She was stunned for a moment before nodding. Good".

The water was put and the two of them soaked in the bathtub together, the water temperature was slightly hot, the white mist was rising, and it was so comfortable that it made people drowsy.

"Xiao Tian." Cai Yue leaned into Xiao Tian's arms and called out his name with his eyes closed.

"Hmm." Xiao Tian also closed his eyes, one hand on her shoulder, and one hand on the edge of the bathtub.

"I'm a very cautious woman, if one day, you don't love me in your heart, you must tell me, don't hide from me, and be nice to other women.

Xiao Tian wanted to say, with you, I can't love other women anymore, but after hesitating for a while, I sighed softly.

So he nodded, and said, "Okay, I promise you." He paused, but he couldn't help but ask, "Why can't you trust me, I really love you, I really want to be with you all the time."

She exhaled softly, as if to laugh at herself: "It's not that I don't believe in you, I just don't believe in myself, I don't believe in human nature, and I don't believe in fate. Who knows. I don't want me and you to end up being perfunctory.

When she was just a high school student, she already knew that she had to test the longevity of people's emotions by running with her every day.

I've heard too many stories of betrayal and separation.Many of my classmates' parents are also divorced.So she never dared to have too high expectations for love.So after meeting him.She wants to be close to him and have him.But she has been careful to remind herself that she and him are impossible.。

Xiao Tian tightened her into his arms: "I know what you think in your heart, don't embarrass yourself anymore, since I can't convince you to believe in me and believe in the future, at least now you should know that I love you with all my heart."

She let out a soft "um" and the two stopped talking.

After a while, she suddenly said, "I've looked for Ouyang Qing."

He let out an "um" and said that he knew, of course he knew that she had looked for Ouyang Qing, and he knew why she was looking for it.

She looked slightly out of focus at an art brick on the bathroom wall, and said a little leisurely, "She... It's really good."

Xiao Tian is another "um", he doesn't want to deny Cai Yue's evaluation of Ouyang Qing, one is because he also thinks Ouyang Qing is really good, and the other is because if he denies Cai Yue, he will think that he has a weak heart.

He couldn't tell her about his other identity, because of discipline, Lin Wanyun's matter, because he was worried that she would overreact now, and he had been hiding it from her, so in addition to these major matters involving principles, he wanted to be honest with her as much as possible about other important matters, otherwise why would he let her trust him.

"Why not her." Finally, she asked this question, which had been pressing on her mind for a long time.

Xiao Tian raised his head slightly, as if he was thinking, but it seemed to be fruitless. He had asked himself this question many times.

"If I say, 'I don't know,' you don't think I'm being perfunctory to you."

She thought for a moment and replied, "No."

Just like her mother and her best friend Liu Yanhong both strongly hope that she chooses Qiu Yan, she also thinks that compared to Xiao Tian, in fact, Qiu Yan will be an almost perfect husband.

Just when she thought that this question was about to pass, Xiao Tian suddenly added: "Perhaps, it's because she's too good."

She didn't think for a moment what this answer meant, but soon she remembered what Qiu Yan had said to her on the night of the "Yan" autumn and winter new clothes conference: "Is it that my good has become my bad here with you?"

She leaned into Xiao Tian's arms, repeated Qiu Yan's words several times in her heart, chewed and savored them carefully, and then she thought that she understood Xiao Tian's words and his complicated feelings towards Ouyang Qing.

His left hand around her left shoulder rubbed gently against her shoulder, and it was no longer smooth skin, slightly bumpy because of the heavy bites and deliberate licking he had done.

Love needs rational irrationality, only now the woman in his arms can repeatedly destroy the calmness he has built up with reason, and again and again induce his irrational madness, and again and again arouse his suppressed and suppressed desires, not only from the body's desires, but also from the depths of the heart's desire to love and be loved.

