It's not that Zheng Fan is dazzled, it's not that my perception is wrong, did Song Chichang really appear on the cruise ship that night

The person who saved me was really him, but why did he suddenly appear, or hibernated up there early in the morning, watching my every move

I suddenly recalled in my mind that I was sent into Laozi by Mr. Jiang, and those CDs that saved my life and washed me away my grievances were not the Black Knight, but Song Chichang

The truth came too suddenly, like an impenetrable net, wrapping us in the middle. No matter how much I tear and shout, I can't breathe quietly.

The more I struggled, the more the darkness of the truth held me very tightly, very tightly.

I took a deep breath to prevent Zheng Fan from seeing my strangeness, and smiled shallowly, "He was going to meet an important guest that night, so we pretended not to know each other." ”

I carefully speculated on Zheng Fan's expression, he was obviously a little surprised when he heard it, frowning and thinking about something.

"If you don't know each other, then how can you not know that he is on a cruise ship. Or did he never tell you from the beginning, so you've been looking for the person who saved you, right?"

Zheng Fan is as smart as ever, he just needs to look me in the eye. can see the doubts in my eyes clearly, and now he obviously knows, I have no idea that Song Chichang appeared on the cruise ship.

Then I tried my best to cover it up just now, and he probably saw it clearly, and he didn't want to expose it.

My cheeks were a little hot and burning, as if I had done something bad and someone had grabbed my bag, and I was nervously pinching the corners of my clothes, and my palms were wet with sweat.

"Mingmei, tell me, are you really happy" He said, his eyes fixed on my ring.

There was deep doubt in his eyes, and he couldn't believe that I was happy in my current state. He quickly alluded from a small thing to a big aspect of happiness.

I pinched my fingers, trying to relax myself, not to make him look cramped, "I'm really happy, really, he really plans to live with me for the rest of his life"

I lowered my voice, although it was talking about Song Chichang's decision. It's like I silently made up my mind in my heart.

I'm going to live a good life with him, and I told me that if he doesn't want me one day, I'll disappear from his world.

Zheng Fan looked at my earnest words and nodded frequently, "Mingmei, what I'm worried about is that you are unhappy, remember that this path is your own choice, no matter what, you have to go on well."

There was a sour feeling in my heart. The sourness surged from my heart to the corners of my eyes, and my eyes were moist and steamy, making Zheng Fan in front of me blurry and unable to see clearly.

I patted my cold hand for fear of him, and said with tears in my eyes, "Brother Zheng Fan, you will also meet someone who really gives you happiness, you have to wait"

Eventually, someone will accompany you, warm a cup of tea for you for the rest of your life, and remind you not to forget to go home when the evening breeze blows.

After all, there will be someone with you, who will not let you wander alone, will not let you watch the moon on horseback alone, she will slowly come to your side and warm your heart with her lifelong emotions.

Time always passes quickly and inadvertently, and soon the time for the visit came, and the staff urged me to leave quickly, I looked at Zheng Fan's tired appearance, and suddenly felt a little reluctant.

Tears ran down my cheeks, and I couldn't wipe them clean

Zheng Fan followed the staff and left without looking back, I looked at his back as he walked away, his shoulders swaying, I knew that he must be crying with gritted teeth, and he didn't even want to mention goodbye if he didn't want me to see it.

Will we ever see you again

When the bamboo horse and the green plum are their own homes, I still remember that the young man in white rode a 28-sized bicycle before the flower, and the hearty laughter of the girl in the back seat spread throughout the alley.

I stared straight at his departing back, and gradually the tears became blurred, "Mingmei, if I can, I hope that the person who confesses to you first is me." ”

I couldn't hold back any longer, so I squatted down with my head in my hands, and cried out in the crook of my arm.

If he had confessed to me first, would I have been with him?

His words pierced my heart like a sharp weapon, and the pain spread all over my body, and my body was suddenly drained of strength, and it became difficult to even stand up.

Seeing that I was crying hysterically, the staff helped me to put me on a chair and handed me tissues and water glasses, which was probably the last time I cried like a flower cat in the drug rehabilitation center.

Encounters are always caught off guard, but parting is a long-planned plan, I deeply believe in this sentence, none of us could have imagined, that day we will be very close to the people passing by, those parting is a huge conspiracy that exhausted our minds.

The moment I walked out of the drug rehabilitation center in Senran, I realized what money and power mean in the face of health and freedom.

