Chapter 141: Pregnant with Your Child
Su Ziqi still had a faint panic when she heard Paul say that she didn't know herself, she used to think that no one knew her current identity, but when facing a senior internationally renowned psychological counselor, Su Ziqi felt that she was faintly threatened.
"You may not know much about certain aspects of your personality, do you want me to help you know yourself......? Always worrying about you, saying you're fragile at heart!" Paul raised an eyebrow and smiled lightly.
Su Ziqi heard Paul say this, so she had no choice but to nod, "I know, senior brother, he is always worried about me, okay, I accept your suggestion!"
"OK!" Paul made a "yes" gesture and asked Su Ziqi to lie quietly on the recliner.
Su Ziqi lay down and closed her eyes, and she heard Paul start playing a soothing piece of music with her familiar cello sounds, which calmed and relaxed her mind.
The music played for a while, and Paul didn't say anything, Su Ziqi called softly in order to make sure Paul was still there: "Paul!"
"Shhhhhhhh
Listening to Paul's low starting voice, Su Ziqi seemed to immediately enter a meditative state, she walked alone, she didn't know where to go, and she didn't know where to go!
"Ziqi, where are you walking now?" asked Paul in a low, soft voice.
"Walking, I don't know where. Under Su Ziqi's closed eyes, her eyeballs moved rapidly, and her eyelids gurgled and fluctuated.
"Ziqi, let me tell you, you have gone to the place you love the most, the place you yearn for the most, there is all your love and happiness here, and you feel very happy here...... Very happy...... Here, what do you see?"
"I see it...... River ......," Su Ziqi murmured, entering the fantasy world that Paul had created for her.
"Is the river a meandering river, is it a meandering river?" Paul continued to guide Su Ziqi into the meditation world.
"There is also a bridge next to the river......"
"Anything else?"
"There's also a square, a big square...... There's an orchestra playing music inside......" Su Ziqi muttered.
"Are you playing?" asked Paul.
"Yes...... I'm playing the cello......" a smile appeared on Su Ziqi's face.
"Is anyone listening?"
"Yes!" The smile on Su Ziqi's face deepened, and the picture of Zhong Zimu listening to her playing the cello carefully appeared in her mind, Zhong Zimu looked at her with love, and she could see that he loved her very much!
"Who is this person, does he love you very much?" Paul asked as he looked at Su Ziqi, who was full of happiness.
"He's ...... He ......" The happy expression on Su Ziqi's face suddenly froze, and was replaced by a painful, distorted expression.
Does he love you? Su Ziqi listened to Paul's question, and at the same time, she also asked herself in her heart.
She couldn't help but think of Zhong Zimu's expression when she first knew that her name was Jiang Wan, and that expression was full of sadness, cruelty, indifference and despair.
Immediately, Su Ziqi entered a deep memory scene......
At that time, she and Zhong Zimu had been together for three years, and one night, Zhong Zimu suddenly saw a check signed by her, on which the words "Jiang Wan" were written. Zhong Zimu suspiciously took the check to her and asked her, "Aren't you called Tang Wan? Why is it Jiang Wan?"
Jiang Wan's eyes were full of nervousness, "Yes, my name is Jiang Wan, I am not called Tang Wan!"
Zhong Zimu asked her loudly: "Your name is Jiang Wan, why did you tell you that your name is Tang Wan?"
"Because I'm Jiang Cheng's daughter!" Wan'er lowered her head, her hands trembling slightly, she was afraid that Zhong Zimu would regard her as an enemy.
Zhong Zimu pinched Jiang Wan's chin fiercely, pinching her so much that she was almost out of breath, "What is your purpose in deceiving me like this? Is your father Jiang Cheng? What information do you want to get from me, do you want to take the opportunity to destroy our Zhong family? Beauty tricks? You are really ruthless!"
Jiang Zheng! This is the enemy and sworn enemy of the Zhong family! Zhong Zimu does not know much about the grievances of the family, he was only warned by his father not to have anything to do with the Jiang family of the Li'an Group! The Jiang family once harmed the Zhong family.
This formed a potential impression on the young Zhong Zimu, the people of the Jiang family are very sinister!
What a terrible thing it is for the daughter of an enemy who has been lurking with him for three years, using a false identity to deceive him, and who knows nothing?
Zhong Zimu's eyes were about to burst out of blood, "What else are you hiding from me?What is your purpose in approaching me?All coincidences are you approaching on your own initiative?" His angry eyes were full of sparks, he couldn't imagine that the woman he loved was actually a spy sent by the family!
"No...... No...... , Zimu, I don't, I don't, I'm not what you think, I really love you, I'm afraid that you won't accept me, so I deceived you, I didn't mean to, I approached you just to love you, there is no other motive!" Jiang Wan's face turned pale, and she was about to be blown down by Zhong Zimu's breath.
"Zimu, all the coincidences are approached by me on my own initiative, but my purpose is just to be with you, because I love you!
"You pretend, you acted so well, so I have been deceived by you for so long, do you still want to continue to lie to me? Do you still want me to believe you?" Zhong Zimu pushed Jiang Wan's chin hard, and Jiang Wan fell to the ground suddenly.
Jiang Wan sat on the ground sadly, crying: "Zimu, it's really not what you think, it's really not ......"
