"I understand what you're saying, I've always admired that you can lose your basic happiness and life as a normal person for the sake of many strangers you don't know. Qiu Yan was slightly excited.

"I'm not as great as you say, don't forget, I'm still a businessman, and I'm not going to do a loss-making deal." Xiao Tian smiled faintly: "Everything I do is only for myself.In order to make myself feel at ease, I will be willing to lose something.Even if these things are too important in the eyes of many people to be lost.I am a selfish and ruthless person.I will do whatever I want.I don't ask about right or wrong.Even right and wrong."

Xiao Tian's tone sounded so calm and honest, so calm that Qiu Yan didn't hear a trace of so-called pride and tragedy when he listened hard, and he was so honest that he turned the selflessness that could be classified as lofty into a complete selfishness or even selfishness.

"But what you are going to lose now may be Caiyue, a woman you have waited for nearly ten years to wait for, who is worthy of your life's love.

Xiao Tian shook his head slightly again.In the past few days of the cold war with Caiyue.He locked himself in the bedroom.I thought about it a lot.

"I've actually done a lot of things that hurt Caiyue.My relationship with her started with intrigue and deception.Maybe because of this.It's hard for me and her to trust each other.It's not that I don't want to.It's just that it's always hard to do.And you know.I do hide a lot of things from her.My feelings for her are really not that pure.It's hard for me to guarantee that I love her without a reason.Rather than this thing has been a time bomb between me and her.It's better to get out of the game sooner.I don't want to embarrass her anymore.I don't want to embarrass myself anymore.I don't want to embarrass myself anymore.Neither do I want to embarrass myself. .”

The hospital corridors are unusually quiet, with the occasional nurse or a family member walking around.

Qiu Yan listened to Xiao Tian's words quietly.He felt very sad and sad in his heart.Such a love that broke the silence of ten years should have been as beautiful as a fairy tale and as gorgeous as fireworks.But reality is reality after all.Reality can't tolerate fairy tales.Fairytale love can only appear in Zhonghe movies.

After a long time, he finally spoke.

"Xiao Tian, I've never been convinced, why Caiyue is so stupid and obsessively in love with you, until I heard what you just said, I understand a little, you two are two different in this world full of flashiness, selfishness and hypocrisy, and you met and fell in love.

Maybe what you said is right.Your feelings for her are not so pure.But I think that feelings originally need some irrational components.Otherwise, people will be too sad and pitiful to live.No matter what you love her for.Love is love.Because of Lin Wanyun.Not because of what?Is it important?

Caiyue's tenacity is beyond your imagination.Now she is just a little confused and uncomfortable.And you have just invested in a new love after losing your first lover for so many years.So you will inevitably suffer from gains and losses because you care too much.Give Caiyue more time and opportunities to adapt to this hard-won love.Although happiness is not so easy, but I believe it is not that difficult."

After speaking, Qiu Yan stood up and stood a little slowly: "Although I can't bear to be in pain with the moon, but I want to leave you, she will only be more painful, and I can see that you can't do without her either. As he spoke, he put his hand on Xiao Tian's shoulder.

Xiao Tian raised his head and looked at Qiu Yan a little stunned.

"Haven't you ever seen such a stupid rival as me?" Qiu Yan smiled and withdrew the hand that was on Xiao Tian's shoulder.

Xiao Tian took a while to react, and he also stood up a little excitedly: "Qiu Yan, thank you."

"I have nothing to thank, the person Caiyue has always loved is you, you and Caiyue are my true friends, I said, your happiness is what I am happy to see."

"I still want to thank you anyway."

"Okay, I accept your thanks, you have to keep the bottle of wine you talked about last time."

"Don't worry, I kept that bottle of wine for you, and not only that, but I'm going to give that bottle another name, and since it's for you, I'll call her 'Rock Wine'."

"Well, I like the name." Qiu Yan had a smile on his face, and his voice suddenly lowered: "Okay, I should go, don't let me down, love her well, give her happiness, if you can't make her happy, if you let me know what you did to be sorry for her, make her sad, I will snatch her away at any time, whether she wants to or not."

