1074 Desperate Survival
Time begins to turn back, and the vast universe transforms into a riot of colors, returning to the beginning where it all began.
Once, he was angry, he had resisted, he had struggled, he had suffered, he had resented, and finally, he had calmed down, he was ready to give up, he had gradually become numb, he had become like a walking corpse. However, everything changed after the "Truman's world", which ignited a faint light and planted a small seed.
"Truman's world", that's where it all began.
It is not the opportunity of the "Pacific War", it is not the struggle of Lan Li-Hall, but on this hospital bed, in this immovable skin, all the magic and magic start here, just a glimmer of hope, starting this magical and wonderful journey.
Now, back to the starting point again, everything seems familiar, in a trance, he seems to have returned to the time when he had just been in a car accident, back to the time when he just realized that he was a high paraplegic, and back to the time when everything was in disgrace and there was no life, and the whole world was like chaos, so gray that he could not see any light.
Again, he stood at the starting point.
Raising his eyes again, he looked at Heather in front of him.
But I don't know when, Heather had an extra guitar in her arms, which appeared out of thin air, inexplicably. Now, though, everything is so magical, a guitar is the most normal thing.
Heather had a big smile on her face, "Remember our agreement? I kept it, I didn't give up, I fought until the last moment, even if there was no hope, I still refused to give up." I remember, I always remember, 'I'm not going to give up'. ”
Caught off guard, his vision blurred again. Looking at the girl in front of her, she smiled and was full of energy, as if she only needed a smile to light up the entire starry sky.
"But, I owe you a pact. Well, now's the time. Heather lowered her head and began to play the guitar in her hand intently, humming softly, "So we got up and pursued our destiny in the darkness, I saw you scarred late last night, I saw you dancing in the arms of demons. ”
The "beast", the promise that belonged to him and belonged to her, the promise that never fulfilled.
Heather is so focused, her sweet and immature voice outlines a touch of precipitated vicissitudes in the guitar strings, like a bard who has been wandering for a long time, finally finding the way to chase his dreams, no matter how long and difficult the road is, he still embarks on the journey firmly and persistently.
Listen, it is Heather's humming, singing wantonly and cheerfully, like a mermaid in a fairy tale, singing in the dead of night, singing to her heart's content, and the beautiful song guides the wanderers who are lost on the sea, back to the right course, and continues to sail towards the lights of their dreams.
"So here we are, a lonely place where I can't go back, and you are the face that made me go to the soup, and this is the name that the children will inherit, and the charm and crown. ”
He remembered, he remembered it all.
The reason why he is him is not only because of the hard work and hard work of being a person in the reincarnation, but also because of the pain and hardship in the past, if there were no ten years on the hospital bed, then he would not be so firm and persistent; if there were no ten years on the hospital bed, then he would not have browsed and watched so many movie works, and achieved the possibility of later.
He is Chu Jiashu, he is also Lan Li, without the former, he cannot become the latter.
People are always like this, hating their past, trying to deny all those painful, sad, and struggling memories, and even wishing to completely cut off all the suffering, leaving only the memory of happiness.
But people forget that the appearance of happiness is similar, but the experience of suffering is unique, and it is precisely those setbacks that carve their edges and corners little by little, and forge their current self.
To deny the past is to deny oneself, and to deny the past is to deny the present.
Tears poured out like this, blurring the vision, and in a haze, the smile on the corner of Heather's mouth bloomed into a bright halo, more and more blurred, more and more bright, and finally completely disappeared into the halo, leaving only the wanton flying song in the ears, carrying dreams, spreading its wings, and soaring freely.
Everything in sight began to disappear, Heather turned into a sparkling glow and completely merged into the halo, and the white ward also evolved into a thousand stars that illuminated the whole world, and that halo became more and more turbulent, illuminating everything and filling every corner of the vision.
In a trance, he returned to the universe again, the vastness of the universe, the sun, the earth, the light, the emptiness, the vastness, the familiar scenery became real again, the tingling sensation in the wrists and ankles became clear again, tearing at the thoughts of the brain, so that every detail around him gradually reappeared in the outline.
