When He Yiyang fell asleep, I went downstairs and started cleaning the battlefield for him.

Instant noodle seasoning on the stovetop, water stains splashed everywhere when washing dishes, instant noodle bags and seasoning packets falling out of the edge of the garbage can.

When I picked up the trash can next to the dining table to collect the rice scraps on the table, I saw in the trash can the bowl that I heard He Yiyang break that day, and found the blood stains hanging on it, and I also understood the origin of the wound on his hand.

And there were knockover instant noodle soup stains on the floor, thinking that he must have wanted to pour noodles into the bowl that day, but he couldn't, I guess he must have not only been scratched, but also probably burned his hands.

When I finished cleaning up, I sat on the sofa and thought about the scenes from entering the door to the present, full of sadness and sadness. The next morning, before he got out of bed when I left, I quietly left.

At noon, I also left early to rush to He Yiyang's house, I don't know how he knew the time, he was cooking instant noodles when I got home, this time I had the experience of the previous night, I quietly brought the water under his noodles when he put the noodles, and when I sprinkled the seasoning, I also quietly moved the noodles to the spice bag.

Every day after that, I quietly accompanied him, clearing obstacles and sweeping the battlefield for him behind his back, watching him listen to the voices of me and Feifei before going to bed every day, and listening to the sound of the TV in front of the TV in front of him in a daze.

I thought it would be good to accompany him quietly like this, but the good times didn't last long, and a few days later, I went to He Yiyang's house as usual in the evening, but I found that he seemed to have already eaten and was upstairs.

I crept upstairs and thought he was listening to his phone again, only to find him packing up. What is He Yiyang going to do, is he really going to move away?

But where could he move if he couldn't see anything? Maybe he was in a hurry, so he didn't notice that he touched the door that was not fully opened, and the door suddenly slammed into the wall.

I immediately inhaled and gritted my teeth and froze in place, and He Yiyang suddenly stood up at this time and slowly walked in front of me, my heartbeat rate immediately soared to 100+, holding my chest for fear of being discovered by him.

However......

"You're here. He Yiyang actually signed to me.

It turns out that he has already discovered my whereabouts, so is it because of me that he is in such a hurry?

"So you already knew. Although he couldn't see it, I bowed my head weakly.

I only heard He Yiyang chuckle, and then said in sign language: "I'm blind, but I'm not stupid, do you think you've been playing me behind my back these days, I don't even know?"

I thought He Yiyang would be moved by my dedication, but I didn't expect him to say that, and my heart was frozen all of a sudden.

"Yiyang, you, how can you say that about me, when have I ever teased you?"

However, He Yiyang was not moved, he snorted even more disdainfully, and said with a cold face: "You walk around in front of me every day in front of a blind man, secretly watching me embarrassed and embarrassed, what are you not playing? I think you must think it's funny to see me all kinds of foreign appearances every day, right?"

I thought that He Yiyang would say ugly things to me if he knew that I was going to say them, but I didn't expect him to say such things that poked my heart.

Even, I felt that his words were not deliberately angry with me, but sincerely. I obviously care about him and feel sorry for him, but He Yiyang actually thinks of me like this, because we have been together for more than a year, I thought he was the person who knew me best, but I didn't expect him to look at me like this.

"He Yiyang, is it a bit too much for you to say that?" My tears were already incontinent, and my voice began to choke.

And after I finished speaking, I found that He Yiyang's eyes also showed tears. I was still overjoyed, thinking that he had regretted what he had just said.

But I was wrong.

After He Yiyang sighed, he shook his head and signed to me again: "Miss Xia, do you think I am wrong? Don't you always treat me like a monkey from beginning to end? You think that I am a joke when I see you, so you tease me again and again, and watch me laugh." ”

"I didn't!" I cried out with uncontrollable emotion, "I've never taken our relationship as a joke, and I've never teased you like a monkey." I'm single-minded about you, and since I've identified you, I've only thought about you for your own good. I asked myself, I've never done anything to be sorry for you. ”

"Good one has never done anything sorry for me. Who said that I almost sent me to the police station for stealing the painting? Who said that I slapped him in the face for rape? And who gave my daughter to that woman?

It's you, it's you who make me chill again and again, it's you who separated me from my daughter all my life, so thank you for offering to break up with me, thank you for letting me go. From now on, you take your Yangguan Road, I take my single-plank bridge, we are all right, don't have anything to do with it. ”

He Yiyang was more excited than me, and the tears in his eyes fell unconsciously.

His words are not wrong, I have done many things that make him feel cold, but emotionally I really don't feel sorry for him, I have a clear conscience.

