059 What is Happiness?

Although Chu Mingzhu is really used to being given face and commanding people, since she was with Qiu Yan, as long as she was in front of him, she would forcibly put away the majesty of the president of the Chu family, so that she could really become an ordinary little woman, enjoy the favor given to her by her husband to the fullest, and also respect and obey his decisions.

However, although she held back her anger and grievances and did not confront Qiu Yan, her face was already unhappy.

Qiu Yan didn't care about comforting Chu Mingzhu at this time, turned his head and said to Caiyue: "Caiyue, go quickly, rest early! ”

Cai Yue saw that Chu Mingzhu's expression was obviously wrong, and wanted to ease the atmosphere, but Xiao Tian hugged her and said, "Listen to Qiu Yan, let's go rest first!"

Cai Yue knew that Xiao Tian had always been thoughtful and experienced in looking at problems and thinking about things, and he had a great relationship with Chu Mingzhu, but at this moment, he turned a blind eye to Chu Mingzhu's emotions, thinking that he must have his considerations and ideas.

So, he obediently didn't say anything, and only said to Chu Mingzhu: "Mingzhu, let's go rest first, I will definitely have a good chat with you tomorrow!"

Chu Mingzhu smiled slightly unnaturally, and only replied with one word: "Okay!"

Xiao Tian wanted to hug Caiyue horizontally. Cai Yue felt that this was not good, so she refused. But Xiao Tian insisted on this, so he still followed him. Then, she smiled at Qiu Yan and Chu Mingzhu very embarrassedly, and said, "See you tomorrow!" Then, the two of them went upstairs like this.

Xiao Tian and Caiyue were no longer in front of them, Chu Mingzhu immediately couldn't bear it, his face darkened, and he went upstairs without saying a word.

Qiu Yan knew that Chu Mingzhu had misunderstood him, so he was angry, but he didn't follow. With his current mood, he couldn't comfort Chu Mingzhu at all, but might transfer his low mood to her.

He slowly sat down on the couch, his elbows resting on his knees and his head down.

He felt his chest clog in panic, so he picked up his glass of champagne on the coffee table and drank it down. picked up Xiao Tian's cup again, tilted his neck, and drank it all again. He felt that the congestion in his heart had not eased at all, so he got up again, walked to the bar, took a bottle of whiskey, and poured it directly into the wide-mouth glass, without mixing any other soft drinks or ice cubes.

Qiu Yan drank to himself like this, drinking three glasses in a row, until he poured the fourth glass of wine and was about to raise his glass to drink alone, a beautiful and soft hand suddenly pressed the mouth of the cup hard.

"What's wrong? It's because of Caiyue's sudden appearance, do you regret being with me?"

Qiu Yan himself couldn't completely say what he was thinking now.

Do you regret being with Chu Mingzhu? The answer, of course, is "no". In the more than two years that he has been with Chu Mingzhu, he is indeed happy and happy. It's just that... It's just that when Caiyue suddenly appeared in front of him like this again, his heart still had some thoughts that were difficult to suppress.

What kind of thoughts did you have to continue to haunt her as before? Of course it couldn't be. He is now a married man, and even more so a father, how can he still rob women with Xiao Tian like before?

It's just that... It's just that there won't be in behavior, but what about the heart? Qiu Yan doesn't know if he can control his heart. No one has ever dared to make a 100% guarantee for such a thing, otherwise, where would he have had so many hearts to help himself before?

It's just that before he could sort out his already chaotic mind, he immediately knew that Caiyue was in such a bad situation now. He really couldn't hold back the pain in his heart.

Hearing Chu Mingzhu's direct question, Qiu Yan shook his head gently.

"I have never regretted being with you. ”

Chu Mingzhu's face was much better. Of course, she knew that in the face of Caiyue's reappearance, Qiu Yan couldn't have no fluctuations in her mind at all. But she thinks that she knows Qiu Yan, he is by no means a man without a sense of responsibility, let alone a man whose mind is easily wandering.

The woman he once loved so suddenly reappeared, and there would inevitably be momentary fluctuations in his heart, but in the end, he would know how he should choose.

Moreover, she didn't think that Caiyue would be more suitable for Qiu Yan than herself. In fact, she was indeed as she said to Qiu Yan at the beach during the day, and she became more and more sure that she was the woman who could bring Qiu Yan happiness compared to Caiyue.

"Why is that? We said we would give each other the most freedom and space to be themselves! If you don't want to say, I won't ask. But we have also promised to face all problems together. If you have a problem, I hope you can tell me and I will do everything I can to help you. ”

Qiu Yan turned his head to look at Chu Mingzhu. Chu Mingzhu was standing beside him at the moment, looking at him with concern.

