At this time, beads of sweat were already on He Yiyang's forehead, and I could hear his wheezing getting louder and louder, and I probably guessed what happened next, which was probably the key reason why He Yiyang couldn't speak anymore.

I really wanted to know what happened next, but He Yiyang's appearance made me worry about him. I stretched out my hands and held He Yiyang's hands tightly and told him, "Yiyang, if you don't want to think about those things anymore, don't say anything more." ”

But He Yiyang gritted the root of his teeth tightly, the apple muscles on his face were tense, trembling and pulled his hand out of my hand, and began to sign again.

"She pulled me into the utility room, closed the curtains, locked the door behind her, and started pinching me hard.

She warned me as she pinched it: 'Stinky boy, I will let you sue, and I will find you to sue again in the future, believe it or not, I will beat you in the mouth and make your throat hoarse.' ’

I was pinched by her and cried so much that I kept begging her for mercy, but the more I cried and begged for mercy, the more angry she became, and the harder she pinched me.

Eventually, her warning intensified, and I was not allowed to talk or cry in front of her, let alone mention what had happened in the utility room in front of my father.

She even pressed the cigarette butt on my back without mercy, and then took the cigarette butt that had not been completely extinguished and threatened me in front of me, saying that she should not let her hear me speak or see me talking in front of my sister again, otherwise she would find countless cigarette butts and press them on me.

Since then, I have never dared to speak in front of her, not even to go further into her room, or to tell my father about the things she has done to me.

And since then, every time I want to talk to my dad in front of her and my dad, she always reminds me with the small gesture of pressing the cigarette butt.

Slowly, I found that every time I wanted to speak or someone asked me to speak, I couldn't help but think of my stepmother's prompt, and what happened in the utility room that day, and my body was like being burned by a cigarette butt and being pinched. ”

After finishing speaking, He Yiyang had already shrunk his body tightly into a ball, the beads of sweat on his forehead began to slide down, the corners of his mouth and the muscles on his face began to shake non-stop, and his whole body trembled with his hands tightly clasped and his arms were tightly clasped.

was bitten by a snake in one move, and he was afraid of the well rope for ten years, not to mention that He Yiyang was beaten by his stepmother more than once, and his current collapse I think I can understand.

But seeing his appearance, my heart is extremely sad, I feel sorry for him in the past, and I feel even more sorry for him now, and my eyes are uncontrollably moist.

I stood up and took him into my arms, hugged him tightly, and told him, "Okay, okay, it's all over, we don't want to, we don't want to." ”

He Yiyang was in my arms, and I felt his trembling all over my body more clearly, and I kept stroking his back with my hands, trying to soothe his emotions.

After more than ten minutes, I felt He Yiyang's trembling slowly ease, and finally he slowly left my arms and sat up.

"Yiyang. I bowed my head and whispered.

He Yiyang slowly raised his head and glanced at me, then opened his arms around my waist and buried his head in my arms. He hugged me tightly, sobbing softly from time to time, as if a helpless vine had finally found a tree to believe in.

I was held by He Yiyang like this, and let him drill tightly and deeply into my arms. I didn't know how to comfort and persuade him, so I could only hold him tightly and warm him with my own arms.

This hug was really long, so long that I don't know how long it took, I just felt that the sun was getting warmer and warmer, and more and more people were passing by.

It's almost ten o'clock, and we've been here for almost two hours. He Yiyang didn't seem to be sobbing anymore, and his body didn't tremble like before, but he still didn't want to let go.

I looked down at his face several times, and I saw that his eyes were tightly closed, as if he was closing his eyes and recuperating, and as if he was drowsy.

But whatever it was, I didn't want to bother him, he was really tired. If that reassures him, I'm willing to let him hold it all the time.

It's just that he didn't eat a bite of the breakfast he bought for He Yiyang, and he was sweating so much just now, I was still a little worried that he couldn't bear it.

"Yiyang, Yiyang. I looked down at his face and shook his arm gently.

He Yiyang finally slowly opened his eyes, looked up at me and sat up with his hand released from my waist, and then finally smiled at me again, and said in sign language: "Tired of standing, right?"

With that, he pulled me to sit next to him, shook my hand tightly, and then signed to me, "Thank you." ”

"Thank me for what?" I didn't know what I could thank him for, but on the contrary, I felt sorry for him.

