Chapter 39: Friendship
"No, no, it's not your fault, it's all none of yours, it's all my fault, it's all my fault"
"If I had known that I would have caused you so much harm because I left, Yang Shuting, then I shouldn't have said goodbye in the first place. ”
Qiu Yuhong raised her head, tears streaming down her eyes.
As a strong woman in the newspaper, she has always been known for her strength, but at the moment he is crying profusely, like a weak girl.
"No, no, I betrayed you, I betrayed you, if I hadn't betrayed you in the first place, you wouldn't have left school, you wouldn't have transferred, we said okay, we are friends, I will protect you, but I didn't do it, I really didn't do it, I'm too cowardly"
Yang Shuwen cried profusely.
With the recovery of her memory, she already remembered everything she had experienced with Qiu Yuyun in high school.
The two of them walked together, and she once patted her chest and promised that she would definitely protect Qiu Yuyun and be her best friend.
But the reality is that on that day, she sold Qiu Yuyun, who trusted her most, and what she had been holding on to was as broken as glass.
"No, no"
Qiu Yuhong raised her head slightly, pressed Yang Shuwen down on the chair again, and spoke
"Yang Shuwen, all of this is my fault, it's all my fault, it has nothing to do with you, in fact, I have always been very grateful to you since high school, even after that incident, I am really grateful to you"
"Because you're the only friend I ever had in high school, you're my only best friend, and you're my only friend. ”
Qiu Yuhong said as she wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and raised her head, her eyes seemed to recall the distant past.
"In high school, I wanted to study hard, but I don't know why there were always bad girls to bully me, at that time, I was alone no matter where I was, in the whole school except for the teacher, only you don't dislike me, only you are willing to be my friend, at that time I was really grateful to you, really very grateful, I think you are my best friend in life, and I want to be with you forever"
"But since that happened, I know it's all my fault"
Qiu Yuhong said as she touched the tears at the corners of her mouth, stretched out her hand, and gently stroked her wrist.
She had a wrist glove on her wrist and a long scar underneath it
"Yang Shuting, before you knew me, you were a popular figure in the school, and those bad students would not bully you at all, but it was because you knew me, because you were with me, that you suffered all this, because you had to protect me, you had to find a teacher for me to meet bad students, and you would be intimidated and threatened by them, all of this was my fault, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't have suffered all this at all. ”
"It is precisely because of this that after that incident, my parents transferred me to another school, and I didn't contact you, because in my opinion, it is because you know me that you will suffer so many difficulties, you will encounter so many dangers, and you will be targeted by bad students, if you are entangled with me again, you will be even more unlucky, and you will also become the target of bullying"
"You are my friend, you are my only friend, I hope you are well, not to be implicated by me, all this is my fault, if you didn't know me in the first place, you wouldn't have experienced this, that's why I'm leaving"
"I hope my departure will help you and not become a target of bullying by other bad students just because you're with me. ”
It turned out to be like this.
Is that okay too?
Chen Yiping's eyes were round, looking at Yang Shuwen and Qiu Yuhong, who were hugging each other and crying bitterly, he really felt a little confused.
I thought it would be a drama of mutual resentment and hatred, but I didn't expect it to be two real friends, considerate of each other and even guilty of each other.
"Sure enough, it is the dragon that gave birth to nine sons, each is different, everyone's thoughts are really different, if it is a normal development, this Qiu Yuyun will definitely resent Yang Shuwen, because she thinks that she betrayed herself, thinks that she betrayed their friendship, betrayed her hiding place, just to protect herself, and even turned against her"
"But now Qiu Yuyun doesn't think so, what she thinks is that because she is with herself, Yang Shuwen will become the target of bullying, and because of herself, Yang Shuwen will become the target of bullying by bad students, and it is because of being with herself that Yang Shuwen will suffer all this"
These are two kind people.
But it's also because of kindness that I end up feeling guilty.
Cheng Yiping sighed leisurely, and suddenly his mood became very good, raised his head, looked at Yang Shuwen and Qiu Yuhong, who were crying bitterly together, and the corners of his mouth were raised
Yang Shuwen really cares about Qiu Yuyun, otherwise it would be impossible to have a psychological burden, and in the end, the brain formed self-protection measures and became selective amnesia.
But even so, there were even monsters in the subconscious, reminding Yang Shuwen not to forget Qiu Yuyun in the form of nightmares.
And Qiu Yuyun is the same, in order to make Yang Shuwen not be bullied because of herself in school, even if she transfers.
The two of them really value each other's friendship.
But it is precisely because of the importance that misunderstanding will be caused, and it is precisely because of misunderstanding that it will not be seen for several years.
I have to say that the relationship between the two of them is indeed shocking.
"Okay, don't cry either, if you say this, both of you are doing it for each other, all of this can only be said to be a misunderstanding, or that you were too young at the beginning, and all this is not your fault."
Yang Shuwen and Qiu Yuhong glanced at each other, wiped their tears, and showed a bright smile.
In this smile, the two of them seem to have returned to the high school days of their classmates.
"Qiu Yuyun, I always thought that I hurt you, I have always been very guilty, but if you really don't blame me, if you really forgive me, why didn't you recognize me enough just now?"
Yang Shuwen asked while wiping her tears
"That's because I don't want you to be hurt because of me, I was bullied by bad students because you knew me in high school, and now I don't want you to be hurt again, I don't want you to be hurt because of me again. ”
Qiu Yuhong shook her head lightly and said, tears flowing in her eyes.
"Why do you say that, why do you think that? We are friends, it was indeed my fault at the beginning, I promised to protect you, but in the end I betrayed you because I was afraid that I would be bullied, it was all my fault, I was the culprit"
Yang Shuting slammed into her chest, tears flowing, this was the biggest guilt in her heart.
"No, no, I never blamed you, I never blamed you, if you really want to say guilt, it should be me, if you really want to say that it's wrong, it should be me, if it weren't for me being too weak, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't have suffered all this at all"
Qiu Yuhong raised her head, her eyes red