I am fully committed to this relationship, and I can even say that I am deeply trapped in it and can't help myself, so even at this moment, I still want to give He Yiyang another chance, I would rather believe him or just to be angry with me, and I don't want to affect me.

"Yiyang. I controlled my emotions and calmed myself down for a while, "I admit that I have misunderstood you many times because I am too impulsive, and I apologize to you again now, I'm sorry."

But you should know that the reason why I am like that is because I love you too much, can't you feel it?

I know you're in a bad mood right now, and you're deliberately angry with me when you say these things, and you don't want to involve me, right? But I want to tell you that I, Xia Jing, have identified you, and I won't be afraid of being involved. I don't want to leave you again because I love you. I'm sure you still love me, don't you?"

I've always prided myself on being arrogant, and I don't say anything about feelings, but here with He Yiyang, I really put down my posture again and again, and this time I feel like I'm already praying.

But He Yiyang didn't think about it and said to me in a sign language: "I don't love you anymore, since you brought that woman to Feifei, I don't love you anymore." I can't love it anymore, please let me go. I don't want to hear your voice anymore, and I don't want you to be with me again. ”

He Yiyang's answer was so resolute that my heart was completely broken by him.

"Okay, that's what you said, I'll go, I'll never appear in front of you again, don't regret it!" I almost cried out and finished the sentence word by word.

After I finished speaking, I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, turned around and ran downstairs to the door. The moment I slammed the door shut, I couldn't control my emotions anymore and leaned against the door and covered my mouth and cried uncontrollably.

But I leaned against the door for only two seconds, when I suddenly heard a very loud "clang" sound from inside the door, as if some shelf had been knocked down.

The first picture in my mind was He Yiyang being pressed under the shelf, so I instantly put aside everything that had just happened, turned around and opened He Yiyang's door again.

When I opened the door and stood in the doorway corridor, I saw He Yiyang lying on the paint shelf under the stairs with his head covered in bright red, and the paint shelf had already fallen to the side, and the floor was covered with red paint.

"Yiyang. Without even thinking about it, I ran over and helped He Yiyang up.

"Yiyang, what's wrong with you? How can this be? Where are you hurt, why is there so much blood? Don't scare me, don't scare me. I asked him anxiously while crying and examining his wounds up and down.

Just as I leaned over to check the back of his head, He Yiyang suddenly took me into his arms. I was stunned, and my whole body froze there.

"Yiyang. My teary eyes suddenly welled up fiercely, and I carefully called out to him.

I only felt that He Yiyang hugged me tighter at the moment, he buried his head deep in my neck socket, and suddenly hot tears soaked my collar, and at the same time lubricated my heart.

At this moment, I didn't care about anything, I knew that all his fierceness was fake, I knew that no matter how tough the fortress I built, it still couldn't resist the attack of this weapon, and I knew that I was still a concern that he couldn't let go.

"Yiyang, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. He Yiyang, I love you. I clasped my hands tightly around my waist and never wanted to let go.

Once again, I could clearly hear his breath in my ear and feel the warmth of him holding me, and I was so good, so good.

It's just that his whole body is bright red at a glance now, so the long-lost warmth is certainly covetous, but I am more worried about his injury.

I don't know if he's hurt yet, where he's hurt, it's not serious. So I quickly wiped away my tears, slowly pushed him away and helped him sit on the sofa.

"Yiyang, tell me if you're hurt, is it painful, should we go to the hospital?" I squatted in front of He Yiyang and held his hand tightly, and my eyes scanned him up and down again.

He Yiyang lowered his head very calmly and listened carefully to my voice, smiled warmly with tears, gently pulled his hand out of my hand, shook his head, and said to me in sign language: "Don't worry, I'm fine." ”

But I'm still not at ease, he always likes to hold on.

"But, you're blood-red, I don't believe you're really okay. I don't allow you to hold on any longer, and you don't allow you to lie to me again, otherwise I will only be more worried. I "ordered" him with a strong attitude and forced him not to bear it.

He Yiyang shook his head at me again and said to me with a sign language: "I don't lie to you, it really doesn't matter." You say I'm all red, it's paint, and you believe me, I'm going to wash them off and show you now. ”

"Really?" I didn't know why, but I couldn't help but choke.

He Yiyang slowly stretched out his hands and groped for my face at this time, I understood what he meant, and immediately caught his hand and slowly put it on my face.

He Yiyang put his hand on my face, gently swiped my tears under my eyes with thumb fat, but his tears fell unconsciously.

I couldn't help but reach out and gently wipe away his tears, and at this moment the two of us looked at each other and smiled.

He Yiyang's inner monologue

It turns out that what you say can hurt yourself deeply to the point of blood.