I have never seen He Yiyang speak to Lao Qi and Yingying like this, and I was stunned for a while.

But Lao Qi was very sober, and immediately pointed at He Yiyang's nose and scolded him even more unceremoniously: "He Yiyang, are you not only broken eyes, but also broken brains? Do you still have a conscience when you talk like this?"

We all know you're in a bad mood, and we all try to cling to you and follow you, but that doesn't mean we're your punching bag. He Yiyang, look at the way you look now, it's so disappointing to me. ”

And at this time, He Yiyang was not to be outdone, and replied to Lao Qi again: "I'm sorry, I never let you have any hope for me, and I have never been sorry for anyone." Everything you did and do now is voluntary, and no one forces you.

Don't think I don't know, you are only good to me because I am valuable and can create benefits for you, if I can't do anything in the future, will you still treat me like before?

Including Xia Jing, think about how you treated me before, if it weren't for the fact that I came here and had capital, would you have looked up to me? I think you and I both know these answers, so please stop pretending in front of me, okay, I feel disgusting!"

He Yiyang's words really shocked me, and my chest felt like he had punched me hard, and it was suddenly stuffy and painful. And Lao Qi couldn't tolerate it and gave He Yiyang a punch directly in the face.

He Yiyang suddenly fell to the ground without a center of gravity.

"He Yiyang!" My first reaction was to go over to help him, but I was grabbed by Lao Qi and said, "Xia Jing, this kind of person is not worth treating him like this again, wife, let's go." ”

With that, he pulled me and Yingying and left He Yiyang's house aggressively. was dragged to the gate of the Cultural Park by Lao Qi, and I had a chance to break free from Lao Qi's hands.

"Old Qi, don't be like this. You know that he just said that when he was in a bad mood, and he didn't mean anything he said, why did you beat him?"

I tried my best to reason with Lao Qi calmly.

Lao Qi was still dancing angrily, and said to me: "Xia Jing, you also heard what he said just now, is he talking in human words? Even if he is in a bad mood, do we deserve to be his punching bag? Let me tell you, Xia Jing, the punch just now is to make him sober up, don't be too self-righteous." Also, don't go to him again, let him suffer some hardships, and he will naturally be honest. ”

I knew that Lao Qi was also holding grievances on me, so I had no reason to blame him again, so I had to nod and promise him first: "Okay, I know, I won't go to him." You and Yingying hurry back, you two ran away again, and let you be angry with him, it's really wronged for the two of you. ”

At this time, Yingying came over and grabbed my hand, and in turn comforted me, saying, "Jing, you are also quite aggrieved." You obviously think about him wholeheartedly, but he still said those words without hesitation, I also think He Yiyang is a little too much, let's let him calm down first these days. ”

I was quite holding back my tears, but I couldn't help but cry at this moment, I was not wronged in my heart, even if I was generous and thought about it again, He Yiyang's words just now hurt me hard.

"I see. Yingying, thank you. I'm fine, you're right, he needs to be calm and calm, and I need to be calm and calm. "I was in tears, but I was still smiling hard.

"Alright, let's go back quickly. Do you want me and Lao Qi to send you back first, it's not early, so you don't have to walk back. Ying Ying proposed.

But I still politely refused: "No need, my car is over there, and I will drive back by myself in a while." Let's go, go back and rest early. ”

"Oh well. Then let's go first. "Ying Ying saw that my car was indeed parked not far away before she was relieved to leave with Lao Qi.

After Ying Ying and Lao Qi left, I turned around and glanced in the direction of He Yiyang's house, and finally looked up and took a deep breath and turned back to the car.

Back in the car, I didn't rush to drive home, and after closing my eyes and letting out a long breath, I lowered my head and flipped my palms. There is a key in the palm of my hand, which I just saw on the shoe cabinet at the door when Lao Qi and He Yiyang were arguing.

I recognized it at a glance as the key He Yiyang gave me at the beginning, so when Lao Qi pulled me out, I took it back.

When I took it, the thought that crossed my mind was that with it I could go in by myself without having to worry about having him open the door every day.

But sitting here now, I don't have the courage to open that door again. Thinking back to what He Yiyang said just now, my heart still involuntarily trembled and was depressed.

I didn't go home that night, I sat in the car all night, and I didn't close my eyes all night. As the day got brighter, my mood gradually improved.

The sun rose, I put my keys in my jacket pocket and drove back to my neighborhood. When I got home, I took a shower and then lay in bed and slept all day.

After getting up in the evening and eating something, I picked up my coat and took out the key again, and after struggling inwardly for a long time, I finally didn't take the step to go to He Yiyang's house.

