Calm down. Calm down. Calm down.

But, it/calm down!

The chaotic brain had turned into a mess, a mess, a surge, and that irrepressible panic was rapidly devouring all the sanity in the mind.

It's just a self-experience, it's a personal experience that he has arranged for himself, and that's what he expects.

According to the plan, the emotions and emotions of the first stage have already been experienced once during the "buried alive" period, and he does not need to do the useless work of repeating again today, but adjusts his state and slowly cuts into the methodological feelings of the second stage.

So, what he needs to do now is to calm down, get rid of that useless fear, and get back on track.

However, the plan has not kept up with the changes.

In the boundless silence, the turbulent loneliness began to occupy every cell in the body.

The bigger the universe, the smaller the individual, the more vast the tranquility, the weaker the individual, the more vast the world, the more humble the individual, and worse, he can't find a companion, only alone in the face of such a magnificent and majestic universe, the endless pressure begins to vent, as if ...... It's as if he has to carry the whole world on his back, and it's hard to move, and it's really hard to move.

That feeling of loneliness begins to make people feel frightened and timid.

Raising his gaze, he searched every corner of his vision, but found nothing, except for emptiness, or emptiness, but he felt more and more that loneliness, which was surging.

When I was in the coffin, the world was so small. He only needs to raise his hand to touch the edge and the top of the whole world, everything is within reach, squeezing over with cramped and urgency, almost suffocating.

That kind of face-to-face confrontation is about to erupt, as if as long as he swings his fist, he can give the other party a heavy blow head-on. So, he resisted, he chose to face the resistance, to fight in the most fierce way, trying to use his fists to carve out a way to survive.

But now, the world is so big. In any case, he could not find the boundary, that vastness, magnified everything, magnified to the extreme, except for himself.

Even if he raised his fists, even if he clenched his teeth, even if he was ready, his resistance was still so weak, he couldn't even shake the opponent's penny, the heavy fists just smashed into the air, and the strength in his body did not have any borrowing point and landing point at all, that feeling of powerlessness swept from the depths of his heart, and before the resistance began, the sense of powerlessness and helplessness had already gnawed at his heart, and he was almost about to disarm and surrender.

It's not that he chose to give up, it's that he wants to fight, but he can't do anything about it.

He is not facing a coffin, not a kidnapper, not even a White House, not a country, but the entire universe. God, that's the whole universe, how should his fist fight? Even before he could resist, the hope of survival had been shattered.

His eyes fell into a daze, completely blurring the focus, the suffocation gradually became hot, as if it was burning his lungs, and then all the internal organs slowly began to ignite, tormenting and painful, tormenting his nerves little by little, and after the helplessness reached the extreme, the survival instinct/ability exploded.

He should be calm, he should follow the plan, he should be ......

To hell with all of this!

Desperately, Lan Li began to struggle hard, his hands and feet clapping fiercely, trying to break free from the restraints, regain his freedom, and then break the situation in front of him, but he couldn't.

The more you struggle, the more painful it becomes.

Every muscle in his body was bursting with powerful energy, but he was still fixed in place, unable to move, the depression and dullness further detonated the feeling of suffocation, he almost couldn't breathe, opened his mouth wide, completely forgot the elegance and restraint of education in this life, just breathed heavily, but still couldn't feel the influx of oxygen, as if his throat had been completely strangled.

The hands, feet, chest, abdomen, knees, elbows, every part of the body came from a hot pain, and the stinging sensation after the violent friction was like countless thin arrays of cow hairs, drilling into the blood along the pores, torturing every inch of skin up and down the body, as if the whole person was in a sea of fire, the torment made the brain begin to scream in the depths of the brain.

However, he couldn't make a sound at all, he couldn't even feel oxygen, let alone his own voice.

So, he could only open his mouth wide, like a stone sculpture, and stiffened in place.

A deep sense of powerlessness surged up, not despair, not anger, just powerless, like ants shaking the sky and trees, looking up, but there was no end in sight, trying their best to search all the memories in their minds, but still unable to find any solution, far beyond the scope of their own cognition, as if there was no other way but to be captured.

