Death is certain, Chen Yao has now accepted this terrible fact, what can he do in the face of death? Howling and crying all day long and scolding God this does not allow him to live well, anyway, he has to get by, eat and wait for death, death from illness should not be much different from death from old age, right?

The doctor told himself that once the brain tumor attacks and dies quickly, maybe a cerebral hemorrhage will pass immediately, and he can't even feel the pain.

This Chen Yao was a little relieved.

Now he was thinking about how to die, or what he should do next.

Is it safe to find a place and die silently, or to die next to his wife and children?

Chen Yao glanced at the dilapidated rental house, and thought to himself, in fact, it is good to die next to his wife and children?

If you go out, you will have dozens of dollars on you, and it is estimated that the possibility of starvation to death is much greater than that of dying of disease, and if you are at home, you can at least eat enough, and then wait for death to come.

Although it is shameless to be a leper dog, there are still people who collect their bodies when they die, so it is better to die at home than to be a good person like the Virgin Mary, who dies in the wilderness and is eaten by wild dogs and night cats, and is going to be a lonely ghost, okay?

My daughter hasn't grown up and married yet, my wife hasn't even made a down payment for the house she wants to buy, and I haven't left even a little inheritance to my wife and daughter before I die, what should I do?

Chen Yao didn't dare to think about this problem, after six years of marriage, he didn't care about anything in the family at all, whether it was firewood, rice, oil, salt, food, clothing, etc., his wife Shen Qiu was in charge of it.

Chen Yao was responsible for eating and waiting for death, playing cards and drinking.

Buying a house, raising a daughter, these things are things he can afford, not to mention wanting to leave some inheritance to his wife and daughter.

The 70,000 or 80,000 gambling debts owed by his wife have not yet been repaid.

Otherwise, let's continue to be so muddy, anyway, I've been living with my wife Shen Qiu for six years, and I don't care about such a year and a half.

The doctor said that the onset of malignant tumors was very sudden, maybe Chen Yao suddenly died of a cerebral hemorrhage in only seven or eight days, and of course it may take a year and a half to attack.

He has been so irresponsible for several years, and he has not taken care of his wife and children, isn't Shen Qiu the same as running the house very well? Hasn't his daughter Yimo grown up the same? Even Shen Qiu has saved tens of thousands of yuan for a down payment on a house.

In the past few years, I have always been at ease, so why should I put so much pressure on my life when I am dying?

What does a dead man do with the affairs of the living?

Anyway, it was Shen Qiu who chased herself, and it was Shen Qiu who took the initiative to get married anyway, so she would have to suffer the consequences.

You can live your life however you want, at least die comfortably.

"Yes, don't think about it, just stay at home in peace and wait for death. ”

Chen Yao got up and went back to his room.

There is only one bed in the small rental house, and the room is full of all kinds of items, his wife Shen Qiu is already asleep with his daughter Yimo in her arms, and Chen Yao quietly lies down next to her daughter Yimo.

"Dad, don't you like Yimo. ”

Suddenly, the daughter turned over with foam.

Chen Yao was startled for a moment, and then looked at his daughter Yimo.

Through the quiet moonlight through the window, Chen Yao could see that his daughter Yimo was looking at her father cautiously with her eyes wide open, her eyes full of aggrieved tears, and she seemed to be a little scared.

"Why haven't you slept yet?"

Worried about waking up Shen Qiu, Chen Yao asked in a low voice, it was two o'clock in the morning, and his little daughter had not fallen asleep, which made Chen Yao very surprised.

The daughter looked at Chen Yao and said.

"Because Dad is unhappy, so Yimo can't sleep, Dad, do you hate Yimo, if Dad hates Yimo crying, then Yimo will not cry obediently in the future. ”

Daughter Yimo's words made Chen Yao, who was already fragile because of the news of his death, feel sour.

He didn't expect that his six-year-old daughter, who he had never taken seriously, would be aware of his loss, this is what people call father-daughter induction? So why didn't he realize that his act of ignoring his daughter Yimo in the afternoon would hurt his daughter Yimo's innocent heart?

It seems that he has never considered the feelings of his daughter Yimo and his wife Shen Qiu, right? Although he lives in a family, he has always been thinking about himself, eating delicious food first, and drinking himself first when there is good food, and he has never given any gifts to his wife Shen Qiu and daughter Yimo.