I was really conflicted, I was worried about him, but I was afraid that he would say something like a knife to me again, and I was afraid that he would do something drastic again.

I went to work as usual. In fact, during this day, I was still struggling with whether to go to see He Yiyang, but when I came home from work and took a walk in the community garden, I suddenly figured it out when I saw a blindfolded child playing hide and seek who was quietly spoiled by his teammates.

Since he didn't want to see me, didn't want to hear my voice, then I quietly went to see him, quietly went to help him, and didn't let him

It would be nice to know that I was there for him.

As if I had just woken up from a dream, I immediately ran to He Yiyang's house with a smile. When I arrived downstairs at his house, I couldn't help but get into the state in advance, tiptoed up early, and came to his door almost without any sound, and then gently took out the key, and inserted the key into the keyhole with bated breath.

This last twist of the key was the hardest, I took a deep breath and turned the key gently and as carefully as I could, and finally I heard a small "click" and the door opened.

I gently pulled the door open, and the light was on, but I think it hadn't been turned off since the last time I left. I saw He Yiyang staggering out of the kitchen, listening carefully to the movement on my side.

I think it was the sound of the door opening just now that he noticed it, but after confirming that there was no more movement, He Yiyang groped back to the kitchen.

I hurriedly followed him to the kitchen door, and outside the door I saw him dismantling instant noodles, and there was water boiling in the milk pot next to him, which looked like he was about to cook instant noodles.

At this time, the water was already boiling, but He Yiyang lowered his head and listened to the pot for a long time before he could confirm that the water had been boiled. He held instant noodles in one hand and tried to figure out the position of the milk pot with the other.

At this time, I only cared about his current state, and forgot about the danger for a while. But by the time I reacted, it was too late, and He Yiyang's hand had already touched the top of the hot milk pot.

I almost screamed the moment I saw him quickly withdraw his hand and put it in his mouth, but the thought that if he knew that I was by his side, he would say those piercing words, or maybe drive me out and lock the door, I could only hold back my mouth and grit my teeth and look at him with tears in my eyes.

He Yiyang seemed to be used to it, and soon began to grope for the position of the milk pot again, and after trying and being scalded again and again, he finally put the noodles in.

And his hands were obviously red and swollen at the moment, and even had small blisters, but I could only stand aside and watch these happen, and my heart was infinitely painful and painful.

I watched him spill the spices all over the floor but barely got into the pot, watched him almost fall to the ground with the milk pot, watched him swallow it in a big gulp even though he didn't have any taste, saw him stumble upstairs step by step, and saw his toothpaste squeeze on the ground before barely squeezing onto the toothbrush.

All of this was like a needle sticking into my heart.

He Yiyang finally brushed his teeth and returned to the bedroom, but he didn't really sleep, but took out a mobile phone from under the pillow. When I saw the phone, I was really surprised.

I'm all too familiar with the phone I gave Feifei to contact me when I was in Flying Flower Valley. I haven't seen it since that argument with He Yiyang, and I thought He Yiyang had already thrown it away along with the phone number, but I didn't expect him to keep it.

I saw that after He Yiyang took out his mobile phone, after trying it a few times awkwardly, the laughter of two people appeared in the mobile phone. I heard it clearly, one was mine and the other was Feifei.

And after He Yiyang appeared in this voice, he couldn't help but laugh. I gently moved to his side and saw the contents of my phone, which was a video of me and Feifei playing when the three of us were out together, and I didn't even know when he secretly took it.

Listening and listening, He Yiyang hugged the mobile phone tightly into his arms, smiling and smiling, and tears involuntarily appeared in his eyes.

Is he thinking about the two of us? So does he listen to this video many times a day, and does he cry every time he listens to it, as he does now?

After listening to it more than a dozen times, He Yiyang was finally willing to lie down. He casually pulled the quilt twice with his backhand, but without covering all his body, he put the phone under the pillow, closed his eyes, and fell asleep.

I crouched next to him and watched him, and after half an hour, I made sure he was asleep before gently pulling him over and covering him.

When I approached him, I noticed that there were tears in the corners of his eyes, and his throat was still twitching.

I reached out and gently helped him wipe away his tears, but I lowered my eyes and saw He Yiyang's hand again. I didn't dare to touch him for fear that he would wake up, but I could still see deeply that there were large and small burns on the little finger of his right hand, under the thumb and outside the index finger, as well as a deep cut on the tip of the index finger.

These wounds, large and small, also deeply stung my heart and lungs, making me even breathe painfully.

He Yiyang's inner monologue

Quietly, these are things I don't want you to see.