In 1996, I was 12 years old, an age that didn't understand love, but I preferred to listen to love songs.

As for how many grievances and grievances I have heard, and how many wrong things I have heard about Huatian, there is really no accurate number, but I remember that the words of one of the songs are written like this: On the one hand, there is friendship, and on the other hand, love, left and right, embarrassed myself......

Thinking about it at this moment, there is really no one thing that is not tightly fit.

I lived to a song I loved when I was twelve.

With this clear realization, I was suddenly disappointed with my twelve-year-old playlist.

Why didn't I listen to Mr. ***'s "Good Day" at the beginning? After complaining about myself, I realized that there was still a person standing opposite who was waiting for an answer.

It's just his answer......

It's really embarrassing!

"When I was younger, I was always unassuming, but as I got older, I became a good student. Jiang Beisheng, I don't care what you think, but I definitely don't want to live as a song. It's not because the song isn't wonderful, it's just because of this kind of weirdness that a thirty-five-year-old woman accepts incompetence. So, I don't agree to divorce and I don't accept Dr. Lim's advice. ”

I admit that what I said in this passage is both nonsensical and endless, and Jiang Beisheng is not thorough: "Do you want to sit back and enjoy the blessings of all people?" perfectly and brilliantly misunderstood what I meant.

"How is that possible?" I licked my dry lips, "I just want to tell you that when you talk about conditions with people, you are talking about the word 'sincerity'." Whether a marriage can maintain its original chastity or not, it is not enough to unilaterally bind a woman, that is, you can't just hold me to high standards. ”

And then on. Jiang Beisheng, who was as cold as the stars in his eyes, suddenly pulled my arm, I trembled slightly, and the stars gradually disappeared as if they had been accidentally touched by someone: "Why are you so afraid of me?"

I muttered weakly: "People are scary and scared to death, I'm not afraid, I'm scared by you." Who told you to reach for your hand without saying a word?"

"Do you know ......" is a domineering opening, and finally died down in a wordless convulsion. As if stung by a poisonous scorpion, Jiang Beisheng paused in pain.

Ye Limin taught us that whether it is friendship or love, we must not go head-to-head with a person who is in deep pain. Because suffering is very likely to make people think of ending up together.

"Forget it. It is obviously two words of liberation, but like the echo of fangs, it makes people's hearts tremble.

I became more and more afraid to break free, so I let him pull me and walk in the direction of the couch. I sat down firmly, covered myself with a thin blanket over my head, and after a few pulls, I turned myself into a rice dumpling.

Jiang Beisheng sat next to me, and behind him was the big terrace. As long as I squint, the screen is full of flowing car taillights and swaying neon lights.

"Let's say," Jiang Beisheng's anxiety was not heard from his words, but from his stilted and shaking Erlang legs, and between his sick eyebrows: "What are the conditions?"

What conditions are just some nonsense and pretexts for rushing to do things?

"If you don't have anything to say......"

"It's okay if you want me to stay away from Dr. Lin," Hu Xu is nonsense, but when I heard this tone, it really reminded me of a condition down-to-earth: "But you must stay away from Zuo Lan." ”

"No, I can't. Without thinking about it, Jiang Beisheng refused. It was probably because he saw that I was frowning and displeased, so he said the reason for the mistakes: "Zuo Lan is Zuo Lan, and Dr. Lin is Dr. Lin, they are not people of the same nature, and they cannot be dealt with according to one standard." ”

"I'm not blind, a divorce, an engagement, a man, a woman, can this be seen as a nature?" As soon as I heard that Jiang Beisheng deliberately defended Zuo Lan, I followed the bar regardless of it.

A woman's love is supreme, and it's really terrible!

"Wu Xiaoqi," After the two sides were silent for a few minutes, Jiang Beisheng put down Erlang's legs, stood on his elbows on his knees, put his palms together into one, and rubbed his face up and down: "Zuo Lan is my cousin, my cousin." Is that enough?"

Table ...... Cousin?" The corners of my mouth twitched, and I missed a little wind, so that I couldn't make the two words coherent.

"Didn't I tell you? My mother has an older sister, and Zuo Lan is her only daughter. ”

Jiang Beisheng's face slowly rose from the palm of his hand, his ten fingers were crossed and hugged together, and his face clearly showed a painful and tangled expression, but his eyes were calm that did not match it, and this contradictory combination made me a little overwhelmed.

I was thinking about whether to say a few words and let him go, and even more spare me.

The man who was so contradictory that he once lost his words spoke again: "Because of my grandfather's relationship, as long as it is someone who is related to my mother, I will hide from contact, and I will not let them find me." Zuo Lan is the only exception. She's been trying to find me since high school. We didn't meet until near the end of our freshman year. ”

Looking for my brother in my dream thousands of times, I suddenly looked back, but my brother was at the end of his freshman year, no wonder the relationship was so good that I met to go to the movies. Or watch cartoons.

I probably won't be able to get past the cartoon hurdle in my life.

"Understood, I shouldn't have misunderstood you and Zuo Lan and made you angry. "Although these two sisters and brothers have left an insurmountable hurdle in my heart, who told this girl to have a heart with clear grievances?

I apologize for the word, I have a lot of words, and I offer them all.

"You still don't get it. Jiang Beisheng's hand groped in his trouser pocket, and soon, he took out a pack of cigarettes, and his bony fingers pulled out a cigarette, which was not lit, but sandwiched between his fingers. If you have one, it's not a big problem. ”

Jiang Beisheng suddenly laughed, but this smile was very strange.

It is not a hearty laugh, nor a shallow smile with the corners of the mouth raised, but a cold smile at the corners of the mouth. And this laugh survives for a very short time, fleeting.

So much so that I began to wonder if I was wrong with a double vision?

"Don't worry, I'm not a heavy smoker. After speaking, he put the cigarette back again, and when his eyes met me again, he turned into a serious mature man again: "Wu Xiaoqi," his lips moved: "I can't tolerate myself hiding anything from you from the bottom of my heart." I have complete trust in you. Do you understand?"

I nodded, not really understanding.

"I'm not a good guy who doesn't ask for anything in return," but I understood that only if I was obedient would he go on and say, "I trust you completely, and you should repay me with complete trust, not 99.9 percent." Do you understand?"

He is like a dedicated teacher, and every time he finishes a point, he needs to get an affirmative answer from me.

I nodded as usual.

"Well, I'll tell you everything about me and Zuo Lan. ”

Isn't there?

(To be continued)