136 Joy and Happiness
Cai Yue wants to be like the heroine in a romance drama, resolutely shaking off other men's hands, in order to show her loyalty to the male protagonist, but she doesn't live in a virtual TV, she is a living person.
No matter how cold her heart is, she has been held in the palm of her hand by a man like Qiu Yan for more than three years, and her heart can't be cold and hard to the end.
She didn't shake off Qiu Yan's hand, but she took a step back, because she still wanted to escape, because she didn't dare to go in. Now that she is with Qiu Yan, she is not sure if she can still hold the last weak line of defense.
It's not that she doesn't want to do anything with Qiu Yan, it's just that in her heart, she really can't accept that she has completely betrayed Xiao Tian.
Now she is in a state of separation and guilt every day. I feel sorry for Xiao Tian and Qiu Yan.
"No, Qiu Yan. I can't! Shall we finish it? Don't do it again!"
Cai Yue still said the words of refusal. She knew very well that when she entered the lounge, what Qiu Yan wanted was definitely not just to see her look in the underwear he had specially prepared for her.
Moreover, she has another, deeper concern.
Once she really breaks through the last line of defense with Qiu Yan, Qiu Yan probably won't want to be entangled for only one month. And for her, one betrayal is a betrayal, and two betrayals are also betrayals, and it will be even more difficult for her to reject Qiu Yan in the future. Then, this entanglement between them may continue endlessly.
If that's the case, she'd really rather cut off all possibilities now.
The word "end" in Cai Yue's mouth strongly stimulated Qiu Yan's nerves and emotions.
"Why not? You think you haven't betrayed Xiao Tian now? When you dream of me in your dreams, when you think about making out with me in your heart, you have already betrayed him. ”
Qiu Yan's words were extremely straightforward and explicit, and Caiyue's retreat again stimulated him to seal her last room to escape.
Cai Yue admitted that in her heart, she had indeed betrayed Xiao Tian. She was really not as powerful as she imagined, and when Qiu Yan really put aside his scruples and launched a powerful and fierce attack on her, she really couldn't stop his charm and power.
"Yes, I'm a sinner!" she looked up at Qiu Yan, her intense self-reproach causing tears to fill her eyes, "I'm a corrupt woman, and I have two men in my heart at the same time. I betrayed Xiao Tian, and I betrayed you!"
Qiu Yan's excitement was gone.
He looked at her, and for the first time she had explicitly admitted to him that she was thinking of him in her heart, and that she was thinking of him as the man she loved as much as Xiao Tian.
This kind of confession is very difficult for a woman, right? Because it is equivalent to her publicly admitting that she has been unfaithful to her lover.
Qiu Yan hugged her gently, put his chin on the top of her head, and said sadly than her: "No, I am the only one who is a sinner, you are pure." From the beginning, in my eyes, there was no one purer than you. ”
She shook her head vigorously in his arms, biting her lip and weeping silently.
Qiu Yan didn't force her anymore, only let her take the gift box away. He didn't even ask her to accompany him to dinner for the weekend.
Caiyue rarely got off work on time and went home.
She has a desire to make amends and come back. She wanted to get out of the state that was separating her right now, and she felt more and more like she was stuck in a quagmire, and she was sinking into it faster and faster. She wanted to end, she wanted to get back to solid ground.
Coincidentally, Xiao Tian didn't have a dinner today, and the family had dinner together. Dinner was made according to the recipe ordered by Caiyue.
Sister Li is a native of Sichuan, likes to eat spicy, and prepares boiled pork slices, Xiao Tian is not taboo, what he prepares for him is a nutritious and light potato and carrot stew, Zhao Ruofei is growing his body, his bones are growing rapidly, and he needs to ensure the replenishment of calcium and other nutrients, and prepare shrimp tofu. There are also Xiao Zhao, Wu Wei and herself are young women, and they prepare a dish of crucian carp and radish shredded soup suitable for women to drink, as well as scrambled eggs with leeks, shredded celery and meat, and mushrooms and rape.
Meat, eggs, fish, vegetables, mushrooms, and soups are all taken care of.
"With this recipe, I really saved a lot of work, and it was much easier to look at the list and go grocery shopping. Sister Li smiled all over her face, not only because of the recipe, but also because she saw everyone in the family sitting together to eat.
"I only have time to prepare this one now, and when I'm busy for a while, I'll prepare another one, and Sister Li can do it instead, otherwise I'm afraid that you will complain to Sister Li that the dishes are the same every week." ”
Caiyue prepares a recipe for the week, according to this recipe, it is true that it is not the same every day, but it will be the same every week. She plans to make three more recipes, and in addition, taking into account the factors of the previous season, she will prepare different recipes in spring, summer, autumn and winter.
Sister Li smiled even more: "Okay, thank you Miss Caiyue!"
Cai Yue sat next to Xiao Tian's family, and she scooped a spoonful of beef stew into Xiao Tian's bowl.
