Chapter 11: Never Grow Up with a Boy (Part II)

There was a long silence on the phone.

The statement was recorded, and about the conversation with Ang Lee, she recorded it from the beginning. She originally planned to surprise Gu Xiangjin, but the result was a little unsatisfactory. But it can be regarded as a break to the eight-year entanglement between the two, and from then on, I hope that Ang Lee can have nothing to do with Gu Xiangjin.

After the phone was connected, Gu Xiangjin didn't speak, she wasn't in a hurry to state, she didn't speak, she just waited quietly for Gu Xiangjin to listen to this recording, and she just accompanied Gu Xiangjin quietly.

Gu Xiangjin, who was at home in Jinling, just started, and clicked on the audio very entangled in his heart. It's just that as the audio plays, her tangled mood slowly changes, from high to low, until it falls to the bottom. She didn't know what mood she was in after listening to the audio.

It's just that the audio playback has long since ended, and she is still silent for a long time.

Gu Xiangjin had a premonition about this in her heart, but she didn't want to admit it.

But the purpose of stating that the audio was sent directly was to let her face this matter positively and calmly, not to run away, and not to deceive herself.

It's just that even if Gu Xiangjin heard this audio, she was still unwilling to accept it in her heart, unwilling to believe it, she was always deceiving herself.

The best eight years of her youth were spent on Ang Lee, and all her love was given to Ang Lee, even now, she still can't tell whether she and Ang Lee are angry or really separated.

However, all the fanfare departures are actually just for the sake of temptation, and the real departure is always quiet. Those who really wanted to leave only picked a sunny morning, put on one of the most common clothes, quietly closed the door, and never came back.

Gu Xiangjin didn't know whether he really wanted to break up when he mentioned breaking up, or just to test how deep Ang Lee's love for him was.

But in the boys' world, if you love me, you won't leave. In a girl's world, if you love me, you will come to me. So in the end, Li An didn't open his mouth to stay, and Gu Xiangjin didn't look back, the two of them were like two intersecting lines, and after they intersected, they went farther and farther......

"Sister Shu, I suddenly felt that my chest was so tight, and I felt like I couldn't breathe. ”

Gu Xiangjin was silent for a long time before he spoke, at the beginning, although his voice was a little trembling, he could still barely suppress his emotions, but he couldn't control the collapse of tears as he spoke: "I'm so sad, Sister Shu, why does my heart hurt so much, I feel that it hurts so much... Sister Shu, I'm not happy, I'm so uncomfortable. ”

stated too well Gu Xiangjin's feelings for Ang Lee, she loved Ang Lee so much, she loved so much that she didn't care about herself, and she loved so much that she had no self. That's why she felt so incredible and unbelievable after she knew that it was Gu Xiangjin who broke up with Ang Lee.

She couldn't persuade Gu Xiangjin to say that Li An was a scumbag, and she couldn't say that there were thousands of men in the world, so if it didn't work, we would change it.

She knew that if she said so, Gu Xiangjin, who regarded Ang Lee as the number one in the world, would not agree with this statement, and would turn his face.

In the past two years, she has written so many words and recorded so many loves. She knows how difficult it is for a relationship to come to an end, and it is so commonplace for a relationship to end without a problem.

She can talk to Ang Lee about adults being responsible for their own choices, but she can't say this to Gu Xiangjin, because for Gu Xiangjin, who regards this relationship with Ang Lee as more important than the sky, it is tantamount to denying all her efforts over the years, and also denying the meaning of her life.

"Jinjin, cry, just cry, cry out and feel much more comfortable, don't hold yourself, don't suffocate yourself. The statement was pale, and he comforted Gu Xiangjin quite weakly.

She's a freelance writer, she has a lot of vocabulary, and she's emotionally delicate. But only in the matter of comforting Gu Xiangjin, she felt that every word she said had a sense of powerlessness to punch the cotton. She wanted Gu Xiangjin to vent the sadness in her heart, but she was afraid that Gu Xiangjin, who was living alone, would be completely out of control, so she chose to divert her attention to her dream while persuading Gu Xiangjin.

"But don't cry in your voice, you must know that your dream is to be a singer, and your voice is very important to your own dreams, right. ”

stated that he was worried that Gu Xiangjin, who was in Jinling, would be out of control, but Gu Xiangjin, who did not announce and did not need to work, was nesting alone in the sofa at this time, and his emotions were completely out of control. She cried uncontrollably, until her voice had lost her voice.

Gu Xiangjin, who just wanted to calm down at this moment, heard the words of the statement, and tears flowed out uncontrollably. She pulled out the tissues one by one, wiped her tears, wiped her nose, and threw the tissues one by one on the coffee table, on the carpet, and everywhere.

Her eyes were red and swollen like a light bulb, her nose was also red, and her voice was choked weakly, and she was about to lose her voice: "But I want to sing, I just want to sing, and I want to sing to ...... Sing to Ang Lee's ......"

Before she could say anything, Gu Xiangjin felt that her nose was sour, her chest was stuffy, and the tears that had just stopped were rolling down in an instant, and she took a deep breath while wiping her tears: "But, Sister Shu, Li An is gone...... He's gone, who am I singing to......"

The statement was speechless, she wanted to give Gu Xiangjin a hug, but the mountains and rivers were long and the road was long, and she was powerless. And she still has her business in the mall, and she hasn't dealt with it yet.

"Jinjin, you must know that you live for yourself, not for men. And you have many, many fans now, if they knew that you were sad for a man like this now, they would take out Ang Lee's human flesh and peel the skin and bones. Do you think that at that time, can you bear Ang Lee's situation? ”

"I ......"

Gu Xiangjin was obviously stunned for a moment, she seriously considered what would happen if Li An's character was doxxed...... He's going to be angry. However, Gu Xiangjin, who obviously didn't have enough brains at this time, only thought of how angry Li An would be at that time, but ignored the statement of the statement, which is a hypothetical conjecture that basically won't happen if no one broke the news.

It's just that you're in it!

Gu Xiangjin was still choked, but she had already stopped crying, only occasionally sobbed, and she said categorically: "I won't let Li An be fleshed!"

The statement knew that for a while, Gu Xiangjin's emotions could not be calmed down.

She still remembered the last time Gu Xiangjin cried so much, it was after she said that she had broken up. During that time, Gu Xiangjin did not go out of the door and did not step out of the second door, and he was unkempt at home for nearly a month before he was willing to go out to meet people.

The statement thought, now that it is certain that Ang Lee has really decided and has let her go. I don't know how long it will take her to get out of this haze this time before she is willing to embrace a new life again.

appeased Gu Xiangjin's statement, and involuntarily thought of his own experience in his mind: Sure enough, it's not a family that doesn't enter the door, no wonder the two of us can be such good girlfriends.

Sympathize with each other and keep warm!

After hanging up the phone, he looked silently at the scene outside the window, the sun was setting in the west, and it was getting late.

Among the shadows, she inexplicably remembered a sentence: The sky is the most beautiful when it is dark and not dark, and love is the most charming when it is not loved!