"Yes, it's jealousy, but he's different from most people's jealousy, and there's a hint of relief in his jealousy, as if he wants the two of us to continue to develop like this, not like others who are torn apart. Li Muchi continued.

"Mu Chi, I think you're drunk. "I vaguely guessed something.

Jin Yebai may really love me, but he already had Song Qingya at that time, seeing that I was friendly with Li Muchi, he would definitely feel uncomfortable when he sat alone and drank alcohol, this is what Li Muchi said about jealousy.

But because he originally hoped that I could be with Li Muchi, there was a hint of relief in his jealousy, and such complex emotions could be seen by Li Muchi, and this person's ability to observe words and emotions was really not ordinarily strong.

Li Muchi hiccuped, "Meng Lu, I think he is a bit mysterious, and he may have something hidden in his heart that he doesn't want you to know, otherwise you obviously like each other, why don't you choose to be together?"

"Everyone has some secrets in their hearts that cannot be told to a greater or lesser extent, and it is not surprising that he has them. I reached out and snatched the glass from his hand, "Okay, you're almost done, and you'll have to drive home tomorrow morning, so let's drink it here tonight, so as not to wake up with a headache." ”

"You're right, everyone has secrets in their hearts. Li Muchi smiled, "Then I won't drink, let's eat some food, and go back when we're full." ”

obviously said that the dishes were delicious, but just after a chopstick dish, Li Muchi spoke again, "Why didn't you choose Jin Yebai and want to be with Zhou Mingchuan in the first place? The difference between these two is too big, if you are with Jin Yebai, there will definitely be no such things, he is not like such a person." ”

I guess he was really drunk, otherwise there would have been so many words?

"Maybe I was blinded by eye droppings and mistook a stone for a pearl. "I still want to know how my brain got into the water at that time, and I didn't want to let Jin Yebai, who was both talented and good-looking, choose Zhou Mingchuan, who was disagreed with by my parents.

It's hard to buy, who can turn back time and let us choose again?

Maybe he was afraid that I would be sad when I mentioned the past, Li Muchi persuaded me, "It's okay, life is in the world, how can you not meet a few scum, aren't I and Manxi also separated and combined, and it took so many years to get back together? You have to believe that it's yours, it's yours at night, and if it's not yours, you will lose what you get." ”

Hearing what he said, I suddenly remembered what Meng Shuwei said to me, she said that sooner or later it would be hers, and if it wasn't for her, she would become hers if she wanted to find a way, referring to Zhou Mingchuan at that time.

Now that I think about it, I believe even more that Zhou Mingchuan is the one who doesn't belong to me in Li Muchi's mouth, so even if I get it before, I will lose it in the end.

As for whether he is Meng Shuwei's or not, I don't bother to care, I just hope that he won't disturb my life again, I am definitely not the rib he removed before he was reincarnated.

Li Muchi talked a lot this night, in addition to asking me about Jin Yebai, he also told me a lot about Zhou Mingchuan's time at school, some of which I knew, and some of which I didn't know.

For example, when he was in love with me, he secretly made eye contact with another woman, I don't know if he really stepped on two boats, anyway, it was all about Chen Sesame and rotten grain, if Li Muchi wasn't drunk, he wouldn't have said so much.

But Li Muchi talked more about his relationship with Shen Manxi, saying how they committed crimes in high school and skipped self-study classes to go on a date, etc., which made me cry and laugh, and he was really drunk.

It was precisely because he was so drunk that I didn't worry about letting him go back alone, so I had to stop the car and send him back to the apartment after eating, thinking coldly of the night I accompanied him to the class reunion last year.

In order to test his character, I deliberately pretended to be drunk, and it turned out that he was a decent gentleman and did not take advantage of others, so nothing has happened to the two of us so far.

I took out the key from him and opened the door, helped him to the bed and lay down and left, I didn't dare to delay for a moment, I still remember Lu Zhenting's drunkenness clearly.

I didn't send Li Muchi the next day, he drove back by himself, and I didn't have anything to send, and it didn't look like I was at the train station, and there was a waiting hall platform or something, and I couldn't find a place to send it.

I think it won't be so easy to see this man again in the future, even if he gets married and invites me to drink, I can only be courteous, at most when he comes back to transfer the car.

Sitting in the office, I was stunned for almost a morning, thinking about a lot of things related to Li Muchi, and even went out to call Li Sisi during the period, telling her that I seemed to be very sad.

She asked me if I regretted not being with him in the first place, and I said that it wasn't that feeling, but that I had finally made a friend, and I was a little disappointed to see it go.