"Knowing that I am Zhong Qiao's son, he took the initiative to approach me, and said that he had no purpose, told me a fake name, and said that he had no purpose!" Zhong Zimu's eyes were cracked, he twisted Jiang Wan, and Jiang Wan's wrist was twisted painfully.
Zhong Zimu really wanted to break Jiang Wan's wrist, but when he saw Jiang Wan's painful expression, he still let go softly. The woman I love treats me like this? Zhong Zimu's heart is extremely cold!
A little blood and tears burst out of Zhong Zimu's eyes, his heart had been torn apart, he loved a woman so much, but it was a scam!
Zhong Zimu hurriedly turned around and went to pack his things, he was going to leave this dangerous woman! He put all the things that belonged to him in the cabinet into the box, he only took the most important things, and the rest, he decided to give up!
Jiang Wan saw that Zhong Zimu was already packing up his things, and knew that he was leaving, so she hurriedly stumbled over and hugged Zhong Zimu, "Zimu, Zimu, please, please forgive me, I will never deceive you again, I am willing to do anything for you, you don't break up with me!"
Zhong Zimu squinted at Jiang Wan, with fierce hatred in his eyes, "What kind of breakup between me and you is it? It's just that I know the truth and am no longer deceived by you!"
After speaking, Zhong Zimu shook off Jiang Wan and continued to pack up her things, Jiang Wan sat down again, she hugged Zhong Zimu's legs tightly, "Zimu, Zimu, I can't live without you, I can't lose you, without you, I will die, please, please stay! For you, I am willing to do anything!"
Zhong Zimu stopped suddenly, "Are you willing to break with the family?"
Jiang Wan was suddenly stunned, and after hesitating for a few seconds, she nodded, "I am willing, for you, I am willing to do anything!"
"Get out!" Zhong Zimu kicked Jiang Wan away, "You still want to lie to me, you can easily betray your own family as an eldest lady of the Jiang family? If you can, it means that one day you will betray me for the sake of your family!"
Jiang Wan was kicked to the wall by Zhong Zimu, Zhong Zimu's strength was too great, Jiang Wan felt that her whole body was sore from falling, but she still begged Zhong Zimu, "Zimu, please, believe me! You said that my name is Tang Wan, make fun of me why I have the same name as Lu You's wife, and you also said that they are miserable stories, we won't, why have you changed all now......"
Zhong Zimu still didn't listen to the dissuasion, and packed up his things, his face, distorted by anger and extreme sadness, was so cold that ice crystals almost dripped from it. Zhong Zimu lifted the box and glanced at Jiang Wan who was shrinking in the corner, the flames and icebergs in his eyes melted into a drop of darkness and slid down!
Zhong Zimu's eyes were red, with a heavy snort and a trembling voice, and finally said, "Jiang Wan, you are too ruthless!"
After that, Zhong Zimu walked away, leaving Jiang Wan who was huddled into a ball and almost fainted from crying!
A few days passed, Zhong Zimu did not return to his and Jiang Wan's home, Jiang Wan was dazed and helpless to inquire about Zhong Zimu's news, but even He Zimu's best brother at MIT, Wang Chong, didn't know Zhong Zimu's whereabouts and new contact information!
Jiang Wan almost collapsed! She was indulged in bed, not eating or drinking, feeling like she was about to die!
Just a week after Zhong Zimu left, Jiang Wan fell ill, she was in unbearable pain, and was sent to the hospital by a kind classmate, but the doctor told her that she was pregnant!
Jiang Wan was both surprised and sad, she immediately contacted Zhong Zimu's senior brother Wang Chong again, Wang Chong learned the news, and finally found Zhong Zimu's updated phone number with great difficulty.
This night, Jiang Wan dialed Zhong Zimu's new number.
"Zi Mu ......" that was Jiang Wan's desperate, trembling voice, "Zi Mu, come and see me, I'm really uncomfortable!"
"We've broken up, don't bother me anymore!" Zhong Zimu yelled, this was his tenth consecutive night of insomnia. He was lighting a cigarette, he had never smoked, and the intense smoke choked on his cough.
"Zimu-" Jiang Wan shouted, "Don't hang up my phone, I said through Senior Brother Wang, I asked for your new number after a lot of hard work, don't hang up, please give me five minutes!"
Zhong Zimu was silent, this is the woman he has loved for three years, whether she is the daughter of the enemy or not, no matter what the purpose of her approaching him is, he is indeed in love with her.
"Zimu, I admit that I deceived you, but I don't have any purpose, I'm just to love you, so that you don't leave me, I can no longer go back to Jiang's house, I can just be with you!" Jiang Wan cried.
"But I don't want to be with you anymore!" Zhong Zimu's heart was like a knife.
"But...... We have a baby......"
"Child?" Zhong Zimu was suddenly stunned.
"Yes, he's been two months, Zimu, we have a baby!"
"Don't lie to me again!"
"I didn't lie to you, Zimu!" Jiang Wan couldn't cry.
"I won't believe you!" Zhong Zimu resolutely decided.
"Zi Mu ......" Jiang Wan's voice weakened, "Believe it or not, I'll wait for you at our house!"
"I won't go!" Zhong Zimu hung up the phone, he was eager to forget this "enemy" of the Zhong family!
He didn't want to think about her anymore, but Zhong Zimu's heart couldn't help but tremble violently, because he heard Jiang Wan's voice, he still couldn't help but want to love her!
He thought he had taken all the important things with him, but there was one thing he couldn't take with him, and that was his heart!