Chapter 140: Are You in Love With Another Man?

"Miss Ziqi, please come in!" Paul flashed his charming blue eyes as he greeted He Haotian and Su Ziqi.

Su Ziqi entered Paul's psychological counseling room, the living room of the psychological counseling room is brightly colored, the overall design is simple and lively, and the furniture used is an exaggerated shape with entertainment elements, which makes people look laughing.

In Paul's bookcase display area, there are also many small, fun, brightly colored toys and some pleasing displays, which make people feel that their mood and mood are suddenly brightened in this room!

"I thought that places like the psychological counseling room were all white, solemn and solemn places, but I didn't expect Mr. Paul to be so interesting here, it seems that it is not a psychological counseling room, but should be called a game room!" Su Ziqi sighed while scanning the entire living room.

Paul smiled lightly, "Miss Ziqi, psychologists are usually very depressed, because they are always in contact with patients who need psychological intervention and help, most of these patients are depressed patients, and a few are amnesiac patients. ”

"Many of the depressed patients that the counselors come into contact with are suicidal, and the doctors often infect them emotionally during their treatment, so most counselors are reluctant to laugh. But do you know why I laugh so much?"

"Why? I'm listening!" Su Ziqi casually sat on a chair in the shape of a big palm in the living room, and He Haotian sat on a heart-shaped chair, and soon, Paul brought coffee for the two.

"Because I know how to release stress, the reception room and my own studio you see now are so bright and interesting, because the environment in which I usually do psychological counseling is very depressing, and I have to use such a colorful rhythm to relieve my suppressed emotions outside of counseling!"

Paul gently twisted a puppet on the bookshelf and happily played with the joints of his limbs, "So that I can laugh happily with you like a normal person! Moreover, I also have a good friend like Haotian, I can chat with him and pour out my unhappiness, which is also absorbing the elements of oriental thinking!"

"Oh, what oriental thinking elements?" Su Ziqi is very interested, she has lived in the United States for four years, she is no stranger to the Eastern and Western ways of thinking, but she has never seriously summarized it.

"It's just treating friends like trash cans!" Paul laughed again!

Su Ziqi immediately understood, when she was abroad, she also realized such a thing, your inner depression and unhappiness can not be easily confided in friends, because that will bring them unhappiness! If your mood is depressed to the point of problems, then the best person you can talk to is a psychiatrist!

Su Ziqi smiled and asked, "What do you mean, Western friends will think that listening to you vent and pour out the dissatisfaction in your heart is a kind of 'service', is that what it means?"

“Ofcourse!” Paul laughed again, and Paul was a laugher, even more than the average person.

"Paul, that's how you see me, I'm a garbagebin, right?" He Haotian humorously waved his fist at Paul, pretending to be dissatisfied!

"No!" Paul suddenly suppressed his smile, "In the West, two men can't be too close, I don't want to have anything to do with you!"

Then Paul burst into laughter again! Su Ziqi and He Haotian also laughed together!

Su Ziqi thinks Paul is really cute, Chinese and Western cultures have formed a fusion here Paul, so he seems very multifaceted, in a city like Hong Kong, where China and the West are so deeply integrated, he can become a well-known psychiatrist, it should be due to his character and habits of such a fusion of China and the West!

"Mr. Paul, is your mental counseling room also in this style?" asked Su Ziqi curiously.

"No," Paul looked serious, "of course my counseling room is designed to help patients who need to be emotionally distancing, so it's a single tone!"

"Miss Ziqi, you must know that if a person who is very anxious and depressed in his heart, he sees such a bright scene as we see now, it will not make their hearts happier!

"Really?" Su Ziqi didn't understand too much.

"Yes, let's take an analogy! Miss Ziqi, if you are in the midst of sorrow, you will feel more lonely when you see others happy! If you are in a sad time, and you see the bright spring light, your heart will be even more gloomy, why? Because you feel that such beauty does not belong to you, but is more lost!"

Paul's examples are like a cup of cool water, so that Su Ziqi instantly understands the meaning of the jagged and mottled contrast that Paul wants to express, and isn't it the best proof to recall her emotions in the past few days?

Looking at the vast sea, in the tremor but extremely sad, how those beautiful seem to be the moon in the mirror, the flowers in the water, far away like a dream, in the face of the beautiful scenery, their hearts are more depressed!

