Chapter 10: Never Grow Up with a Boy (Part II)
Never grow up with a boy.
The statement also wrote in his own book, you should never grow up with a boy, because growing up with a boy is a gamble in itself. Don't say you don't want to win, but anyone who goes to the table never wants to go home empty-handed. But everyone who goes to the gambling table seems to have forgotten the old saying that they lose nine out of ten, and they all think that they are the lucky ones who are one in ten thousand, but the reality is that almost no one can win from beginning to end, and the final outcome of gamblers is not without exception......
"I see you. ”
The statement suddenly said a sentence without beginning and end, bringing out Ang Lee, who had fallen into a pessimistic mood again. Li An looked at the statement in confusion and didn't speak, he knew that there must be something to say behind the statement.
He knows the statement very well, or he knows the statement in this state very well, the statement of being engaged in literary and artistic work, and he has had such a statement of failed romance.
He didn't know how far such a blow would destroy a person's nerves, but he knew that the statement in this state had begun to have a very different way of thinking.
There is only one step between a genius and a madman, and he also knows that there are many artists who write works that are not so friendly in the end.
The statement is falling into this cycle step by step.
After saying this, he picked up his coffee and turned his head to look at the people passing by outside the window, his eyes wandering on every passerby.
She said with some yearning: "The mall is really a city with a very slow pace of life, you look at those people outside, they can't see the slightest sign of urbanization on their faces." ”
She took a sip of her coffee, and the heat that slowly floated on the coffee was isolated between her and the glass window, which was also stained with water vapor and fog.
At this time, the statement looked out through the glass window, and felt that the whole window looked hazy, as if it was in a cloud. She loved the psychedelic feeling, an indescribable liking.
Ever since she left Yue Fei, she has gradually become obsessed with looking at the outside world through the foggy glass window, which is less like sustenance for her, more like infatuation. Fascinated by this hazy scene brings her psychological comfort and freedom.
"I've come to see you this time, Ang Lee, I don't think you're suitable for such a city that is too lively. You should be in a more urban city, a city with a more commercial atmosphere, and this is not for your kind of person. ”
The statement's gaze was still wandering out of the window, and she continued without changing her face: "And you shouldn't treat Jinjin like this, she knows that I'm coming, and she let me know how you're doing now." As a result, I see your state now, but I feel that it is no longer necessary to explain it to her, do you say yes, Ang Lee. ”
The statement didn't feel that there was anything wrong with saying what Gu Xiangjin told her.
As a freelance writer, she is delicate and can capture the emotions reflected in some very detailed behaviors. So she could see at a glance the state, emotions and psychology that Ang Lee was reflecting at that time after she said those words before.
At that time, Li An had regrets, sadness, and regrets in his expression, and there were many things.
But there was no anger, no rebuttal, and no anger.
Li Ang's reaction did not have these emotions, and she clearly understood that Li An really came out, and he didn't care. Maybe he may still have nostalgia and nostalgia for the past, but he has already released it from the depths of his heart.
Her original thoughts were also only at the level of words, stimulating Ang Lee's emotions. But Ang Lee's reaction told her that none of this was worth it, so she chose to calmly tell Ang Lee about what Gu Xiangjin wanted her to do about it, and tell Ang Lee openly.
She wanted Li An to know that Gu Xiangjin couldn't let go of him, and she also wanted to force Gu Xiangjin to let go of Li An.
Trapped in love, trapped in memories, people who can't extricate themselves. Not only can't others save her, but she herself doesn't want to come out.
She had experienced this feeling firsthand, and she felt it. So she doesn't want her current best friend, Gu Xiangjin, to also fall into this kind of cruel thing.
She would rather choose to tell the truth and give Ang Lee and Gu Xiangjin a complete conclusion. made Gu Xiangjin completely dead and no longer had any expectations.
The statement didn't look at him, but what she said still made Ang Lee feel embarrassed.
Li An also picked up the coffee, took a sip and slowly put it down, leaned back on the chair, looked at the ceiling with blank eyes, and pondered for a while before speaking: "Our business, after all, I am sorry for her." ”
Ang Lee's character has a very extreme two-sidedness, indecisive when hesitating, and ruthlessness after making a quick decision.
"Please spend more time with her. If there's anything I need to do, you tell me and I'll ......"
"No, you just take care of yourself, you don't have to think about compensation, everyone is an adult, of course they all have the ability to pay for their choices. If you say compensation, you will look down on the feelings that Jinjin has paid over the years. ”
The statement said something coldly, which made Li An stunned.
He didn't mean it, but the words of the statement were too straightforward, making him feel as if he was stalking straight in his chest, and he was depressed and sad that he couldn't go up and down.
"I didn't mean that...... Forget it, if that makes you comfortable, I'll admit it. ”
Ang Lee originally wanted to refute, but as soon as the words of his rebuttal came out of his mind, he was forcefully held back by himself. If the statement said this, if he could be a little happier, he could bear it, after all, the statement at this time was the only person who could get close to Gu Xiangjin and enter Gu Xiangjin's heart.
"Ang Li, I have also seen you, and I have completed the task assigned to me by Jinjin. ”
"Uh......"
Li An didn't react to state the meaning of this sentence at the first time, and only realized that she had given an eviction order the second time: "Then, I still have something to do, so I'll leave first." ”
The statement did not turn his head and say goodbye, and Ang Lee turned around and prepared to leave, and as soon as he took two steps on his legs, the cold voice of the statement came again.
"Ang Li, you disappear from Jinjin's world, the one that disappears completely, I will take care of her and help her come out. You don't even want to give it to her, can you?"
Li An didn't look back at the statement, he nodded a little heavily, and walked out.
The footsteps were also very heavy, and he walked outside step by step, and after he walked out of this door, he and Gu Xiangjin were completely irrelevant.
It turns out that two people who have loved each other really can't be friends after they separate. It's just that I don't want to repeat the mistakes of the past, and the other can't let go for a long time, holding the idea that I still want to have it after another look.
After watching Li Ang completely disappear from sight through the blurred glass window, he took out his mobile phone and dialed a call.
"Jinjin, I sent you an audio in my mailbox, can you listen to it......"