Chapter 045: He'll Never Know
Song Zhiyu went to see Yun Mengxue in a somewhat depressed mood, and when she came to the coffee house where she met, Yun Mengxue found that Song Zhiyu's face was not quite right, and the whole person looked very depressed.
"Zhiyu, what's wrong with you? Like a frosted eggplant, what happened?"
Song Zhiyu raised her eyes weakly, glanced at the night autumn rain, she couldn't lift up any strength, she just felt that she was in a bad mood and felt very stuffy.
"Mengxue, you say...... I'm ...... now What should I do?"
Yun Mengxue gently held Song Zhiyu's hand, although she didn't know what was going on, but it was also important to comfort her.
"What bothers you so much? sorrowful as if the end of the world was near. ”
Song Zhiyu sighed heavily, and sighed one after another with one arm on his head.
"It took me a long time to finally find a doctor who could heal Brother Haoning's leg injury. ”
"Really?, is it true?!"
Hearing this, Yun Mengxue's emotions became a little excited. But Song Zhiyu's expression was not so happy, which couldn't help but make Yun Mengxue's mood slowly cool down.
"Yesterday I talked to Brother Hao Ning about this, but Brother Hao Ning did not agree to the operation. ”
"Why? What is Brother Hao Ning worried about?"
Yun Mengxue was a little puzzled, if he had the opportunity to stand up, why did Luo Haoning prefer to spend the rest of his life in a wheelchair? And he is still so young now, does he just want to spend the next few decades in a wheelchair?
In the past, Yun Mengxue felt sorry because Luo Haoning's leg injury and couldn't walk, he should have been the proud existence of the dragon and phoenix among people, this honor God may be jealous when he sees it, but he drew an imperfect scar in Luo Haoning's perfection.
There was no cure before, but now that we have found a way, why not get treatment?
Yun Mengxue thought a lot in her heart, she felt very sorry, and she didn't want Luo Haoning to give up like this.
"What does Brother Hao Ning think, and what is the reason for his refusal to operate?"
Luo Haoning's thoughts are the most important key to this matter, if a person's heart knot can't be opened, no matter what he says or does, there is no way to open his heart lock.
When it came to Luo Haoning's thoughts, Song Zhiyu looked like he was about to cry, and wiped the moisture that slipped out of the corners of his eyes with one hand.
Brother Hao Ning said that he is now accustomed to this kind of life, and the wheelchair has long been ...... It has long been integrated into his body and has become an inseparable part of his life. ”
Yun Mengxue was stunned, Luo Haoning actually thought so? Song Zhiyu finally couldn't help but sob.
So, Brother Hao Ning said that he didn't need any treatment, because there would be no disappointment without expectations. If hope is given and then shattered, it is better to never give that expectation. ”
After saying those words, Song Zhiyu couldn't cry anymore.
"These are all the original words of Brother Hao Ning, I am ...... I'll tell you word for word, Brother Hao Ning thinks like this. ”
Yun Mengxue hurriedly took out a tissue and wiped Song Zhiyu's tears.
"Zhiyu, don't be sad, in fact, it is inevitable that Brother Haoning will have such thoughts, this is human nature. I believe that as long as we persuade us more, Brother Hao Ning will definitely agree to undergo surgery and follow-up treatment. ”
"It's useless, it's impossible. ”
Song Zhiyu wet the tissue with tears, and she shook her head vigorously.
"In fact, to be honest, whether Thomas can cure Brother Haoning, I don't know in my heart. And Thomas also said at the time that he would not guarantee to cure Brother Hao Ning 100%, this kind of thing will be decided according to Brother Haoning's current physical condition. ”
Thinking of what Dr. Thomas said, Song Zhiyu felt even more sad.
Dr. Thomas also said that even if Brother Haoning's own conditions allow, the chance that he can guarantee is only about 20 percent, which is very low. ”
The probability of recovery from treatment is very low, which is also the key to Song Zhiyu's sadness, although she found a doctor who said that she could treat Luo Haoning, but this treatment has no guarantee.
However, what can make Song Zhiyu feel comforted for the time being is that after so many years, at least there is one person who is willing to agree to treat Luo Haoning, so at least try to know if there is hope.
Yun Mengxue can understand Luo Haoning's thoughts at this time, he has experienced so much, he originally thought that he had calmed down now, but when he suddenly got such news, his heart must have been turbulent.
However, after Luo Haoning learned about it, he immediately made the decision not to be treated, which also required great courage.
Luo Haoning is right, if there is no hope, there will be no disappointment. If you don't give expectations, you won't feel pain when your dreams are broken.
Luo Haoning's feelings are like this, and Yun Mengxue is the same.
At that time, if it weren't for Luo Haochen's occasional gentleness and concern, she would not have held all kinds of hopes, thinking that as long as she could exchange Luo Haochen's softness or affection, she would eventually lose the Yun family and cause her to flee to a foreign country.
Although he is taken care of by Qi Wenxuan by his side, and his dearest father also lives with him, his life abroad is not so wishful and so good.
Different languages, different living customs and growth environments, those who think that they are completely different skin colors and hair colors in their eyes, even if they have lived together for more than two years, Yun Mengxue still feels a little unaccustomed.
