[70] Endure

"Why did you help Gu Ting out of the siege at that time?" The doubts hidden in her heart finally came out, Gu Ting breathed a sigh of relief, she had always wanted to ask Xie Sinian about this. He is not a person with a sense of justice, and he can be said to be on the same level as Song Jing in terms of widowhood. She didn't believe that he would act because of the young man's enthusiasm and righteous heart.

Xie Sinian fastened the top button on his suit and winked at her. Too many years have passed since Gu Yue's incident, and he can't remember her image clearly, but he only remembers a little roughly.

Gu Yue is submissive, when others bully her, her most accustomed action is to hang her head, let others insult her, and push and shove her. Even if you are in the same school, you can't hear everything. What's more, Xie Sinian and Song Jing were both in the second year of secondary school at that time, and they were known as the two great sons of Yuncheng. I'm usually busy racing with fox friends and dogs, so I'm in the mood to take care of school gossip. Sheys bumped into this at the annual meeting, or because he deliberately took a shortcut when he returned to school after his sick leave.

Seeing her pitiful being bullied, Xie Sinian suddenly thought of Shen Ci, who was far away in Rongcheng. When the two of them get along, most of them are-for-tat with each other. Shen Ci opened his teeth and claws, but he would not compromise and seek perfection. Looking for her stubble, let her not be happy, then it must be even more unhappy for herself. Considering that she would experience school violence, he really couldn't imagine it. He just thought of a certain time when Shen Ci inadvertently heard her angry attitude towards this kind of thing when he called Ji Chaoyang, and that's it.

At that time, he was still young, and he had not yet truly realized the meaning of doing so, and he did not know that his throbbing youthful feelings for Shen Ci would continue to be as vigorous as the vigorous creeper outside the window in the years to come. Subconsciously love the house and Wu, and want to become the kind of person that the other party likes, this idea is hidden too deeply, so deep that even I can't see it clearly. Later, after knowing that Xu Zhiyuan had a strong sense of presence in Shen Ci, Xie Sinian suddenly realized. Since then, he's matured quite a bit. He began to become steady, deliberately managing the appearance of the kind of person she loved in front of Shen Ci. But he forgets that just because someone loves a certain type of person doesn't mean they just have to follow this rule.

Being too young can easily make people conceited. He thought that Shen Ci was just a hazy affection for adolescence, but he didn't expect their relationship to last beyond his expectations. Xie Sinian was jealous and jealous, and deliberately approached Shen Ci with a trumpet for a while, wanting to see if her circle of friends would find some clues about her life, but later found out that this was pure masochism. The two scholars are together, and they are talking about topics that he doesn't understand, even if he wears a vest and wants to win Shen Ci's favor with these topics, it's just a fool's dream.

He gradually clarified his feelings for Shen Ci, and he felt more and more feelings of love and powerlessness.

Over the years, the cold has come and gone, the spring has gone to the autumn, and he has not thought about removing Shen Ci from his life. He didn't deliberately love only that one person, he also talked about his girlfriend and wanted to start a new life. can turn over and turn, how many times when he is alone, the first person he thinks of is always her.

When he got involved in the entertainment industry and became a god when he debuted, what he thought about the most was that he would stand on a higher stage so that the person in the distance could often see him. Later, in shopping malls, on the street, in the subway, on TV, in movie theaters, there were huge posters of him in various places. Carpet propaganda is as pervasive as a virus. However, those grandeurs had nothing to do with her, she never knew that he only stayed for her gaze, and it was just his one-man show from beginning to end.

Thinking back, Xie Sinian sat up straight indifferently, "I just happened to meet." ”

So you don't have to be grateful to me, I didn't help out of pure good and evil in the first place.

"Whatever your reason, anyway, thank you. The bell in his hand jingled and jingled, and Gu Ting Qingyue's voice of thanks shattered the loneliness in the room. "Compared to Song Jing, you have done a good job. ”

Maybe many people think that Gu Yue's suicide is not to blame others, but Gu Ting feels that whether it is a bully or a bystander who is a cold bystander, they are all murderers. It was the domineering arrogance of the bully who first laid the foundation for Gu Yue's tragedy, and then the indifferent spectators prompted the progress of the tragedy. It doesn't matter whether the spectators are patient or not, what matters is that they end up with no one to do anything, and they invisibly provide assistance to the bullies. So there is nothing to say about the onlooker's intolerance or guilt in the middle, and whether that compassion exists or not, the final result proves that it makes no difference whether it exists or not.

Just like verbal violence hurts others, everyone feels that they are just doing a trivial thing, but when it comes together, it is a huge harm, and the malice superimposed on others is "a little bit of unhappiness that comes from I don't know how many people." ”

None of what they did was guilty of death, but no one should be blamed for the consequences, and everyone deserved to die.

The bullies of the year have never felt guilty over the years, and they can easily be forgiven by others by pretending to change their ways, and they say that they did not make mistakes when they were young. Gu Yue felt that there was no joke more funny and ridiculous than this, where did they get the face to define forgiveness for the victim and the victim's family.