Speaking of which, Li Muchi and I have only known each other for half a year, but he has been involved in my life too much, and it was when I was most unlucky, so the friendship between the two is much deeper than that of colleagues in the previous company who met several days a week.

Because Li Sisi is also at work, I chatted with her for a few words, and I just wanted to find someone to talk to, besides, who can guarantee that Lu Zhenting will not come out suddenly, what if he hears that I am calling Li Sisi?

Li Muchi left like this, Jin Yebai hasn't come to work these days, I can't help but feel that he is also leaving, maybe he will go to work tomorrow, Lu Zhenting will tell me that Jin Yebai has officially left and will never come again.

I looked at the empty chair behind Jin Yebai's desk, and my heart was empty, as if there was suddenly a big hole in my heart, and I didn't know what to fill it.

Lu Zhenting's spirit is also a little trance, it is estimated that he has been too idle in the past few days, and his heart is starting to stir again, every time I see his lovesick appearance, I really want to tell him about Li Sisi's current situation.

It's a pity that I have promised Li Sisi that I will never mention her in front of him, so I can only watch him sad, and I can't find words of comfort, because language is too pale!

There are three days off during the Qingming Festival, I bought a ticket in advance to fly directly to Li Sisi's hometown, and arrived on the same day.

When he was looking for it, Leng Buding's back was pressed by something, followed by a cold voice, "Don't move, if you move again, I'll shoot." ”

Am I so unlucky? I didn't encounter a hijacker on a plane, but I met a robber when I got off the plane, and I was still so upright and bright, and the security work here is so bad?

"You...... What are you going to do?" In the face of violence, my spineless voice softened, and even my legs trembled, and I almost peed my pants.

"Robbery!" The two words that came from behind me really thundered me.

I've heard of the three watches robbing the color on the trail in the middle of the night, and I haven't seen the blue sky robbing the color in the airport hall during the day, is this person having a brain problem? Or was he given that kind of medicine, and he urgently needs a woman to detoxify?

"Haha......" Just when I was thinking about subduing the robber behind me by such a surprise effort, there was a sudden burst of laughter from behind me, and the thing on my waist was instantly removed.

This laughter...... Isn't it Lises? It's so exaggerated, I haven't heard anything more exaggerated except her, she's a laughing aunt.

I turned around, and sure enough, I saw that Li Sisi was already laughing so hard that she couldn't stand up straight, and even tears came out of her eyes, I haven't seen her for a few months, and her exaggeration is still so big.

"Is it fun?" I looked at her in exasperation, and she nodded immediately.

"Is that enough?" I gritted my teeth, eager to bite her down, and when she nodded again, I threw the suitcase in my hand to her.

Anyway, I came all the way from Xiacheng to this distant northeast, if it weren't for the fact that I was a road idiot, I wouldn't have told Li Sisi in advance to let her come to pick her up, why do I have to give her a big surprise, right?

As a result, I didn't surprise her, but was given a big shock by her, so scared that I almost lost my soul, I think since she still has this leisure to play tricks, it seems that the emotional wound has healed, and my trip is in vain.

Li Sisi dragged my suitcase and apologized all the way, "Lulu, don't be angry, I'm just afraid that you will be too excited, and then I couldn't help crying on the phone that time, this airport is full of people, how embarrassing it will be?"

I didn't speak, I didn't want to tell her that my legs were still trembling at this moment, and my heart was completely irregular, and there was no limit to this person's jokes, when I was scared?

Li Sisi pulled the box with one hand and pulled my arm with the other, and continued: "My parents have taught me since I was a child that I can't be ashamed of anything, isn't this also for your good? ”

I pushed her hand away, "Li Sisi, you really opened my eyes, I was worried about you, I came to see you with a worried heart, and I vomited half to death on the plane, and you received me like this? You have no conscience, right?"

"Are you really angry?" said Liss stopped and looked at me stunned.

"I'm not angry, but I'm uncomfortable. "I was already sick in my stomach, and I was so tormented by her, and my heart was also uncomfortable, how could I give her any good face.

Li Sisi lowered his head like a child who had done something wrong, "I'm sorry, I ...... I didn't expect this to happen, I'm just afraid that you'll be worried, and I don't want you to see me like a resentful woman. ”

Is that the truth of the matter?

She just wanted to disguise happiness with seemingly heartless jokes, so that I could not see her sadness and sadness?

It turns out that we only think about each other, and completely forget about ourselves, this is probably called treating others as ourselves, I can meet such a friend in this life, I can die without regrets.

