"So what?" I refused, "it was just a small thing at the time, but now it's a big deal, you ask which woman is willing to forgive a sister who robbed her husband?

Jin Yebai looked at me with a compassionate look, and there was a deep sadness in his words, "Do you know what you have become now?" Vicious and jealous, inferior and self-pitying, and twisted in my heart, do you know how painful it hurts to see you and me like this?"

I screamed hysterically, "You nonsense, if you really feel heartache for me, I should stand firmly on my side, support me like Siss, and see what happens to that pair of scumbags and." ”

"I want to be on your side, but I can't watch you get carried away by hatred, if you continue like this, one day you will completely lose yourself, you will be afraid of yourself, you will regret it!"

Jin Yebai's face was full of pain, and I couldn't help but feel a pain in my heart, as if I had been stabbed severely.

But I still don't like him treating me like this, my emotions are getting more and more excited, "No, you lied to me, you lied to me, you love Song Qingya, so you are in a group with her, I hate her, I hate you even more!"

Now I can't control my mouth at all, and even I was shocked by what I said, and looked at Jin Yebai in a daze after speaking.

"I don't love her!" Jin Yebai raised his voice, "I only love you, and it is precisely because I love you that I hope that you will always be the angel who is light and calm, and people can see it like a spring breeze, instead of the devil who is now full of only thinking about revenge." ”

"What did you just say?" My pupils dilated instantly, and I looked at him incredulously, thinking in disbelief, did he just confess to me in an argument?

"Meng Lu, I have only loved you once in my life. Jin Yebai said, leaning forward suddenly, the face in front of me infinitely magnified, and then I felt my lips bitten.

His hand crept around my waist and with a little force he pulled me into his arms, and our third kiss began.

What am I doing here?

Be a junior!

Be the second shameless Meng Shuwei!

Be a cheap vixen who can't be cheaper anymore and can never lift his head!

I don't want to sink into his desperate kiss anymore, and I don't want to be scolded by Song Qingya!

As soon as my teeth closed, I bit Jin Yebai's tongue like the last time I bit Zhou Mingchuan, his hot lips immediately parted from me like an electric shock, and his hands quickly withdrew from my waist and covered his mouth.

I stared at him viciously, "Jin Yebai, you are a person with a fiancée, please respect yourself, if you want to kiss me in the future, ask my teeth first if they are willing, otherwise you will become a mute, and never want to say love to anyone again!"

Men really don't have a good thing, Zhou Mingchuan is a scumbag, Jin Yebai is a psychopath, one has a wife, and the other has a fiancée, but they all want to kiss me by force.

Am I so cheap that I can only be forcibly kissed by you men who have women?

"I'm sorry!" Jin Yebai let go of the hand covering his mouth and apologized to me in a low voice, saying word by word very clearly.

"I'm sorry I don't want you, I don't want it!" I want Jin Yebai, who used to be the best for me, not a man who is Song Qingya's fiancé!

"It's all my fault, I don't ask you to forgive me, I just hope you can come out of the hatred and be yourself again, not a puppet dominated by hatred. The pain in Jin Yebai's eyes became even more intense.

I stretched out my hand to cover my ears and shouted, "I don't listen, I don't listen, the person who was hurt is me, not you, you can't experience that feeling of pain at all, none of you have the right to accuse me of hating Meng Shuwei!"

"Meng Lu, can you calm down? It's not you, you will definitely regret it in the future if you are so obsessed. "Jin Yebai is really unyielding, and he is still persuading me at this time.

"Regret is also my business, don't worry about it, you can take a good look at your Song Qingya, I don't want to see you again in the future, Jin Yebai, I hate you to death!" I was about to be driven crazy by him, and after yelling, I pulled the car door and got out of the car and ran away.

Jin Yebai followed me out of the car, chased after me and shouted, "Meng Lu, stop quickly, there is a car on the road." ”

My mind is already in a mess, and I really can't figure it out, why did Xiaobai, who has always thought about me in everything, suddenly persuade me to help Meng Shuwei, why did he treat my enemy so well?

At this moment, I really want a car to rush towards me, either knocking me to death, so that I can no longer see the disappointment and pain in Jin Yebai's eyes when I was talking just now, or knocking me into amnesia, so that I can no longer remember these endless dusty things.

As my most trusted friend, shouldn't Jin Yebai be like Li Sisi at this time, standing on the united front with me, hoping that those who hurt me will not end well?

I really don't understand what he thinks, the Male Virgin Mary?

"Shu Menglu, you stop for me!" a threatening and angry voice suddenly came from behind him.

Jin Yebai actually called me Shu Menglu by name and surname, and since we met, he has rarely called me by such a strange and distant full name.

My mind went blank for a while, my steps froze, my body froze, and I looked back in amazement, and saw that his tall figure was close in front of me, so I turned my head and ran forward with the fastest speed in my life.

Why did he treat me so cruelly?

I have suffered so much, my husband, parents, sister, and children are gone, why did he ask me to forgive Meng Shuwei, and even ask to help this culprit? He didn't think about me at all.