If a person does not even have more freedom, what is the use of the money he has accumulated, he will not bring it with him in life, he will not take it away in death, and everything is nothing but something outside the body.

I took a breath and came home to see my sister-in-law busy cooking dinner in the kitchen, and when she saw me coming back, she wiped her hands on her apron and came over and said.

"Madam, Mr. said that he would not come to dine with you tonight because he had a party. ”

I nodded, it was okay if he didn't come back, I was in a terrible mood right now, and if he saw me with a straight face, he would definitely be worried for a while.

I exhaled, and was about to turn around but was stopped by my sister-in-law, looked back at her embarrassed and stopped, and smiled, "Sister-in-law, do you have anything to say?"

When my sister-in-law saw me ask, she smiled awkwardly, "Is Madam angry with the young master?"

It dawned on me that he told me that Song Chichang didn't go home for dinner and didn't smile sullenly, which made her mistakenly think that I was with Song Chichang

Disagreeable.

I hurriedly explained, "No, sister-in-law, I thought my old friend had talked about some old things today, not angry with the young master."

She looked relieved when she heard this, and squinted her eyes and looked at me happily, "That's good, that's good, the young master actually cares about Madame."

I nodded shyly, Song Chichang was kind to me, and everyone in my family could see it, so that I didn't touch the spring water with my fingers, even if I made him some supper, he didn't allow it.

"By the way, madam, wait a minute," the sister-in-law called out and turned and went into the kitchen.

Soon, he carefully took a bowl of black things and slowly moved towards me, for fear of spilling the soup.

"Madam, this is the tonic that the young master specifically asked me to catch for you to condition your body."

She handed it to me with a smile, and I felt a headache when I held the bowl of soup, thinking about which one Song Chichang was playing.

"Sister-in-law, this me" I looked a little sick to my stomach.

"Hey, this is a good tonic, Madame can definitely hold the two of you for three years after drinking it" Sister-in-law couldn't wait to pour the soup into my mouth.

After three years of hugging the two, I suspect that a tonic was not bought by Song Chichang, it must be his father, who is anxious to hold his grandson, since we got married, I have been nagging every day about who has added a little grandson.

Helplessly, I drank up the bowl of tonic in one go, and my sister-in-law relieved me to go upstairs to take a shower and then come down to eat.

I went upstairs with a heavy heart, and after walking a few steps, I suddenly looked up and realized that I had walked to the door of Song Chichang's study, and when I raised my eyes, the door of his study was hidden.

I remembered peeking at his phone, the emerald jade plate that glowed green, and his study seemed to hold a huge secret.

Although I was never restricted from entering, I always felt that every time I mentioned his study, he was a little resistant, just an ordinary study, so I was confused.

I hesitated at the door for a long time, wondering whether to go in while he wasn't there

The thoughts in my heart were evenly matched, and no one wanted anyone, so I was so stalemate and refused to give a positive answer, I closed my eyes and didn't think about anything, and took a deep breath.

He opened his eyes and glanced at the study, and then returned to the room without looking back, suppressing the throbbing and curiosity in his heart.

It's immoral to peek at other people's **, I secretly admonish myself.

My heart couldn't control my legs, and as my legs directed me to stand in front of the study again, I stepped into the study with one foot, and I didn't care about any morality or immorality.

People's hearts are like this, obviously not their own, and they still want every reason to snoop.

I carefully closed the door to my study, and looked at his study alone, the same furnishings as the last time I came in.

The only thing that hasn't changed is that the safe under his bookcase seems to be missing.

What was in that safe, was that emerald jade plate, and where did that jade plate come from?

It's all too confusing, and it keeps tickling my heart and tickling with Xia.

His study was a suite, and I thought that the safe had been moved to the inner room, and I pushed the room open, and it was very dry inside, with some smell of book and ink.

His shelves were full of books, some new and some old, and I looked around and searched all the corners of the room, but I didn't seem to see the safe.

That he realized what transferred him, and I was even more curious about what eight-pound treasure was inside

Even a picture frame that I remember on the bookshelf at the time, inlaid with a yellowed old photograph of a smiling bright girl, seemed to be missing.

Is it put away

I thought about it for a long time, and the room was full of books, and I could see the bottom at a glance, so I quickly went out of the room and decided to take a good look at the place where he usually stayed.

I walked over to his Taishi chair and sat down, my hands tapping nonchalantly on the desk, my eyes constantly probing. Macro private liver carrying.

Suddenly, my hand stopped, and the whole room was reminded of the sound of my pounding heartbeat.

