Chapter Eighty-Nine
In the 57th episode of "Dream of Red Mansions", Baoyu, who was laughed at by Zijuan, generously said a fair word for himself: the so-called emergency went to the doctor. At this moment, I had to borrow this sentence from Brother Baoyu with a cheeky face, and then give it to Garfield as it was.
"Uh," Garfield asked, gritting his teeth as he took a sip of lemon orange tea on the rocks, staring at me like a monster.
I smiled weakly.
Fifteen minutes ago, Garfield delivered me safely to the door of the community. I just mentioned it in passing: "Don't worry, I will definitely call Bai Muyan tomorrow." ”
"There are many dreams at night, so let's fight now. ”
Garfield pulled over the car on the side of the street, whether I agreed or not, turned off the car and walked to the CC cold drink shop next to it.
The proprietress of CC cold drink shop has a single name, and we are used to calling her Alan.
Because of the regular customer, Alan just looked up at us, and beckoned the milk tea girl to give Garfield a cup of lemon orange tea as usual, and brought me iced tea.
But I suddenly had a little whim today, and beckoned my little sister to change the tea to a milkshake, which was still very girly strawberry flavor.
"I can't say it's uncooked," I put down my phone, scooped up a spoonful of milkshake, and explained as I put it in my mouth, "Strictly speaking, my friendship with him is more like a medium-rare steak, with half chance of winning and half of the odds of losing." After swallowing the milkshake in a hurry, he hurriedly added: "It was this friendship before yesterday." ”
"Wu Xiaoqi, if you want to give up a man who doesn't love you, I raise my hands in favor, and if you want to start a new relationship, I don't object. But if your new object is Bai Muyan, I'm really going to be angry. ”
The last bit of playfulness in Garfield's eyes suddenly disappeared, and I couldn't stop laughing with a serious and serious expression: "What do you think of me?
"Yes. "Garfield is very faceless.
The corners of my mouth quivered: "Evidence." ”
"It's simple," Garfield said without thinking, "you like to change flavors when you fall in love, like ice cream, like milkshakes." ”
"Tell me, what happened last night?"
Garfield banged on the table and gave an ultimatum without question.
I was stunned: "I really convinced you." ”
After speaking, after eating three mouthfuls of milkshakes in a row and calming down, I told me all about Bai Muyan's search for me yesterday and the predicament I am currently facing at work.
"That's the way it is. I shrugged helplessly, lowered my eyes in embarrassment and said, "Bai Muyan feels that I should give up everything now to comfort Jiang Beisheng." But the problem is, I ...... with Jiang Beisheng You know. ”
I sighed and sighed.
"The distance between men and women is not only a difference in gender, but also because of the way men and women look at the problem, if the eyes of men are compared to the sun, then the eyes of women must be the moon, always standing at different angles, exuding different lights, and unwilling to compromise to express their opinions. Can you accuse the sun of being strong? No. Can you complain that the moon is dark? Therefore, between men and women, there is only a game of different views, and there is no conclusion about who is right and who is wrong. Garfield supported his face with his left hand, pinched a long straw with his right thumb and forefinger, and stirred up the half cup of lemon orange tea: "But Bai Muyan's mood, I must give me understanding and understanding, because that is his best buddy." ”
"That's my attitude as an outsider. Garfield paused, took a sip of lemon orange tea at the straw, moistened his throat, and then added: "But I am not an irrelevant outsider after all, and as your best friend, I have to admonish you in a biased way." Today's society is no longer a feudal society, and neither men nor women should become appendages to anyone for any reason. Dear baby, you must remember that independence is the only magic weapon for women not to be held back by men. And the premise of independence is to have a job of your own. So, I think you're right, the priority is to keep your job. ”
Sure enough, the hero sees the same thing.
I stabilized my emotions and teased her with a sad face: "Even if it is a job that makes you feel no happiness at all, do you have to do your best to protect it?"
"Happiness is a strange thing," Garfield laughed, "You think you're unhappy, but I'm sorry, there's someone more unfortunate than you." However," Garfield dragged in a long tone and winked maliciously: "Can you tell me, is this milkshake for Jiang Beisheng or Bai Muyan?"
"Tell me first, you really forgot all the good things about Wei Siming in two days?"
Not to be outdone, a backhand strike.
Garfield's face turned pale, and then, he bit his lip, and his mood instantly became much lower-key: "Fox, to be honest, the simplest thing in love is to choose to love or not to love." The real dilemma is how to get the person you are used to out of your life again. So, it's not love that makes me hard to let go, it's habit that overwhelms me. ”
This is a sad topic.
As we become adults, we always have to put more effort into correcting the habits we have developed than when we were younger. Whether it can be corrected thoroughly, it seems that because of the panic of age, it has become less confident than before.
After all, we don't have much time to develop a new habit because of one person.
This may be why middle-aged women are always less daring to like the new and hate the old than middle-aged men, and dare to carry out the divorce to the end.
Fortunately, none of us want to let this heavy topic make us embarrassed. Therefore, for Bai Muyan's refusal, we tacitly and selectively forget.
"I don't think anyone's word can be trusted right now. In the second half of the year, Garfield concentrated on analyzing all the possibilities for me: "If you think about it, all the sources now are hearsay, although there is a saying that there is no wind and no waves, but there is also an idiom called making something out of nothing. So, what you really have to do right now is not to guard against anyone, just keep a normal mind and just wait and see what happens. ”
"I also knew that it was best to wait and see, but I didn't want to do nothing and just sit back and wait. I complained angrily, "If you say how reluctant I am, it's definitely a lie." What I care about is my youth, thirteen years of perseverance, how can I become cannon fodder under the black interests of a ** person?
"If you just want to let out a bad breath recklessly, that's not hard. Garfield sneered.
I shuddered, "Do you have a way?"
"Well," a flash of color flashed in Garfield's eyes, "The best thing is to see the move." ”
(To be continued)