From my point of view, I only know that I am the one who has been hurt the most, no matter how kind I was in the past, I can't forget Meng Shuwei's expression when she hurt me.

Jin Yebai, if you want to be the savior, you do it, please don't impose your will on me, I can't stand it and can't do it, I'm just the most ordinary person, I don't believe in God, I don't have the greatness of the Virgin.

I was so tired and out of breath that my legs were so heavy that I couldn't lift them as if they were filled with lead, but I just didn't want to stop.

Jin Yebai can't outrun me, he can't outrun me all along!

I continued to run mechanically, but suddenly I couldn't run, and I felt that someone was pulling my clothes behind me, and I was forced to stop, and then I was grabbed by my right hand.

Looking back, I looked at Jin Yebai in disbelief, how could this be possible, didn't he never run away from me? Could it be that he has been releasing water on me, and the so-called can't run away is just his deliberate concession.

"You liar!" I felt cheated again, he actually deliberately let me, so that I always thought how fast I ran, how much has he deceived me in the past ten years?

Jin Yebai is a complete liar, he has deceived me all my life, but I don't know it now, and when I really understand it later, it will be too late.

"Meng Lu, I beg you, can you calm down? Do you know how dangerous it is for cars to run towards you like this, what should I do if I am hit by a car?" Jin Yebai's whole face turned red, and he couldn't breathe, and he said such a long sentence intermittently.

I shook his hand away, "Don't talk to me anymore, I don't want to hear anything, if you really want me to calm down, then get out of my sight right away, get out of my sight." ”

"Meng Lu, I ......" He opened his mouth as if he wanted to explain something, but I can't listen to anything now, I hate every word he says tonight, I hate him for ignoring my feelings and asking me to repay my grievances with virtue.

"Won't you let me go if you don't go?" I took two steps back, closing the distance between them.

"Meng Lu, I was wrong, don't you want to be like this, okay?" he followed and took two steps forward, and the distance between us returned to the way it was before.

I continued to retreat, and said coldly: "Jin Yebai, you have heard me clearly, from today onwards, in the future, you will take your Yangguan Road and be your great benevolent, I will cross my single-plank bridge, even if I regret it, it is only my own business, and we will never get along with each other from now on!"

I have said similar things to him more than once, but only this time, when I said it with the gritting of my teeth, I was completely hopeless, and I lost all hope and illusion in him.

"Meng Lu. He stretched out his hand to pull me who turned to leave, and I subconsciously pushed him, not even noticing that a car was coming this way, and by the time I found out, it was too late.

There was a screeching sound of brakes, and I watched as Jin Yebai, who was pushed out by me, hit the front of the car and fell on the cold ground, without even uttering a word.

What TV, the movie is all about deception!

What will always rush up and push people away at a critical moment, there is not enough time, people are scared silly, their legs are weak, their heads are blank, what else can they do except stand in place and watch the tragedy happen?

I was stunned for a long time before I reacted, and then rushed over like crazy, picked up Jin Yebai who was lying on the ground and shouted, "Xiaobai, it's all my fault, you don't want to die, you must not die." ”

"You hate me so much, shouldn't you be happy if I die?" Jin Yebai pulled the corners of his mouth with difficulty and showed a warm smile, "It's like you hate Meng Shuwei." ”

"No, I don't hate you, I don't want to hate you at all, Xiaobai, I love you, please don't die, okay?" I burst into tears.

"I'm not dead, I'm just a little sleepy, can you let me sleep for a while?" Jin Yebai leaned into my arms and slowly closed his eyes.

"Xiaobai-" I panicked, the six gods had no master, and I didn't know what to do except call him.

Fortunately, the driver who caused the accident was a literate person, although it was obvious that I pushed the person out to cause him to hit someone, he didn't leave immediately, stopped the car and came over to see Jin Yebai.

"Miss, let's take him to the hospital first, and we must not delay any longer. The driver who caused the accident bent down and pulled Jin Yebai up and helped him into the car.

I sat behind Jin Yebai with my arms, and felt the dampness and heat in my hands, only to find that his head had been bleeding, and the tears that had not been stopped were flowing even more unscrupulously.

"Please hurry up, sir, I beg you, hurry up and drive, okay?" I pressed Jin Yebai's wound and urged Mr. Driver with a crying voice.

The driver was about to take him to the nearest hospital, but while he was still in the car, Jin Yebai's mobile phone rang.

I didn't want to look at it, let alone answer it, but the phone kept ringing, making me more and more irritable, and I wanted to take it out and hang up, but I saw that the word "wife" was displayed in the dot, which was obviously Song Qingya's call.

Song Qingya is Jin Yebai's fiancée, and at this time, she must have the right to know Jin Yebai's situation, so I can only muster up the courage to slide away from the phone.

"Jin Yebai, why don't you answer my call?" Song Qingya's voice was a little eager.

"I'm not him, he's in a car accident and we're on our way to the hospital. I whimpered and told Song Qingya the bad news, but I didn't dare to tell her that it was I who pushed him to the front of the car.

