Qu Nanxiu listened to it, and was so frightened that his mobile phone fell off.

Du Tianyuan made a move to Haidilao Yue to help him catch it, and joked that fortunately, he ate a lot of "Haidilao" (hot pot).

If it was usual, Qu Nanxiu would definitely laugh and continue to tease, but at this moment he didn't, only a strong voice in his heart said: I want to go to see Linghua and see how she is!

Over the years, perhaps because of the lack of the role of mother in life, such as the mother like a sister, the prismatic flower who cared for the little Qu Nanxiu filled this gap in a certain period of time.

Later, I don't know when her meaning in the heart of the young man who was just beginning to fall in love was transformed into a dream lover.

Years of secret love and first love are no joke, and the impact on life is definitely comparable to the eternity of diamonds!

I hurriedly stuffed a few changes of clothes into my backpack, asked my roommate to ask for leave, and turned around and rushed to the train station.

Thinking crankily all the way, I just hate that the road is too far, and I can't rush to her in the next second!

For those who leave home, the journey home is getting longer and longer, because every time they go back, it is because something important has happened.

Usually, people are dragged down by their studies, work, and all kinds of tedious affairs, so that they only rush home when there is an urgent matter at home. It is more useful to cherish it in ordinary times.

in the hospital.

The husband of the prism who was holding the child was surprised: "Aren't you the little song? Aren't you going to school in Beijing? Why did you come here?"

Qu Nanxiu pretended to be calm and said: "When I went home from winter vacation, I heard that Linghua had an accident, so I stopped by to see her, after all, we grew up together when we were children." ”

"Thank you for caring about her so much. Eh, you're on winter break so early?"

"Well, our school is early. Qu Nanxiu prevaricated, because he was not good at lying by nature, even the roots of his ears were red, and he quickly changed the topic, "Is this your baby?"

"yes, yes, let my uncle hug me. ”

Carefully take the child with the rib flower.

I have seen it in the photo, although she is asleep and her eyes are closed at the moment, looking at her delicate little nose and mouth, it is simply a copy of her mother.

Qu Nanxiu had mixed feelings in his heart. Such a cute baby, how can she be willing to leave her?

"How's Prism doing now?"

"Alas, this time my fate was saved, but my body was weak and emotionally unstable. ”

Qu Nanxiu tried hard to suppress the anxiety in the center: "Why can't you think about it?"

Linghua's husband said: "Actually, I don't care about myself, I like to have a daughter, but my parents are patriarchal, and she heard it when they said it......"

Qu Nanxiu thought to himself, it turned out that this was what he was most worried about, but he was still not spared: "When I was a child, I always told her jokes, and when she talked about it, she would laugh for a long time, and she forgot anything unhappy, or let me enlighten her?"

"Okay! The doctor said that she should see more people in case her depression worsens. But now that the visiting time is just over, you can come tomorrow at two o'clock in the afternoon, and you can just go in when the time comes. ”

The next day.

I didn't expect that the last goodbye would be such a situation, Qu Nanxiu gritted his teeth and pushed the door open.

A young female nurse is dozing off on a table next to her.

Leonghua was awake instead, leaning on the head of the bed a little bit, her hair was messy, her face was pale, her eyes were hollow, she was haggard, and her whole person was thinner than the last time they met.

Qu Nanxiu couldn't believe it, this was the round and jade prismatic flower that lingered in his dreams thousands of times! Immediately, his nose was sour.

When Lenghua saw Qu Nanxiu, she didn't react, she thought she was dreaming, or she was dead, so she couldn't take her eyes off him, but she didn't speak.

At this time, the female nurse woke up and asked with a puzzled face, "Are you?"

Qu Nanxiu said: "I am a little girl from Lenghua, and I came to see her, her family has agreed, is it inconvenient for me to talk to her alone for a while?"

The female nurse went out, and only the two people who had tried their best to love each other silently were left in the single ward, and they both hid and did not show their hearts to each other for a long time, but now they are close to the end of the world.

Some opportunities slip through your fingers, and there's no turning back.

Qu Nanxiu smiled and said softly: "Linghua, last time you went to see me at school, this time I came to see you." ”

The blur in the eyes of the prism gradually became real, and tears welled up in her eyes: "Nanxiu, is it really you?"

Qu Nanxiu stepped forward and took the hand she was reaching out to her. The last time I held it, it was many years ago.

On her other wrist, blood still oozed through layers of gauze.

Qu Nanxiu pretended to be relaxed and said: "I saw the baby just now, it's so beautiful, it looks like you." ”

Prism didn't answer the stubble.

Walking through the boundary of life and death, she almost said goodbye forever, she couldn't help herself, and finally said the truth in her heart: "Nanxiu, I thought I would never see you again, the last person I want to lose in my life is you......"

Qu Nanxiu roared in his heart.

How so?

Did you misunderstand it in the first place?

It turns out that the most important person in her heart is also herself!

Why didn't she say it earlier? If she said it earlier, there would be nothing?

But she can't be blamed for this, she is a big man, isn't she also grinding and chirping and not daring to speak?

