On this day, Caizi had just entered the office, Li Xiujuan mysteriously entered the house, Caizi looked at his watch and said, "Sister-in-law, why did you come early?"

Li Xiujuan said: "Talent! I'm a special 'door' to show you this! This is a diary written by Bose Ri coldly. When I was tidying up the house, I accidentally looked through what I found, can you take a look?"

The genius inadvertently took this thick little book and flipped through it.

Li Xiujuan said: "This kid writes so well that he made me cry several times!"

Caizi said, "Can a primary school student write something that makes you cry?

Li Xiujuan took it, turned to a page, and handed it to Caizi and said, "At the beginning, there was nothing before." Look at it, it's 'pretty long'!"

Caizi took the diary again, sat on the boss's chair and slowly flipped through it, and the crooked little characters were written very densely.

Li Xiujuan cleaned up and said before leaving: "I'll take this thing back after work, can you take it slowly?"

Caizi slowly looked at the contents of this diary, the title is "My Stupid Father and the Faceless Mother"

The content is like this: when he was a child, he had encephalitis and was not treated too well, he became a fool, and because his family was poor, he did not marry a daughter-in-law until he was in his 30s.

That year, the fool and his eldest brother went to a relative's house to attend a wedding, but when they returned, they drank too much wine and encountered a sandstorm. The fool and his eldest brother got lost, and when the wind was light after dark, they hid in a wood.

Not long after entering the woods, the two heard someone shouting "help", and the fool and his eldest brother saved a girl who was bitten by a hungry wolf.

The girl was badly wounded, and her face and front 'breast' were scratched by a hungry wolf. But since the fool and his eldest brother had no money, the girl was taken home by the fool and his eldest brother after a simple bandaging in the hospital.

This girl has been in a coma, and every day the fool's sister-in-law feeds her goat's milk, and the fool's sister-in-law thinks she won't live.

But a week later, she was alive.

Later, when the gauze was removed, everyone saw that the face of the rescued girl was disfigured by the hungry wolf, and her front chest and left arm were also seriously injured, and her left arm could not move.

The girl has no face, she doesn't dare to face anyone, she lives in a scarf all day long, and closes herself in a 'Meng' bag. The fool's family asked her what her name was, and where was her home?

She committed suicide several times without being saved by the fool and his family.

In the future, every time the fool went out of the grassland, he would bring back a few scarves for this faceless girl.

In this way, she closed herself in the 'Meng' ancient bag, washed her face with tears all day long, and rarely took the initiative to talk to others.

Five or six years later, the fool was thirty-five or sixteen years old, and the faceless girl was also of age to marry.

The fool's sister-in-law decided to make the faceless girl a fool's daughter-in-law. After asking the girl's opinion, the girl agreed. As a result, the fool became the groom, and the faceless girl became the bride.

After another five or six years, that fool became my stupid father, and the faceless girl became my faceless mother.

Seeing this, Caizi's heart was sour, he took a sip of tea and continued to watch.

My aunt later told me that my faceless mother gave birth to me, and my weight was just 4 pounds at that time. She is very thin, and her mother's side is quite normal** There is no 'milk' water for me to eat, and I can't eat a mouthful of my mother's 'milk' water. Fortunately, I was born in the grassland, and I was fed with goat's milk and horse milk, so I grew strong.

My mother has always wanted to hug me, and she has been trying to hug me for a while in front of my mother, but her left hand does not obey the call, and my mother is afraid that she will lose her hand and fall me with only one arm.

She told her mother to try her best to take me, after all, my mother is a 'woman' with a crippled left hand.

For as long as I can remember, my mother was wearing a scarf, and she hardly went out of the 'Meng' bag every day. In my impression, all mothers in the world are like this, and all fathers in the world are fools.

Later, we moved from Chishan City to what is now the Xilamuren Grassland.

One day, the eldest mother took me to a 'Meng' ancient bag next door, and I saw that the parents of that family were the same as the eldest mother, the child's father was not stupid, the child's mother was also very beautiful, and the child's mother did not wear a scarf all day long.

For a long time afterward, I wondered why the father of that family was not stupid, and why the mother of the child of that family did not wear a scarf.

Later, I couldn't guess the result, so I asked the elder sister of the eldest mother's family, and the eldest sister's sister was very curious when she heard my question, and she thought for a while before saying: "Every family is different, what kind of father and mother have it, what kind of father and mother are very normal, no fuss!"

I don't understand the answer of the eldest mother's sister, I don't know why the parents of each family are different? It was not until I went to school in Shenyang that I slowly understood what the elder sister of the eldest mother's family meant.

In my memory, my little brother was born at that time. My little brother is the same as me, he didn't eat a mouthful of 'milk' from his mother, and he also grew up eating goat's milk. He was also very thin when he was born, and I always wanted to hug my younger brother at that time, but my mother and eldest mother would not let me, and my mother herself rarely hugged my younger brother.