He Yiyang winked at me warmly and smiled, and told me, "Thank you for being with me, thank you for being by my side." ”

If I am so moved, coupled with such an occasion, my tears must not be honest, but these tears are not only moving, but also distressing.

"He Yiyang, I love you. "I'm sorry, you're welcome, I don't think I can express my affection and affection for him more than this sentence I love you.

He Yiyang was probably also moved by me, the tenderness in his eyes could not be hidden, and suddenly he reached out and grabbed my head, and a deep kiss pressed to my lips.

Unfortunately, an old lady happened to pass by at this time, and she muttered: "Young people nowadays, I really don't know how to be ashamed." ”

My face immediately turned red into tomatoes, and I quickly pushed He Yiyang away and said ashamedly and angrily: "Say you, why are you so shameless." ”

Unexpectedly, He Yiyang didn't blush at all, but smiled at me.

"You're still laughing. I pretended to be angry and patted him, then stood up and put the rest of the food in the bag, turned back and took his hand and pulled him up, saying, "Let's go, go home quickly." ”

He Yiyang was pulled into the car by me and taken back to my house. When I got home, I was still worried that He Yiyang would be blown again, so I touched his forehead and said to him: "How is it? You don't feel uncomfortable, do you?"

He Yiyang smiled and grabbed my wrist and put my hand down, shook his head at me and said, "You really treat me as a sick seedling, how can I always be sick." ”

"But your face just looks very bad, and you don't eat well, no matter how good your body is, you can't bear your old age. I still looked at him worriedly, and I couldn't help but feel distressed.

"I'm really fine, I just didn't sleep well and I'm a little sleepy. Don't worry, I'll just get some sleep. ”

He Yiyang still insisted that he was fine, and I had to believe it for the time being.

"Are you hungry or not, do you want to go to bed first or eat something and then go to bed?" I remembered again that he hadn't eaten a single bite in the morning, and he was hungry for two meals.

"I'm not hungry, can you sleep with me for a while?" He Yiyang pouted again and pouted at me.

Speaking of which, every time I see other men coquettish, I feel disgusted, but when I come to He Yiyang, I think he is always so cute.

At this time, I found out that this man's withdrawal is also graded, and only a quiet and calm withdrawal mode like my He Yiyang will not make people feel uncomfortable.

"Good. "It's said that a coquettish man is the best, really, what can I do with him, so I had to agree, but I have to finish the work first.

"You go to bed and lie down and wait for me for a while, and I'll send the email and I'll go with you." I said to He Yiyang like a coax.

After He Yiyang obediently lay down on the bed, I quickly sent the manuscript that Director Li wanted. When I came to He Yiyang's side, he dragged me into his arms.

Lying on the bed and being held in He Yiyang's arms, I actually wanted to sleep, but when I was about to close my eyes, He Yiyang suddenly kissed me deeply on the forehead, hooked my chin with his fingers and woke me up again.

"Aren't you sleepy, aren't you sleeping?" I asked, looking up and tapping his chin with my hand.

He Yiyang watched me bend the corners of his mouth and take a deep breath, and suddenly said to me with a solemn face: "I promise you that I will go to the hospital for a check-up tomorrow." ”

I was surprised that He Yiyang suddenly decided to go for a check-up. I watched him in the morning, so I already understood the reason for his abnormal behavior these days.

I didn't insist on asking him to do any more tests and force him to speak again, but now he offered to do it.

I don't know whether to rejoice or blame myself. In the past three days, He Yiyang has not contacted me, presumably he has been struggling with his inner fears.

He didn't know how much courage he had mustered to bring it up to me again, and now he intended to do an examination that meant he was willing to try to speak again.

How could I not have known how difficult such a decision would be for him. But I know better that he did all this because of me.

I really regret it, I regret that I shouldn't have pushed him like that, I shouldn't have just thought about how good he should be able to speak, and I didn't care about his feelings and attitude.

Thinking of this, my heart hurts again. I reached out and hugged He Yiyang tightly, lowered my head and buried my face deep in his arms, with tears in my eyes, and told him: "He Yiyang, I love you." It doesn't matter if you can talk or not, whether you are rich or poor, I love you, so don't push yourself anymore, okay?"

After hearing what I said, He Yiyang didn't sign to me anymore, but he also held me tightly in his arms and imprinted a deep kiss on the top of my head.

I guess He Yiyang should be very moved when he heard my true confession.

He Yiyang's inner monologue

Jingjing, you guessed it, I was really moved, not only because of what you said, but also because you care so much about me and care about me.