Since that's the case, I can't say anything, so I pulled the suitcase from her hand, took her hand and whispered, "Okay, okay, it's okay, let's go." ”

"You're not angry with me?" Li Sisi raised his face and looked at me pitifully, and I felt distressed and panicked when I looked at it like that.

"Well, it's all my fault, I lost my temper because I didn't understand the situation, can you forgive me?" I tightened my grip on her hand and walked slowly forward.

"Lulu, please don't be so sensational, I'm going to cry, I can't stand sensationalism the most. Li Sisi said half-jokingly and half-seriously.

I didn't speak again, my stomach churned for a while, I really didn't have the strength to say anything, and I couldn't help but vomit again after walking a short distance, except for the water I had drunk before.

If it weren't for the fact that I didn't have a man, I really had to suspect that I was pregnant, and I vomited all the way on a plane, and although I had airsickness when I went on a business trip abroad, it wasn't so serious.

Li Sisi helped me and patted me gently on the back, while asking me if I was okay with concern, and his tone seemed very anxious.

I wanted to answer that she was fine, but unfortunately I didn't have enough power.

After throwing up, I reluctantly joked with her, "Don't worry, I can't die yet, you live so far away, it's not easy for me to come and see you in the future, every time I take half a life, I don't know when I die outside." ”

"Bah, what nonsense are you talking about, even if I die, you won't die, do you believe it?" Li Sisi glanced at me, "Don't go to any hotel when you come to my house, come home with me, eat and sleep with you." ”

I know what she means, it's just that she wants to ask me about Lu Zhenting's current situation in person, and it sounds so good, for the sake of the man who has a lover and is not a family.

Li Sisi's home is not big, two bedrooms and one living room, if she doesn't sleep with me, she will have to go to the living room to sleep on the sofa, this person is really good at calculating.

Her parents were very enthusiastic and spoke in a tone unique to northerners, but because they spoke so fast, I couldn't understand what they were saying many times, so I rarely spoke, so as not to make jokes if I didn't understand.

I didn't tell Lu Zhenting before I came, I just asked him for two days off so that I could stay here for three days, and it turned out later that my trip was decisive for some people's lives.

After I arrived at Li Sisi's house, I took a shower and asked her to take me to the bedroom to rest, my head hurt a little, and then I understood why the airsickness was so bad this time, it turned out that I had a cold.

It is undoubtedly very bad to come to be a guest but get sick, but there is no way to do it, the illness is like a mountain, and no one can control this.

Because it was so uncomfortable, I didn't go out to eat at night, I was lying in bed all the time, and I still had a little fever, so Li Sisi found me some medicine, and later her mother cooked me a bowl of ginger soup.

When she brought the ginger soup in, Li Sisi was not there, as if she had gone to take a bath, and I was lazily leaning on the bed. She put the ginger soup on the bedside table and put a pillow behind me, saying it would be more comfortable.

"Are you Sisi's friend in Xiacheng?" asked cautiously as Mother Li handed me the ginger soup.

I nodded, "Sisi is my best friend, I haven't seen her for a few months, I miss her, I'm sorry to take advantage of the vacation to come and see her, and cause you trouble." ”

Mother Li sat down on the edge of the bed and said with a kind smile: "You are so polite, Sisi has a friend like you, we are too late to be happy, how can we feel troubled?"

"She's always been nice to me, and I should have come to see her when something so big happened some time ago. I lowered my head and drank the ginger soup, afraid that Mother Li didn't want to mention Lu Zhenting, so I didn't say his name.

Mother Li looked at the door, suddenly lowered her voice and asked, "You should know that man, right?" What do you think of him?"

She actually took the initiative to ask me about Lu Zhenting, but I didn't know how to answer for a while.

Although Sisi's people stayed at home, their hearts had already run away with the young boy. Mother Li sighed, "But this is also a helpless thing, if he wants to marry Sisi, he can only follow Sisi to stay here and live with us, otherwise we don't even have anyone by our side, and no one will know if something happens." ”

I have known Lu Zhenting for some years, and I still know the situation of his family, so I explained to Li's mother, "It is not easy for him, his parents are only children, and there are three old people to take care of." ”

Mother Li's brows furrowed slightly when she heard this, "In that case, his burden is not very heavy, is it enough for this family to earn money alone?"

I smiled, "The burden is a little heavier, but they are all people with units, and there is no problem in terms of finance, but he has to take care of five elders alone, and if he really stays for Sisi, it will be a big unfilial piety." ”

Mother Li didn't speak, but her face softened a little, and she looked at the door from time to time.

