Chapter 9: Never Grow Up with a Boy (Part I)

When Ang Lee saw the statement again in the café, he had a feeling of indescribability.

When he was a freshman, he was the same as the single dogs in the same dormitory, and he had a good impression of the statement of the flower level, who didn't like a beautiful girl with a good personality, but after learning that she had a boyfriend, he gradually became estranged.

And his impression of the statement has always stayed at the time when his words and deeds, his frowns and frowns show the gentle and quiet appearance of the Jiangnan woman in the small talk book.

He has always thought that he likes girls with this kind of character, but whether it is Gu Xiangjin before or Shi Yue now, they are both lively and outgoing masters, which is far from this kind of character.

Ang Lee sat across from the presentation, the first meeting in years. Thinking of his college days, he had a sense of strangeness in a trance.

The two who haven't seen each other for a long, long time have only maintained a nodding friendship for a long time before that. At this time, the two people sitting opposite each other didn't know what to say for a while. Both of them are not good at polite greetings, and they invariably use the action of drinking coffee to hide their sense of alienation.

"Hmm...... Statement, long time no see. ”

Li An, who had been drinking coffee for a long time, looked at the statement that had been silent and did not seem to intend to speak. Thinking that he couldn't sit like this all the time, he took the lead in breaking the situation.

Very old-fashioned words, very old-fashioned greetings. But it is the favorite word used by many people after a long absence.

She put down the coffee and raised her head slightly, her long hair turned to the side, revealing half of her side face, a thin and dull side of her face!

It seems to be searching for something, and it is like there is nothing, just looking out empty.

What her whole state is now presented in front of Ang Li is that she looks so cold that she has no desires.

Li An didn't know what happened to her and Yue Fei before, and he didn't know how she had come over in the past two years, but looking at her in front of her, her temperament seemed to have changed greatly, and time was after all, the people in her memory became things and people.

He was powerless to comfort others, and he had no intention of exploring other people's privacy, but he felt a little sorry for the girl in front of him.

The girl who was quiet and gentle, who loved poetry and literature, tortured herself to what she is now just because of a fruitless love.

"It's been a long time. The statement looked out the window and said absent-mindedly.

Sitting in front of her was Li An, but she couldn't help but think of Yue Fei in her mind, and remembered the bits and pieces of the years she lived with Yue Fei.

She pulled her gaze back to Ang Lee's body, and the sense of picture in her mind came to an abrupt end: "Ang Lee, have you been doing well in the past few years?"

Li An was most afraid of other people's greetings like this, he didn't know how to answer, because he was not having a good time, but he seemed to be showing weakness when he said it.

He kept a polite smile and said haha: "It's okay, it's always like this." It's not good, it's not bad. ”

"But I'm not good. ”

Maybe it's the tone of Ang Lee's words, or maybe it's Ang Lee's attitude of not caring. Ang Lee himself didn't know where he stimulated the nerves of the statement, but the statement changed the norm, and what he said suddenly made the atmosphere fall to zero.

"And she's not having a good time too. ”

The statement suddenly looked at Ang Lee, and his momentum suddenly rose, and the docile temperament that had been on the surface disappeared in an instant, and he became domineering.

Although she simply sat there and didn't make any movements, just the slight changes in her eyes and tone made Li An very uncomfortable and had a very depressed feeling.

The statement did not give Li An a chance to speak, and continued: "I always thought that you could achieve positive results, and I am sure that you will be happier than me and him. ”

"This is one thing that I believed immensely when I knew that you were with Jinjin. It was also the only thing I was optimistic about after I separated from him. It supported me to slowly come out of that dark day, and it is my greatest sustenance for the word happiness. ”

The statement only forced Li An's eyes, and the eyes were obviously full of regret, regret about her and Yue Fei, and regret about Li Ang and Gu Xiangjin: "But, Ang Lee, when I knew that you were separated, my faith collapsed, I don't know if there is happiness in this world, if there are two people who love each other, and if there is a special existence that can love each other forever." ”

Li An didn't know how to refute her, and he was powerless to refute it, he could only passively listen to the statement and continue, saying the words buried in his heart, about her and Yue Fei, as well as about himself and Gu Xiangjin.

"I know...... I know...... Yue Fei: He may ...... No...... I love me, so I decisively chose to separate, since I don't love, separation is also a good choice for each other. But you and Gu Xiangjin obviously love each other so much, why did you choose to separate this most inappropriate option. ”

"Because I have experienced it, so I know how hard this is for a girl, I also knew your happiness at the time, with you by your side as an example, you can deceive yourself and tell yourself, it's not that there is no beautiful love, it's just that you are more unlucky, and it is not your turn. ”

"But you broke up with Jinjin, how should she get out, she is a girl, a girl who pounces on you! treats you wholeheartedly, there is only one girl in her mind! how should she spend so many difficult late nights. ”

"Ang Lee, are you right about her!"

Ang Lee had been silent, and he had a lot to say in his heart.

He wanted to say that it was Gu Xiangjin's breakup! He wanted to say that he had his hands in his pockets at that time, and he had already held the diamond ring in the palm of his hand! He wanted to say that he had locked himself in his home for more than three months, desperate and helpless, and fell into a deep vicious circle of self-denial! He wanted to say that he had lost his job and lost himself because Gu Xiangjin had broken up with him! He wanted to say ......

He also had a lot to say and wanted to vent, but he opened his mouth, but he closed it weakly, and he still chose not to say anything.

He also figured it out later, although Gu Xiangjin was the first to mention the breakup, it was also because she couldn't see expectations in herself for a long time. also realized that after being with Gu Xiangjin for eight years, and in the five years after graduation, Gu Xiangjin had hinted countless times that she wanted to get married, and she married Ang Lee. But at that time, when I first entered the society, I just gained a firm foothold, I didn't realize this matter at all, I was so focused on my career, I ignored her ideas, and because of the long-term relationship, I ignored her existence, and even felt dispensable.

Now that she figured it out and didn't want to wait, Ang Lee chose to follow her idea and let each other be free.

It's just that when Gu Xiangjin first said that he broke up, the reason was just because Ang Lee had never given her an affirmation, a sure promise of when to marry her.

But Ang Lee, who was holding the wedding ring at the time, didn't know the reason for the breakup, and later closed himself for a few months before he figured out why.

But it was precisely because he figured it out that he was more willing to let go and let her go free.