It's not that Zheng Fan is dazzled, it's not that my perception is wrong, did Song Chichang really appear on the cruise ship that night?

Is he really the one who saved me? But why did he suddenly appear? Or did he lie dormant all morning watching my every move?

I suddenly recalled in my mind that I was sent to Laozi by Mr. Jiang, and those CDs that saved my life and washed me away my grievances were not the Black Knight, but Song Chichang?

The truth came too suddenly, like an impenetrable net, wrapping us in the middle. No matter how much I tear and shout, I can't breathe quietly.

The more I struggled, the more the darkness of the truth held me very tightly, very tightly.

I took a deep breath to prevent Zheng Fan from seeing my strangeness, and smiled shallowly, "He was going to meet an important guest that night, so we pretended not to know each other." ”

I carefully speculated on Zheng Fan's expression, he was obviously a little surprised when he heard it, frowning and thinking about something.

"If you don't know each other, then how can you not know that he is on a cruise ship. Or did he never tell you in the first place, so you've been looking for the person who saved you, right?"

Zheng Fan is as smart as ever, he just needs to look me in the eye. can see the doubts in my eyes clearly, and now he obviously knows, I have no idea that Song Chichang appeared on the cruise ship.

Then I tried my best to cover it up just now, and he probably saw it clearly, and he didn't want to expose it.

My cheeks were a little hot and burning, as if I had done something bad and someone had grabbed my bag, and I was nervously pinching the corners of my clothes, and my palms were wet with sweat.

"Mingmei, tell me, are you really happy?" he said, his eyes fixed on my ring.

There was deep doubt in his eyes, and he couldn't believe that I was happy in my current state. He quickly alluded from a small thing to a big aspect of happiness.

I pinched my fingers and tried to relax myself a little bit, not to make him look cramped, "I'm really happy, really, he really plans to live with me for the rest of his life!"

I lowered my voice, although it was talking about Song Chichang's decision. It's like I silently made up my mind in my heart.

I'm going to live a good life with him, and I told me that if he doesn't want me one day, I'll disappear from his world.

Zheng Fan looked at my earnest words, and nodded frequently, "Mingmei, what I'm worried about is that you are unhappy, remember that this path is your own choice, no matter what, you have to go on well!"

There was a sour feeling in my heart. The sourness surged from my heart to the corners of my eyes, and my eyes were moist and steamy, making Zheng Fan in front of me blurry and unable to see clearly.

I patted my cold hand for fear of him, and shouted tears and said, "Brother Zheng Fan, you will also meet someone who really gives you happiness, you have to wait!"

Eventually, someone will accompany you, warm a cup of tea for you for the rest of your life, and remind you not to forget to go home when the evening breeze blows.

After all, there will be someone with you, who will not let you wander alone, will not let you watch the moon on horseback alone, she will slowly come to your side and warm your heart with her lifelong emotions.

Time always passes quickly and inadvertently, and soon the time for the visit came, and the staff urged me to leave quickly, I looked at Zheng Fan's tired appearance, and suddenly felt a little reluctant.

Tears fell down my cheeks, and I couldn't wipe them clean!

Zheng Fan followed the staff and left without looking back, I looked at his back as he walked away, his shoulders swaying, I knew that he must be crying with gritted teeth, and he didn't even want to mention goodbye if he didn't want me to see it.

Will we ever see you again?

When the bamboo horse and the green plum are their own homes, I still remember that the young man in white rode a 28-sized bicycle before the flower, and the hearty laughter of the girl in the back seat spread throughout the alley. Macro private farmer's bus.

I stared straight at his departing back, and gradually the tears became blurred, "Mingmei, if I can, I hope that the person who confesses to you first is me." ”

I couldn't hold back any longer, so I squatted down with my head in my hands, and cried out in the crook of my arm.

If he confessed to me first, would I be with him?

His words pierced my heart like a sharp weapon, and the pain spread all over my body, and my body was suddenly drained of strength, and it became difficult to even stand up.

Seeing that I was crying hysterically, the staff helped me to put me on a chair and handed me tissues and water glasses, which was probably the last time I cried like a flower cat in the drug rehabilitation center.

Encounters are always caught off guard, but parting is a long-planned plan, I deeply believe in this sentence, none of us could have imagined, that day we will be very close to the people passing by, those parting is a huge conspiracy that exhausted our minds.

The moment I walked out of the drug rehabilitation center in Senran, I realized what money and power mean in the face of health and freedom.