From the body to the spirit, from the realization of the soul, the total fall, the whole collapse, the whole process of crushing, that feeling of powerlessness, little by little, began to erode the soul, and after the pain reached the extreme, even lost the feeling, just lost the reason, and began to struggle.

"Ahh

Even the moans of pain became fragmented, like fish out of the water, opening their mouths wide to find a glimmer of life, but between breaths and breaths, they were only dying.

Dying.

Every muscle in his body was resisting, his whole body began to twist, completely out of control, saliva and sweat mixed together, staining his chin, but he didn't notice his embarrassment at all, just trembling, trembling, and finally exhausted, leaning under the "big tree of the sky", his eyes were blank, stunned, and his soul completely fell into a blank.

Wheezing, wheezing, the eyes were warm, and before he could control it, the hot tears broke through the restraints and slipped down, mixed with sweat and saliva, and slowly slid into it along his neck, the hot liquid touched the chest covered with a layer of cold sweat, goosebumps suddenly appeared all over his body, and his muscles began to tremble slightly uncontrollably.

So embarrassed.

But what is even more terrifying than the embarrassment is that he is not aware of his embarrassment at all, and he has no time to care about his embarrassment, the feeling of suffocation is making his brain begin to burn, he tries to scream, tries to scream, tries to call for help, but he can't make a sound at all, he can only open his mouth wide and shout silently.

Find a way, hurry up and figure it out!

When he was trapped in the coffin, he never gave up, why is he so quick to give up when he is trapped in a vast universe? This is not him, this is definitely not him, he will not give up, he refuses to give up!

Ponder. Ponder!

//think.

After the chaos reached the extreme, it became a blank brain, unable to think at all, only endless negative emotions in his chest, but even if it was negative emotions, he didn't have time to think carefully and sort it out at this time, he just wanted to vent, and then realized that he couldn't even vent the action

He wanted to pound the coffin board hard, feel the pain of his fist, he wanted to vent all his strength, to explode his emotions. However, there was only a cloud of air in front of him, and in the vast universe, there was not even a person to be able to vent, and then he froze in place, letting the negative emotions completely destroy the last trace of faith in his mind.

The surging feeling of powerlessness struck his heart one by one, but he didn't feel any pain at all, and his eyes widened as if he could see the light of life fading little by little, like the afterglow of burnt ashes.

So magnificent, yet so tragic.

He was a coward, he didn't even resist, he chose to give up like this, ridiculous, ridiculous, tears have lost their meaning and turned into shame, laughing at his incompetence and helplessness. So what should he do now, just wait here for death?

In a trance, the glimmer of light in the line of sight gradually brightened, and finally evolved into a cloud of white light, and the world transformed into a large area of white, as if it were ...... It's like a hospital room.

Unable to move both feet. Unable to move his hands. The body is also unable to move. He turned his head, only to find that even his neck could only move from side to side, trying to raise his head and look at his toes, such a simple action failed, that panic in the numb thoughts, instantly exploded, nightmare, he actually returned to that nightmare again.

Even more terrible than death

He returned to Chu Jiashu's body, returned to the hospital bed, and was trapped in the body of the high paraplegic again, his soul could travel in the universe, but he was imprisoned in this square inch of land, and he couldn't even commit suicide, so he could only be trapped in place like a walking corpse, waiting for the doctor's verdict and the arrival of death.

Why? Why is this happening?

He's Lan Li-Hall, not Chu Jiashu, he's been reborn again, he's no longer tied up in that piece of heaven and earth, he's preparing for the "gravity" shoot now, instead of lying on a hospital bed, waiting for someone else's help.

No, it's not like that, things shouldn't be like this.

He was struggling, struggling desperately, frantically struggling, but with all his strength, his body could not move at all, it seemed that even his fingers could no longer feel it, and his whole soul was imprisoned in his brain, cutting off all connection between his thoughts and his neck down, and the world was reduced to the extreme.

The vastness of the universe contracted rapidly, evolving from the infinite to the square, and the panic destroyed all his sanity. "No, no, no, it shouldn't be like this, it can't be, absolutely can't. He growled in oblivion, struggling harder and harder, not even noticing that his teeth were biting into his tongue and mouth.

Suddenly, a smell of blood spread through his mouth.