Xiao Tian didn't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, and touched Caiyue's hand. Cai Yue looked at the TV with both eyes, and her hand did not retract. Xiao Tian also looked at the TV with the same eyes, gently held her hand, and then placed it on his lap.

Neither of them looked at each other in particular, still watching the TV as before, laughing from time to time.

Time flew by in this harmony and faint warmth, and Xiao Zhao pulled Zhao Ruofei upstairs to prepare to bathe him.

Only Xiao Tian and Cai Yue were left in the living room. Cai Yue slowly rested her head on Xiao Tian's shoulder.

It's been almost a whole month since she moved into the villa, and it's the first time that the atmosphere of staying with Xiao Tian like today has appeared. In her heart, she loved staying with him like this. There were no special sweet words, no special gifts to surprise her, just stay with him.

Since the two established their relationship, they have not had the same flowers as most lovers, and some of them are just that he accompanies her and her mother to eat, chat and watch TV, but that's it, it's just these ordinary little things that can't be more ordinary, but they still make her prefer to be by his side for the rest of her life.

Xiao Tian tilted his head and leaned against hers.

Cai Yue remembered the days when the two of them were against each other when they first met Xiao Tian.

"Xiao Tian, if you go back in time, would you still hope to meet me?"

Xiao Tian looked at the TV with both eyes, and replied after a few seconds: "I have never regretted falling in love with you." ”

Cai Yue didn't ask if he would do anything to her if she and him really had to separate after a month. In her heart, she felt that she had never really wanted to leave him. The reason why she ran away from him before was only because she thought that Xiao Tian didn't really love her, and she didn't want to be caught in such a suspicious love.

Xiao Tian didn't hear her say anything more, so he turned his head to look at her, but saw that she was quietly crying.

"What's wrong?" he asked her softly.

She still snuggled up to him, shook her head slightly, and wiped her tears with her hands, but new tears fell again. She didn't want to cry, but the tears just flowed down inexplicably.

Xiao Tian stretched out his hand to gently wipe away her tears, and asked her again, "Do you feel so hard?"

She choked softly with an "um".

Xiao Tian was very sad in his heart, he had long known that if this day came, she would definitely be like this. So in the past, when Cai Yue cried and wanted to separate from him, he did not hesitate to use coercive means to force her to stay, or even to confine her down. But the relationship between the three of them walked and walked, and it still came to the situation in front of them.

He stroked her shoulder with his hand.

"Everything that is precious in this world has to be very difficult to obtain. Perhaps, the relationship between me and you is that you have to go through some pain and temptation to really get it. ”

Cai Yue felt that she didn't know Xiao Tian like this now.

His words clearly showed that he knew what she was crying for. However, he didn't get angry, and he didn't blame her.

If it had been before, he would have yelled at him, called her stupid, and even violent. He would slam into her while intermittently saying, "I want you to remember that you can only have me as a man." ”

Seeing Cai Yue looking at him with strange eyes, Xiao Tian smiled bitterly.

"At the beginning, I was afraid that you would be like this, so I tried to stop you in various ways. But it's really like this in front of me, and I can't stop you anymore, and I don't want to stop you anymore. Since what should come will come sooner or later, and you can't hide what you have to go through, you and I can only endure and accept it. ”

When Xiao Tian said these words, Cai Yue felt that he was like an old man who had gone through the vicissitudes of the world.

But he is only in his 30s now, and he has wealth and status that many people envy, how could a man like him say such a weak word?

Xiao Tian sighed as if he understood what she was thinking, and continued to speak slowly in a tone of reminiscing about the past.

"I still remember the night my mother left me, she was pushed away. I ran over to get her back and wake her up, but several uncles and aunts around me grabbed me, and I struggled so hard that my clothes were torn, and both shoes were off, but they continued to pull my arms around my waist, and I still saw my mother being pushed away.

At that time, I thought it was because I was young and not capable enough. So I swear that when I grow up, I will protect everyone around me who cares, and I will not let them leave me like this again.

Who knows, I still can't keep it. Wanyun died in my arms in her wedding dress. As his man, I could only watch her being ravaged by other men. ”

When Xiao Tian said this, he stopped.

This was the first time Caiyue had heard Xiao Tian personally mention Lin Wanyun's death.

His voice choked, and Caiyue knew that he must have shed tears. She didn't look up at him. A man like him can't accept that his tears are seen by others.

She grabbed Xiao Tian's hand tightly that was holding her, and struggled to control herself, continuing to rest her head quietly on his shoulder, not looking at him, and giving him a chance to wipe away his tears.

