Chapter 044: If You Don't Expect, You Don't Disappoint
When the snow stopped and the sky was clear, Song Zhiyu invited Luo Haoning to an office building.
Located on the top floor of the building, the flat-roofed sunroom building has a sliding door and an outdoor courtyard in the sky separated from the inner room.
The wood in the courtyard is divided into multiple plate areas, and there are doors and windows to make it more flexible, but all of this was designed by Song Zhiyu himself as a birthday gift to Luo Haochen.
Looking at the environment in front of him, Luo Haoning couldn't help but feel a little admired in his heart.
"Did you design it all yourself?"
"Well, I didn't fake it at all!"
Song Zhiyu looked a little proud, she had been secretly doing it for so long, just so that this day could be presented in front of Luo Haoning's eyes. To be honest, when Song Zhiyu saw the completion and acceptance results, he couldn't help but praise himself.
"More and more, I feel that it's a shame that you're not in this industry. ”
Luo Haoning's affirmation made Song Zhiyu very happy, she pushed Luo Haoning's wheelchair and came to the outdoor courtyard in the sky.
"These inspirations of mine actually came from Brother Hao Ning, but they were just flashes of time. If I were asked to do this kind of thing for many years, I would still feel a little incompetent, and I don't want to harm others in a half-baked mode. ”
Luo Haoning smiled, and with Song Zhiyu, he would never feel silent and boring.
"Brother Haoning, this is the perfect place I have been looking for for a long time, I think it's great to make a studio for you! It doesn't cost much to decorate anything, and all the materials are Taobao from my old goods market, which is very special and cheap that you can't imagine!"
Song Zhiyu's explanation made Luo Haoning stunned, he looked around, he didn't expect that the ice here was not made of any high-end materials, it was actually painstakingly found by Song Zhiyu.
"Zhiyu, your heart...... I don't really know what to say, thank you. ”
Luo Haoning showed a gentle and sunny smile, and seeing Luo Haoning's smile, Song Zhiyu also laughed happily.
"My purpose is to hope that Brother Haoning is happy, since you like it, it is not in vain that I have been busy for so long. ”
Song Zhiyu patted the pillar beside him, making a clanging sound, it was empty when he heard it, but the appearance was heavily decorated.
"Don't look at these things as cheap, after being painted and decorated, don't you see any traces of the original?"
"That's true, you're amazing. ”
Luo Haoning spared no effort to praise Song Zhiyu, before he came here, Song Zhiyu had already expressed his intentions, saying that in order to celebrate his birthday, he would give him a handmade gift.
Speaking from the heart, when Luo Haoning saw this so-called hand-made gift, he was really taken aback by Song Zhiyu's intentions.
Luo Haoning thought to himself, it seems that no one can give a gift to the other party like Song Zhiyu, and he actually gave a hand-decorated house to the other party, this "hand-made" is really huge and should not be underestimated.
Despite this, Luo Haoningbing did not refuse. He knows Song Zhiyu's thoughts in his heart, and he also understands her feelings, so accepting it calmly will make Song Zhiyu feel happier in his heart.
"Brother Haoning. ”
Song Zhiyu squatted in front of Luo Haoning and gently took his hand.
"I don't want you to change studios, but I think the height here seems to be closer to the blue sky and white clouds, and I think you'll like it, and think it's time for you to leave the studio that imprisons your heart and freedom. ”
Luo Haoning's expression was slightly stunned, what did Song Zhiyu say?
Seeing Luo Haoning's expression change, Song Zhiyu hurriedly shook his head.
"Don't get me wrong, I'm not denying the relationship between you and Chu Mengyao. Brother Haoning, I didn't think I had to get involved between the two of you, I just ...... I want Brother Haoning to be happy. ”
Song Zhiyu held Luo Haoning's hand tightly, and her emotions became a little excited.
"If I were the one who brought you happiness, I would feel very happy for the rest of my life. Because Song Zhiyu's happiness is linked to Luo Haoning, I just want to see your smile, and I don't want Brother Haoning to be mired in painful memories all the time. ”
Song Zhiyu's words made Luo Haoning silent, and Song Zhiyu looked at Luo Haoning with a nervous expression, worried about whether the words she just said would make Luo Haoning feel uncomfortable again.
Song Zhiyu didn't know what kind of things he could say and what kind of things he couldn't say. But she couldn't hold back herself, if she didn't say some words, Song Zhiyu felt like she would go crazy, and she was also thinking about Luo Haoning.
"Brother Haoning, are you angry?"
Song Zhiyu cautiously asked Luo Haoning, and a smile slowly appeared on the corner of his mouth from silence.
"No, as for every word you say, you are the one who thinks about me from my starting point, how can I blame a girl who is so good to me? ”
When Luo Haoning said this, Song Zhiyu had to snort, and she was a little embarrassed and her face flushed.
"Brother Haoning can understand my mind, even if he is scolded by you, it doesn't matter. ”
"You girl. ”
Luo Haoning shook his head amusedly, how could he scold Song Zhiyu, wouldn't that be a bad thing?