If a person does not even have more freedom, what is the use of the money he has accumulated, he will not bring it with him in life, he will not take it away in death, and everything is nothing but something outside the body.

I took a breath and came home to see my sister-in-law busy cooking dinner in the kitchen, and when she saw me coming back, she wiped her hands on her apron and came over and said.

"Madam, Mr. said that he would not come to dine with you tonight because he had a party. ”

I nodded, it was okay if he didn't come back, I was in a terrible mood right now, and if he saw me with a straight face, he would definitely be worried for a while.

I exhaled, and was about to turn around but was stopped by my sister-in-law, looked back at her and was embarrassed, and smiled, "Sister-in-law, do you have anything to say?"

When my sister-in-law saw me ask, she smiled awkwardly, "Is Madam angry with the young master?"

It dawned on me that he told me that Song Chichang didn't go home for dinner and didn't smile sullenly, which made her mistakenly think that I was with Song Chichang

Disagreeable.

I hurriedly explained, "No, sister-in-law, I thought my old friend had talked about some old things today, not angry with the young master."

She looked relieved when she heard this, and squinted her eyes and looked at me happily, "That's good, that's good, the young master actually cares about Madame!"

I nodded shyly, Song Chichang was kind to me, and everyone in my family could see it, so that I didn't touch the spring water with my fingers, even if I made him some supper, he didn't allow it.

"By the way, madam, wait a minute!" the sister-in-law screamed, turning and going into the kitchen.

Soon, he carefully took a bowl of black things and slowly moved towards me, for fear of spilling the soup.

"Madam, this is the tonic that the young master specifically asked me to catch for you to condition your body!"

She handed it to me with a smile, and I felt a headache when I held the bowl of soup, thinking about which one Song Chichang was playing.

"Sister-in-law, I ...... this" I looked a little sick to my stomach.

"Hey, this is a good tonic, Madame can definitely hold the two of you for three years after drinking it!"

After three years of hugging the two, I suspect that a tonic was not bought by Song Chichang, it must be his father, who is anxious to hold his grandson, since we got married, I have been nagging every day about who has added a little grandson.

Helplessly, I drank up the bowl of tonic in one go, and my sister-in-law relieved me to go upstairs to take a shower and then come down to eat.

I went upstairs with a heavy heart, and after walking a few steps, I suddenly looked up and realized that I had walked to the door of Song Chichang's study, and when I raised my eyes, the door of his study was hidden.

I remembered peeking at his phone, the emerald jade plate that glowed green, and his study seemed to hold a huge secret.

Although I was never restricted from entering, I always felt that every time I mentioned his study, he was a little resistant, just an ordinary study, so I was confused.

I hesitated at the door for a long time, wondering whether to go in while he wasn't there.

The thoughts in my heart were evenly matched, and no one wanted anyone, so I was so stalemate and refused to give a positive answer, I closed my eyes and didn't think about anything, and took a deep breath.

He opened his eyes and glanced at the study, and then returned to the room without looking back, suppressing the throbbing and curiosity in his heart.

It's immoral to peek at other people's **, I secretly admonish myself.

My heart couldn't control my legs, and as my legs directed me to stand in front of the study again, I stepped into the study with one foot, and I didn't care about any morality or immorality.

People's hearts are like this, obviously not their own, and they still want every reason to snoop.

I carefully closed the door to my study, and looked at his study alone, the same furnishings as the last time I came in.

The only thing that hasn't changed is that the safe under his bookcase seems to be missing.

What's in that safe? What's that emerald jade plate? Where did that jade plate come from?

It's all too confusing, and it keeps tickling my heart and tickling with Xia.

His study was a suite, and I thought that the safe had been moved to the inner room, and I pushed the room open, and it was very dry inside, with some smell of book and ink.

His shelves were full of books, some new and some old, and I looked around and searched all the corners of the room, but I didn't seem to see the safe.

What did he realize that had diverted him? Then I was even more curious about what was in it!

Even a picture frame that I remember on the bookshelf at the time, inlaid with a yellowed old photograph of a smiling bright girl, seemed to be missing.

Is it put away?

I thought about it for a long time, and the room was full of books, and I could see the bottom at a glance, so I quickly went out of the room and decided to take a good look at the place where he usually stayed.

I walked over to his Taishi chair and sat down, my hands tapping nonchalantly on the desk, my eyes constantly probing.

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