Chapter 453 Fantasy of the handsome man in his heart indicates that Yaya is sick
At this time, the beautiful savannah ......
The old girl wandered aimlessly on the prairie like a child.
Her gaze was a little dull, and she had no intention of appreciating the 'gorgeous' wild 'flowers' in front of her. Often when she sees something or looks at a place, her eyes will stay there for a long time. It wasn't like she was looking at something carefully, and she didn't know what she was doing. Every time she comes out, she doesn't have any purpose, and she doesn't know where to go or what she wants to do.
She walked straight ahead, and a flock of sheep roamed in front of her. At this moment, she looked around the flock and saw two shepherds watching her from a distance.
She walked away around the flock, unwilling to talk to the people here.
This time she walked a long way, and she did not return until she felt very tired and hungry.
Fortunately, she is still familiar with the terrain here over the years, and she has not yet reached the point of 'disorientation'. "Hey ......!" she gasped, calming down and still being able to make her way, which allowed her to find home.
This kind of scene is not a time for Lao Ya.
The current old girl, unlike the old girl who likes to be enclosed in the 'Meng' ancient bag and doesn't want to see anyone, is more willing to wander outside alone.
During this time, Lao Ya's aunt and sister-in-law felt that Lao Ya's 'spirit' condition was not very good now, and Lao Ya now had less time to take the initiative to talk to herself, which made this kind 'Meng' ancient 'woman' and 'daughter' even more worried.
The old girl often goes out alone, leaving her son to wander upstream on the grassland. The eldest sister-in-law of these old girls saw it in their eyes and hurt in their hearts. She knew that the old girl's abnormality must be something wrong with her spirit.
But for a 'woman' or 'woman' who has seen very little in the world, she has no way to stop the development of this state of the old girl.
She had no choice but to deceive herself, thinking to herself that the old girl might have been 'stimulated' by too many stabs during this time, and she felt aggrieved, so it was better to let her distract herself! Don't talk about her, lest she be 'stimulated' by the stabbing and aggravate her symptoms, and she will get better after a while.
That's what she thinks, and that's what she does. Once the old girl leaves her son to wander alone on the grassland, she will take the initiative to take care of the old girl's son.
As time went by, the old girl wandered alone on the grassland more and more often, and the time to come back each time also developed from the original one or two hours to half a day or more.
Now, she is looking forward to people from outside coming here, especially Lao Ya's mother's family or talented people who will appear immediately, and they may have a way to stop Lao Ya's current state from continuing to develop.
In fact, at this time, there were indeed some problems with the old girl's 'spirit', and she couldn't sleep every day, which made her 'confused' and 'confused' all day long.
During this time, she always felt that as soon as she closed her eyes, her own space was so quiet, she could hear her heartbeat and her breathing.
She is very willing to live such a life, and would rather the world be quiet forever. She felt that in this way, she could freely chase after the handsome face that often appeared in her dreams, she could gently cling to his arms, she could not look at anyone's face, she would not have any worries, she would not be afraid.
Whenever she closed her eyes, she dreamed. Have some bizarre dreams, and in the stories of those dreams, there are many times when the genius is playing the main role.
Some dream stories are very warm, some are bizarre, and some are terrifying. Such dreams made her feel tired and made her feel like 'chaos' all day long.
At this time, she herself was trying to contain herself, and she also realized that this state should be a pathology.
But the more I try to stop such dreams, it often backfires. It was extremely painful for her, and she knew that this was mainly due to the fact that she was too willing to think about that handsome face in her mind some time ago.
At first, she was still happy with this phenomenon, and it was extremely triggering this situation to develop to a deeper level. Even when she sleeps every day, she likes to sleep with a pillow, and she is willing to take this cold pillow as him. She was willing to fantasize about sleeping with this pillow every day, and now it seemed to be a habit for her, and once she closed her eyes, that handsome face would appear in front of her eyes.
This kind of situation will be nothing for a while, but once it takes a long time and you fantasize excessively, this will cause "spiritual" and spiritual "problems".
At the moment, this state of hers is not too heavy. Therefore, she still has some self-control and methods, and she also wants to get rid of such a 'spirit' torture.
Therefore, she chose to go to the grassland alone to 'wander', which is also because she wants to relax herself and relieve her pathology.
It should be said that this is an emergency response of the human ego.
This did do some work, and on this boundless prairie, her heart was relieved a little.
But as time passed, her repressions also fluctuated, and sometimes she forgot to do the unknown fantasies.
But if she did it again, she couldn't help herself.
She is willing to continue, willing to sit alone somewhere and secretly taste the beauty of nothingness.
After the fantasy, I was tired again and regretted again.
Many times she herself knows that her wandering is just a powerless struggle, and she always thinks she can be freed, but over time she discovers that it is actually just self-deception. When she wants to get tired, she will shout a few times. Although the voice went out, the heaviness in my heart was not alleviated by shouting.
She still knew that she was about to collapse because of this unbearable endurance.
Maybe this situation is the same as that of drug addicts, once they become addicted to drugs, they also know that this kind of thing is not a good thing, and this kind of thing will be bad for themselves. But I always have an idea that this time, there will be no more next time.
This time it was over, but the addiction hit again, and my self-control still couldn't resist, so I did it again, and then regretted it again and again, and made up my mind again and again.