I took a sip of ginger soup and continued: "How can a person who doesn't even care about his own parents and elders expect him to be good to his parents-in-law?

Mother Li nodded, "Listening to you say this, he has a filial child, but it's a pity that the two families are too far away, if he is in Yanjing, I can accept it." ”

I felt that Mother Li seemed to be quite satisfied with Lu Zhenting, he was originally a good man, so I took the opportunity to persuade: "In fact, now that the means of transportation are so developed, there are land, sea and air, and the distance is not so important. ”

Mother Li lowered her head and didn't respond, I couldn't even see her expression, I don't know if she was thinking about something because I tried to persuade her to get angry.

Now I can't care so much, while the iron is hot, I said: "Maybe you can also move to Xiacheng, the environment over there is good, how many people squeeze their heads to travel there every year, if you don't believe it, you can go over and see it first, if it's good, you can stay, if it's not good, you can come back after a few days, it's a trip." ”

I don't know which sentence I said wrong just now, or I didn't like every sentence, Mother Li suddenly raised her head, "Look at you, you still come to see Sisi when you are sick, and you don't care about yourself, you quickly drank the ginger soup and lay down and sweated, I saw that Sisi was almost washed, so I went out first." ”

After saying that, she got up and walked away quickly, I was stunned for a moment, thinking back to what I had just said, it seems that the topic about Lu Zhenting was provoked by her, right?

She walked to the door and suddenly turned back and said, "You must not tell Si Si what I asked you just now, and it is better not to mention that man, lest her heart become restless again when she has calmed down." ”

"Oh, I see. "But I know that I can agree to the previous request, but the latter one is absolutely impossible, even if I don't mention it here, don't I still have to say it on the phone when I go back?

Mother Li went out with confidence, I looked at her back, and secretly thought that Li Sisi and Lu Zhenting were completely out of play, and Mother Li was disgusted that Lu Zhenting was too far away from beginning to end.

She didn't care at all how good a man Lu Zhenting was, and no matter how much her daughter loved him, I couldn't help but feel that such parents were also a little selfish, sacrificing the happiness of others for their old age.

But even if that were the case, what right would I have to blame them, who were more loving mothers than my parents.

Not long after, Li Sisi came in, and at this time, I was already leaning against the bed in a daze after drinking the ginger soup, and she came over and touched my forehead, while muttering, "Why hasn't the fever gone down yet?"

I just took ordinary antipyretics, not the elixir in the mythical world, it was only two hours, how could it be so fast, she really deserved to be an acute child.

We slept together at night, I was worried that she would be infected, so I asked her to take another bed quilt to cover it, probably because she was afraid that I would be uncomfortable and unbearable, she didn't ask me anything about Lu Zhenting that night, just asked me to go to bed early.

My head was groggy, so I didn't take the initiative to talk to her about these things, and soon fell asleep.

When I slept until midnight, I vaguely heard a cry, I thought I was dreaming, but when I opened my eyes, it was pitch black, and the cry came from the side.

Liss cried?

I reached out and tried to turn on the lamp, but as soon as my hand was stretched out, I retracted it, thinking that the reason why she was secretly crying in the dead of night was so that no one would know, how could I embarrass her?

Li Sisi's suppressed cry rang in my ears for a while before stopping, and then quietly got up and went out in the dark, I was afraid that something would happen to her, so I got up and saw her go into the bathroom, and hurriedly went back to the bedroom to pretend to sleep.

Although my head hurt a little and I felt uncomfortable that night, I never fell asleep again, and every time I was drowsy, Lis's suppressed cry sounded in my head.

Love is beautiful, but no one can predict what the ending will be, many times love is just a fig, blooming beautiful flowers, but not bearing the fruit of marriage.

After tossing and turning all night, I woke up the next day with two huge dark circles under my eyes, and Mother Li thought that I was not suitable for the life of her family, and she was deeply sorry for me.

I couldn't tell her in front of Li Sisi that I didn't fall asleep last night because I heard Li Sisi crying secretly.

Li Sisi insisted on taking me to the hospital when I was sick and had no energy, but I couldn't resist her, so I went out with her after breakfast.

But when I was on the way, I told her the reason, and asked her not to go to the hospital, and to find a random place for us to sit down and talk, after all, her parents are also at home, and some things are not convenient to talk about at home.

The car finally stopped in front of a café, and Liss paid to take me up, picked a window seat and sat down, ordered a cup of coffee and milk and drank slowly.

I took a sip of milk, looked at her and asked in an extremely gentle tone, "What happened to you last night?