Daughter Yimo is still waiting for herself to sleep late at night, and she will feel aggrieved because of her inadvertent move, which makes Chen Yao's heart mixed, is it wrong for her to think before, regardless of the life or death of Shen Qiu's mother and son, she continues to eat and wait for death?

When a man is about to die, his words are good.

Chen Yao said with a rare comforting speech.

"Good daughter, what are you talking about stupidly? You are Dad's only child, how can Dad not love you, this afternoon Dad was wrong, Mom was right, it was because Dad lost money and was in a bad mood, Dad apologized to you, I'm sorry, Yimo. ”

Regarding the matter of having brain cancer, Chen Yao wants to keep it a secret from everyone for the time being.

"Dad, do you really love Yimo?"

The daughter looked at Chen Yao with blank eyes, looking forward to Chen Yao's answer.

Chen Yao touched his daughter Yimo's little head and said to her daughter very seriously.

"Dad really loves you, really loves Yimo. ”

Chen Yao can't remember how long he hasn't said to his daughter, I love you, maybe he hasn't said such a thing since he had Yimo.

"Good, go to bed early. ”

Chen Yao hugged Mo in his arms, Yi Mo got Chen Yao's answer, and after hugging love, he was very happy, holding his father Chen Yao with one hand and his mother Shen Qiu with the other, and soon she fell asleep.

But Chen Yao couldn't sleep.

Fang Cai's eyes, eager to be loved by his father, deeply pierced Chen Yao's heart.

Is his selfish idea really wrong?

"You haven't slept yet, are you hungry?"

Suddenly, his wife Shen Qiu's voice rang out again.

"You haven't slept yet?"

Chen Yao looked at his wife Shen Qiu in surprise, Shen Qiu's eyes were still closed, but in fact she had always remained awake.

She felt that Chen Yao's mood today was very wrong.

She didn't open her eyes, but she continued.

"I don't know what's wrong with you, but what I'm going to tell you is that no matter what happens to you, I'm your wife, and I'm your own flesh and blood. ”

"I can tolerate your eating and waiting for death, doing nothing, but you must treat our daughter Yimo well, for six years, we have nothing but this one child. ”

"Don't hurt her again, I beg you. ”

"I've got hot food in the pot, so if you're hungry, go eat it. ”

After speaking, Shen Qiu turned around and turned his back to Chen Yao.

Just because he was sitting at the door in a daze this afternoon, his wife Shen Qiu didn't sleep in the middle of the night, and his daughter Yimo didn't sleep either, they were all waiting for themselves, and their daughter asked why she was unhappy, and his wife Shen Qiu was still worried about whether she was hungry or not, and they still regarded their incompetent husband and incompetent father as family?

Chen Yao was a little sad, such a good wife and daughter, what could he not let go of all along, what was he pretentious?

His thoughts began to falter a little.

If you can't afford to buy a house and support your family, then can you try to do some family work within your ability, at least have a better attitude towards your wife Shen Qiu and daughter Yimo.

They are their own family, not their enemies, if Shen Qiu and Chen Yao divorce, the person who starves to death must be Chen Yao, not Shen Qiu.

It was Chen Yao who dragged Shen Qiu down.

If he wants Shen Qiu to collect his body, does he need to do something for Shen Qiu?

Make money to buy a house and raise a daughter? Chen Yao directly rejected this idea, can he do such a thing?

Don't be kidding, Chen Yao finds it quite difficult to support himself.

Well, just do what you can.

For example, the most basic thing is to send her daughter to and from school and cook for Shen Qiu?

After hesitating for a moment, Chen Yao still opened his mouth with difficulty and said.

"Tonight's incident is my fault, I shouldn't have yelled at you and the child, I'm sorry. ”

This should be the first time in the past six years that Chen Yao has apologized to Shen Qiu in the past six years.

Shen Qiu, who had his back to Chen Yao, was stunned.

Chen Yao couldn't see Shen Qiu's expression, but he felt Shen Qiu's body tremble, not knowing whether he was laughing or crying.

"Sleep. ”

Shen Qiu said two simple words to Chen Yao in a slightly hoarse voice that he had cried, and then fell asleep deeply, after all, he still had to send his daughter to school tomorrow morning, and he had to do those boring and tiring jobs, and he had to support his family.

It seems that this family can only be supported by a woman!