Chapter 287: Song Xi's Extras 26
She waited for Xiao Bai for too many years, and waited until Xiao Bai had fallen in love with someone else. Ma Sisi has always known that if he hadn't had this depression, Xiao Bai would not have appeared by his side when he was most dangerous.
This is also the reason why Ma Sisi has been unwilling to accept treatment for so many years, so in the case of delay, depression will only become more visible. Ma Sisi doesn't want to have a bright future like an ordinary girl!
It's just that now she can't see the direction of her future at all, except that Xiao Bai can give her a little hope, she has no hope at all.
Early in the morning, Xiao Bai didn't want to entangle with Ma Sisi anymore, if it reached Song Xi's ears, he couldn't wash it even if he jumped into the Yellow River: "Sisi, let's talk about it later, it's still early, you better rest for a while!"
"Brother Xiao Bai, are you okay to come over, I'm scared alone!" Ma Sisi didn't know what kind of position she was in Xiao Bai now, but she was sure that Xiao Bai was the person she had loved for ten years, from her first love when she was young to wanting to get married, it was only a matter of time before she needed now.
"Aren't your parents there to accompany you? If you're really scared, go home, you won't be scared when there are so many people in your house!"
"Brother Xiao Bai, will you come and accompany me?" Speaking of this, Ma Sisi was already crying, and his voice was choked. She knows that a woman's tears are a man's greatest weapon.
Xiao Bai was most afraid of a woman crying, and when he heard Ma Sisi's crying voice, he felt uncomfortable in his heart, but Xiao Bai glanced at Song Xi, who was still on the hospital bed, and was ruthless: "Sisi, Xiaoxi is sick, I want to take care of her here, the doctor has already said that you are fine, as long as you take medicine on time to control your condition." ”
Song Xi, who was lying on the bed, had actually woken up a long time ago, Xiao Bai talked about the phone, but she listened to it word by word, and she knew that the person on the phone was Ma Sisi.
When he heard Xiao Bai's rejection of Ma Sisi, Song Xi's heart was still sober, after all, Xiao Bai still had his own in his heart, but would it always be like this?
"Xiao Bai, you go!" Song Xi's voice sounded in the empty ward, looking very ethereal.
Xiao Bai's body was stunned, it turned out that Song Xi had woken up unconsciously, she must have heard all the words she had just said, right?
The words that Song Xi said in his dream were all words that were insecure, and he knew that it was his own erratic that made Song Xi so frightened.
So, Xiao Bai said softly to Ma Sisi on the phone: "Okay, you wait for me for a while, and I'll go over later." ”
Ma Sisi knew that he had succeeded again, as long as Xiao Bai was still willing to come to see him, it would prove that there was still hope between them, what was it if he was engaged to another woman?
is married, and Ma Sisi also wants to snatch Xiao Bai back.
After Xiao Bai hung up the phone, he walked to Song Xi's side and sat down, and said softly: "Xiao Xi......"
Song Xi interrupted him, and there was a hurt expression in his eyes: "I can see it all, Ma Sisi is also in the hospital, is she sick, she must need you very much now! You go, I will wait for the doctor to check the room and go home by myself." There you go!"
"Xiaoxi, can you listen to me first!" Xiao Bai didn't intend to hide it from Song Xi, after all, what lovers want is to be honest with each other, "I can explain it to you." ”
"If you're just trying to comfort me and make up an explanation for me, don't use it. Xiao Bai, I am no longer a little girl, and I still have my own sense of discernment for this kind of thing. I only trust what I see with my eyes. Song Xi said coldly.
The moment she cried in the hospital yesterday, she had already figured it out. Between himself and Xiao Bai, it's like running five thousand meters - the distance between the first and last places.
Since it is impossible to cross the distance, then why force it!
Xiao Bai looked at Song Xi's desperate look, and he felt very uncomfortable in his heart. It seems that it is still his own self-inflicted cleverness, and he has become like this between himself and Song Xi.
When had she ever said such a thing to herself in such a tone, this was the first time. It seems that Song Xi's heart is really broken!
"Xiaoxi, Ma Sisi met me when I was sixteen years old, at that time I had just moved back to the imperial capital from City A, and the relationship between her family and my family was very good, so Ma Sisi often followed her parents to our house to play. At that time, Ma Sisi liked to stick to me, but I didn't like her. On my eighteenth birthday, Ma Sisi confessed to me, I refused, but refused to let go, so I made a request to her, saying that I had found a four-petaled four-leaf clover, and I would be with her. Xiao Bai's voice was soft, originally this past had been in the deepest part of her heart, and she had always been reluctant to mention it, but now she only spoke in front of Song Xi: "That night, Sisi didn't go home, she was looking for four-petal four-leaf clover outside all night, who knew that there was an accident, she was ...... by a few little hooligans"
There are some words, Xiao Bai still can't say it, he thinks, what he said here Song Xi is so smart, he must know, so he continued.