The communication between people is sometimes just a layer of paper, but we have all kinds of reasons to avoid it, and we dare not pierce it.

It seems that God is destined for them to miss this marriage!

Lenghua, who has always been sensible and takes care of the overall situation, has always taken care of him like a mother and sister, and for the first time, tears fell unscrupulously in front of Qu Nanxiu, and all the grievances that had been accumulated for so long were vented.

Before Leng Hua got engaged, Qu Nanxiu had been dreaming self-righteously, and he had been dreaming for more than ten years.

Now that I see that the lover of my dreams is so unhappy, the pressure and grief in my heart can be imagined, and my heart is broken into slag!

After a long time, he said softly: "Why can't you think about it so much? How can people not live for a lifetime? The Lenghua I knew before was so optimistic and cheerful, and there was no threshold in the world that could stump her." ”

"That fringe flower has long since died, and now this one is just a fertility machine, a wooden man who no longer has affection and love. ”

Qu Nanxiu listened, and his heart was like a knife again, and he kept regretting that he didn't have the courage to confess at the beginning, if she followed her, maybe she would not be rich materially, but she would definitely hold her like a jewel in the palm of her hand.

Looking at the appearance of Lenghua's heart like ashes and crying silently, the sentence "I want to take you away" that was carried away by the huge heartache was on his lips, and he was about to blurt it out.

As for whether he can really take her away after saying it, whether she will go with her, where she can go, what about her husband and children, and how he will explain to Li Tangni, he has no empty thoughts!

At this juncture, Qu Nanxiu was called away by the white light again-

I saw a boudoir, light gauze curtain, the ridged flowers half leaning on the bed, and the green silk scattered a fragrant shoulder. faded away from her usual ability, and her illness added a little softness to her, Qu Nanxiu was a little overwhelmed.

"Come in, Brother Tu, sit casually. ”

Only then did Qu Nanxiu remember that he was Tu Tian.

"Don't sit down. I'm just here to see you. ”

"Don't you have anything to say to me?"

"Yes...... I want to say, get better soon, your dad is worried about you. ”

"What else?"

"And then there'...... I'm leaving. ”

"Where to go?"

"The world is big, where can't I go?"

"Brother Tu, you mean, you want to go to any corner of heaven and earth, but you don't want to stay by my side, right?"

Qu Nanxiu, who incarnated as Tu Tian, underwent subtle changes in his facial muscles.

"Brother Tu, it's good for me to accompany you, in the future, the world will be big, where you go, I will accompany you wherever you go, life and death. ”

At this time, an old man walked in with heavy steps and said, "Daxia, you can take my daughter with you, otherwise it will be difficult for her to get better." Her mother died early, this child was grown up by me, I know her very well, in her heart, except for you, there will be no room for a second person from now on......"

The white light flashed again.

In the panic, Qu Nanxiu's consciousness returned to reality, he suddenly remembered Li Tangni, and his heart "chuckled", he hadn't even told her about leaving Beijing.

However, when their fingertips roamed over her outline, when they hugged her tightly, they did not say any promises, but they already belonged to each other. If you take the prism away, where will you put Li Tangni?

And Linghua, she has her own life trajectory, there are people who care about her, and there are people she has the responsibility to take care of, she is a student who has not graduated, where can she take her, and what kind of title can she give her?

Qu Nanxiu pressed Fang Cai's impulse: "Linghua, there is a person in the world, although he can't be dangling in front of your eyes every day in the future, but no matter when, no matter where he goes, he really hopes that you will live well." Promise him, stop doing stupid things, if something goes wrong, he will be sad for the rest of his life. ”

These words, Prism is estimated to be able to remember for a lifetime.

She knew that what Qu Nanxiu said was heartfelt, and if she didn't want him to worry, it would only be like this now, so she nodded with tears.

Qu Nanxiu said some more reassuring words, saw that the visiting time was almost over, and got up to say goodbye.

Wandering outside the ward for a long time, he never left, and through the door, he could still hear Lewah sobbing quietly inside, but he hated himself for not being able to do anything.

On the return train, the young man in the opposite seat held a mobile phone, did not wear headphones, and played a song loudly on a loop-

Peacocks fly southeast

Fly to the end of the earth and never return

Thousands of loves, thousands of tenderness, lovesickness into ashes

When the heart is broken

The sound of autumn is particularly sad

Up and down the river, the sun is shining, and everything hangs low

When love is deep

What kind of parting is not sad

When and where will we meet this time when and where we are obsessed

I would like to have a lover to drink the water of the river

There are no heartbroken tears in the tenderness outside the red dust

I would like to have a lover to drink the water of the river

But seek sincerity, so that there is no fear or regret in this life......

In the ups and downs of the heart, many trivial things are played out in the mind.

Suddenly, Qu Nanxiu thought of one thing-

In the hallucination, Tu Tian seems to be a lover saint who has come into contact with many women, although he doesn't want to hurt anyone, but he can't help but make one girl sadder.

And in the end, he put on a phoenix crown for him, that is, the person who married him was Li Tangni. Does this portend anything?