"Since it was a birthday gift from Zhiyu, I will definitely come back here to create when I receive external drawings in the future. ”
"Really?"
Song Zhiyu was very excited, and his eyes widened.
"As you said, it's so close to the blue sky and white clouds, and it's such a relaxing place, maybe painting here will inspire me even more. ”
After Luo Haoning finished speaking, he gently patted Song Zhiyu's hand. His heart had been adrift and lonely for so long, and now he had finally found a harbor where he could dock, but these legs were ......
If Luo Haoning was a normal person without any physical disabilities, he could accept Song Zhiyu without any worries.
But there is no way for these legs to stand up again, he has gone from not accepting it at the beginning to semi-accepting it to now, and he has experienced multiple struggles in his heart, Luo Haoning feels that he has no way to protect Song Zhiyu well.
Suffering from illness is a hidden pain in Luo Haoning's heart that can never be eradicated.
Although he doesn't say it or show it, he doesn't seem to be the same on weekdays, as if he can see it very clearly, but when he is alone, there are a few people who can really understand.
At this time, Song Zhiyu's mobile phone suddenly rang, breaking the silence of the two people.
"I'm sorry, I'm going to answer the phone. ”
Song Zhiyu smiled, got up and took out his mobile phone, and answered the call while walking towards the floor-to-ceiling window.
Luo Haoning looked away, although he didn't hear what Song Zhiyu was talking about on the phone, but with his previous cognition, Luo Haoning already had a guess in his heart.
"Okay, I see, thank you!"
After Song Zhiyu took the phone, his mood seemed even more excited than just now.
"What's wrong?"
Looking at her jubilant appearance, Luo Haoning couldn't help but look up at her and asked.
The corners of Song Zhiyu's mouth grinned, revealing eight neat and beautiful teeth.
"Brother Haoning, I really want to congratulate you this time! After waiting for so long, now there is finally a chance for you to stand up again, do you want to give it a try?"
Looking at Song Zhiyu's appearance, and listening to what she said, Luo Haoning frowned slightly.
"Get back on your feet......? Could it be that you were talking to the doctor just now?"
"yes!"
Song Zhiyu did not hide it, and nodded directly, indicating that Luo Haochen's guess was positive.
"Dr. Thomas just told me that his Manhattan hospital research has recently made new results, but it has only just taken shape now, and it has not been used yet, so ......"
Song Zhiyu's hands and fingers were tightly hooked together with some embarrassment, and the excitement just now suddenly disappeared, replaced by a look of entanglement and anticipation.
Song Zhiyu touched his head and smiled to ease the atmosphere of the scene.
"Brother Haoning, Dr. Thomas is very good at medicine. I once provided him with some of Brother Haoning's information, and then he made a list of them according to Brother Haoning's current state and various aspects of the past. ”
Song Zhiyu's words not only did not make Luo Haoning see hope, he didn't even want to accept it.
"Zhiyu, I know you're doing it for my good. You see, I accepted such a huge birthday gift you gave me, because you made me feel happy and warm, and this feeling has nothing to do with anyone before, just for you. ”
Is Luo Haoning a confession like this? Song Zhiyu's heart became even more messy.
"But Zhiyu, that's not what I think in my heart, I don't want to undergo surgery anymore. ”
"Why?!"
After receiving Luo Haoning's reply, Song Zhiyu's emotions were a little unbearable.
If you give up, Dr. Thomas doesn't know what to do next, he's really busy and has to do research. ”
Song Zhiyu felt a little stupid at the moment, and his original intention was not to say what the doctor was, but to persuade Luo Haoning how to undergo surgical treatment, so that he could recover his ability to walk as soon as possible.
"Zhiyu, don't bother about this kind of thing like me anymore. ”
Luo Haoning's voice was less of the joy he had just added, and a little more deep, and his face became a lot quieter.
"Actually, I'm used to the current state of affairs, and I don't want to rush into it with the hope of something that could change. ”
Luo Haoning gently put one hand on his knee, the pain he felt at the beginning had long since disappeared, and now he felt completely no feeling every day, and his heart slowly became calm with this feeling.
To be precise, Luo Haoning had to calm himself down, and at this point, he couldn't change it so he had to accept the reality.
"But...... But now you have a chance to change, why don't you want to change?"
Song Zhiyu was very anxious in his heart, when he first learned about the person Dr. Thomas, Song Zhiyu was very excited, thinking that Luo Haoning's legs had finally found someone who could heal.
But now, Luo Haoning vetoed it in one bite, he didn't want to accept treatment, and he forgot to respond to Song Zhiyu's hard work to find a doctor, but he didn't want to accept another possible blow.
"Zhiyu, now I'm used to this kind of life, wheelchair ...... It has long been integrated into my body and become an inseparable part of my life. So, I don't need any treatment because there will be no disappointment without expectations. If hope is given and then shattered, it is better to never give that expectation. ”