He does have unusual feelings for Caiyue because of Lin Wanyun, but even more because he and she are essentially the same kind of people, both of them are strong with paranoia, fragility wrapped in a strong shell, neuroticism and self-deception because of extreme insecurity, and the courage to transcend death and pain that is difficult for ordinary people to reach, or stubbornness.

Her stubbornness, the beautiful stubbornness that she would not compromise even to, the stubbornness that even she herself was not fully aware of.

So they keep hurting themselves and each other, but they are the only ones who can heal each other.

"Love me, love me fiercely." He suddenly whispered, but didn't look at her.

She stiffened slightly, turned her head strangely to look at him, he lowered his head slightly, his eyes looked at the calm water in the bathtub, his side face always made her more fascinated, a little less bewitching, but a little more of a mature man.

"Love me, ruthlessly." He whispered again, still not looking at her, still just looking at the calm surface of the bathtub.

It was a plea with a commanding tone. He couldn't look her in the eye and make such a plea. He thought she would understand, and only she could.

She rolled over and sat on top of him, looking at him condescendingly, the fire he had just extinguished himself, and now he asked her to light it again.

He slowly raised his head to look at her, and she saw in his eyes the longing storm beneath the calm, the sorrow that lingered behind the calm, and the loneliness that no one knew in the depths of loneliness, and the helplessness and fear of a man who let go of his self-esteem.

He removed all the pretense he could put down, and he showed her all the vulnerability he could open up.

She leaned down and kissed him, passionately, deeply, fiercely.

The water in the bath is no longer calm, it is like their heart lake, rippling and churning, the misty water vapor is constantly rising, it is like the idea of love rising in the water, it is the spark of love that is blooming wantonly.

The gasp and chanting are the memorial of happiness from the depths of the body, but also the release of the accumulated pain in the heart.

Her brain was blank, her thoughts were completely stagnant, and she felt that time had also stopped. When she woke up again, she was still in Xiao Tian's arms, but the two of them were lying on the bed together, and her body was a soft and warm silk quilt.

"I just .......," her voice was weak.

"Well, you've fainted, how do you feel now?" He reached out and straightened her forehead hair, which he had just blown for her, but it was still slightly wet.

"I'm tired."

Xiao Tian chuckled. Of course I'm tired after exercising for so long."

She didn't have the strength to punch him with her fists at this moment, just chuckled slightly shyly just like him.

After a while, he whispered, "Girl, hug me." Every time he loves her and dotes on her, he doesn't call her "baby", he calls her "girl".

She passed her arm under Xiao Tian's arm and wrapped it around his waist.

"I love you." In the warm light of the unlit bedroom, Xiao Tian's eyes are like lights in the dark world.

She stared at him, the corners of her mouth curled slightly, and she replied softly, "I love you more."

He leaned his head into her arms in satisfaction, pressed against her chest and rubbed again, his hair scratched at her skin, tickled a little, she adjusted her body so that they could fit together more comfortably, he didn't move anymore, and it seemed that this was very comfortable for him now.

They didn't say a word, and after a while, he fell asleep in her arms, snoring louder than usual, and he barely slept for the past few days.

For so many years, he was accustomed to sleeping alone in the dark, because he didn't need to be guarded when he was alone, but he was afraid of being alone after having her, he often sneaked into her boudoir at night, and left before dawn.

She realized that he had been waiting for her to wake up, waiting to tell her that he loved her, and to tell him that she loved him.

She kissed his forehead and hair as he usually did to her, and then stroked his back and hair, and closed her eyes and fell asleep.

The two of them woke up almost at the same time, their eyes facing each other, both of them smiling lazily at each other, closing their eyes again, stretching out their hands to each other at the same time, and intertwining their fingers with their fingers.

"Early."

"Early."

After closing their eyes and saying good morning to each other, the two of them still closed their eyes and smiled slightly, neither of them spoke again, nor did they open their eyes, they just closed their eyes and carefully felt the sweetness, tranquility and happiness of the moment.

They often slept together at night, but for so long, it was only the third time they had woken up in the morning to see each other lying quietly beside them.