Eventually, he became numb, so it was very difficult to quit the addiction.
Maybe the old girl's current state seems a little inappropriate to use drug abuse as a metaphor, but at this time, her state is indeed the case. It's just that she hasn't reached that level of madness, not to the point where self-control can't control herself.
At this time, the old girl's maiden family ......
Zhang Cheng 'Yu' was sitting on the kang with his wife, and the old girl's mother said, "His father, the land has also been planted." You also have time, I see if you have gone to the grassland to see the old girl?"
Zhang Cheng 'jade' said: "No, it's been more than half a year." I was also very worried about the old girl, and I was very worried when I saw her off this time. ”
The old girl's mother said, "Worried, what are you worried about?" ”
Zhang Cheng 'Yu' felt as if he had spoken out, and he understood that the old girl's mother was now very conscious. Speaking like this, she would naturally ask like this.
Zhang Cheng 'Yu' said: "Worried about her sheep, this season is a good time to herd sheep. Worried about the old girl's stupid husband, can he let those sheep go by himself?"
The old girl's mother said, "No, those sheep really can't be put away alone." ”
Of course, the reason for this is that they don't know much about the grassland. Sheep on the grassland prefer to graze in groups, even if one or more of them are left behind. Herdsmen herding sheep on horses will also see it. People who have sheepdogs don't have to worry about this, and sheepdogs also play a role in guarding and protecting the sheep.
Now, Lao Ya's family does not have sheepdogs because her family has few sheep at that time. The main thing is to see if the herder likes to raise sheepdogs.
Zhang Cheng 'Yu' said: "This road is too far, and it is indeed not easy to go once." ”
The old girl's mother said: "If I didn't get motion sickness in the car, I would have gone a long time ago, the old girl, this child is really memorable!"
Zhang Cheng 'Yu' said: "Then I'm going to prepare, and I'll go there in a few days." ”
The old girl's mother said, "Go ahead, I'll be fine at home." ”
Caizi said, "I'll go." ”
At this time, the office of Yaya Group is ......
Caizi is answering the phone, and this is a call from Uncle Caizi. Caizi said: "Uncle, isn't it Feng Yunyang's thing?"
Sun Fujiang said: "Hey, it's not your uncle's ink, your third aunt has called me three times." Your third aunt means that she wants Feng Yunyang to do some light work, can you make arrangements for him recently?"
Caizi said: "Uncle, then what can you do for him? What kind of work can Yaya Group do in addition to being an office?"
Sun Fujiang said: "I don't know the situation of other companies? I don't think Feng Yunyang can do this kid in the construction industry, this kid is a little thin. ”
Caizi said: "This kid doesn't have any skills, what should he do? Unlike those younger brothers, who have good physique, they can do anything." And dancing light work, really!"
Sun Fujian said: "You can figure it out yourself? Don't forget to call me back when the time comes, then I'll leave it behind." You're busy!"
The two put down the phone, and the genius thought for a while, and the genius said to himself: "If I look at this third aunt, I won't arrange for her son to come to work with me?" But looking at this Feng Yunyang is very diligent, and the uncle has repeatedly called to urge, but what should I do with this child?"
He stood up and took a sip of tea, and then he called Li Jingmei's phone, and Caizi said: "Xiaomei?
Li Jingmei said: "Judging from last month's report, except for the shortage of people in the farms, other enterprises are not short of manpower. ”
Caizi said, "What kind of people are there in the farm?"
Li Jingmei said: "The person who harvests the forage. ”
Caizi said: "That's not good, I want to arrange a child, and he still wants to do some light work?"
Li Jingmei said: "Where are the people? It must be from your hometown." ”
Caizi said: "Yes, from a village, the son of my uncle and third aunt." My uncle called me a few times, I didn't want to arrange it, but I can't help it!"
Li Jingmei said: "I remember, Yaya Hotel seems to lack a security guard, can you look at the child in this position?"
Caizi said: "The security guard is 'quite light'. I think this kid is 'quite clever', not to mention that it is appropriate to be a security guard. ”
Li Jingmei said: "Then you can let him come to me in half a day, and I will arrange it." ”
Caizi said, "Okay, that's it, I'll call now." ”
Caizi put Li Jingmei's mobile phone and immediately dialed Sun Fujiang's mobile phone, and after connecting, Caizi said: "Uncle, let's do it, there is a lighter job at present, and Yaya Hotel is now lacking a security guard." You ask my third aunt, is her Feng Yunyang willing to come, if she is willing to go to the company in half a day to find Li Jingmei directly, she will arrange it. ”
Sun Fujiang said: "I said! There are so many deals, can't you arrange a child?"
Caizi said, "Uncle, you don't know. To tell you the truth, when I was a child, this third aunt often buried my family poor. At that time, she actually spoke ill of my family, and I looked down on her for that. ”
Sun Fujiang said: "You third aunt, I know better than you. She is like this, she has been bullying the soft and afraid of the hard since she was a child, and her mouth is not good. ”
Caizi said: "Uncle, don't say it, it's all over." I don't care about this, you can let Feng Yunyang come over as soon as possible. ”
Sun Fujiang said: "Then I'll call right away." ”
In this way, within two days, Feng Yunyang went to work at Yaya Hotel.
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