How to express loving someone, it seems that whether I am too young or too old to be brave enough in front of you, it has taken my whole life to say what I can say in just one sentence.

Looking at Gong Qingchen's sleeping face who was asleep, Ji Yunyang stretched out his hand uncontrollably, and he wanted to touch her face gently. He didn't seem to have stared at her so calmly for a long time, and now she didn't seem to have changed much from the one in his memory, time was moving very slowly on her, and finally Ji Yunyang still reached out and hugged him into his arms and sighed softly:

"What the hell are you going to do with you? I'm still losing to you. ”

Ji Yunyang had to admit that in the flood of time, he still couldn't let go of his feelings and couldn't let go of this person. Even if this person abandoned him mercilessly.

In the past, he always thought that Gong Qingchen had been gone for five years, and he could forget all this in the past five years, and he thought that he could let go if he deliberately didn't want to.

But it's so simple to put down there, that person likes to wear a sky blue shirt, and it's a refreshing breeze when he walks there, he still remembers that Gong Qingchen wore a linen-colored skirt under a blue sweater and stood on the playground with an easel to sketch, which attracted the eyes of so many people.

The wind blew over her face but nothing changed, it was still so gentle, and finally she drew a sketch for the whole of her dormitory.

At that time, Ji Yunyang was thinking that she was so good and worthy of his love all the time, so the person he had been holding on to the tip of his heart broke up with him, and the first thing he felt at that time was not cold, but that his whole body was very hot, and he stammered a little when he spoke nervously.

He never told Gong Qingchen that he really wanted to propose to her that day, but what he really waited for that day was Gong Qingchen holding Gu Ruiwen's hand.

He thought he had forgotten these past events, but he didn't expect that they had already melted into his own blood and bones, growing and flourishing on his barren soul.

The air conditioning in the room gradually became a little lower, Ji Yunyang still couldn't sleep, even if Gong Qingchen was still in his arms at this moment, he still couldn't settle down, he got up and went to the window to look out of the window, where there was a crescent moon.

The reason why he came here to see the moon was because Gong Qingchen stayed here for a long time today, and at that time, he stood behind Gong Qingchen for a long time, but he didn't have the courage to get close to him. Pulling out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, he looked at the moon but couldn't speak.

He was just lowering his eyebrows and thinking about things, he was thinking about what Gong Qingchen was thinking. The lighter flipped back and forth in his hand for a while, but he still shoved it back into his pocket, and the cigarette in his hand was still not lit.

The night is like water, he actually hides a lot of things in his heart, Song Yan used to complain that he took him to smoke second-hand smoke, in the years when Gong Qingchen left, he really liked to smoke, and sometimes he liked to smoke when he numbed himself with work.

That smoky feeling really makes people feel unreal, and he's going to take it easy in that unreality.

A gust of cold wind blew Ji Yunyang felt a little cold, put on his clothes and walked into the house, when he was with Gong Qingchen before, Gong Qingchen often complained that if he didn't have a good skin, it would be impossible for him to have a girlfriend if he didn't care about his image at all.

As soon as he heard Gong Qingchen say this, he liked to tickle her, and then held her in his arms and said with a wicked smile - Then don't I have a girlfriend now?

Gong Qingchen, who was in her arms, would use that kind of voice that seemed to be a little angry: "Ji Yunyang is not allowed to play tricks on me and bully your girlfriend, if you continue to bully, you will definitely not have a girlfriend." ”

"Then don't bully, my pet, don't go! I'm afraid I won't have a girlfriend in the future." Such a light and clear voice even Ji Yunyang himself didn't believe that it came out of his mouth.

As if yesterday, he had lost that vitality, and Gong Qingchen had changed from the sunshine that had been shining on him to the dejected appearance he was now.

Fate is really humorous! Ji Yunyang pulled the corners of his mouth self-deprecatingly, and when he turned around, he saw Gong Qingchen looking at him with one eye open in the dark.

His expression suddenly stiffened, and after a few seconds of pause, he said in a low voice as if he had reacted: "Why haven't you slept yet, can't you sleep." ”

Gong Qingchen didn't respond to his words immediately, and the whole room fell into a seemingly awkward atmosphere.

Fate is so humorous that it silences those you love.

"Ji Yunyang, you're tired......" Gong Qingchen's voice sounded soft and glutinous, as if she had no strength and as if she would have used such a soft tone.

The eyes that looked at him were so calm, Ji Yunyang actually nodded his head, and after he reacted again, he panicked: "No, it's me arguing with you, it's already so late." ”

"Cloud ...... Ji Yunyang, I'm also tired, can't we let each other go?" What she originally wanted to shout was that Yun Yang finally stubbornly changed her words, because she knew that she couldn't shout this name.

The greatest sorrow of man is this, wanting to bear the responsibility of owning something that should not be his own.

"People still have to weigh their own points, Gong Qingchen, I advise you to do what you should do, don't do what you shouldn't do. If I let me know that you dare to hurt Raven, I can't spare you. Wu Xiyue's cold words didn't know why they came into his ears at this time, and Gong Qingchen stopped for a few seconds with a headache.

"Let's rest at such a late hour, and we'll talk about something tomorrow. Ji Yunyang has now reached a situation where he has no choice, he can only pretend to be deaf and dumb, and he can only delay it all the time.

He really didn't like this kind of self, but he had no choice but to let Gong Qingchen leave like this. Gong Qingchen asked him to let him go, so who could let him go.

"Why don't you ask me to say it, Ji Yunyang, how can you treat me like this, we had such good memories at the beginning, but we don't dare to recall these things now if we have to do it in the future. Gong Qingchen originally wanted to say that it would be good to get together and disperse, but she couldn't say it in the end, and the two of them got along well when they were together.

was somewhat forced by Ji Yunyang to press back into the quilt, Ji Yunyang covered the quilt for her, and some warm feelings enveloped her, Gong Qingchen only felt that his eyelids were getting heavier and heavier, and he really fell asleep.

Looking at Gong Qingchen's quiet sleeping face, Ji Yunyang's eyes looked at her so worriedly, and finally pulled away the broken hair on her forehead and gently left a kiss: "I'm sorry, you can sleep well in the morning." ”