After a few seconds, the stiff fingers stopped listening, and there were several pauses before slowly tapping on the table.

The sound of the finger touching the desktop is very weird, it sounds empty, as if the entire desktop is empty.

I knocked hard again, and sure enough, it was overhead, and my heart couldn't help but pinch it, and I didn't have that sound when I expanded the area a little.

Could it be that this very small area that I just touched is hollow, and there is something hidden in it?

I was pulling around on the table for a while, but I didn't see a place where I could open the mezzanine, thinking that Song Chichang's hiding was really secretive enough

If he hides his money, I'm afraid I won't be able to find it even with a magnifying glass

I carefully touched the table, and I just touched a small protrusion on the edge of the panel on my chest, and my eyes were exactly the same as the entire tabletop, and I wouldn't have found it easily if I hadn't searched carefully.

I snorted, then carefully pressed the protrusion, and soon a sandwich box popped out.

I sneered, there was something strange, it seemed that I really couldn't hide it

It's just that in such a secret place, there are no gold and silver treasures, no emerald jade plates, and there are so many worthless things, which really shocks me.

Inside the mezzanine box is a cowhide diary with a royal blue cover, and next to the diary is a small red box.

The notebook looks like a modern craft, and it's definitely not worth much, but it's the box, is it the priceless thing in there

I looked at the time on the wall, I couldn't delay it too long, I was worried that Song Chichang would suddenly come home, and second, I was worried that my sister-in-law would come up and call me for dinner.

I took a breath, picked up the valuable box first, and opened it so violently that I almost threw it on the ground.

Fortunately, my eyes and hands were quickly strained, otherwise I would have really broken it.

It's just that I can't believe it, and what was in that box was not gold and silver, not an element, but a cufflink.

Ugin cufflinks, the cufflinks that I ripped off in a hurry on the cruise ship and then suddenly disappeared from the mezzanine of my bag, lay quietly in Song Chichang's study.

It was also carefully placed in a box by him, and it seems that the disappearance of my cufflinks is really not accidental, it is deliberate by him

What the hell is his purpose

I lowered my eyes and landed on the cowhide book, why did the cufflinks put together with a book

Could it be that there is a secret in the book that I don't know My breath became short, put down the cufflinks and slowly moved to the book, and my hands trembled uncontrollably.

Knowing the cufflinks, it takes a lot of courage to open the book that may contain the truth, and after taking a few deep breaths, I still want to retreat.

The truth may be right in front of me, should I take a look?

Just as I was struggling with not being able to get in, the only thing left in the room was the sound of the clock turning, ticking and urging my heart.

I simply closed my eyes and opened a random page, blank nothing was written, I was a little suspicious

Shouldn't this book record the truth, I turned a few pages unwillingly, only to find that not every page of his book has writing.

"Today she told me a name, Shen Mingmei, she asked me to take good care of her for her"

My mind was blank, and I tried to find it in the only few words, she, Shen Mingmei, for her, take care of her, a few key information, and nothing else.

Who would she be and why would she mention my name to him and entrust him to take care of me

My heart is a little sad, is it because of her that he married me and took care of me, then what is the oath we made yesterday or he didn't say it to me at all, he just wanted to see another person through me.

I continued to turn the pages, and my eyes fell on a simple line of writing, "She said he was going to marry me"

I didn't mean anything else, and I couldn't even see the joy, anger and sorrow of him writing this sentence at that time, which made me a little frightened, and the only thing I could be sure of was that the "she" of this sentence was me

Who was the "she" before that, where did she go, and where is it now?

"She said she loved me"

"I seem to be in love with her too"

It is another two short sentences, and the pen imprint is very deep, indicating that when he wrote it down, his heart must have been very complicated and tangled, as if he had pierced through the paper.

"Cruise ship, danger"

My heart was violently lifted, he mentioned the cruise, and I saw that he wrote down the time before the banquet, so it means that at that time he knew that I would be in danger

Yes, at that time, he didn't let me get too close to Zheng Fan, and he didn't care about it without saying it, it turned out that he had long known that there would be danger on the cruise ship.

It seemed that the truth was being determined step by step in the direction of my mind, and suddenly I became confused.

The truth must be bloody, and even the moment it is revealed, it may hurt me or hurt Song Chichang, but once the truth exists, it is a thorn in the middle of my door.

If you don't pull it out, it will grow into the flesh wantonly, and I'm afraid that it will be more difficult for Hiyori to heal, and you must make a decision immediately.

