his head vigorously. Why aren't they like the heroes and heroines in the story?
As long as the heroine frowns, the male protagonist will know what the heroine is thinking in her heart. Now that he is crying like this, Xiao Bai just understands that he has a cold and is uncomfortable.
You can't blame anyone else, you can't blame them for not having the heart to figure it out. There is also love, but there is one person who has changed.
Tears hung on her long eyelashes, and people couldn't help but feel pity.
Xiao Bai stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears hanging from the corners of her eyes and comforted her: "The doctor said that it is not a serious illness, and it will get better soon after drinking the medicine." You didn't see a doctor to give you an injection, which proves that there is nothing wrong with your body. It's just that I sat on the ground at night and got cold. Listen to me, go home and take medicine obediently, and you will be fine tomorrow morning. ”
Xiao Bai knew that what Song Xi was most afraid of when he was a child was that he would be sick and take medicine, and he would have to coax him for a long time to take it every time. Injections are even more impossible, when they were sick before, if it was not a last resort, Song's father and Song's mother would not press Song Xi's injections.
He thought that Song Xi was crying like this, it must be because he had to take medicine.
Song Xi nodded vigorously, but his throat was choked, and he couldn't say half a sentence.
Xiao Bai stretched out his hand, gently picked up her hanging hair, and the moment his big hand brushed her forehead, he felt that her forehead was getting hotter and hotter, and he regretted that he shouldn't have let her get out of the car and blow the wind again.
Just now, I should have insisted on it, let Song Xi stay in the hospital for one night, and wait until he was completely well before being discharged.
This little girl has only been away for a few days, so she won't take care of herself and got herself into the hospital, which is really distressing and anxious.
If I don't have to be by her side anymore...... No...... Xiao Bai shook his head vigorously, he will be by Song Xi's side for the rest of his life, and he will definitely not leave half a step, and such a thing will definitely not happen in the future.
In fact, Song Xi was sick, and Xiao Bai's heart was even more distressed.
Seeing Song Xi's increasingly pale Lian, Xiao Bai didn't say a word, directly picked up her body sideways, and walked straight out. When he returned home, Song Xi continued to have a high fever, and after boiling the antipyretic medicine and drinking it, it still did not improve.
Xiao Bai has been guarding Song Xi's side, Song Xi has been burning very badly at night, and has been talking nonsense, and in the end, there is no way, Xiao Bai had to take Song Xi to the hospital in the middle of the night.
Fortunately, the doctor said that there was no serious trend, but the fever was a little bad, and after putting a drip on Song Xi, Xiao Bai stayed by his side, and when it was almost morning, Song Xi's fever finally subsided.
Xiao Bai looked at Song Xi's pale face, lying on the hospital bed so quietly, his heart was full of self-blame. Xiao Bai didn't understand what Song Xi said in his sleep last night, but Xiao Bai didn't know how Song Xi knew that he was with Ma Sisi these days.
This matter is absolutely confidential, except for Ma Sisi and her parents, only Zhan Beiting knows, Zhan Beiting and Ma Sisi's parents naturally won't say it, then there is only one answer, that is, Song Xi saw it.
Thinking of this, Xiao Bai felt a burst of self-blame in his heart, when he was with Song Xi, he should have made the matter between himself and Ma Sisi clear, but now...... How do you speak?
Xiao Bai's mood was very heavy, and he was absent-minded even when he was driving, because Ma Sisi began to get sick again, Ma Sisi had severe depression, and it was because of Xiao Bai.
Faced with such a Ma Sisi, Xiao Bai had no choice but to accompany Ma Sisi for a few days in Song Xi Hospital. Because of his engagement to Song Xi, Ma Sisi actually committed suicide by cutting his wrists at home. Fortunately, Ma Sisi was fine, but he was a little frightened.
Ma Sisi's depression is very serious, but Uncle Ma and Aunt Ma only have one child, so Xiao Bai can't ignore it, but he doesn't dare to be discovered by Song Xi. He knew that Song Xi was a sensitive person, so he didn't tell her about it.
even pulled his best friend Zhan Beiting and told a lie for himself.
The reason why he did this was just to take care of Song Xi's feelings, but he didn't know that it was precisely because of his own consideration that he hurt the purest Song Xi.
knew that Song Xi would care like this in his heart, Xiao Bai would not choose to hide it, and would definitely be honest with Song Xue. Love should not be built on lies in the first place.
Xiao Bai didn't know what kind of mood he was in for Ma Sisi now, but he just didn't like Ma Sisi in the past, and he still wouldn't like it after so many years. If Song Xi still doesn't appear ten years later, Xiao Bai is likely to be with her, after all, it's not that person, it doesn't matter who he is with.
It's just that now with Song Xi, Xiao Bai's heart can no longer tolerate anyone.
In some places, just one person is enough.
The mobile phone in the pocket shook, Xiao Bai glanced at Ma Sisi, Xiao Bai didn't want to take over and let the phone ring, but Ma Sisi was persevering and kept calling.
Xiao Bai had no choice, glanced at Song Xi, who was still on the bed, and saw that she was still sleeping quietly, and then looked at the mobile phone that kept ringing in her hand, so she had to occupy the window and answer the call.
"Sisi, what's the matter?" Xiao Bai doesn't know why now, as long as he hears Ma Sisi's voice, he will feel impatient, originally he still felt guilty in the face of Ma Sisi, but now it seems that all that is left is boredom.
At the first glance of meeting Ma Sisi in the imperial capital, Xiao Bai should have known that this woman would not appear for no reason. Now that I think about it, it's not impossible for Song Hee to say that someone is following her everywhere.
Ma Sisi had just woken up in the ward, and when he saw that there was only one special nurse around him, he was very irritable. I wanted to call Xiao Bai, but I was afraid that the special nurse would tell my parents, so I had to use an excuse to support the special nurse before secretly running to the bathroom to call Xiao Bai: "Brother Xiao Bai, why are you not by my side as soon as I wake up?"
Xiao Bai rubbed his temples with a headache, and then spoke: "Ma Sisi, I also have a family, and it is impossible to stay by your side all the time!"
"But...... Brother Xiao Bai, I don't feel at ease without you by my side, can you come and accompany me?"
Ma Sisi knew that as long as he was coquettish, he would definitely agree to himself, and he was like this before.
But Ma Sisi was wrong, no matter before or now, they are not people who love each other, and they are obedient if they have no love!
People change over time, let alone feelings that no longer exist?