A trace of shame welled up in his heart, and he said softly: "Just now, I'm sorry!"

Hearing Qiu Yan's sincere apology, Chu Mingzhu's only little unhappiness was completely gone at this moment.

"Didn't you just say during the day that I was fine with everything but furniture?"

Qiu Yan couldn't help but laugh when he heard her say this.

Chu Mingzhu has been the president of the big group for a long time, and he is indeed generous and generous enough. In life, she is indeed big about many things, and she doesn't take them to heart. Therefore, Qiu Yan inevitably has to worry more.

But her rare advantage is that she is not very jealous of being jealous at every turn like an ordinary little woman. Although she always knew that there was always another woman in her husband's heart, she would never bring this to Qiu Yan to make irresponsible comments.

Qiu Yan knew that this was because of Chu Mingzhu's trust in him, and of course, this was also due to Chu Mingzhu's confidence in her own charm.

Qiu Yan is indeed very relaxed with her, and he is indeed very happy. Only this time, he only laughed a little, and then returned to his previous low state.

Seeing Qiu Yan reveal his depressed mood so rarely, Chu Mingzhu gently put his hand on his hand.

"I know you're not sorry to be with me. In that case, what else would make you feel so powerless to stay here alone and drink alcohol?"

Although she and Qiu Yan have always had a tacit understanding and will not interfere too much with each other's nostalgia for the past, both of them have always maintained due restraint and respect for each other. Normally, neither of them shows too much nostalgia in front of each other.

Qiu Yan sighed, and like Xiao Tian, he told Chu Mingzhu about Cai Yue very slowly.

Chu Mingzhu stood on the spot, this incident was too sudden and miserable.

"How so?" she murmured.

After a while, she leaned sadly into Qiu Yan's arms and whispered with red eyes: "This is not fair! How can this be? They deserve to be happy!"

Qiu Yan patted Chu Mingzhu gently.

"What is happiness? When Xiao Tian just told me about the life he wanted now, I was as sad as you are now. But these incomparably beautiful things for Xiao Tian are something that most people can easily have every day. How many of these people would consider themselves happy?"

Chu Mingzhu leaned on Qiu Yan's arms, tears rolling uncontrollably in his eyes. Qiu Yan's words were of course very reasonable sighs, but she was still so sad that she just kept shaking her head.

The sky on the other side of the sea slowly turned red, and another beautiful sunrise arrived. Xiao Tian didn't get up and go to morning exercise as usual, but sat on the balcony of the bedroom with Cai Yue, quietly watching the sunrise.

At present, what sounded in Xiao Tian's ears was Yang Xuan's words: "Every sunrise she has ever seen, it may be the last." ”

This is the second day that Xiao Tian and Cai Yue have returned to the city together, and of course they will have a lot of things to deal with, and there will be many people to meet. Therefore, after having breakfast together, Qiu Yan went to the company as usual, and Chu Mingzhu also took care of his daughter at home as usual, and neither of them was polite to accompany them.

The first thing Cai Yue and Xiao Tian had to do was to go to Jingyuan.

After Caiyue jumped off the Luofeng Bridge and Xiao Tian was wronged again, it took a lot of procedures to merge the tomb of Caiyue's parents with Lin Wanyun's tomb. Lin Wanyun was lonely before her death, and after she passed away, she could finally be close to her mother.

Around the cemetery, there are white begonias blooming one by one, and other flowers are also blooming in the autumn wind, bursts of floral fragrance waft into the nose with the wind, petals fall with the wind, and there is a sense of gloom in the tranquility.

Bending down to place the bouquet upright on the grave platform, looking at the kind smiles of father and mother on the tombstone, Cai Yue did not speak for a long time. There are too many words in my heart, and there are too many emotions, but I can't say anything in my mouth.

After a long time, she squatted down, caressed her mother's photo with her fingers, and whispered: "Dad, Mom, I've come to see you! I'm fine, don't worry about me!"

After a while, her eyes turned slightly red, and she whispered, "I just miss you very much, I miss you very much." ”

Xiao Tian gently put his hand on her shoulder, and then slowly squatted down, also looked at Xiao Ling's smile on the tombstone, and whispered: "Mom, don't worry, I will take good care of Caiyue." ”

After a while, he said, "Dad, I can't pluck the moon from the sky and give you the most beloved baby, but I promise you that I will do everything possible to make your baby feel happy and happy every day! ”

Cai Yue smiled with tears in her eyes: "Dad, you have never met Xiao Tian, you must not know him." However, I can assure you that although this guy has always been flamboyant, you can believe him in this sentence. ”