008 Love is too heavy
Her tears were not held back.
Xiao Tian's anger was instantly extinguished by these tears, his eyes became gentle again, he walked up to her, and sighed softly.
"You can only belong to me as a man in this life, stop torturing yourself like this, and stop torturing me like this." He reached out and wiped away the tears she had just shed. You've shed enough tears, come home with me."
Cai Yue didn't answer, Qiu Yan took Xiao Tian's words.
"Xiao Tian, you have seen it yourself, because of how many tears she has shed, if you really love her, can you bear that she has been living in pain like now?"
"Qiu Yan, do you know why she is so miserable, because even she doesn't know how much she loves me, she doesn't know how much I love her, if she knew, she would believe me, I can't have any other woman besides her." Although Xiao Tian's words were said to Qiu Yan, his eyes kept staring at Cai Yue, and the more he spoke, the more gentle he became.
Of course he knew how much she had suffered for this love, how many tears she shed, but he knew that he was the memory of love that could never be erased in her heart.
He and she were like two irregular semicircles, painfully grinding together, separated but even more incomplete.
Chu Mingzhu stood aside, first calmly watching everything in front of her, until she heard Xiao Tian's last words, her eyes closed in pain.
Cai Yue listened to Xiao Tian's words with tears in her eyes.
She believed that Xiao Tian loved her, and this was the pillar she was willing to endure all the pain before, but how strong this pillar had to be for her to continue to persevere.
She didn't know if she could really swallow all the pain she needed to go through with Xiao Tian and continue to move forward with him.She didn't know if she could absolutely let go of this relationship with Xiao Tian.So she didn't give Xiao Tian a final reply during this time.
She was overwhelmed by the situation in front of her, and she wanted to run away from it all.
Putting aside all the heavy questions that she couldn't find an answer to for the time being, she felt that she just wanted to celebrate Qiu Yan's birthday, the thirtieth birthday of this year that was of special significance to anyone.
"Xiao Tian, things are actually not what you just saw.Qiu Yan and I are nothing.What happened just now let us all treat it as if it didn't happen.Let me accompany Qiu Yan to celebrate his birthday.Is it okay?"
Xiao Tian laughed angrily.
"Just act as if nothing happened, if you were me, can you do it, and do you really want me to do anything that didn't happen?"
She hung her head sadly. Her request was indeed difficult for a strong man, but it had already happened.
She raised her head slightly again, looking directly at him, "No, what do you want?"
Xiao Tian looked at her with a calm and stubborn expression, which was his favorite and most maddening look.
"What do I want, okay, okay, okay, I'll do as you say, and act as if nothing happened."
Xiao Tian suddenly pulled Chu Mingzhu, who was standing beside her, hugged her tightly in his arms, and then began to kiss her passionately in front of Caiyue and Qiu Yan.
Chu Mingzhu didn't expect Xiao Tian to do this suddenly, instinctively wanted to struggle, but only struggled slightly, and didn't continue, instead, he raised his hands and hugged Xiao Tian's neck, and began to respond to him enthusiastically.
Caiyue's tears burst out of her eyes, and she fell to the ground with a violent angina.
Qiu Yan, who was standing behind her, hurriedly stepped forward and reached out to support her, hugged her in his arms, and called her eagerly: "Cai Yue, Cai Yue."
Xiao Tian heard Qiu Yan's eager cry and immediately stopped his intimacy with Chu Mingzhu.
Caiyue's lips were pale and bloodless, and her face was full of tears.
Qiu Yan glared at Xiao Tian angrily and yelled at him: "Xiao Tian, is this how you love her, how difficult it is to be your woman, what she endures, don't you know at all, what do you want from her?"
Caiyue and Xiao Tian's rare cold confrontation made Qiu Yan give Liu Yanhong a phone call a year ago.Liu Yanhong was almost angry on the phone, and told Qiu Yan about Xiao Tian and Sakura that night.
She denounced Xiao Tian in very uncivilized and uncivilized terms, and repeatedly encouraged him to take Cai Yue out of Xiao Tian's hands.
Qiu Yan, who knew a little about Xiao Tian's identity, immediately guessed the truth behind what happened that night at the Hyatt Imperial Hotel.
So Qiu Yan regretted his original concession, if it weren't for that, Caiyue wouldn't need to go through the pain of betrayal that a woman can't tolerate again and again.
