Chapter 13: Rebellious Psychology Makes a Big Mistake

Guan Yalian's phone rang, and a familiar voice came after connecting, "Yalian, what are you busy with?"

It's Zhao Yu.

"Where's the matter at home?"

"My fruit cooperative, when it was registered, there were only winter dates, and now I want to be more comprehensive and bring apples, pears, and peaches, I don't know where your unit changed its registration?"

"Oh! This should be a normal business, but after the reform of our tax office, the business households in your village have been assigned to Luoshui Town, you go directly to Wu Jiangtao, the director of the business, and wait for the leave, I will help you ask, see what information you need to bring, you wait for my call." ”

"Okay, thank you!"

"You're welcome, normal business, I'll help you ask, don't let you run away more. ”

"It's okay!"

"Oh! It's okay, I'll hang up first. ”

Zhao Yu suddenly talked about the current living situation, Guan Yalian hung up the phone in a hurry, Guan Yalian exhaled deeply, whether she was doing well or not, presumably Zhao Yu had heard about it, whatever he thought, it didn't matter.

Gao Ping once revealed that Zhao Yu was also divorced, but Guan Yalian had no other thoughts, so she was a little farther away from Zhao Yu.

After graduating from high school, Zhao Yu was admitted to Jinling Normal University as a sports student, Guan Weihua was admitted to Yingzhou University of Technology, and Liu Qiaoqiao, a liberal arts student, was admitted to Jinmen Foreign Chinese College.

Then, the other children in the whole grade fell off the list, compared to more than 200 people in the first year of high school, and the actual promotion rate was less than 1.5%.

Guan Yalian fell off the list as a matter of course, and she had no intention of staying in school anymore, nor did she participate in the celebration of her classmates, so she rolled up the cover on a bicycle and returned home.

Only at this time did Guan Yalian understand that the children's shoes who were admitted to the university could go to Jinling, Yingzhou and Jinmen to study, and what she had to face was to go home to farm.

Father Guan Xiaofu, as a farmer, no longer has the ability to tell which university to let his daughter go to college.

Even, for Zhao Yu, Guan Yalian almost doesn't want to be extravagant, will Zhao Yu, who went to college, come back to find herself?

And Guan Yalian herself doesn't want to be like this, if she can't be admitted to college, she will look dead and stubborn, in her heart, Guan Yalian silently put an end to this relationship.

Guan Yalian, who has always been in a daze, seems to have found a purpose in life, no matter what, she must be admitted to university and jump out of the farm.

After the college entrance examination, Guan Yalian worked harder, and the textbooks that she had never turned over during the holidays before were taken out by Guan Yalian, hidden under her clothes, and came to the wheat mill next to the village, sitting quietly in the corner and studying.

In the summer vacation after the college entrance examination, Zhao Yu did not look for Guan Yalian, and during that time, life seemed to lose color in an instant.

After repeating, Guan Yalian received a letter written by Zhao Yu at university, which contained a photo of Zhao Yu in high spirits.

Immediately afterwards, Zhao Yu asked the children's shoes to bring a physics reference book, to be honest, Zhao Yu's vision is still good, the reference book is simple and easy to understand, and the practice questions have consolidated Guan Yalian's foundation very well.

Guan Yalian studied like crazy, and she didn't just ask other children's shoes, and her ranking continued to improve in each mock exam. However, the university is still so far away, and for Luoshui Middle School, which has such a low admission rate, there is still so little hope.

Just like Guan Yalian was afraid, at the end of the first semester of repeating, the repeaters took the elimination exam, and two-thirds of the students were eliminated, and Gao Ping and Liu Zhimei, who also repeated, actually passed.

In the year of restudy, Guan Yalian always read quietly in a corner outside the front row classroom in the self-study class, and Yue Yu, the school's teaching director, often joked to her when she passed by, "I know that I have learned! ”

Every time like this, Guan Yalian will send a beautiful smile.

After losing the election, Guan Yalian immediately thought of Director Yue, knocked on the door of Director Yue's room, and shouted: "Report!"

"Come in!"

After Guan Yalian entered, she shouted respectfully: "Director Yue is good!"

"Xiao Guan, is there something going on?" Yue Yu*** put down the book in his hand and asked very kindly.

"Teacher, I failed the exam, but I really want to go back to school, can you help me talk about it?"

"Oh! This doesn't meet the rules in the school! Besides, this time you are all unsuccessful, even if you are allowed to go, the preliminary exam will be brushed off. ”

"Director Yue, no, I will definitely pass the pre-exam, I passed the pre-exam last year. ”

Actually, I still admire you very much, and from the first time I saw you receive a prize at the sports meeting, I felt that you must be extraordinary. In the past three years, you have performed very well in the sports meeting, but I heard that Mr. Wang invited you to train sports students, why don't you consider it, if you take the sports specialty test, you may have a better chance. ”

"Teacher Yue, I don't want to take the physical education exam, I think I still have a chance, you can tell our homeroom teacher, Mr. Lu!"

