No one wants to die, and Chen Yao is no exception, but he can't help himself!

"Alas"

When the sun set, Chen Yao, who had been sitting motionless on the steps at the entrance of the hospital for more than three hours, sighed, showed a miserable wry smile, and slowly got up.

The diagnosis marked with a malignant tumor was thrown into the trash can, and he was disturbed in his heart, dragging his heavy steps and walking home with a look of chagrin.

His emaciated figure was more desolate than a withered tree that had fallen its leaves, more like a rogue wildcat waiting to die.

Pushing open the door, although the wife who went to pick up her daughter from school after work has not returned, the rental house, which is less than 30 square meters including the kitchen and bathroom, is equally crowded.

An old long table placed against the wall, which is not only the desk for the daughter's homework but also the dining table for a family of three, a small cloth wardrobe can not accommodate all the clothes and quilts, so a lot of clothes are piled on top of the cloth wardrobe, like a small mountain bag, and an old TV with a cube sometimes drops the chain, either there is no sound, or there is no image.

The only thing that is okay is an iron bed with a width of one meter and six meters, although it is not very comfortable to sleep, but a family of three sleeps on it, which is not how crowded it is.

Isn't it enough to make do with life?

Chen Yao is not only a man with no ambition and no sense of responsibility, but also a shameless man who has been unemployed for more than three years, eats and waits for death, relies on his wife to support, and runs out to play mahjong and drink all day long.

At this time in the past, Chen Yao must have been fooling around outside, or playing mahjong, or drinking, but where did Chen Yao feel this when he learned of his death?

The mobile phone thrown at the head of the bed rang, but Chen Yao, who was slumped on the bed, didn't seem to hear it, he didn't have the strength to hang up the phone, so he let the phone ring over and over again.

After the phone rang more than ten times, the other party finally gave up, and at this time, some years of rusty iron doors were pushed open again.

A graceful and outstanding-looking woman in a professional suit actually walked in carrying a bag of rice and a bag of vegetables.

In fact, it was not just a bag of rice that weighed on her, but her weak shoulders carried a home that was about to be shattered.

I really don't know how her weak body can bear such a large weight and responsibility.

Her name is Shen Qiu, and she is Chen Yao's wife, the front desk manager of a large hotel.

No one can understand that Chen Yao has become what she is now, why she is still unwilling to leave Chen Yao and find a good man to live a good life.

How could such a beautiful woman be the mistress of such a dilapidated home?

"Whew. ”

After putting the rice on the ground, she let out a long sigh of relief, rubbed her sore shoulders, she turned on the light in the room, and through the dim light, she saw her husband Chen Yao lying on the bed with his head covered by the quilt.

She was stunned.

It should have been five years, it was the first time for Chen Yao to go home so early, and it was rare that the room was not full of pungent smell of tobacco and alcohol as usual.

It's really strange, Shen Qiu looked at Chen Yao lying on the bed suspiciously.

"Mom, the teacher said that there will be a parent-teacher meeting after school soon, do you say that Dad can accompany me to a parent-teacher meeting? I am about to graduate from kindergarten, but Dad has never sent me to school once, nor has he attended my parent-teacher meeting once, and my classmates all say that Yimo is a wild child who was picked up, and there is no father. ”

At this time, a short-haired little girl with a small schoolbag walked in from the door, and the little girl was still complaining as she walked.

The kindergarten children are really fed up with their anger, and they are not wild children without a father, but their father doesn't seem to be very angry.

As soon as she finished speaking, this cute little girl saw her father lying on the bed, and her face was immediately full of nervousness and fear.

My dad is always drunk, it's terrible, it's terrible, and I begged my mother for a long time to buy a color TV that can watch cartoons, which was smashed by my dad when he was drunk.

Therefore, her daughter Yimo is full of fear for Chen Yao, her father.

She was afraid that Chen Yao would lose her temper, and this cute little girl of five years old took a step back timidly, standing at the door and not daring to walk in.

Shen Qiu looked at her daughter's appearance, felt a pain in her heart, and hugged her daughter.

"Whatever, the two of us live our own lives, and he'd better die. ”

This was originally a very normal complaining sentence, but to Chen Yao, who was suffering from cancer, it sounded like a knife, and Chen Yao was immediately enraged.

"You're just going to die, don't you want to go with another man for a long time, wishing I was dead?"

Chen Yao, who was suddenly lying motionless on the bed, jumped off the ground, like an angry beast, his scarlet eyes widened, and he looked at Shen Qiu who was holding the child menacingly, so he really wanted to eat Shen Qiu in one bite.

