The two of us hugged each other like this, and we were still asleep, and it would be almost a little faster when I opened my eyes again. I'm going to work at 2 o'clock, and I haven't eaten lunch yet.

I let out an anxious "ah" and reflexively sat up all at once. He Yiyang was also awakened by me, sat up and looked at me in a daze, and asked, "What's wrong?"

It seems that He Yiyang is in a daze, I let out a rough breath in my nose, pouted and told him: "I have to go to work in the afternoon, what time is it, we haven't eaten lunch yet." ”

He Yiyang came to his senses, and also picked up his mobile phone to look at the time.

"Okay, don't look at it, it's a little too much. I'll call you to order a takeout, and you can go downstairs and get it later. I have to go, or I'm going to be late. ”

I was in a hurry to get out of bed to comb my hair, but He Yiyang grabbed me again and asked me, "Then aren't you eating?" It turned out that he was worried that I was hungry.

I turned around and smiled and bent down to kiss him on the waist, and told him: "You don't care about me, I'm sure I can't starve myself, there are a lot of food sold downstairs in the publishing house, I can just buy something to eat if I want." It's you, eat well, then sleep well, and wait for me to come back. ”

"Okay, I got it. He Yiyang squinted and smiled obediently, and said in sign language to me.

After going to work in the afternoon, I was busy with the work in my hands, and suddenly received Yingying's voice, which sounded very excited and told me: "Jingjing, to tell you a good news, your family He Yiyang is really popular, and people have been coming to me recently to ask He Yiyang to paint." Anyway, his illness should be almost better, right?

I thought that Lao Qi was coaxing He Yiyang in Shanghai, but I didn't expect it to be really famous. Of course, I naturally want He Yiyang to be happy.

"Really? That's really good news, and the hard work has paid off. He Yiyang's illness is almost better, but his body is still a little weak. I'll go back in the evening to see how he's doing and let him go to work as soon as possible. ”

I also immediately sent a voice message back to Yingying. Then Yingying sent an OK emoji.

As soon as I got home from work in the evening, I told He Yiyang the good news that Yingying told me, and as soon as he heard the news, he hugged me excitedly.

It's just that this excitement is cool for a while, and the consequences are so painful that I panic. He must have been unhappy with his broken arm, and he almost threw me away.

I quickly got off him, propped up his left arm, and asked worriedly, "What's wrong? Is it hurt again?"

He Yiyang took my hand and took it off his arm, and said to me with a smile: "Don't worry, I'm fine, I'm almost better, but occasionally it hurts a little when I exert myself, and it's fine if I don't use it." ”

"It's okay. I let out a long breath, and then instructed him, "You must consider the consequences before you do anything in the future, and don't keep me worried about you." You scared the hell out of me. ”

"Okay, I got it. He Yiyang looked well-behaved again, and after signing to me, he hugged me into his arms again.

This kind of embrace always makes me feel very warm and never get tired of hugging. I rubbed his neck under his neck and asked him, "When are you going to go to the gallery?"

He Yiyang thought about it, and didn't push me up, but bypassed me and said in sign language directly: "Tomorrow, my body is already well, it's okay to stay at home, it's better to go to work." ”

"Okay, then you can go if you want. I'll drive you tomorrow morning, and I'll be on the way anyway. ”

He Yiyang nodded in agreement. But I didn't know what to think of, so I suddenly pushed me up, turned around and ran to the bedroom.

I was wondering if He Yiyang had returned to me from the bedroom. I saw him smile at me intently, and took out a long red box from behind him and handed it to me.

I looked curiously at He Yiyang and took the box and asked him, "What is this?"

He Yiyang actually twisted up, kept shaking his body and smiled at me and said, "A birthday present for you." I had already bought it for you on the day I came back, but I never had a chance to give it to you because I was sick. ”

Birthday present? I was so surprised. He asked him, "Is it a birthday present for me?" and he couldn't wait to open the box.

I saw a particularly beautiful gold bracelet lying in the box, and I immediately happily took it out of the box, and then handed it to He Yiyang and said, "It's so beautiful, I like it very much." You can put it on for me. ”

He Yiyang smiled and was very happy to link his hand over and put it on my arm.

"Is it pretty?" I raised my hand and shook it in front of He Yiyang.

He Yiyang looked at my happy appearance, and also laughed happily, nodded at me and said, "It's beautiful." ”

I also thought it was very good-looking, so in return, I quickly poked my head over and left a kiss on He Yiyang's face when he wasn't paying attention.

"Thank you!" by the way, he left three words in his ear.

Unexpectedly, He Yiyang, a guy who doesn't suffer losses, pulled me into his arms again before I could stand up straight, followed by a deep kiss.

The next morning, as promised, I sent He Yiyang to the gallery before I took a detour to the publishing house. It is said that Xiao Don't be a newlywed, He Yiyang perfectly shows this artistic conception.

For two days in a row, he "harassed" me on WeChat every hour. But in the past two days, I have been used to it, and on the third day, I only received a message at the beginning of work, and I felt uncomfortable.