"You have to eat more beef, which is high in protein and low in fat, and nourishes the middle and qi. Carrots supplement vitamin E and also fight fatigue. ”
Then she scooped a few pieces of tofu with a spoon and gave it to Zhao Ruofei beside her: "Ruofei, don't patronize meat, but also eat more vegetables." Children, you can't eat partially, otherwise you won't grow tall, and your body will not be strong. You know what?"
He said to Wu Wei again: "Wu Wei, you ate the crucian carp." Xiao Zhao, let's drink more soup, women need to know how much they feel sorry for themselves. Sister Li, don't just eat boiled pork slices,"
Caiyue is now like a hostess. This is very different from the previous time when she only knew how to bury her head in eating at the table. For a moment, everyone stared at her.
Cai Yue didn't think there was anything wrong with her, and seeing that everyone was just looking at her in a daze, she didn't know why.
"Why are you staring at me? Just to see that I'm full?"
Only then did everyone bow their heads and eat again.
"After work today, I stopped by the dry cleaners and got your shirt back. Put my room and I'll give it to you later. He whispered a sentence while eating Caiyue.
Xiao Tian's dress is very different from Qiu Yan's style.
During work hours, Qiu Yan likes to wear shirts all year round, and his shirts are mainly white, supplemented by various grays and blacks. Regardless of summer or winter, each of his outfits is a formal wear that needs to be carefully cared for. A variety of accessories, including ties, tie clips, cufflinks, decorative towels, watches, belts, and more, are carefully matched.
Xiao Tian likes to wear T-shirts in summer, and mainly collarless T-shirts, which only need to be thrown into the washing machine, and can be ironed directly without ironing after drying. This has to do with the fact that he has been busy all the time and does not have too many servants around him to take care of his life. So, clothes like shirts that he doesn't like to wear often take a week or more to send to the dry cleaners and get them back together.
"Oh, thank you!" Xiao Tian took a bite of his meal, and continued to eat after speaking.
"Godmother, will tell me a story today?" Zhao Ruofei seemed to see a little shadow of his mother in such a Caiyue, and couldn't help but bring up the story again.
Of course, as long as the godmother doesn't work overtime and is at home, she will tell Ruofei stories. ”
Zhao Ruofei nodded with satisfaction, just like a little adult, which was quite the same as when Xiao Tian nodded. The adults couldn't help but laugh when they saw it.
Xiao Tian looked at Zhao Ruofei's appearance, and couldn't help but look at him with a smile for a while.
Everyone had a good time.
After the meal, as usual, the two of them accompanied Zhao Ruofei to watch cartoons, Xiao Zhao helped Sister Li wash the dishes and clean up the kitchen together, Wu Wei went back to her room to watch the blockbuster by herself, and when dinner was almost digested later, she would go downstairs to the gym to exercise. Xiao Zhao and Sister Li went out for a walk together after cleaning up the kitchen.
Zhao Ruofei watched the cartoon and shouted while watching, sometimes he got excited, and suddenly walked down from the sofa, and then imitated the movements of the little protagonist in the cartoon, shouting and deciding, with a passionate look on his face.
Xiao Tian and Cai Yue looked at him and laughed together.
Zhao Ruofei will ask for praise after doing the action, and both of them will praise it. When he sat back beside him, Xiao Tian said that the action he had just made was actually difficult to achieve that effect in reality, and then taught him how to fight to really defeat the opponent.
"You're teaching bad boys. Cai Yue reminded Xiao Tian, "I've been fighting since I was a child, be careful that he will cause trouble for you outside in the future." When the time comes, you won't be able to eat and walk around. ”
Xiao Tian disagreed: "I just grew up from a young age." People learn badly first of all, they learn badly, not because they can fight. If someone bullies Ruo Fei, will he be allowed to be made up? My son of Xiao Tian, unless he is voluntarily bullied, there is no reason why he will not dare to fight back after being bullied. ”
Cai Yue glanced at Xiao Tian slightly: "Your mother doesn't care about you?"
Xiao Tian was slightly embarrassed, he didn't dare to make too much noise, for fear that Zhao Ruofei would not hear it well, so he crossed over to Zhao Ruofei in the middle, leaned closer to Caiyue, put his mouth close to her ear, and whispered: "Tube, I can't control it." My mom was so angry that she hit me on the ass and broke the stick, and I was covered in wounds on my buttocks, but I didn't admit my mistake. ”
Cai Yue turned her head, looked at him with a smile, and also lowered her voice: "Just look at the way you look now, no one can control you." ”
Xiao Tian also looked at her with a smile: "When I was a child, I was ignorant and I was like that, but now I can't." Because Zhao Ruofei was there, Xiao Tian didn't say anything else that was inappropriate for children.
When Sister Li and Xiao Zhao came back from a walk, Zhao Ruofei's time to watch TV was also early, and he had already sat alone in his own activity area to play with combination building blocks.
Xiao Tian and Cai Yue sat on the sofa and watched TV together.
Today, Friday, is a variety show, and the two of them laughed a few times from time to time and commented on it.