"It's also gratifying to see that you are such a studious teacher, so be it! If you can't pass the preliminary exam, don't come to me again, I can't help it. ”

"Thank you, Mr. Yue, I will definitely not trouble you again. Nineteen-year-old Guan Yalian was so happy that she almost shed tears, but there was no one to ask for, so she went to the director to try her luck, but she didn't expect it to happen.

Holding Director Yue's note, Mr. Lu took the note very happily, and he must still be muttering in his heart who Guan Yalian is Director Yue?

Guan Yalian herself won the opportunity to continue studying.

At this time, a boy's shoes Li Xinlin changed seats and sat at the same table with Guan Yalian.

Guan Yalian still has some impressions of Li Xinlin, but it is not a good impression.

One afternoon, Guan Yalian and Gao Ping were playing table tennis, Li Xinlin came over, smiled a little shyly and said, "I'll count the balls for you!"

Guan Yalian looked up, and her first feeling was - how could there be such an ugly person.

At that time, Li Xinlin's skin was very dark, his face was full of pimples, his small eyes were narrowed into a slit with a smile, his lips were thick and even a little convex, and his bright green checkered shirt made his face even darker.

However, in Luoshui High School, it has become a custom to count the balls next to the table tennis case, and everyone has long been accustomed to it, and the two girls did not refuse him and let him participate in the counting.

This will see that he has become his tablemate, and Guan Yalian has no indication of anything.

At this time, Guan Yalian didn't care about anything anymore, and all that was left in her eyes was studying, if she couldn't get into college, what was the meaning of life, Guan Yalian said to herself.

Therefore, I only glanced at this ordinary-looking boy's shoes and stopped paying attention.

Later, Li Xinlin gradually impressed Guan Yalian, his mathematical, physical and chemical studies were very good, and there seemed to be no one who he couldn't do.

Li Xinlin is a children's shoe one level higher than Guan Yalian, and he has been repeating for the second year, and his foundation should be very good, but he is in a panic, and he is in a hurry to write the answer every time he doesn't finish reading the question.

What made Guan Yalian even more jealous was that Li Xinlin was still one year younger than her, which meant that Li Xinlin enrolled in school at least two years earlier than Guan Yalian.

And Guan Yalian did go to school late, when the children's shoes of the same age were in the first grade, Guan Yalian could only be a year later than them because her birthday was the second half of the year.

At that time, I didn't really want to go to school, but when it was time to go to first grade, my grandmother said, "What's the use of a girl going to school? I have to get up at half past six every day when I'm so young, and I'll be older next year!"

Guan Yalian listened to her grandmother speak for herself, and she didn't go to school anyway, so she had to go to school a year later.

Mother Li Juan was a doting child, but she was reluctant, so Guan Yalian went to school almost two years later than children of the same age.

Zhao Yu's letter from Zhao Yu in college is almost gone, and Li Xinlin uses his study materials for Guan Yalian every day, Guan Yalian will not have a problem, Li Xinlin explained patiently.

For a period of time, Li Xinlin and Guan Yalian did a set of test questions in each self-study class, and if Guan Yalian did something wrong, Li Xinlin explained them one by one.

There began to be some rumors in the school, saying that there were three pairs of couples at the same table in the classroom who were in early love, including Guan Yalian and Li Xinlin.

Li Xinlin would say to Guan Yalian: "Teacher Lu told my cousin to stop associating with you." ”

"If you don't come and go, you won't come and go, what's there?" Guan Yalian didn't have any feelings for Li Xinlin, and she didn't mean that way, so she really didn't care much at first.

Immediately afterwards, the head teacher, Mr. Lu, began to change seats, and there was a pair of younger brothers of the logistics director, who immediately found Mr. Lu after class, and beat Mr. Lu to sit on the chair with a fist.

In the end, the two of them still sat together, and they were both admitted to university in the future, and they both became teachers, as if they were still in love.

But Guan Yalian felt very aggrieved, obviously she just wanted to study hard and make progress every day, why did these people have to misunderstand themselves!

Under the pressure of studying and the gossip of the people around her, Guan Yalian felt that only Li Xinlin could be trusted.

Subsequently, in Guan Yalian's eyes, Li Xinlin's face looked much more pleasing to the eye, as if the whole world was against him, and only Li Xinlin thought about himself.

Maybe this is what people call the rebellious character of adolescence! Obviously, I don't have any feelings for Li Xinlin, but under everyone's irresponsible remarks, I just feel that that person is actually not bad.