I thought he was busy and would definitely make up for you later, but I didn't expect to hear from him until almost noon. I didn't feel sure, so I took the initiative to send him two messages, but I never received a reply.

Later, I tried to call again, but the other end of the phone kept saying that no one answered. Without news from him, I began to feel uneasy, and I was about to call Yingying to inquire about the situation, but I didn't expect Yingying's call to ring first.

"Hey, Yingying, is He Yiyang in front of you?" I picked up the phone and didn't wait for Yingying to speak, so I asked anxiously first.

Ying Ying asked me in a daze: "He Yiyang is not with you?" I said that he was going to the hospital, I thought you were going with him. I was about to call you and ask, didn't he say he was okay, why did he go to the hospital again?"

Why didn't I know? Didn't he tell me what was wrong? Why did he suddenly go to the hospital again? Could it be .......

"Yingying, I won't tell you yet, and I'll explain to you later. After saying that, I immediately hung up the phone, and found Director Li and told a little lie, He Yiyang didn't know why he was in the hospital again, and I had to rush over immediately.

As soon as Director Li heard that He Yiyang had entered the hospital, he immediately granted me leave. I also rushed to the hospital non-stop, and at the entrance of the hospital, I tried to contact He Yiyang again, but the result was the same, I couldn't contact him.

In this way, I could only go directly to the outpatient clinic to find him, but fortunately, I saw He Yiyang as soon as I went upstairs. I saw him covering his face with his hands, sitting in a circle in the corner.

I didn't call him far away, I went straight to him, crouched down and reached out and grabbed his wrist.

He Yiyang didn't hear me coming, and suddenly raised his head when I touched him. He Yiyang, who saw me, had a face full of surprise, paused for a moment and immediately said to me, "Why are you here?"

I got up and sat down beside him, sighed, put my hand on his lap, and asked him, "What about you, why didn't you come to the hospital and talk to me? Don't you know that I will worry about you?"

He Yiyang glanced up at the doctor's office not far away, pursed his lips and lowered his head slightly, and said to me with a sign language: "It's just a check-up, it's not a big deal, I can do it alone." I came to the hospital, Lao Qi told you, right? I told him not to tell you, why did he still tell you?"

Presumably, Lao Qi should have told Yingying that he didn't tell me if he didn't explain, but none of this matters, I already know it.

I know He Yiyang doesn't want me to know, because I'm afraid that I will be worried and sad to see him look as embarrassed as he was that day. But he didn't know that if he endured this alone, I would not only be worried and uncomfortable, but also blame myself and feel distressed.

After so many years, he never thought of wanting to speak again, but because of my words, he resolutely decided to face the painful memories of the past, and I was more moved than self-blame and distress.

I guess he must have done the check-up, and by the time I sat down, I had already noticed the sweat marks on his sideburns, so he must have struggled again.

But since he didn't want me to worry, I simply didn't break it.

"So the inspection is done, right? Let's go back. I smiled and took He Yiyang's arm and said to him.

I ignored what he said, and deliberately avoided his test results, because I wanted him to know that I didn't care about that, and that I loved him and didn't care if he could talk.

He Yiyang should have understood my thoughts, so he nodded happily to me, pulled me to stand up and left the head and neck clinic together.

It was not early, He Yiyang decided to go back to the gallery, and I had to rush back to work in the afternoon, so I planned to leave directly after sending He Yiyang to the gallery door.

It's just that He Yiyang didn't get out of the car for a long time, so I asked him: "Yiyang, what's wrong with you?

He Yiyang turned his head and bent the corners of his mouth at me, but he didn't say anything, but slowly took out a case book and handed it to me.

"What is this?" I also stiffly curled the corners of my mouth, and looked at the case hesitantly taking it. I'll admit that I asked knowingly, but I really didn't know what to say for a while.

He Yiyang didn't answer my question, and I didn't ask any more questions, so I opened the case book and took out all the test results in it and looked at it.

I didn't understand the test items, but I saw that almost all of the results above were no anomalies. If there is no abnormality, doesn't that mean everything is normal?

When I saw this result, I couldn't help but feel excited, and then I read the doctor's instructions in the case book: there was no obvious abnormality in the laryngeal voice, and I considered that the inability to make a voice should have nothing to do with physiology, and I recommended going for psychotherapy.

"Did the doctor recommend seeing a psychiatrist?" I blurted out as I felt like I had hope after reading the case book.

I saw that He Yiyang first tightened the muscles on his face, and then clenched his fists, and paused for two or three seconds before he bent the corners of his mouth and nodded twice.

I realized that something was wrong, and quickly reached out to hold He Yiyang's hand, and explained: "Yiyang, it doesn't matter if you say it or not, as long as you see that you are healthy." I am relieved to know that your throat is intact and healthy. ”

I saw He Yiyang holding my hand in turn, winking at me and laughing.

He Yiyang's inner monologue

Jingjing, I always remember the chat between you and Yingying, you want the person who proposed to you to say to you loudly: "Jingjing, I love you, please marry me!"