If I were a little demon fairy, I would recite a spell to remove all the misfortunes and frustrations caused by my work from my life. From then on, there were no bad things in my life, only my heart.

But am I?

I'm not.

Therefore, my miserable life is not only tormented by my heart, but also insulted by bad things.

It is indeed much more difficult for a person to live than to die a hundred times.

After a glass of red wine, I floated like a somersault cloud stepped on by Sun Dasheng under his feet, and the difference between my IQ and that of normal people was 108,000 miles.

Fortunately, Bai Muyan sat across from me.

"I originally thought that you were more sad than dead to this job, but I didn't expect it, but I loved it to the depths and didn't know it. ”

A man who doesn't drink alcohol and has his own attributes of emptiness.

This is probably a drawback that long-term lovers will have emotionally. As an independent social person, if you compare emotions and personality on a cross-sectional level, emotions can only be regarded as a false proposition, and character flaws or drawbacks caused by character flaws may become real propositions that hinder your pursuit of a high quality of life. If you look at it again from this perspective, I think you should be happy for yourself. After all, what you are discarding is a false proposition that you should have voluntarily abandoned. ”

Nonsense from start to finish.

"How can work be a false proposition?" "Low alcohol collides with high concentration of emotions, and it is impossible to be a beautiful girl who is not hot-headed. I slapped my hand on the table with a sad and indignant palm: "Eat and eat air? Mortgage money? This fee and that fee are blank checks? Is this the case? Eating, drinking, housing, and traveling are the little pleasures of life disguised, just to make me laugh? It's too unreasonable." ”

I shook my chaotic head, and for the first time, I spoke disrespectfully to this Ye Limin-style man.

"Life itself is an incomprehensible being. In the face of my disrespectful words, Bai Muyan only frowned in a flash: "Because every life is never born for the sake of life, but for the sake of death." Life is like this, and so is life. ”

"No matter who you are, there are only two choices you can face: one is to live in a low-profile spiritual world, but the material life is rich, and the other is to be free in soul but stingy like a beggar on a street corner. This is what people commonly refer to as real life and ideal life. Bai Muyan breathed a sigh of relief: "I remember you once told me that you are more helpless and evasive about this job, and the reason why you have been left and entangled for more than ten years is just because you lack an opportunity to retreat." It can be seen that this job is far from your ideals. Since it's not an ideal job, and since your colleague has created an opportunity for you to leave because of their own selfishness, why don't you try to say goodbye to it for a long time rather than a short pain?"

An undesirable job is like an undesirable husband, every minute and every second with him is looking forward to the excitement after parting ways with him. But divorce is not a matter of two people after all, nor is it a low-cost operation, and no woman will be so stupid as to divorce her marriage desperately for a vision.

"Maybe you're complaining about my words in your heart at the moment," probably because my eyes betrayed me, and the man opposite me, who lacked the ordinary man's temperament, took a sip of weak tea to moisten his throat, and continued to talk fresh and vulgar: "It's just a delirious nonsense." ”

Uh, it's so obvious?

I raised my goblet awkwardly, took a sip of red wine, and drifted away with my eyes.

"But I must correct you, I'm in my right mind right now. The problems of food, mortgage, and this and that fee you just mentioned are indeed not trivial pleasures, but real problems that need to be faced urgently. Bai Muyan fiddled with the white porcelain teacup in his hand: "If this conversation had happened two weeks ago, I would have admitted it, but now, I don't think so." ”

"Does it make a difference?"

I straightened my neck, thinking that I was drinking and drinking auditory hallucinations, and I couldn't help but ask.

Bai Muyan sighed lightly: "In today's society, there are gnawing old people, but there is no such thing as gnawing husbands. You forget, you are no longer alone, you and your family have a crisis, and you have a husband to rely on. ”

If this husband is real, naturally there is no problem.

"What can you expect from a husband who is hot and cold?" I snorted lightly, put down the goblet, and said with a cold face: "Even if you don't touch a nose of ash, cynicism is absolutely indispensable." ”

"I don't agree with your opinion of Beisheng. Bai Muyan smiled tiredly and denied: "The British female writer Jane Austen wrote such a sentence in her famous work "Pride and Prejudice": Pride makes it impossible for others to love me, and prejudice makes it impossible for me to love others. As a bystander to your marriage, I think you and Beisheng are the real-life versions of Elizabeth and Darcy. The only difference is that Beisheng's arrogance is deliberately faked because he can't get out of the shadows of the past, while your prejudice is completely consistent with Elizabeth's state of mind, which is a kind of prejudice from the heart. This is unfair to Beisheng. ”

Who doesn't have a few girlfriends or brothers?

Who hasn't stabbed her or his lover unprincipledly when their girlfriend or brother's relationship is in trouble?

Bai Muyan deserves this brother, and I am also convinced, from life to death, from nonsense to the insight of the British female writer Jane Austen, but it can be regarded as exhausting scheming and eloquence, but it is just two stabs for his good brother.

Sure enough, it's a deep brotherhood.

I let out a long sigh, except for concealing my interest in Jiang Beisheng, I didn't miss a word about the bits and pieces I had been with for a few days.

"After listening to so much, can you still tell me as a bystander, can you be ashamed to tell me that Jiang Beisheng's arrogance is fake?"

"I can answer these questions for him. Bai Muyan hesitated for a moment, and his long eyelashes hung a sad shadow, falling under his white eyelids: "He was able to find you accurately from Beijing because your mobile phone was located by him." As for the folders in the notebook, you guessed it, those Arabic numerals represent you and your friends between the ages of 22 and 35. Why did you start at the age of 22, why are all the folders empty, why do these folders exist, and I think it's better for him to tell you these three questions. ”

"About the title," Speaking of this, Bai Muyan's face was like a night that had lost its dawn, and it quietly dimmed: "Xiaoqi, you can't just look at people with your eyes, some people's strength and indifference are really just strength and indifference on the surface." ”

Who doesn't live with a mask?

I politely declined Bai Muyan's kindness and stopped a taxi on the side of the road.

The wide open windows poured in a cart of night wind, which made my ears buzz, but it also blew away the smell of alcohol.

Jiang Beisheng's positioning in my mobile phone is indeed surprising, and the three questions that Bai Muyan did not answer are always very disturbing. But all the accidents and troubles were not as good as before leaving, and the pile of words he left behind was even more shocking.

"Because of his parents, Beisheng has become very sensitive and afraid of being abandoned. You decided to return early in Beijing without asking him if he wanted to come back with him, which was the first time you abandoned him. He was drunk and unconscious, and you left him alone in the hotel, which is the second time you have abandoned him. The first time he was abandoned by you, he chose to fly back from Beijing to find you, and took the initiative to get closer to you, which was the first step for him to overcome himself. Unexpectedly, your second abandonment came so quickly, making him like a wounded hedgehog, and curled back timidly, pretending to be the indifferent and arrogant Jiang Beisheng who called you Wu Xiaoqi. ”

"Your work, after all, is just a guess, not yet to the showdown, if you worry too much, it seems to be unfounded. But Beisheng," I remember that when Bai Muyan said this, the smile on his face was stiff: "Before I came to you, I thought that something must have happened between you, but I didn't expect it to be so serious." Xiaoqi, Beisheng's mood is a little unstable, can you please put your mind on him first?"

(To be continued)