A "someone jumped off the building" in the crowd caused a commotion and immediately exploded. The crowd surged, but after a while, there was no one around Song Jing. He followed the flow of people to the place where the crowd had gathered, and the others saw him coming and made way for him.

There was red blood flowing on the asphalt road in the school, and those blinding reds were intertwined with the asphalt and turned blue-black in the eyes. The fishy smell in the air was pungent, and the irritating Song Jing's nose was slightly itchy. There was a small discussion around him, and the former classmates secretly looked at him with disgust, and when Song Jing's gaze swept over, those people dodged their eyes, and they didn't dare to look at him with a weak heart.

The mobile phone buckled in the palm of his hand was a little chrome, and Song Jing pinched it a little tightly. It seems that his feet are filled with lead, and he can't move. Lowering his eyes, there is the corpse of a young girl. The voice of 120 hovered in this sky, falling on everyone's ears, and also sinking into Song Jing's heart.

Obviously, she was fine two days ago, but suddenly she couldn't think about it and jumped off the building.

Gu Yue's departure brought a lot of trouble to Song Jing, and those people privately said why she died suddenly, and whether Song Jing killed her. No matter where he was on campus, he could hear people talking about it behind his back, pointing fingers at him, accusing him of indifference and ruthlessness.

It's funny. Before she had an accident, Song Jing mentioned that Gu Yue had to think carefully about who the other party was. The friendship between them is shallow, not familiar, at most a stranger who often meets, and now all the pots have fallen on him.

I knew Gu Yue in the past, but it was just a small hearsay in the mouths of others. I heard that Gu Yue is a vain person, and I heard that she is a little sister who is unskilled and goes out of school all day long, and skipping school and fighting are common things for her. I also heard that she stepped on a few boats, was arrogant, and didn't take people seriously. In short, the rumored Gu Yue definitely does not have a good image.

Song Jing just listened casually. He has seen a lot of ridiculous people in the circle. He is powerless to change the way of life of others, and after seeing too much, he gets used to it. This is just a warning to him not to get too close to such people.

But those are just her in the eyes of others, not necessarily her. Song Jing found out for the first time that she was different from the rumors, due to an accident. It was rumored outside that she was bullying others, but what he saw was clearly that those people were bullying her, shattering her self-esteem, and insulting her.

The drizzle continued, and those people turned around, leaving only Gu Yue to stay where they were. Under the corner of the wall, Gu Yue's clothes were torn a lot, and the hair hanging down her ears stuck to her face because of the drizzle, which was a little messy. Song Jing looked at it, and the other party's exposed arms were blue and purple, and new and old injuries were everywhere, which looked scary. Her coat was ripped off and thrown on the ground, trampled by those people with their feet, and she couldn't wear it again. And the oppressed Lord knelt on the ground and wept bitterly in a low voice.

She looked too pitiful, Song Jing looked at the sky, and the rain didn't know when it would stop. The bell for class echoed across the campus, and she hadn't recovered from what had just happened.

A teenager should be the most enthusiastic age, but Song Jing, who has been immersed in the flashy Vanity Fair all year round, does not have this trait. There are not many things in the Song family, but the elders of the Song family have never deliberately created a beautiful perception of the world for the children in the family, but let them experience it themselves. He has been cultivated as an heir since he was a child, even if he didn't choose this path in the end, he has all the knowledge he should have. saw a lot of the dark side, and then he developed a different personality from ordinary people - he became a cold and refined egoist.

How do the people above the clouds understand the embarrassment of the dust mole ants?

Gu Yue's experience, what he blames in his heart is not the bully, but the person who is being bullied for not knowing how to resist, I'm afraid it's not because of a brain problem.

Do you still hope that someone can stand up and hold up the whole sky for her? Is it better to ask for others than to ask for yourself, and you don't understand such a simple truth? Or is she just a silk flower, and she can't live without a big tree for her to rely on?

No matter what he felt in his heart, at that moment, Song Jing did feel compassion.

She was embarrassed, and Song Jing handed over the tissue. The girl was stunned and looked at him blankly. Her eyes were misty, and there were still tears on her cheeks, and it took her a while to slowly react and say thank you.

"I thought everybody would want to scratch my feet. ”

Song Jing looked coldly and did not respond. Gu Yue looked at him timidly, and seeing that he didn't like to deal with people, the cowardice in his heart increased a little more. Subconsciously thought that the other party didn't want to see her, she hung her head and stopped talking.

For a long time after that time, Song Jing didn't see her again. At first, he didn't realize that the person he met that day was Gu Yue. He could know if it was because of the rise of rumors after she left, so he had to find out about Gu Yue's life.

For some time later, he often saw Gu Yue's figure on the floor of his class. However, it is normal for students from different classes to be on the same floor and meet each other often. It can probably be described as recognizing everyone's faces, but I don't know each other's names, and I am a stranger who often meets.

At that time, Song Jing didn't expect that Gu Yue was deliberately passing by his classroom, just to see him more.

She often wrapped herself tightly, presumably to cover up the wound on her arm. Everywhere she passed, there were whispers all around. An invisible wall of isolation stood beside her, and she was always alone in various parts of the school.