His hands and legs were still tied and he couldn't move, the melody in his ears began to become clear again, not "beast", but Schubert, and a sense of realism returned to his body in response to gravity, and began to fall heavily, the pull of gravity instantly pouring into the blood like mercury, and suddenly falling.
But at this time, he didn't think about it at all, he didn't care if he was Chu Jiashu or Lan Li, he didn't care if he was Ryan Stone, he didn't even care if it was a dream or reality, but began to survive.
He wants to break free from his shackles and be transformed and reborn. If there is no way to survive in front of him, then he has to carve it out. No one can stop him, no one! Freedom belongs to him, belongs to his dream, he wants to regain control of his own hands, even if it is a dream, he must cut through the dream, return to reality, and start again!
Calm down, he needs to calm down, and at the same time, he needs to be focused.
This is not an easy task.
Without any references, he could not judge the passage of time, but it was certain that he was now truly exhausted.
The all-out struggle just now almost squeezed out the last trace of energy in the body, and even the muscles became sore and stiff, and the large amount of lactic acid secretion made the fingertips unable to feel any strength; re-experiencing the most painful, saddest and most difficult period of the past in the depths of memory, the mental torture also made the whole person feel a burst of prostration, and the brain could not even function; not to mention the hot pain in the wrists, ankles, chest, abdomen and other places can still be felt.
To make matters worse, the temperature in the light box was rising little by little, the hot air was constantly scorching on the surface of the skin, and the boiling heat wave was everywhere, burrowing into the veins along the pores, oozing a thin layer of sweat, but all of them were stuffed in the spacesuit, creating the effect of a sauna.
Now, his whole body seemed to be emitting steam, as if he had just been fished out of volcanic lava, and even the glass mask of his helmet was beginning to mist with water. Despite the certainty of the passage of time, he can be sure that in the long run, he will inevitably fall into a terrible predicament of dehydration-
It is even possible that they are already on the verge of dehydration, and the symptoms of weakness in the limbs, muscle strength, and dizziness have begun to appear one after another. And, most likely, the struggle is speeding up the process.
Through the vague helmet mask, he carefully examined the situation around him, but there was only a gray halo in his sight, and at the edge of the halo was a darkness, boundless darkness, the vastness and recklessness of the universe, once again unfolding before his eyes, and it became more and more real.
Now, he doesn't have time to break it down, maybe he's on the set of the Surrey studio, maybe he's really in space, maybe he's still immersed in Chu Jiashu's dream, he's not dead, everything is just a vivid dream, like a story of "Inception", a fake and a reality.
But, he didn't care, his attention wasn't here at all right now.
Slowly, slowly, he began to seriously begin to look at the surrounding environment, looking for the possibility of survival, even the slightest faint hope. After immersing myself in it, I gradually calmed down, and became more focused, all the distractions in my mind completely disappeared, and my brain was running again after a long absence.
Desperate situation, not to mention whether there is really a desperate situation in this world, even if it really exists, and he is in it now, he will never give up and firmly regain control of his destiny in the desperate situation. Even if it is death, he has to be in his own way, after burning his life, embrace the arrival of death, he refuses to give up on his own initiative!
This is him.
Although his body was firmly controlled, after his mind became active, he had an accurate judgment of his situation. He was now wearing a spacesuit, his limbs were tied and fixed to a device, and all around him was a white expanse of light, and there was no point of borrowing, nor any point of breaking, so he could only start from himself.
Spacesuits, Bondage, Equipment, Spacesuits, Bondage, Appliances......
His mind was racing rapidly, and at the same time he began to move his limbs, not struggling to resist, but moving a little, feeling exactly the extent of the space and the environment he was in.
Activity?
He suddenly realized that his body was indeed immobilized, but this was different from Chu Jiashu's situation.
Chu Jiashu's struggles all happened in his brain, and his body did not have any consciousness and movement, so even if his resistance was turbulent, it was still calm in reality.
His struggles are real, and the pain in his wrists, ankles, knees, and chest shows that his body has room to move, and although this space is extremely narrow, this is an opportunity.
Opportunity!
A flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, and he found a glimmer of life! The space between the spacesuit and the binding rope, the space for his body to move slightly, this was his chance!