That year the uncle got sick and he died. At that time, I didn't know why, because I was so sad, I hid by the sheepfold and wept.

I saw that my aunt and my stupid father were also sad and dying, and since then, my stupid father has become even more stupid. He hadn't gone out to graze the sheep for days, and the sheep meowed hungry in the sheepfold. I secretly went to the grassland to gather grass to feed the sheep, but how could that little grass be enough for a flock of sheep?

Later, the eldest mother dragged the stupid father to herd the sheep, and the stupid father choked up, and rode the horse leisurely to drive the sheep away.

For a long time after that, Silly Dad didn't like to talk, I felt like he had gotten even goer, he still had a long messy beard, he didn't even cut his hair, he was already a skinny old man.

At that time, whenever I saw Silly Daddy. For some reason, I felt sorry for my stupid father! I had to look at my stupid father for a while. After watching it for a while, I would cry for a long time, as if those tears never stopped!

Since my uncle died, our family's life has changed a lot. In the winter, I often didn't burn, and I felt very cold that winter, and my mother held me and my brother in her arms almost all day long, and the three of us were surrounded by the quilt and didn't dare to come out.

I felt like I had never taken off my clothes that winter, and I even slept with my clothes on. I looked at the silly daddy's beard with ice cubes, and my heart was somehow uncomfortable, just like my heart was also frozen!

The cooking is all done by the eldest mother and then the three of us, and when it is done, the eldest lady brings the rice to us to eat.

Now I feel very glad that my skinny brother and I didn't freeze to death on such a cold day!

The number of sheep in the family is also gradually decreasing, and the stupid father often loses a few sheep when herding the sheep, and sometimes the neighbor's 'Meng' Gubao man will send back the sheep he has picked up. But when I saw those lovely sheep coming back, my tears were quietly falling! I saw that the scarf on my mother's face was also wet, and I knew that my faceless mother was also crying.

The eldest lady even sent the uncle who came to return the sheep to come back from afar.

At that time, the sheep were also very thin, and many would die in the winter. That day, I saw my aunt looking at the sheepfold and shedding tears, and I asked her softly why she was crying?

The eldest lady said, "Her stomach hurts. ”

Now I understand that the eldest mother does not have a stomachache, and the eldest mother is sad for the decreasing sheep in the sheepfold. Because sheep are our family's only livelihood, our family needs to rely on these sheep in exchange for food and necessities.

It was also winter that year, and my mother didn't know what was wrong, she coughed all day long, coughed for a long time, and her phlegm was bloodshot. She lay in the 'Meng' bag for more than a month, maybe longer, but I think it's a long time anyway.

During that time, I don't know what's wrong, my mother often has nightmares during the day, and often wakes up in nightmares.

Sometimes she would vaguely call out the names of some people in her dreams, and I distinctly remember her calling the name Caizi.

At that time, I wouldn't have known what the name meant, and what the relationship between this name and my mother was.

One day, my mother dragged my thin hand with her shriveled hand and said to me vaguely, what is her name, her home is Tieling, Liaoning or something. If she dies, let me go to my grandpa and grandma when I grow up. She said my grandfather's name, but I didn't remember it all, only that my grandfather's surname was Zhang.

Later, I told my aunt about it, but because I didn't hear it too clearly at the time, I didn't make it clear when I told my aunt.

Later, the neighbor's 'Meng' Gubao gave the mother some 'medicine', and after a few days, the mother stopped coughing. This is the first time I have heard my mother tell me about her life experience, but I was still young at the time, and I didn't remember much about her life experience that my mother 'handed over' me.

After that, my mother never mentioned her life experience, and I never asked her once.

In the 'spring' of that year, the eldest mother's sister got married far away, and she rarely came back, and the eldest mother's brother had been studying outside and did not come home at all, and the family became more and more deserted.

I observed that my mother often stood in front of the window, looking northeast and standing stupidly, and from time to time she wept. I was also stupid at that time, I didn't know how to comfort my mother, and I didn't know how to care about my mother. I asked her why she was crying in the direction of the northeast, and I was just secretly observing what my mother was doing. My mother wept, and I cried.

Looking back now, I realized that my mother must have been looking in the direction of her hometown at that time, and she was also thinking about her parents and relatives.

Another time, we were all having dinner, and the eldest lady mentioned something about her mother. At that time, I saw my mother's tears falling from the white rice in the rice bowl that my mother was holding. Because my mother's eyes were blocked by the scarf, she would lift the scarf when she ate, but I still couldn't see all her face clearly, and her tears dripped down her cheeks and fell into the rice bowl, I saw them all.

At that time, the eldest lady was stunned, and she didn't continue. I guess now that the eldest mother also saw her mother's tears. After that, the eldest mother never mentioned her mother's affairs in front of her mother.

Seeing this, Caizi's eyes were blurred by tears, and he couldn't read the words clearly. Caizi got up, went to the window, looked at the traffic and people on the street, and 'touched' tears. After a moment, he returned to his seat and continued to look at the tearful words.

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