Paul saw Su Ziqi enter a state of reverie and felt that his work could begin, so he said softly, "Miss Ziqi, how about inviting you to see my real psychological counseling room now?"

Su Ziqi woke up from her realization, and she knew that Paul was about to get to the point of today. Su Ziqi smiled calmly, "It's an honor!"

"Haotian, you have to wait! I have games, the Internet, and books here, you can do it yourself!" Paul made a relaxed gesture.

He Haotian smiled and nodded, "Don't worry about me!"

Su Ziqi glanced at his senior brother and saw the light of expectation he gave to Paul. Subsequently, Su Ziqi walked into the psychological counselor with Paul.

Sure enough, the tone and layout of the rooms in the counseling room were completely different from the layout of the living room. The overall style of the counseling room is white, giving people a spotless sense of tranquility, and when you arrive in this room, you will have a clean feeling of concentration and breathlessness, there is no uneven contrast, and there will be no obvious difference in people's mood with excitement or sadness!

"Miss Ziqi, could you please sit on this chair?" Paul gestured to a semi-reclining chaise longue in the center of the room, which was a monolithic leather surface that should be very comfortable to lie on.

"I ...... Is there really a memory leak?" Su Ziqi followed Paul's advice and lay down on the chaise longue, she saw that above her head was a small angel in white plaster, soft and peaceful!

"I think Miss Ziqi not only has a memory leak, but also a bit of a sisterhood!" Paul sat next to Su Ziqi, and his soft voice was very different from the voice he had when talking in the living room.

"Sister personality?" Su Ziqi turned her head sideways in surprise, "What is sister personality?"

"Well, it's the disunity of personality, like two sisters with different personalities living in the same body, there have been cases in the history of psychology, that is, a pair of twin sisters, one of whom died for some reason, and the other in later life, always lived with the personalities of two people, and she herself felt that her sister lived in her own body!" Paul's blue eyes were dark and deep!

Su Ziqi fought a cold war, she really deserves to be an internationally renowned psychiatrist, and even her hidden worries have been seen! He can't really guess my experience, right?

"Mr. Paul is saying I have a split personality?" Su Ziqi frowned.

"Miss Ziqi, don't be nervous, I'm not saying that you have split personality, it's just that you occasionally show personality heterogeneity, which may be related to your memory leakage, don't worry too much!" Paul felt Su Ziqi's nervousness, and he hurriedly comforted Su Ziqi.

"But......" Su Ziqi looked embarrassed, "Mr. Paul, to tell you the truth, I don't want to recover my lost memories for the time being!"

"Oh?" the corners of Paul's mouth curled into a shallow arc, "Is it because Miss Su Ziqi is now in love with a man other than Haotian?"

Su Ziqi was slightly stunned, but there was no other way, she and Paul couldn't fight psychological warfare, so Su Ziqi nodded lightly.

"Thank you very much for your trust, and please forgive me for being straightforward, because if I don't ask you some questions here, it may affect my judgment, which is not good!" Paul explained slightly apologetically.

Su Ziqi smiled understandingly, "It's okay, Senior Brother, he also knows this!, so I'm ...... now."

"I understand!" Paul clasped his two big hands, "Oh, look at me, my left thumb is on the top, I am a very rational person, I will not destroy the integrity of the psychiatrist because of my brother's affection!"

"But, Miss Ziqi, you have to know that even if you don't need me to recover your memories through mental health care now, you may be able to recover your memories at some point!

Su Ziqi looked at Paul in confusion, "Mr. Paul is saying that I will definitely recover the lost memory, right?"

Paul took a sip of the lemonade in his hand and continued, "According to my experience, with Miss Su Ziqi's current mental and physical condition, it is only a matter of time before you can recover the leaked memories, but these fragmented fragments will have to be adjusted by yourself for a long time. ”

"Because you may keep remembering things at different points in time, that is to say, the chronological order of the events you remember may be reversed, or messy, and the fragments of the events you remember may be incomplete, and it may take a long time to wait for you to finally stitch together all the memories!"

"Are you saying that I didn't just miss my memories about my senior brother?" Su Ziqi was a little shocked when she heard Paul's words.

"I'm not sure about that!" Paul shrugged, "but you have a problem now, and that is that you don't know yourself completely! Do you want me to help you understand yourself?"

"I don't understand myself?" Su Ziqi's eyes showed deeper doubts, does it mean that I don't understand Su Ziqi?