Song Jing has encountered her bullied by other classmates several times, but she is withdrawn and introverted, and she can't handle such things at all. She was resigned, numb to all this, and never tried to change anything. Song Jing was just a bystander, watching all this indifferently.

He won't come forward. Putting aside his indifferent nature, even if he came forward, it wouldn't change anything, but would make Gu Yue accept more targets and more vicious rumors.

Compared with his indifference, when Xie Si found out about this after returning to school from annual vacation, he uncharacteristically protected Gu Yue. Song Jing felt funny, would his kind of person be nosy?

"Do you hear the rumors outside?" One day, Xie Sinian pulled out the chair in front of his seat and sat down lazily.

"Heh, your leg is healed?" Song Jing said sarcastically, glancing at his injured knee. The last time the two played on the court as the captains of the two teams, both sides were people who were interested in winning and losing, and they fought, and people fought. In the end, he was sent to the infirmary with a fracture and was forced to go home on leave to recuperate.

"I'm just on sick leave, and when I come back, the scandals about you are all flying. I heard that Gu Yue had a crush on you and secretly followed you, and said that she must chase you. Tsk, I don't know how blind her experience is, and she would fall in love with someone like you. ”

Song Jing flatly unscrewed the mineral water on the table, drank two sips to quench his thirst, and then sneered at each other, "The owner of the photo in your wallet may not be able to see you." ”

Even if he doesn't pay much attention to the people in the circle of Cloud City, he has seen the peers and juniors of each family, and he really hasn't seen which daughter is what he looks like in that photo. As for classmates, that's even more unlikely. They are at the same level, and they are all people in the grade, and it is especially easy to spread the word about who they are close to.

Unless you are particularly unaware of the surrounding news.

"Can you handle it? Xie Sinian pushed the table in front of him and got up angrily to leave.

The two parted unhappily, and the rumors that Xie Sinian said were not worth mentioning to the parties concerned. He didn't even know what Gu Yue looked like, those middle two shameful words went in and out of his left ear and out of his right ear, and they didn't cause ripples in his heart at all.

The ignorant youth in the restless youth has nothing to care about for Song Jing.

When Gu Yue officially confessed, he was not prepared at all. The girl looked at him eagerly, tears raining down, and said affectionate words. She described him too well, saying that he was the only warmth that the other party had felt since entering the school. Those beautiful words made Song Jing feel deeply unreal and too shallow. It was as if he had listened to a story about someone else, and he had no sense of substitution at all.

Song Jing couldn't remember what he said at the beginning, but he only remembered that Gu Yue's watery eyes were full of crystal tears. Her face was flushed, and she hurriedly left the scene in shame.

Later, he saw her body jumping off the building.

Some people say that Gu Yue couldn't think of jumping off the building because she was rejected by Song Jing.

Some people also said that Gu Yue had a strange and withdrawn personality, and there must be some kind of mental illness, so she suddenly got nervous and jumped off the building casually.

These two rumors filled the hearts of many students in the school, and became the talk of their private gossip and tirelessness. However, rumors can still reach the ears of the main master, and there is no impermeable wall in the world.

After her death, apart from giving birth to new conversations and curious speculations, there seems to be nothing warm left. It was rough and tumble in life, and no one cared about it after death. Song Jing suddenly felt that Gu Yue's life was tragic and pitiful, and he really felt a little sympathy, and also gave birth to a lot of confusion and incomprehension.

Those watery eyes became the key to torture his conscience. Song Jing sometimes wonders if she won't die. If he had stood up early and stopped those bullies, would she have lived the life of an ordinary high school student and could experience the beauty of the world.

But what's the use? No matter how strong the remorse and awakening are afterwards, they can't save the lives that have been lost.

Gu Yue's parents found her notebook when they were packing up their belongings and handed it to him. Song Jing was stunned, feeling at a loss for the first time in his life. He thought that Gu Yue's diary would record some things that were bullied, and would accuse her of why she had to go through these unfair situations, and it would be a pen full of anger, but at the same time mixed with sensitivity and grievances.

But when he flipped through the whole book, he found that it was not his self-righteous ones, and most of what she wrote down was trivial things. For example, the proprietress of the bun shop downstairs said that she was too thin and asked her to eat more to make up for her body; the cafeteria aunt saw that she was thin and added a few more pieces of meat to her; and there was a stray cat in the school recently, and she secretly adopted it.......

In addition to these, the rest of the content is basically the sensitive and delicate careful thinking of a little girl who has just fallen in love, and unilaterally describes Song Jing as an unattainable person.

Song Jing is the warm moon in her heart, which gave her the courage to live. Under that cramped sky, it turned out that there was still someone who did not alienate her because she was Gu Yue, but had colored glasses for her.

The words in the diary are unembellished, just plain sentences. But because it was too straightforward, Song Jing was ashamed after reading it.

He was not as good as Gu Yue described. He is cold and selfish, and he never disdains to understand the joys and sorrows of others. He was rebellious, arrogant, and did not take others seriously. He is an egoistic person, without empathy, looking at the suffering of others empty-eyed, indifferent.

Song Jing wanted to laugh very much, it turned out that in addition to being weak and deceiving, Sushua was so stupid that she couldn't even see the essence of others.