"Fool, it always makes me worry so much, but fortunately I showed up and rushed to save her, and she didn't even know it was me"

The last sentence is enough to make my world collapse in an instant, but fortunately, I have been mentally prepared for it, and I can still hold it when the truth comes.

I stroked my forehead and sank for a while, staring at that line of words and my eyes were about to fall, I should have thought that there would be anyone in this world who would have that ability except Song Chichang to save me

Wait, he said that he was lucky to arrive in time to save me, what kind of consciousness is this sentence

It means that he was on the ship at the time, or was he not on the ship at the time. I shook my head frantically and laughed at my own madness, how could it be without a boat

How could I have such crazy ideas, but what about the surveillance that overrides our cruise ships

Didn't he plan that?

The closer I get to the truth, the more unfathomable Song Chichang is, and the more I can't understand him.

I flipped back to the page, and the paper behind me was blank, and there was nothing but a few blank pages, and he shouldn't have written anything more

Loss and disappointment are intertwined in my heart, which is the kind of TV series you watch and know what the next episode will be like, and the TV station can't let it go, and your heart is still itching.

I think it's necessary for me to have a good talk with Song Chichang, and that "her".

Just as I was deep in thought, the lock suddenly made a writhing sound, and before I could hide the verbs, the door opened.

Song Chichang stood at the door of the room, pursed his lips and looked at me quietly, glancing at the things on the table.

I opened my mouth nervously, but I didn't make a sound, I didn't know how to explain it, and looked at him carefully.

There was no anger on his face, no nervousness, no trace of joy or anger on his face, and he looked at me with complicated eyes, as if he had already guessed that I would do this, and he was not too surprised.

I stood up on the table, looked straight at him, tried to calm my nervousness, and said, "Chi Chang, don't you think there are some things that should be explained to me?"

I knocked on the notebook on the table, and the box next to the notebook, the cufflinks scattered on the table.

He walked over to me, picked up the notebook and closed it, and then put the cufflinks in the box and into the drawer, the whole process quietly and calmly made me a little panicked.

He doesn't get angry, he doesn't get angry, which means that something must be wrong, and every time this happens, a fierce battle awaits me.

I reached out and grabbed his hand before I could retract it, and looked at him coldly, trying to find a little ripple in his face.

"You are talking, when I am blind, don't you see" I roared excitedly, and the fire in my heart burned more and more.

"That's what you see, go down and eat, I'll explain to you after eating" He grabbed my hand with his backhand and led me to get ready to walk out.

I shook off his hand violently, and hit the edge of the table with my hand too hard, and the pain spread throughout my body, and I took a breath of pain, and my hot tears slammed on the ground.

"I'm going to explain now," I struggled.

He saw that I stubbornly refused to leave, and just hit the edge of the table and shed tears in pain, he wanted to come over to check in distress, but I avoided it in disgust, and a trace of chagrin flashed in his eyes, with deep distress.

"Mingmei, things are the way you see them, I approached you from the beginning to attract your attention, I love you, no matter what, it was before, it is, and it will be in the future, I don't want to shake the love between the two of us because of a little Chen sesame rotten grain. Anyway, love is a matter for the two of us, don't you believe me?"

He stopped me in his arms and finished the whole sentence with three sighs, as if this was the most he said to me from the time I knew him, and my heart was already soft.

"Whatever I do is for your own good. I followed you to the banquet on the day I wanted to give you happiness cruise, and I have been watching you secretly to see that you are in danger and saved you. I don't want you to know, I don't want you to be burdened, who knows that you are so stupid and keep remembering this thing"

His soft reproach made my heart sweet, and I was willing to be coaxed by him for the rest of my life, and since he said that those things were in the past, the important thing was that I was by his side, and that was enough

Sister-in-law prepared a table of dishes, smiled and offered treasures, and her eyes fell on a bowl of braised pork on the table.

The red, yellow, red and yellow eyes, the oily look is particularly attractive, and I actually feel full before I have eaten, and a sour taste gushes out of my stomach.

I covered my mouth and rushed into the bathroom, lying on the pool and vomiting heartbreakingly, but the sour smell gushed out, and I couldn't vomit anything.

My sister-in-law rushed in and looked at me like this, patted her legs and said with a smile, "Young master, I'm afraid Madame is happy."

I looked at my overjoyed sister-in-law in disbelief, and it took me a while to realize that it seemed like my great aunt hadn't visited for a long time.

I couldn't help but put my hands on my lower abdomen, I was really pregnant

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