Shen Qiu was directly stunned in place, no one thought that Chen Yao would suddenly lose his temper, in the past, he would scold his husband who was waiting for death and did nothing, but he had never lost his temper, at most he pretended not to hear, what happened today?

"Wow. ”

Daughter Yimo was so frightened by Chen Yao's fierce appearance that she hugged her mother Shen Qiu's neck and cried pitifully.

The crying of her daughter made Chen Yao even more irritable.

"One day you know how noisy you are, one day you know how to cry and cry, you two are not interesting, it's really annoying. ”

Chen Yao shook his hand and walked out of the room, walked out and sat on the steps outside the courtyard.

Chen Yao's words made her daughter cry even more fiercely, and Shen Qiu, who had been tired for a day, had no heart or strength to quarrel with Chen Yao.

Chen Yao is always like this, many people can't understand why she has been able to persist until now, and she is actually not very clear.

Life is very busy, and Shen Qiu doesn't have time to think about these problems, because Chen Yao won't care about this family, she has to worry about everything, her daughter's kindergarten tuition of 20,000 yuan a year, and the family's firewood, rice, oil, salt, food, and clothing, all rely on Shen Qiu to work as a woman, and his daughter has been in kindergarten for three years, and Chen Yao has not picked up and dropped off once, he only knows to run to the mahjong parlor every day, or else he will call a few friends to drink and barbecue.

Shen Qiu has really had enough of this kind of life, but he is really helpless in life.

Divorce?

Shen Qiu had never thought about this problem.

From the first day she fell in love with Chen Yao, she was determined to live a good life with Chen Yao.

Daughter Yimo's name is Shen Qiuqi, and she said that he wants to give Chen Yao another son named Xiangwei.

What a beautiful name?

It's a pity that the huge pressure of life makes them unable to have another son named Xiangwei when their daughter Yimo is almost in elementary school.

"Probably never. ”

Looking at Chen Yao, who was sitting in the courtyard without saying a word like a dead dog, Shen Qiu's heart inexplicably gave rise to a feeling of despair and sadness.

Chen Yao, who was chasing by herself, was originally forced to marry Chen Yao by herself, and in this relationship, she was the first to take the initiative, so she should suffer these hardships alone, and she should suffer these sins alone?

Shen Qiu wanted to ask Chen Yao this question for a long time, but there seemed to be no need to ask, anyway, Chen Yao would always be such a dead pig who was not afraid of boiling water and got by, and if he asked, he could only add blockage to his heart.

In fact, Chen Yao is not like this in front of him, how can he be so fragile as a big man and be crushed by life?

Shen Qiu cherished the former Chen Yao, who was full of vigor and courageous in pursuit.

I may never go back.

Shen Qiu put her daughter down to do her homework, and she went to cook.

She seems to be a good wife and mother who can go to the hall and the kitchen, I really don't know how she fell in love with Chen Yao, a dead skin who eats and waits for death.

At dinner in the evening, Shen Qiu called Chen Yao to eat, Chen Yao didn't even reply to Shen Qiu's words as if he hadn't heard it, which made Shen Qiu more and more angry, and he was depressed when he lost the money and put on such a big stinky shelf, which made his daughter unhappy, and he didn't like to eat.

Daughter Yimo wanted to send Chen Yao a bowl of rice, but was also stopped by Shen Qiu.

Such idle people who do not do their jobs will starve to death.

The daughter went back to the house crying.

At one o'clock in the evening, Shen Qiu woke up in a daze, touched the empty side of him, and went to the door to take a look, God, Chen Yao still maintained that posture and sat on the steps at the door.

Chen Yao has always been an optimist who eats and waits for death, if something happens, he will drink alcohol and be anesthetized, such a depressed situation is rare, Shen Qiu was a little surprised.

"Did he really just lose money?"

Shen Qiu frowned, and then said to himself.

"Forget it, what's wrong with him, he doesn't care about his family at all, no matter what I and my daughter do, what do I care about him, or go to bed early, and tomorrow I have to earn tuition for the next semester Yimosheng Primary School, relying on Chen Yao, there is no hope." ”

Not only do I have to work hard every day, but I also have to get up early to pick up my daughter Yimo, and when I go home at night, I have to cook and wash clothes for Chen Yao, which is really tiring.

Shen Qiu was very tired and turned back to bed, but he couldn't sleep after tossing and turning.

There seems to be something wrong with Chen Yao today?

Her brows furrowed, how could she really ignore Chen Yao, if she could really let go of Chen Yao ruthlessly, she would not have lived such a hard life.

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