If Jin Yebai dies, I will definitely pay for his life, I can't be with him if I live, I will go to hell to find him when I die, and I will be together as a ghost, so that no one will rob him with me.

But even so, I still hope that he is okay, I want him to live, live well, marry Song Qingya and have children, even if we really don't get along with each other anymore, I admit it.

All I need is him right now!

"What are you talking about?" Song Qingya exclaimed, "Which hospital do you go to, I'll come right away." ”

I didn't know where the driver was going to take us, and I was about to ask him, but Song Qingya spoke again, "Go to the First People's Hospital, I'll come immediately, did you hear it!"

She works at the city's First People's Hospital, although the conditions are good, but I don't know that this place is not far from there, so I have to ask the driver.

Maybe it's providence, the hospital is not too far from here, and the driver immediately agreed to take us there, and asked me a few times about Jin Yebai's situation on the way.

When we arrived at the hospital, Song Qingya had not yet arrived, and the driver and I sent Jin Yebai to the emergency room, and then waited outside with me.

Looking at the anxious Mr. Driver, I am really grateful to God for letting me finally meet a good person after encountering so many wonders and superlatives.

If he hadn't been here tonight, I wouldn't have been able to send Jin Yebai here so quickly.

Jin Yebai's car was parked not far away, but I couldn't drive, even if I took a taxi, those drivers probably didn't dare to carry it when they saw Jin Yebai's death, and no one wanted anyone to die in their car.

After waiting for a long time, Song Qingya hurried over, followed by Ling Xi, who had a one-sided relationship.

As soon as she came, she first asked about Jin Yebai's condition, but at this time, the doctor hadn't come out yet, and I didn't know, so I couldn't answer her at all, and then she asked me what happened.

I have made an unforgivable mistake today, I'm sorry Jin Yebai, I'm sorry Song Qingya, I must not lie to Song Qingya, so I told her that Jin Yebai was pushed out by me.

"What, you're sick!" As soon as my words fell, Song Qingya screamed, and then I only heard a snap, and my face hurt.

Song Qingya slapped me in the face without warning, and I was immediately stunned when my head buzzed, only to see her raise her hand again and wave it at me.

I closed my eyes and didn't dodge, and I didn't have the face to run away, all of this was self-inflicted, even if she beat me to death on the spot now, I wouldn't have half a word of complaint, my heart was already numb with pain, and I regretted that I wanted to hit the wall.

But my face didn't hurt as much as I imagined, and I didn't hear the applause, so I opened my eyes suspiciously, and saw that Ling Xi had already grabbed Song Qingya's hand, and she was glaring at me through gritted teeth.

"Qingya, don't worry, let's see what the doctor says, I'm sure he'll be fine. Ling Xi held Song Qingya's hand tightly, comforted her softly, and then took her into his arms.

"Why is this happening, Ling Xi, you tell me, why is this happening, why is God so cruel, why is it ......" Song Qingya buried her head in Ling Xi's arms and asked with a whimper.

I hadn't seen how much Song Qingya loved Jin Yebai before, but at this moment, seeing her so sad and helpless, I realized how selfish I was.

Is the current Shu Menglu really still this me?

Why did I become like this?

What Jin Yebai said tonight is really not wrong at all!

I was vicious, so I was bent on wanting Meng Shuwei to be punished, and I ran to the hospital happily when I heard that she had a difficult birth, and I immediately smiled when I heard that she gave birth to a daughter;

I am jealous, so I hate Song Qingya more and more, obviously I did something sorry for her, but I still think that she is bullying Jin Yebai, and I cried after being scolded by her, thinking how much I was wronged;

I feel inferior and self-pitying, my poor people must have something to hate, my inner world is already full of hatred, my mind is full of how to make the person who hurt me have the most tragic end, I have lost my normal three views......

Now Shu Menglu is a walking corpse dominated by hatred thoughts, and he has no self at all, it turns out that hatred is so terrible!

Realizing this, thinking about what I did after Zhou Mingchuan's derailment, I looked down on myself more and more, and I hated myself to death!

If I could turn back time, I would not lose my kindness, lose myself, and finally make this irreparable mistake!

Song Qingya hugged Ling Xi and kept crying, I stood aside, I couldn't say a word of comfort when I opened my mouth, I knew that no matter what I said, she wouldn't listen, just like me just now, no matter what Jin Yebai said, I didn't want to listen.

Ling Xi rubbed her head and gently comforted her, telling her not to worry, maybe things were not as bad as she imagined, and not all car accidents would kill people, maybe he was only slightly injured by his fate.

Mr. Driver was still standing aside, and he couldn't figure out how many of us were related, so he quietly pulled me aside and asked me what was going on, and besides, was he responsible for tonight's events?

It's not early, Mr. Driver should also want to go back, I shook my head, "It's all my fault tonight, you go back first, we won't trouble you." ”

"In that case, then thank you, I'll go back first. Mr. Driver glanced at Song Qingya and Ling Xi who hugged each other, and left first.