She is not the kind of woman who likes foreign countries, she just wants to be an ordinary woman, find a lover who can stay with her for the rest of her life, and live a calm and indifferent life.
But reality did not allow her to have those fantasies, and cruelly broke the dream that Yun Mengxue had hoped for in her heart.
Whether it was in the past or now, Yun Mengxue has all kinds of expectations in her heart, including the mood when she saw Luo Haochen again recently, doesn't she also have some kind of expectation, so she will have so much anger and resentment when she meets?
Because of Luo Haoning's matter, Yun Mengxue's thoughts had already flown to the clouds, and when she came back to her senses, she found that Song Zhiyu was no longer crying, and was staring at her with a pair of big eyes.
Yun Mengxue was a little embarrassed, and coughed lightly to relieve her emotions.
"Zhiyu, why are you looking at me like this?"
Song Zhiyu frowned slightly, she was not only thinking about herself and Luo Haoning, but also Yun Mengxue's current situation.
"Mengxue, I heard Brother Haoning say that Qi Wenxuan went to find Luo Haochen that night, what the hell happened?"
"What?!"
Yun Mengxue was so startled that she almost jumped up from the chair, she tried her best to hold back her emotions and swallowed hard.
"Zhiyu, you...... What did you just say? ...... again. Say it again?!"
Seeing Yun Mengxue's emotional reaction, Song Zhiyu suddenly realized that she might have said the wrong thing, and hurriedly covered her mouth with one hand.
"I ...... I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say that, I just ......"
Maybe Luo Haoning forgot about it for a while at that time, or maybe he trusted Song Zhiyu too much, or he might have hoped that Song Zhiyu would tell Yun Mengxue about this matter, so that she could know Luo Haochen's intentions.
In short, no matter what the reason, Luo Haoning told Song Zhiyu about Qi Wenxuan's late night invasion of Luo's house and beating Luo Haochen, and he didn't tell her that she had to keep it a secret.
"I thought you knew about it, but I didn't think it ...... I really didn't expect ......."
Song Zhiyu kept complaining to himself, after all, Yun Mengxue and Luo Haoning had met, it seems that there are some things that shouldn't be kept secret, right? But this is true, there are some things that Yun Mengxue really doesn't know.
Yun Mengxue held Song Zhiyu's hand and shook her head gently, although her mood was very messy at this time, but on the surface, it seemed to be calm again.
"Zhiyu, what the hell is going on? Don't hide it from me, okay? Tell me. ”
After Yun Mengxue finished speaking, she looked at Song Zhiyu with a begging look, making her feel very embarrassed whether she said it or not. After hesitating for a long time, Song Zhiyu finally sighed.
"Forget it, everything has been said, and it's not bad to tell you everything. Here's the thing, it snowed heavily a few days ago, and Qi Wenxuan went to Luo's house that night, shouting that he wanted to see Luo Haochen, and then he really came out, and then he started fighting. ”
Song Zhiyu said it so relaxed, in fact, she used a relaxed tone as much as possible to keep Yun Mengxue from being nervous. After all, it's been a while, and it's too late to get nervous at this time.
Yun Mengxue frowned, staring at Song Zhiyu with an inquiring expression, as if Song Zhiyu had seen it with his own eyes.
"Luo Haochen beat Brother Xuan, didn't he? No wonder ......"
Yun Mengxue remembered the events of that day, Qi Wenxuan didn't show up much for two or three days in a row, and later found that the corners of his mouth were a little bruised, and Qi Wenxuan also said that it was caused by the sudden return to China and the fire that he was not accustomed to.
Thinking in her heart that nothing else could happen, although Yun Mengxue had doubts, she didn't ask any more questions. Hearing Song Zhiyu say this today, Yun Mengxue naturally quickly put the matter in the right seat.
Song Zhiyu shrugged his shoulders slightly, saying that there was no need to worry.
"I listened to what Brother Hao Ning said, it seems that Luo Haochen was beaten more, he was beaten very hard by Qi Wenxuan, and he didn't fight back for a while, because ...... Because I heard about you. ”
"My business?!"
Yun Mengxue's eyes lit up, how could she forget about that incident.
When he met Luo Haochen by chance that day, he said that Yun Mengxue couldn't be a mother because of his relationship, so it must have been said by Qi Wenxuan, otherwise how would Luo Haochen know.
Although Qi Wenxuan said something to Yun Mengxue, and also said that Luo Haochen went to the hospital to see her that day, and even made Yun Mengxue think that he had seen a vision, but he didn't say that he told him those things after beating Luo Haochen.
"Xuan...... Brother Xuan......"
Yun Mengxue's hand tightly clutched the placket of her heart, her face was tangled, and she felt a little short of breathing.
"No wonder...... When he sees Luo Haochen, he will ...... Will be so insistent, it turns out ...... So that's ......"
Although she felt sorry for Luo Haochen that day, she had been thinking about what happened to him now after biting Luo Haochen in the past few days, but when she thought of the past, Yun Mengxue couldn't make her mood easier to care about Luo Haochen.
"It's not that I want, not sympathy and pity. I...... He didn't know exactly what he wanted...... I don't know, maybe ...... Luo Haochen will never know, certainly, he must ...... Never knew what I wanted......"