I went to the bank in the afternoon to do some errands, and left work early, just as Meijuan asked me to have coffee together.

When it was time to get off work, Chen Zhiwen called, he would be nearby, and he would pick me up in a while.

Luo Meijuan chuckled and quipped, "Although Chen Zhiwen is not as good as Song Junxi, he is also a peerless good man, your peach blossoms are good." ”

"If I say it's not what I want, you'll call me hypocritical!" I sighed.

"I understand, don't always worry about yourself, you see that the relationship between Yueyan and Yu Zhe is not as good as that between you and Song Junxi, and now you don't have a good life with Lu Wenxuan!"

Chen Zhiwen's car stopped at the intersection, I saw it from a distance, and said to Meijuan: "I have to go, he is here to pick me up, we will see you when we are free!"

"Xia Xia, in fact, I came here today mainly to say goodbye to you, Chensheng is going to be transferred to the US headquarters, and he will leave next month, I'm afraid I won't be able to attend your wedding!"

Her smile was a little sad, and I murmured, "Are you leaving?"

Meijuan is the only friend I can talk to over the years, and now even she is leaving!

"Xia Xia, I hope you can be happy!"

"Look at my stupidity, I should congratulate you! Take a moment, Zhiwen and I invite you to dinner with Chensheng, which can be regarded as seeing you off!"

"Good!"

"Let's get in the car and see how our new home is doing, and see if there's anything else you need to add. Chen Zhiwen said with a smile.

When I got in the car, I couldn't feel better.

"What's wrong?" Chen Zhiwen also noticed that I was not in high spirits.

"It's nothing, Meijuan is leaving, and her husband is going to be transferred to the US headquarters!"

Chen Zhiwen was silent for a moment: "Life is impermanent, isn't it like this, maybe it will be transferred back in a few years, don't be too sad!"

I nodded.

The weather at the beginning of August, the heat has not faded, I decided that it is better for me to resign and leave, Chen Zhiwen has strong work ability, and is valued in Yuanyang, and he may not be able to find such a suitable position if he resigns.

I'm different, it doesn't matter if I'm not a leader, even if it's a small employee.

Sister Yueyan also kept calling me to come over, I thought about it, but I still went, she gave a high salary, and I didn't have to live with money in the future.

I heard Sister Yueyan say that Zhibin is also about to get engaged, and the other party's family background is very good, and the family is right.

Although I haven't seen it, I think it must be a good girl who knows everything, and he is such a good person, he should have a good girl to match him.

It's good that our group of people have settled down one by one, and I hope everyone can be happy.

I've been working for many years, and it's easy to work and I don't need any adaptation period.

Sister Yueyan also seems to have something on her mind lately, and I have seen her lose her temper several times when talking on the phone in the office.

I wanted to ask, but I was afraid that I would have too many things.

After work, she said that she wanted to go around the province and asked me to accompany her.

I haven't been here in years, and I don't have any good memories here.

At both ends are still tall and luxuriant plane trees, covering everything. Even in the heat of summer, the road is cool.

Many years ago, I walked here with him, and it felt like nothing had changed, only us.

The small arched wooden bridge has been around for some years, and there are more people walking, and the original iron red has faded. Her gaze fell on the lake.

The water lilies in the lake are staggered and floating on the water, and the lotus flowers are already in full bloom.

"Xia Xia, I heard that you're getting married!" In fact, when Sister Yueyan asked me out, I felt that she had something to say to me, and sure enough, it was so.

"Well, it's October!"

"Xia Xia, in fact, I asked you over today to say I'm sorry to you!"

I smiled: "Sister Yueyan said that I laughed, I work in Feihong and you take care of me everywhere, I can't thank you too late!"

"No, Xia Xia, listen to me! When I was talking to Yu Zhe, I was accidentally overheard by my mother, she was Xiaoya's aunt, and she knew about the marriage between the Song family and the Han family, so she called Aunt Yao to tell her.

I didn't know that my mother knew it from me and Yu Zhe, Xia Xia, I only found out after the fact, all these years, I have always wanted to tell you, Xia Xia, I'm sorry, if it wasn't for my conversation with Yu Zhe being heard by my mother, you and Junxi wouldn't be in this situation today.

I understand the pain of this loss, I know how sad you are, maybe God took Yu Zhe's life just to punish me and Yu Zhe for betraying their friends, Xia Xia, I'm sorry!"

ps: Yueyan was adopted by Yu Zhe's family, so the mother here refers to Yu Zhe's mother, because it has nothing to do with the content of the text, so I will skip it, and I will talk about it later!

I shook my head and took Yue Yan's hand: "Don't think like this, it's none of your business, even if Auntie doesn't say it, the Song family will know sooner or later, it's also that we are too young and ignorant, everything is over, I don't want to mention it again! This matter has nothing to do with you, don't feel guilty!"

"Xia Xia, if he comes back, is it still possible for you?" Sister Yue Yan asked cautiously.

I smiled and looked at this water lily, a gust of wind swept by, and the scenery was very beautiful.

I shook my head: "No, we have been separated for almost ten years, I have my life, he should have his life, we are like two straight lines that have intersected, once in love, but destined to gradually go away, that's it, Sister Yueyan, in fact, we have been together and may not come to the end, people always remember what they can't get, I want to forget!"

I bowed my head, these words were not so much for Sister Yueyan, but for me to deceive myself, only I knew how difficult it was.

"Do you love him?

"Love, he will be my husband!" I wanted to laugh, but my eyes were sore and I wanted to cry!

I resisted to let the tears flow, why is this wind so annoying, blowing people's eyes sour.

Many nights, many midnight dreams, I hid in the dark, thinking almost crazy, lovesick, like a worm slowly gnawing at my body, until I became a big empty hole.

The night is always so long, so dark, and the rain outside the window is a tear in my heart, a day that never ends.

Shed tears, lost my heart, woke up from a nightmare, but the days still have to go on, this is life!

It's so much harder to live than to die!

There are many kinds of love, just like I can't let go of so many at the moment!

Yue Yan saw that I was silent and did not speak, and the two of us looked at this pool of water lilies, and the evening breeze slowly had our own thoughts.

She didn't look at me, facing the wind, and suddenly said faintly: "Xia Xia, he's coming back!"