Seeing Cai Yue's obviously emaciated face recently, the tears in her eyes were still flowing silently.Xiao Tian regretted it, and his heart ached.He really shouldn't have used such drastic means to stimulate her just now.
"Girl, I'm sorry, forgive me, forgive me." He called to her softly, wiping tears from her face for her.
She's so strong, but for him, she's been in tears for the first time.
Cai Yue closed her eyes, and another stream of tears rolled down her face.
She was not in a position to accuse Xiao Tian of kissing another woman like this in front of her, because she had just been kissed by another man like this, and she could not accuse Xiao Tian of tricking her into coming here alone with a woman so full of seduction and charm, because she was also dating another man here.
Just like before, she couldn't accuse Xiao Tian of issuing a confession between him and Ouyang Qing in front of the people of the whole country, "Ten years together, this love is silent", because at that time, he needed to do what a man should do.
She couldn't accuse him of spending the whole night or several nights in a hotel with a Japanese woman, because he was on a top-secret mission.
She couldn't blame Qiu Yan for pulling her and kissing her, because he couldn't help himself, and he had endured enough for her.
Since none of them were wrong, she was the only one who was wrong.
But what was wrong with me?, she roared in her heart.
I should let Qiu Yan love me and wait for me, I don't feel guilty or guilty.
I should let my man not be jealous of other women, right?
I should be sane enough to know that my lover can't be jealous of rolling affectionately in bed with another woman for a task, right?
Sensible enough to know that he was just telling me what it was like to be jealous, so I should forgive him for deliberately kissing another woman who loved him in front of me.
She doesn't blame anyone now, she only blames herself, she blames herself for loving too much, she didn't get out sooner, she blames herself for being too greedy, she wants too much, she demands too much, she makes herself embarrassed to the point where she is in front of her.
She's so dead in heart, she really wants to feel like nothing at all.
"What's wrong with you, don't do that, don't scare me." Xiao Tian looked at her worriedly, hugged her arm tightly, and called her eagerly again.
Finally she opened her eyes and held out her hand to Qiu Yan, who was also crouching beside her.
Qiu Yan immediately grabbed her hand and helped her to stand up from the ground.
"Xiao Tian, you're not wrong, Qiu Yan is not wrong, it's me who is wrong, I shouldn't fall in love with you, and I shouldn't be delusional about getting your exclusive love."
After saying that, she turned around a little abruptly to leave.Xiao Tianyi grabbed her.
"What do you mean? Are you really... Are you going to leave me?" His voice trembled slightly.
She turned her head sadly and looked at him: "Xiao Tian, your love is too heavy, I really can't bear it, I really don't have the strength you and I imagined, please, let me go."
Could this be the end result of her deliberations, and could this be the final verdict she had to say about their relationship?
No.no.no.
Xiao Tian's face was about to change again, Qiu Yan quickly made a move, pulled Caiyue's arm out of Xiao Tian's hand, and then blocked Caiyue with his body, and said to Caiyue in a deep voice: "Caiyue, get out of here."
Cai Yue glanced at Xiao Tianzheng's face that was brewing a storm, and according to Qiu Yan's words, he sped up and left the small pavilion.
Chu Mingzhu was also worried that Xiao Tian would lose his temper, and his hands also tightly grabbed one of Xiao Tian's arms.
"Xiao Tian, calm down, this is not a problem that can be solved by excitement." She reminded him in time.
Qiu Yan looked at the two of them, didn't say anything, turned around and walked quickly to chase after Caiyue.
Xiao Tian stood in place, like a clay statue, he watched the figures of Cai Yue and Qiu Yan walk farther and farther in front of him, until they slowly disappeared, he suddenly felt that the strength of his body was drained in an instant, and his legs were a little weak.
He closed his eyes and stabilized his mind.Pulled his arm out of Chu Mingzhu's embrace.Walked a few steps in the direction of the small lake.Hands supported the fence of the small pavilion and lowered his head.
A cold wind blew, the red lanterns were blown around, the red light swayed in the small pavilion, and there was a miserable gloom and chill.
Chu Mingzhu stood in place and stared blankly at Xiao Tian's back.At this moment, he didn't have the usual high spirits, the calm and indifference of Chengzhu's chest.Some were just dazed and depressed.He was something she didn't know at all.
She slowly walked over to him.
"I don't know you at all." Chu Mingzhu's voice was low.
At this moment, she hated Caiyue very much, she hated her for getting the man she loved in front of her, and this hatred even exceeded her jealousy of Caiyue.