The subsequent events were a little out of control, and some of the words Li Xinlin said to Guan Yalian surpassed Guan Yalian's cognition.

Li Xinlin said: "Yalian, do you know what I heard?"

"What do you hear?"

Guan Yalian became nervous, couldn't it be that his cousin, who taught physics at school, asked him to stay away from him?

"Last night I passed by the back of Wang Guisheng's house and heard a strange sound in his house. ”

He was talking about another middle-aged gym teacher who was in a room from his cousin's dormitory.

"What's the strange sound?"

"Wang Guisheng slept with the wild mule!"

"......" Guan Yalian, who had already learned physiology and hygiene, vaguely knew what it meant to sleep, and couldn't help blushing.

"They're disgusting, they're both ugly, how can they fall in love with each other? Li Xinlin continued to complain.

"......" Guan Yalian was not very interested, did not talk, and was not interested in such a thing at all.

When he went to the stove to receive food, Li Xinlin always followed Guan Yalian's side, and a boy from the outside class said: "Look, these two people are husband and wife!"

Guan Yalian wanted to distance the two of them a little, because she really wanted to study hard, Guan Yalian would ask anyone who would not know, and Guan Yalian found that others remembered more deeply after explaining it.

But with Li Xinlin's excessive closeness, Guan Yalian felt that other children's shoes deliberately kept a distance from her.

Li Xinlin is better for Guan Yalian, he goes home on Wednesday afternoon to bring boiled eggs, and the noodles will be given to Guan Yalian to eat first, and he will still teach Guan Yalian mathematics, physics and chemistry test questions, although Guan Yalian has no feeling of love for him, he is still moved.

And here, Guan Yalian got one thing wrong, moving is definitely not equal to love.

Guan Yalian didn't know that what could be slowly cultivated was not love, but habits.

What you can get over time is not emotion but emotion.

When feeling that everyone is disgusted with herself, the stubborn Guan Yalian made a fatal mistake, and many people think that if you are looking for a partner, you must find someone who is good to you.

It seems that Li Xinlin is indeed good to himself.

Li Xinlin became more and more good to Guan Yalian, and finally Li Xinlin invited Guan Yalian to his cousin's dormitory.

Li Xinlin took out a book on sex education, and the content in it made Guan Yalian's face red.

Li Xinlin wanted to help Guan Yalian undress, Guan Yalian had just passed her period, and there were some blood stains on her shorts, so she said, "I'll do it myself." ”

took off her clothes, Guan Yalian hid her shorts aside, took a simple shower, and got into the quilt.

Guan Yalian's movements were obviously beyond Li Xinlin's expectations, and at the moment of beauty, Li Xinlin quickly washed and got into the quilt.

Everything happened so suddenly, in fact, Li Xinlin did not enter Guan Yalian's body, so he confessed directly.

Guan Yalian's lower abdomen was sticky, although she knew about the tadpoles, she didn't expect it to be such mucus with a strong taste.

"yesβ€”β€”, what is it?" Guan Yalian said in disgust.

Li Xinlin hurriedly helped Guan Yalian wipe it, "Haven't you seen it?"

"No, what is this?"

"You're so stupid, that's what the book says! Other women hurt for the first time, don't you feel it?"

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Guan Yalian didn't care about what Li Xinlin said at the time, and she herself was ignorant, so she didn't know anything about it.

After the incident, Guan Yalian regretted it very much in her heart, how could she feel that Li Xinlin had seduced herself, and she was also angry with other people in her heart, and it didn't matter to them, she stirred up the harmony, there was nothing in the first place, but when everyone said it, she felt that no one understood her, and it turned out to be true.

Guan Yalian didn't know who to blame, during that time, as soon as she seized the opportunity, she always involuntarily twisted Li Xinlin a few times.

So much so that Li Xinlin was always highly nervous when he saw Guan Yalian, and always hoped to block her attack with his hands before she could attack.

How could two people who tasted the forbidden fruit for the first time resist such a temptation, and soon entered the period of passionate love.

Subsequently, the pre-examination came, Guan Yalian passed the pre-examination very smoothly, and once again, Gao Ping and Liu Zhimei failed again.

However, despite Guan Yalian's hard work, the reality is still so cruel, the college entrance examination score line is 512 points, Guan Yalian scored 506 points, and only 6 points behind the list again.

And Li Xinlin was admitted to the Provincial Institute of Industry and Commerce, and Guan Yalian's score this time is already a very good result in Luoshui High School, compared with the gap of more than 100 points in the first college entrance examination, it is very close.

Guan Yalian is not discouraged, such grades can be casually entered into the key high schools in the county, and there should be no problem with another year of tutoring.

In the following year, Guan Yalian entered Tongzhou High School to study, was admitted to the Provincial Finance Institute without any suspense, and finally jumped out of the farm gate as she wished.