That incident left a big shadow in Sisi's heart, she lived in a nursing home for three years before being discharged, but she still had severe depression. Later, when I went to school in the UK, Ma Sisi wanted to go with her, so I took her with me out of guilt. It's just that I didn't expect our engagement to stimulate her, and she committed suicide by cutting her wrists at home that night, and if she hadn't found out in time, the consequences would have been unimaginable. ”
Song Hee was stunned!
She has thought of a thousand reasons why Xiao Bai and Ma Sisi are together, but she has never thought of such a reason, it turns out that Ma Sisi has done such a thing for Xiao Bai, so she was still jealous just now, is it a bit too much?
But...... What woman can happily show her understanding when she sees her fiancé with another woman!
Probably not, right?
Song Xi didn't feel that what he had done was wrong, but when he heard Xiao Bai say this, his heart felt a lot better, and his heart, which had been torn, seemed to be slowly healing now. It turns out that the power of love is really so great.
Just because of a word from a lover, you will be happy.
"Xiao Bai, you bad person!" Song Xi cried and threw himself into Xiao Bai's arms, beating Xiao Bai's chest vigorously, "Then why don't you tell me?
Xiao Bai hugged Song Xi in his arms even tighter, and let Song Xi beat him, really afraid that this woman would disappear into his world because ......of this misunderstanding: "Xiaoxi, I'm sorry for you! I'm sorry, but I really love you, and I'm the only one in my heart from beginning to end!"
"What are you afraid of?" Song Xi asked with a teary-eyed face raised in Xiao Bai's arms.
Xiao Bai gently wiped the tears from Song Xi's face, and then said gently: "I'm afraid that after you know it, you will leave me, so I will hide it from you." But I didn't expect that I would hide it like this, and make you so sad. ”
Song Xi heard Xiao Bai say this, his heart was warm, but he was still a little guilty, Ma Sisi was no longer a rival in love with him, just a simple patient.
rubbed his face into Xiao Bai's arms, and whispered: "Xiao Bai, let's take care of her together in the future!" She is a patient now, don't treat her like that, like a stranger, what Ma Sisi needs is our care, so that it will help her recover quickly!"
Xiao Bai listened to Song Xi's words, although he was surprised in his heart, he still felt very strange, when ordinary women encounter the crazy pursuit of their fiancés, don't they all hope that their fiancés will avoid it?
How could he still say that he wanted to take care of them together, wasn't Song Xi jealous at all? Or was Song Xi too generous, and he didn't know what jealousy was?
Although Xiao Bai likes Song Xi's generosity very much, which man doesn't want his wife to care more about himself in his heart, even if he is jealous, he is also jealous!
"Xiaoxi, if I get too close to Sisi, Sisi's condition will get better a little faster. But if someone talks nonsense in front of you about the matter between me and her, will you be angry?" Xiao Bai actually couldn't bear to see Ma Sisi become like today, and the doctor also said that if Xiao Bai could guide her more, Ma Sisi's depression would get better faster.
Song Xi thought about it, although he said that he would take care of Ma Sisi with Xiao Bai, but he really saw Xiao Bai and Ma Sisi standing together, and he was also sad in his heart.
But Xiao Bai just said that there is only one person in his heart, so these are trivial things, as long as Ma Sisi's illness is cured, there will be no more such troubles in the future.
"Xiao Bai, in order for us to have a better future, for Ma Sisi to recover as soon as possible, and to cure Ma Sisi's illness, there is only good for me, no harm! Besides, didn't you just say that you have me alone in your heart? So I choose to believe you. ”
"Really?" Xiao Bai couldn't believe that these words came out of Song Xi's mouth, it seemed that he really didn't love the wrong person at the beginning, and the woman in front of him was really a woman worthy of his own cherishing and love. "Xiaoxi, why are you so good!"
"I'm not good to you, who is good!" Song Xi took the initiative to kiss Xiao Bai's face for the first time, and then shyly lowered his head and buried his face in Xiao Bai's arms, and said sullenly: "Who made me so uneasy and fall in love with a man like you, there is no way!"
"Xiaoxi, believe me, I will definitely be good to you for the rest of my life!" Xiao Bai looked at Song Xi's eyes, and his deep conspiracy was full of identification: "Holding the hand of the son and growing old with the son is the greatest wish of my life." ”
Song Xi took the initiative to stretch out his hand and clasped his fingers with Xiao Bai, 'holding the hand of the son, growing old with the son' is not only the biggest wish in Xiao Bai's heart, but also the future that Song Xi wants the most.
She just hoped that she and Xiao Bai had gray hair and could watch the sunset together.