"Rest assured."

Qiu Yan patted Xiao Tian on the shoulder again, and then turned to leave, and the moment he turned around, an abnormal crystal had already rippled in his eyes.

The reality is indeed cruel, it is indeed helpless and desolate, but the reason why all living beings persist in the daily rush and hardship is not because there is still a beautiful hope for the future in their hearts? He is willing to protect the hope in their hearts with his fulfillment again. They should not bear the regret of being hurt by the god of love, they should go on, they should be happy.

Xiao Tian kept staring at Qiu Yan's back as he left, until the back disappeared completely, and he still stood in place, quietly watching the direction he was leaving.

Returning to the bedside again, Xiao Tian's mood was very different from the first time he came in.

Qiu Yan is not wrong.I did become too much because of the loss of Wanyun.Happiness is not that simple.But it doesn't have to be that difficult.She is indeed miserable and sad now.But will she be more painful than Qiu Yan said after separation.As long as I am sure that I really love her.I don't just regard her as a stand-in.Whether it's because of Wanyun or not, what does it matter.Who in this world can take an instrument to test the exact ingredients of love, which should be the best.

The potion in the bottle was about to run out.Xiao Tian pressed the button at the head of the bed.The nurse soon came to the ward and pulled out Caiyue's needle.Caiyue was still asleep.Xiao Tian didn't wake her up.

He sat in front of the bed for a while and he was sleepy, and he had not eaten or slept for the past few days, so he gently took one of her hands, and put his head on his arm, and fell asleep.

Cai Yue slowly woke up, she woke up hungry, she didn't eat much today.

When her eyes slowly opened, she found that one of her hands was being held in her hand. As soon as she turned her head, she saw Xiao Tian who was asleep lying in front of the bed.

His hair is soft and slightly naturally curly.Very beautiful.This makes him more proud of his originally handsome capital.But he himself is very angry about this.Saying that others want to straighten their hair.If they want to curl their hair, they will perm it.And he doesn't care if he wants to.Every day he has to wear this end of curls.Others want to be ugly.If they want to be beautiful, they will go to plastic surgery.And he must wear a pair of sunglasses every day to carefully cover his face.As if his handsome is so heinous.

She laughed at him for being hypocritical, or scolded him for being confident and arrogant.

They often fell asleep together at night, but she rarely had the opportunity to observe him in quiet sleep after he had fallen asleep, because she often fell asleep before him, and now she gently combed his hair, and only then did she notice that although he was only in his early thirties, his black hair was already faintly mixed with a little gray hair, especially his sideburns were slightly shiny silver.

He's so young, in the most dazzling years of a man's life, how could he have gray hair so early?

Her eyes were slightly red, how many secrets and burdens you have on your body, and how many of your gray hairs were born because of me.

Her finger rested on one of his white hairs: This man loves me, this man is also what I love, I really can't trust him unconditionally, but how much can I trust others, there is no perfect person in this world, and where is perfect love.

It's just a simple love.Life is not easy.Why make it artificially heavy and complicated?I always plan for the future.But maybe the present should be what I should cherish the most.

Life is short, love exists for a day, and happiness is a day, isn't it, if one day he tells me that he doesn't love me anymore, or one day I feel that the two of us are really only burdens left together, then we can both leave each other calmly.

Although Xiao Tian was very sleepy, his long-term professional vigilance still made him wake up immediately.He raised his head and saw Cai Yue's distressed and tender gaze.He smiled.He put the hand he had been holding on to his face.Gently pillowing her hand and closing his eyes again.

"When did you wake up?" He asked softly with his eyes closed.

"I woke up for a while." The look in her eyes grew softer and softer.

"Have you rested, do you want to sleep a little longer?"

"Well, you're resting, aren't you sleepy?" The moment he lifted his eyes, she saw his bloodshot red eyes, and he must not have slept well these days.