But it's okay, the more comfortable those bullies are, the deeper the hatred in Gu Ting's heart. In the past few years, she used many methods to ruin the lives of those bullies back then. They ruined Gu Yue, why could they continue to live a prosperous life?

It doesn't matter, if she hurts Gu Yue, she will help her get it back one by one.

And now, she only has Song Jing left to solve it.

Gu Ting will never forget the secrets she discovered during the investigation of Gu Yue's suicide, how much she wanted to tear Song Jing apart. From the beginning, she couldn't understand why her sister, who had a gentle temper and gentle personality, was suddenly targeted and subjected to constant school violence. In the end, I found out that all this came from Song Jing, how ridiculous. She was treated unfairly because of Song Jing, that person just handed a handkerchief, and her stupid sister really thought that Song Jing was such a warm and kind person. Later, because of the failure of the confession, he lost the will to survive and chose to jump off the building.

Gu Yue was targeted, just because Song Jing said that he didn't like people with too quiet personalities.

What was Song Jing like in junior high and high school? rebellious, arrogant, untouchable, without empathy, and a free-spirited child. But such a person is regarded by his classmates as a very cool person, and he has a very personality. His family is well-off and has never suffered hardship. He lives a life of fine clothes and food in an ivory tower, and he has the confidence to finish whatever he does, even if it is not right. For no one wants to offend him, and cannot afford to offend.

The class of life is different, how can the noble son experience the helplessness of ordinary people? Why not eat minced meat, it will be very normal.

In the second year of secondary school, many people saw from his behavior not how ridiculous his theories were, but were deeply fascinated by this kind of "cool", "handsome" and "individual".

The boys adore and flatter him, and people who are also of a gentlemanly nature inevitably want to have a relationship with Song Jingpan. As for the girls, Song Jing has invisibly become a sweetheart, and I don't know how many girl classmates like him.

The radical female fans found that Gu Yue was the kind of person in Song Jing's mouth, as if they had opened up the second pulse of Ren and Du, and felt that Song Jing actually didn't like Gu Yue, but chose a roundabout way to say it. Everyone thought about it and decided to teach Gu Yue a lesson, so that she was a little self-aware.

Because of such naΓ―ve and neurotic reasons, Gu Yue's life was ruined. Gu Ting gritted his teeth countless times in the middle of the night, eager to crush Song Jing's bones to ashes.

The Song family is rich. The water flows low, and the people go high. He doesn't need to deliberately pose for his identity at all, and others will take the initiative to elevate his identity.

The future heir of the Song family, he has had a good relationship since he was a student, and if he encounters anything after graduation, this is also a relationship, which is beneficial to the family.

So whenever Song Jing said something, the dog-legged people guessed what he meant in a panic, and arranged all kinds of good dramas to make him happy.

Obviously they are all students, so the focus is not on studying, and they are infected with all kinds of philistine habits. As the source of the incident, Song Jing not only did not play a good role in guiding, but pushed Gu Yue deeper into the abyss. Such a truth is difficult for Gu Ting to accept. Over the years, her hatred for Song Jing has also become deeper and deeper.

Time did not bring sadness, and the people of the Gu family did not start over, stubbornly remembering Gu Yue who died of grievances. Gu Yue wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and forced a smile, "Do you really think that Shen Ci will take care of these things from many years ago?"

Xie Sinian hooked his lips confidently, "No one knows her better than me." ”

Gu Ting shook his head, it really doesn't matter. People's hearts are flesh and blood, who can say that they have never treated others fairly and will not be biased? Not to mention that Song Jing has never been sorry for Shen Ci, what does the injustice of others have to do with her?

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During the National Day holiday, Bu Qinghan called and invited Song Jing to take Shen Ci out to play, but he refused. Shen Ci was nesting on the sofa and playing a small game with a tablet, Song Jing glanced at it, turned around and went back to the room.

They live under the same roof, but they are separated by a layer of distance. Song Jing kept telling herself that she needed time to accept his past and couldn't be in a hurry. But the anxiety in every minute and second continued to gnaw at his heart, and he was not at peace.

Shen Ci wouldn't have heard rumors about him for no reason, it could only be that someone told her. The first thing that came to his mind was Gu Ting. Warnings are useless, presumably there is someone behind them, so there is no fear. Between breaths, Song Jing's eyes deepened.

Even if he knew that she deliberately revealed it to Shen Ci and deliberately separated the feelings between them, he could only bear it. The mistakes that have been cast cannot be traced, and he is still waiting for the verdict. If he did anything more, Song Jing couldn't imagine how unsightly his image would become in Shen Ci's eyes.

No matter how much you like someone, if you don't agree with your own ideas, most people will give up this relationship nine times out of ten. It is understandable to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, and stop losses in time. The rest is the head iron, and he doesn't hit the south wall and doesn't look back.

He does not have the broad-mindedness of saving lives and helping the wounded in his early years, nor does he have the overflowing empathy, and everything he does is self-centered. Careful with those who care, inconsequential people are not worth mentioning, he is a refined egoist, completely contrary to Shen Ci's claims.

Shen Ci couldn't accept it, and it was natural for him to be frightened. But Song Jing never thought that this day would come so quickly, and the alienated eyes she cast over her were so unbearable.