Sure enough, she saw Xiao Tian raise his other hand, and then put it down again.

She could hear Xiao Tian's breathing being slightly uneven because of the excitement. Among her mixed feelings for Lin Wanyun, only "distress" came out at this time. Lin Wanyun is her own sister after all, a young woman who died tragically when she was about to be a bride.

The two of them were silent for a short time at the same time, giving Xiao Tian time to ease his emotions.

"Later, it was the fall of one comrade-in-arms after another around me. Each one was handed over to their loved ones by me in a variety of capacities, holding their urns in my own hands. Over the years, I often felt like I was alive, but I felt like a dead man. Because there are many people and many things that I dare not think about or touch. I'd rather live insensitive like this. ”

As he spoke, Xiao Tian stopped again and didn't continue, just let out a long sigh.

Cai Yue remembered that Xiao Tian had said such things to her when he imprisoned her in that small building.

"Without you, I'm a walking corpse. I've been the walking dead for so many years, and I'm just coming back to life, and you're going to kill me again. …… You have given me a taste of life, and I don't want to taste death again. ”

She used to think that she knew Xiao Tian very well, and she once thought that Xiao Tian might be ashamed of her sister's death, so she couldn't let go of her death. But now, for the first time, she heard Xiao Tian talk to her about the pain in the past, and she knew that Xiao Tian was holding everything so tightly because he really cared too much, because he had lost too many loved ones, and he couldn't afford to hurt it.

That's why he refuses to let go of her like a paranoid, and even imprisons her.

Therefore, in fact, there are deep-seated reasons behind everyone's strange words and deeds.

Cai Yue now thinks back that if she had really been imprisoned by Xiao Tian at the beginning, and she had really been inextricably attached to him like a Stockholm syndrome patient in that isolated and helpless situation, then maybe she really didn't have to experience this kind of pain like being torn apart by the feelings of two men now.

Although Xiao Tian's approach was too extreme, and it was not rational and humane, but at that time, she was determined to get rid of him, with her strong personality, I am afraid that Xiao Tian really couldn't think of any other way than to trap her.

Cai Yue turned her body, hugged Xiao Tian's waist tightly, and buried her face in his arms.

"I'm sorry, I'm too willful!"

She whispered, she really regretted all the entanglements between herself and Qiu Yan, those shameful betrayals of Xiao Tian.

Xiao Tian pressed his chin against her and gently patted her back.

"People always have to be willful before they can be sensible. As long as you're done willful, you still know that you want to come back. ”

At this moment, Caiyue made a decision, she was going to resign to Qiu Yan tomorrow, and she couldn't continue to be so willful.

The two were hugging, Xiao Zhao went downstairs, and stopped halfway through, she didn't want to disturb the two.

However, Xiao Tian had already heard the sound of Xiao Zhao's slippers dragging on the wooden floor, because there was basically no carpet at home. He didn't let go of the mining moon, but just looked up and asked Xiao Zhao on the stairs.

"Is Ruofei going to Caiyue to tell a bedtime story? ”

Xiao Zhao was a little embarrassed, but nodded anyway. After nodding his head, he immediately said: "I'll go and tell him, godmother can't leave now that she has something to do, and I'll tell him a story tonight." ”

Cai Yue immediately raised her head from Xiao Tian's arms, wiped the tears from her face, and then stood up.

"I'd better go. I promised Ruofei that I would tell him stories as long as I was at home. Then she looked at Xiao Tian and said softly, "I'll go." ”

Xiao Tian smiled and nodded.

Zhao Ruofei was sitting on his bed, holding a comic book in his hand, looking at it fascinated. Seeing Caiyue come in, he raised his head.

"Godmother, I want to listen to the story, to listen to the story of Robin Hood. ”

Cai Yue sat down, gently hugged Zhao Ruofei into her arms, and said to him with a gentle smile: "Okay, godmother will tell Ruofei the story of Robin Hood." ”

For the rest of the story, she spoke softly, and there was always a kind smile in her eyes. She answered every question of Ruofei patiently, and stroked the back of his head from time to time.

In her heart, she only wants to bear everything for Xiao Tian now, and one of them is Zhao Ruofei. Xiao Tian regards him as a parent, and she will also regard him as a parent. She wants to take care of Zhao Ruofei for him and educate Zhao Ruofei, so that he doesn't have to be so tired.

The child's heart is the most pure and sensitive, Zhao Ruofei immediately felt that tonight's godmother seemed to be a little different from usual, her eyes looking at him made him feel so warm, a bit like his mother.